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Ligaya
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Bad Day's blog
« on: Nov 14th, 2006, 9:08pm » |
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The loneliest thing i know,as i sit recalling the past a lost little girl wishing for peace at last.A big smile and bright eyes, was how my secret safely slept.I did good hiding the depression.Lock in my room while i wept.
I was invissible to my mother,lost because acquintances weren't true friends......But the saddest thing i recall was wishing for the end,the loneliest thing i know.
Used to be my self provably wouldn't have made it.....
If my true friends hadn't helped.........
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When i reflect upon the number of disagreeable people who i know have gone to a better world, i am moved to lead a different life....... i learned that all from my mistakes in the past 9 years of my life.
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We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. *bad_day_me*
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okasantina
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Re: Bad Day's blog
« Reply #1 on: Nov 15th, 2006, 8:48am » |
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Welcome bad bad dayyyy!!! Welcome to the bloggers thread!! 
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« Reply #2 on: Nov 15th, 2006, 5:31pm » |
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thank you tina for the warm welcome......
i like this page coz i will put down all my weepings here and some happy thoughts..... 
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« Reply #3 on: Nov 15th, 2006, 5:36pm » |
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At night i usually breakdown and cry and sometimes i don't know why.My loneliness drives me insane,so is my lonely heart the one to blame........ ?
God i am calling you
Give me the strenght to pull through.
But still i must believed there's another lonely heart there waiting for me.....
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Re: Bad Day's blog
« Reply #4 on: Nov 15th, 2006, 7:13pm » |
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bad_day_me,
Firstly, hello and have a good day ! Secondly, WELCOME TO THE FORUM ! [or is this just another name of you?] *smile*
Also, glad to see you joined us here in the blog section and share with us your thoughts and everything that you wish to share. Be comfortable and free in your space to shout, weep, laugh , babble, and talk about any thing. Everyone just has to be aware though that even though it's a public space, we are still under management's supervision and that we're given rules to follow.
Enjoy your stay with us, and I look forward to read more of your blogs. Again, a warm welcome, and it's our pleasure to have you here !
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Ligaya
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« Reply #5 on: Nov 16th, 2006, 7:42am » |
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im posting an open letter...... this is for you
i adore you,you are the most wonderful man,you make me feel loved and worthy of love.i have missed much in life because i did not have a good companion,you are the companion that i have wanted for so long.you are the man that i long to share life's adventure .you are a friend that i can share my innermost secrets with.i long to see the intimacy talking from the heart. i feel that i have so much love to give and that has been bottled up for so long inside of me......you inspire and fully embrace the romantic woman inside me,you are the man that welcomes me with a big warm smile with your arms outstretched.you are the man that i long to love untill the end of my days......... 
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« Reply #6 on: Nov 16th, 2006, 8:21am » |
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have you experienced near death situation?
i was 17 when i experienced near death, i was dead when they brought me at the hospital<may 17.1991>. whole family went to the beach for reunion...i was lying on the airboat and never noticed i fall asleep.according to the peolple who seen the incident the airboat sinked and so am i. they ignored it coz they thought i am swimming inside but they doubt it coz it took so long that i never pop up in the shore.so they rushed in and look for me it was 30 minutes of searching for my body<as what my mom said> when they found me i was already unconcious.on their way to the hospital they cant find any pulse rate even a heart beat....they drained the water inside my body.my mother said i was dead for 3 hours coz the doctor declared it.......
i only remember this i thought it was a dreamed,i was walking to this light a very bright light on my way and i met a little girl crying infront of me, asking if i can bring her home i hold her hand and we walked in the path of lights i keep on askin to this little girl where is her home she never replied and just hold me closed.we stop coz i am tired of walking as i sit on the side of the little girl, she asked me if i am ready to meet god?i was surprised about her question. i replied her" if god will accept me now i am ready to meet him." "the little girl said no you cant meet him right now coz you got so many things to do i just bring you here so you understand that you must give importance to your life"after she said that she is gone and i dont know how she did it....
then i heared someone is screaming when i open my eyes i was in the hospital my mom is crying and so with our relatives who's there.at that time they decided to put my boody in the morgue coz the time given for me was lapsed,doctor can't believed what's happened he checked my vital signs and he said how come i surpassed coz i was declared DOD.
i was amazed to this experienced,then i started to go to the church attends holy mass and served at the church...... this is a wake up call for me...coz ive never knowned god b4 the incident happened. coz i always told to all that i dont believed in christ and to all of that christ thing...now god awakened me and now i am fully believed and trust all my life to god coz i surrendered to him....
i post this blog coz if there is someone there who' door was locked from the heart of jesus now open it and let him in....dont wait for his wake up call .........
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Re: Bad Day's blog
« Reply #7 on: Nov 19th, 2006, 4:34pm » |
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thanks norkay for ur warm welcome..... i love this section coz i can freely express my thoughts.... 
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« Reply #8 on: Nov 19th, 2006, 4:42pm » |
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its sunday night here in phillipines....10:39 pm....
it's been a confusing day for me...so many questions in my mind and i need a quick response....i feel everything went down again and all i do is asked god for help to surpass this confusing thing in my mind...im facin a hard decission and i don't want someone will feel bad about it....whatever decision i will choose to do i know god know's what's best for me and i'm askin his guidance to help me decide wha'ts best for me....dear god please help me.....
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« Reply #9 on: Nov 19th, 2006, 4:44pm » |
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there'll be sad songs to make you cry..... yes there is!!!why i feel so lost everytime...why i feel so bad all this time... am i happy? the answer is no....all this time i'm always askin 1 thing and that is to have my own happiness which is till now i don't have it yet....
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