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Title: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 9th, 2005, 8:05am ;D Yes,it's my closet! Wanna Visit? Everyone is very welcome. ;D I would appreciate if you can visit and join me here.You don't need to knock all the time,it's always open,just don't spook.You can also give some decorations in order this closet to look more beautiful.You can make repair or rearrangements,just MAKE SURE I WON'T BE DISTURBED.Also and more importantly,since being tearing or vehement is unavoidable and that's the time I don't care what I strew which make my closet messy,you can always clean any mess...it may cause me to feel discomfited,but at the same time,learn from it and will soon appreciate the contribution. :D Again,WELCOME TO MY CLOSET! [smiley=icon_dance.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Aug 9th, 2005, 8:07am yehey.....how manys skeletons are there in your closet? ;D welcome to the blog world krissy... ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 9th, 2005, 8:45am Thank you Mylane. Dang! How could you ask about my secret in public? :-[ Hihihi....I know you know 3,can be just that,can be more. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 9th, 2005, 9:04am Blogging is one of my favorite things to do.I like to visit others' too.May's blog is one of my favorites to visit.I'd been planning to open one,which I can call my own. I was about to open one,unfortunately,a terrible feeling suddenly smashed me that I felt like I was torn into pieces. Now,I have finally opened my own blog and started.If you know what I mean........ Yeah,Im feeling so good now.Rain had stopped,everything's back and whole again. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Aug 9th, 2005, 3:16pm [looking around] Are there shoes here? Can I borrow a few pair?? ;D ;D ;D Welcome to Blogging, Krissy. [hugs]. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 10th, 2005, 3:09am Thank you May! Wether you like it or not,I'm now your neighbor. ;D Don't worry,I'm a good neighbor,I'm just sooo noisy sometimes.Well not really now,my Roy isn't here anymore with me which I play soccer all the time with ;). And oh by the way,that's a hot shot of you :) I like it very much ;) . |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Aug 10th, 2005, 3:44am Doki...please help me find our presents, it must be here somewhere [smiley=detective.gif]..let's turn this closet upside down just to find those watches and that pair of earrings for Andrea.....ahhhh... this is a nice place Krissy.....i'll be visiting here often..have fun!!! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 10th, 2005, 5:53am Gracie! ;D Hihihi! After knowing you only know it's a pair of earrings,I planned to take the necklace included in the set,but ah, it's obviously noticeable there's a space for the necklace...dang! LOL! Hihihi. They are safe ,although my closet is kept open,I have one antique storage box where I keep those kind of things and always double locked.So don't worry. Hopefully I'll be in the Philippines by next month.Indefinite date though. I really plan to set a time to be in Cebu and tour Rocky in your places ;D hihihi.....but a friend is suggesting she's been wanting to see Sagada,mountain province,do you know that? She always tells about what she describes, soooo amazing cave. So I don't know.......let's see ;) . Thanks for dropping by! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Aug 10th, 2005, 6:02am wow rocky and krissy in PI...thats so cool....is the wedding will be in Cebu, Philippines? ;D I have to think of a wedding gift now...darn... ;) anyway heres the link regarding Sagada: http://www.geocities.com/sagada_igorot/sagada/ |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 10th, 2005, 6:14am I know I have already posted this and so with May but I want it also to be seen in my closet.I think it's a very good frame of words to display in one's own closet.Also, a very good one for myself to say it again and again. It is rewarding to find someone you like, but it is essential to like your self. It is quickening to regocnize that someone is a good and decent human being, but it is indespensable to view your self as acceptable. It is a delight to discover people who are worthy of respect and admiration and love, but it is vital to believe your self deserving of these things. For you cannot live with someone else. You cannot find your self in someone else. You cannot be given a life by someone else. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never leave or lose. To the question of your life,you are only the answer; To the problems of your life,you are the only solution. -Jo Couldert |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 10th, 2005, 6:34am on 08/10/05 at 06:02:38, mylane wrote:
Bwehehehehe Mylane! Your speculations is always into wedding eh! Hihihi. ;D No,no,no, LOL.I consider Rocky as a friend and I'm gonna stick to that.Besides, do you think Rocky wants to be a "slave"? If he wants,then difinitely yes, wedding is right to be planned.Hee hee! But beat me, he will never be someone's slave...well...so with me, I don't want to be a wife for only once in a blue moon and let him says "Yes I have a wife at home in Hong Kong but I haven't seen for almost a year now" to curious people who ask about his wife :P . (Rocky, laugh ;) and continue making money ) Thanks Mylane for the site.Wowieeee,is this a "sorry" to Cebu? LOL.Awww I like what I have seen,I think you will really experience real adventure there? But I read about the crawling way...OMG :o it seems scary...and using a flashlight :O.I think I will need a leather boots? Thanks again Mylane. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 11th, 2005, 5:29am Tonight the Phone Tonight the phone is warm and you come soft to me and brush me with your voice. The timbres caress me gently and carry me there. A robin sings. Listen to the thaw as the ice to the sun and dies as water a little bit closer. In the wet air there is a rainbow. The sky speaks and tonight I listen to the touch of you. -Lisa Freinkel :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Analyn on Aug 11th, 2005, 5:42am I didn't know that you have a closet Kris :o... I'm excited to know what's in there.. give me a duplicate key Kris so i can rob your men in there...hehehe |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 11th, 2005, 6:37am You asked me why I love to be alone and I answered you,no,I don't! It's just because I don't really have someone to be with,all the time, you knowwwww :(. So,would you stop suggesting things? I don't want to view my being alone as an afflictive one,there are so many things I love to do.....WHEN I'M ALONE. [color=Dark Green]I love to wear my boxer and my sleeveless,I hate wearing bra. I love to eat extra-sharp cheddar cheese cake,without someone trying to perturb me of becoming really fat. I love to shop and trust my own choice. I love to stay alone in a sigle-seat table in Starbucks or Pacific Coffee and consume a couple or three mugs of Capuccino while reading magazines. I love to consume a package of Wheat Thins while curled up watching my favorite TV shows. I love to stay on the phone with someone whom I can laugh,whisper,gossip,scream,giggle without someone saying "shssssh" and ask who's on the line with me. I love to play heavy rock and R&B by my favorite singers,to burst my eardrums and to break the deafening silence. I love solitude..........[/color] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 11th, 2005, 6:42am on 08/11/05 at 05:42:57, Analyn wrote:
Analyn! I miss you! Good to see you.You don't need a key,it's always open ;) .Want my "cremated" ones? Come in here,choose one from these pots of ashes.Hee hee! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Aug 11th, 2005, 8:52am on 08/11/05 at 05:29:43, Forgettable wrote:
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 12th, 2005, 3:17am I like it too,very much,May :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 12th, 2005, 3:22am This is a musing, a pondering and an open ended question about my latest relationship.I welcome opinions and sharing. Have you ever found yourself in a relationship that is not necessarily all that bad but you just know it is not what you really want or need ? You care about the other person and there are no major issues. You get along well enough, but it feels like you are settling. You don't want to go through the actual mechanics and emotional chaos of a break-up so you stay , knowing you should leave. How do you end a romance when there is no tangible reason? There is no infidelity, no addictions, no big issue. How do you tell someone that you just don't want to be together anymore ? It's not that you want something else, you just don't want this. All my life I listened cynically, yet hopefully to lovesongs. I watched the "chick" flicks and romantic dramas of Hollywood. I read stories of great romance both fictional and true. I never encountered this kind of experience myself and decided to accept the fact that this kind of love was not meant for me. I embarked on a new phase of my life. I wasn't looking for true love or a long term relationship . I dated lots of people, hung out with my friends , travelled and enjoyed life. Then I met this guy.Not any from where I have been.I met him right where I am sitting. He was funny, quiet, sexy and we hit it off from the start. We got along, we talked, we enjoyed each others' company. Best of all he didn't seem like any kind of threat. We discussed everything about a possible relationship. No strings, no guilt, no mushy words of love."Let us stay together and see what God has for us in the future". Nothing has changed and yet everything has changed. We we're in a monogamous relationship,I believed, that was good. There we're still no mushy unsincere words of love, that was good. So what was the problem you may ask.But..... I have grown. I have gotten to know myself better. I want my life to go in a different direction. I have discovered what I need in a partner in order to be my best self. I know that this is not the best relationship for either of us. I don't want to hurt him.I don't want him to hate me. I don't want to fight or try to explain why. I just want him to go away. I just want it to be like we never met. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 12th, 2005, 6:44am I really think...... Pain is not the work of Satan. Neither the will of the Heavens. It is YOUR will that causes this pain. And I wonder why can't I just make you go away. 08/12/05 11:46 AM |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 13th, 2005, 2:12am Ooooooo,it's weekend! Where do I go? Where do I stay? Who shall be with me? What shall I do? Tonight,any invitation for a party? If there's none,who am I gonna invite to mine? Any date to come? Ah,no no,no.....stop it! Whatever I do, whoever I am with,wherever I go or stay..... There's only one thing I want to get rid off. My obsessesion on shopping. I want to avoid,especially jeans counter. Please,take me to the PEAK, Bea! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 13th, 2005, 2:13am My neck cracks as I close my eyes and turn my head around, slowly and steadily. The muscles tighten, my fists clench with a burning hate. The veins have begun to flow rapidly with blood, and they bulge of my skin with an intensity of no bounds. All thoughts clear out of my mind as the muscles in my neck loosen again, and the cracks stop, my head back to its original position..... "Ahhh",I open my eyes, slowly, and you can see the fires of my inferno burning within them. And now, you know for sure, that,I am ready again to take this world and keep going, 'til the inferno ceases to burn any longer, and the lights of my hate, go out. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 14th, 2005, 2:33am The Surface You are but a poor reflection Of your self. You fool others But you don't fool me, with your cool,clear unrippling outer surface. Others gaze at you And see themselves in your careful yet indifferent reply But I know that behind that cold perfection Your blood runs with mercury fire. I have touched you and come away bleeding from your razor sharp edges-- that catch the poor unwary people who worship you. Dare I touch again? -Elaine Norman "Not anymore and will never,I'm (borrowing Lou's YSN)too-far-gone! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 14th, 2005, 7:50am Last night,was one of those rare Saturday nights I slept early.I was fine,and as always,I was in the mood to go out for some dancing and have some glasses of Vodka Cranberry,maybe? Unfortunately,although all typhoon signals were all cancelled,it never stopped raining and was very windy. *sigh* I stayed online all night on my Explore phone,nobody PMed me *sigh* :(. LOL. It's Sunday and it's still cloudy and humid.Good thing,no more rain.Actually,I'm in Pacific Coffee, alone....ofcourse,having coffee....silly! :P .In Pacific Coffee and blogging? Yeps,it sucks,I'm using my Explore phone and it's making me sooo slow to type.LOL.I'm not used of using pen and it's not good to use my fingers to type either because they are fat! LOL. I might press two or even three letters at a time.Bwehehehehe. :P Hayyyy, when can I start to talk about what I'm reading right now ," You Just Don't Understand", when this "white" men next to my table are very noisy.Sheeeesh. OK,it's almost 1 PM,I better go see my zistur,LOL, and continue my "babbling" there. BRB ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 15th, 2005, 8:37am I squirm out of The snake skin Living it behind For others To stumble over. -Ashley Reaves |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 15th, 2005, 8:58am MONDAY Mmmmm another hunky-dory Monday.I woke up with excitement to go to work.Hmmm,strange.I didn't find anything exciting ,yet,unusual, I have been feeling so pollyannaish since this early morning that I am able to give winks to whoever. ;D Well,definitely,I got enough rest this weekend.And thanks to the bad weather for forbearing me from straying around. As always,I got so much laughing this weekend.I tried to knock a friend and luckily she's around and actually just got off the shower.I truely enjoyed talking to this neighbor and a friend.Yeps.....it's always good to talk,share silly things and stories and laugh,laugh,laugh,when times like......this. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 16th, 2005, 1:57pm I had this book for years but only this time I take time to read.I didn't know this is interesting.Every page gives me a crack of smile.Men and women will never get along together.LOL. YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND ~ By Deborah Tannen,Ph.D One woman,whom I will call Shirley,told me of her surprise at receving a call from a man who had broken her heart;he said he wanted to come over and talk.It turned out that what he wanted to talk about was that he had just his heart broken--by another woman.Shirley asked why he had to come to her.He said there was no one else he could talk to about how he felt.What about his friends? He just didn't feel comfortable talking to them about something like this. When most men talk to their friends on the phone,they may discuss what's happening in business,the stock market,the soccer match,or politics.They do gossip (although they may not call it that) in the sense of talking about themselves and other people.But they tend to talk about political rather than personal relationship: institutional power,advancement and decline,a proposal that may or may not get through the committee,a plan for making money.If men do mention their wives and families,the mention is likely to be brief,not belabored and elaborated in depth or detail.If they make reference to a difficult personal situation,it will likely be minimal and vague (It's been rough"). |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Aug 17th, 2005, 2:01am Just dropping by and saying hello... :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 17th, 2005, 5:43am May, Thanks for dropping by,although there are no much good foods in here. :D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 17th, 2005, 7:18am DESPERATION IS INELUCTABLE BUT HOPES NEVER EVANESCE My awesome mother left to heaven,and my wonderful father whom I loved to hug,enjoyed playing scrabble with,enjoyed shopping together,whom I ate in every meal with a coca-cola - in other words,whom I enjoyed his company so much,decided to put me in a place where I could learn independency.Then he got remarried which I considered the most desperate moments in my life.Then I begun to frequently ask myself,if I could,or if I was bound to go on living....I generally answered to myself,that I did not think I could possibly bear it beyond a year and that I wish it would be better for me to vanish from their sight so they could enjoy fully their lives without me as their hassle and headache,as what I used to hear from my back.When ,however,not more than half that duration of time elapsed since I begun asking this question,a small ray of light broke my gloom. I was reading,accidentally,Marmontel's "Memories",and came to the passage which relates his father's death,the distressed position of the family,and the sudden inspiration by which he,then a mere boy,felt and made them feel that he would be everything to them which means,would supply the place of all that they had lost.A vivid coception of the scene and its feeling came over me and I was moved to tears.From that moment,my burden grew lighter.The oppression of the thought that feeling was dead within me,was gone! I am no longer hopeless.And wow,I am not a stock or stoned.I still have some of the material out of which all worth of character and all capacity for happiness are made. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 18th, 2005, 8:10am I had been visiting this place for a very long time.I liked it very much that I kept coming back.Besides,a good friend resides here,so with, some people I know.I always enjoy to hang out to this place of this good friend of mine-she always has lots of delicious and nutritious foods. ;D She's a good friend,and that,I wanted to always see as often as I could on how's she doing.I'm glad it's always open for me. Not long ago,I decided then to move to this place and had my own house built up- rest house actually.I thought it's convinient to exchange visits for each other.I felt so comfortable during my first day to temporarily live here.I'm really glad I got one.It's really relaxing to have one I can call my own.At least,here, I can do what I want,can learn how to cook,can put any decoration I want.Also,I like to babble so much when I'm in my own territory. One day,though, I was on my way home and I was near my gate,I noticed,a light was on in the empty house not far from mine.Hmmmm,someone has just moved?.I really didn't know how I was feeling.Maybe because of my worry from having a neighbor I wouldn't get along with,or for unspeakable reason that would make me uncomfortable? Well,yes,it's not good to be alone,they say.But I think everyone has this feeling of disquietness towards another person even if you know she/he's harmless- you just don't like! And that's exactly how I felt when I saw this new neighbor.Oh well, what can I do?I don't own this community. However,I decided to just ignore and continue doing my daily mundane.Until,one another day I woke up in the morning,I was like ,Uh oh,another new neighbor has just moved! Next door! I thought I could find some solitude here,even if I keep my door open.Oh well, again,what can I do? I have already put up my own house,furnished it and so with everything fixed.It's Okey,as long as they don't disturb me.They never have said hello anyway.Me,to say hello? Hmmm,I think I don't like to come out to be hypocrite saying hello with a sarcastic smile,naman.One thing I really don't like since these neighbors' moves and made me unfortable is that,I can no longer keep my gate open,I can no longer just come out from the house to have a walk around with just my boxer and my sleeveless and bare-breasted. While days go by,I tried to see and noticed how are these neighbors,thinking they can be good to talk to while my good friend over there isn't around.Hmmmm,I noticed they're both sophisticated.Ahuh.I can't notice any other thing from them.Oh yes....I can tell this one is old,and other one is prolly my age level? Oh ,whatever....never mind. One day, I was able to visit again the house I love to hang out and I came to telling her about these new neighbors.She doesn't really care much since she's farther from them than my place.However,she did give a very good advice.Although,it made us both laugh.LOL."Just respect your elder,and give understanding to the younger." Oh,okey..... ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 19th, 2005, 3:27am http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/krissy2/sis1.jpg Many people claim They have my back But when good becomes worse, True friends I seem to lack. They all turned on me When I needed them most Leaving me to comfort myself No matter what it cost. But there was always that one No matter what the problem she's there on the double Dropping everything she's doing To comfort me in times of trouble. There to hold me hand And wipe away the tears And tell me Its not as bad as it appears. You take my hand And show me the light You show me the happiness I once thought was tight. I never thought anyone Could understand the way you do But I thank you and Appreciate it more than you know. You took that spot as The sister I never had And you're doing a good job Might I add. You made it your responsibility To keep me safe and watch over me Making sure I am happy And being all I can be. Please don't even disappear An leave me alone Because for now You are the one I depend on. Your advices help Pick up the pieces and start over A new beginning is what I need And to stop with the cover. Where would I be Without my big sis Prolly back in that life of turmoil Where I don't belong, I know. You were there for the breakdown Without a doubt But I want you to see the build up And what its all about! http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/mesis.jpg This is for my big sister. I LOVE YOU,CLAIRE! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Aug 19th, 2005, 4:13am Do you need my broomsticks for anything? It's yours, no charges ;DHello there ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 19th, 2005, 9:38am When every detail is given, the mind loses the desire to use its own wings. [Thomas Bailey Aldrich] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 19th, 2005, 9:41am Hello Wicked Witch, Oh,is there any mess to be swept? Thanks anyway. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Forgettable on Aug 19th, 2005, 9:56am I know it would be good to see you together with your friends in business Have some talk,drink together and enjoy the moment you're here. But.... For unspeakable reason, I wouldn't want to be with you with hypocrisy of mine. I would not want to say "I'm alright and happy to see you" when infact, I was wishing he's you. I am really sorry,I couldn't be with you. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Aug 19th, 2005, 4:29pm Krissy That's a very touching entry about your sister. Being an only child, I don't have any idea if I would like to have a sister but seeing your pic with your sister Claire [a favorite name] makes me want to have one. Maybe if I had one, I would have been less cranky, less spoiled, more mature and definitely rooted to the ground. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 20th, 2005, 1:56am May I'm speechless....I really don't know how to begin to answer you.Your short reaction makes me teary again.I hope you understand me now.I'm not the only child but I am being considered more than what you describe.I'm spoiled as in spoiled....not just rotten.LOL. Yes,that's my favorite name and person.That's why maybe she's destined to be single...for me. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 20th, 2005, 1:59am When I logged on tonight,I got a message alert.I right away checked my e-mail inbox.Hmmmm who's e-mail address is this? Oh,the subject was "My Love" and it made me so curious that I intended to open it first. OMG.LOL.Damn....It really made me cry!!! Here it is,I am sharing it .I thought it is really @#4%!n funny. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/krissy2/father.jpg Hello Kris, Good day to you, My name is klain Johnston Jnr, l am from Indonesia, but l stays in Africa taking care of my Father's Factory/Companies. l am 25 years old., Single. (Sory the pix that you wil happened to see aren't mine, rather is my Father. ) l have interest in you becoming my life Partner. Dear Lai, sorry, if l may ask you this one quetion; what do you think love is all about?. Well, l am only looking for those that can give the very best possable answer to themself on what they feel that love is all about-in they own way anywere., however, to me Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end l do also think that it is good that if l like someone, that l should tell him, because if you too can do a like, you might found out that they like you too. For it is better to go for someone who loves you, rather than someone who you love, but the quetion which becomes the problem to people is will you accept love when it comes to you, and will you give back to to what takes to love whom lovs you. You see because of this unability to these You fail to see the one who loves you standing right in front as does he fail to see you love him in turn, but l will not wait to tell you, because it might be to late then. So Dear Kris, If I love you this much, and I'm not the one for you, then the one for you will be everything I am; and everything I'm not. lt may sound unbelievable to you, because you take love as what you can direct to where it mus go, but aren't like that you think, Love needs no map, for it can find it's way blindfolded. You needs only trust to love, but first you need to love in order to trust, aren't me saying sense?. So Kris, l beleives that it's You and he that's what you want, but You and me that's what I dream. so far l am made to know and l also believes to it that if you be true to love, that love will be true to you, so my dear aren't we to look for rainbow when its raining. What am l really trying to put to your hearing is that l admires that will be Friends, but not just that; l really mean that we becomes love partner for life, you may wonder to ask how serious is l to say so this whole; However, l am very serious in all l've said here, how l wish you give chance to love between us and you give me a trial to count me on my words- l am seriously looking for a serious Lady to be my partner. l am waiting for your response soon. my yahoo ld is : (e-mail adress written here) and please tell me your opinion regarding my interest in you. Regards, klain J Jnr. I know ,I know it feels good receving love letters.But man......... [smiley=roll.gif][smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] Yes,it made me really CRY LAUGHING!And the picture! Danggit! I have no idea how did he know my e-mail adress. [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Aug 20th, 2005, 2:33am Krissy ROFLMAO!! !! !! Krissy, if you don't want him, give him my email address. Tell him I want to be his love slave and I will even let him spank me! NOT! LMAO LMAO...Oh my God...this is hilarious. Putting a pic of his Dad on a love letter to a girl is CLASSIC. Thanks for making me laugh early this morning! :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by psyche on Aug 20th, 2005, 5:36am ;D Lol, Krissy, reading some of the lines that the guy wrote made me think,... are those from the love thoughts thread, coz they sure sounds familiar. I just know I've read some of the lines somewhere. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by killerabbit on Aug 20th, 2005, 5:37am Krissy!Where did I leave my extra volleyball at.I cant find it in your closet! [smiley=wall.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 20th, 2005, 6:38am May, LMAO.You love to joke me with serious words! You are NOT that desperate,girl! I'm glad I made your day with laughter. ;D The picture was really the one that made me roll laughing. LMAO! Kianna, I have no idea.Well,maybe he also has read somewhere else those lines and practised using them for me.LMAO! ;D Chris, Oh,did you come here before with that ball,without,any sound or say? So you mean,you came to my place to play? Hmmmmm? I'm not responsible then of your loss,and to tell you,I lost something I consider big,a diamond.But oh well.....never mind.I am trying to forget it since I know it can never be found anymore.But sure thing,I will have more than that diamond again soon,anyway.And I really hope,it will be a finer one. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by killerabbit on Aug 20th, 2005, 7:25am Oh Im sure that you will get a better diamond krissy.One much better than what you had.And maybe that diamond wont play.But give you what you always wanted! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 20th, 2005, 9:48am |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 21st, 2005, 2:32pm When late I attempted your pity to move What made you so deaf to my prayers? Perhaps it was right to dissemble your love, But--why did you kick me downstairs? -Unknown Man .....is nothing but contradiction: The less he knows it,the more dupe he is -Henry Amiel .....is an ebodied paradox,a bundle of contadictions -C.C.Colton Let men say whate'er they will, Woman,woman,rules them still. -Isaac Brickerstaff |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 22nd, 2005, 1:09pm Is this insomnia? I've been suffering this problem for almost two weeks now.I always wake up very early in the morning like 3:45 AM and can not sleep until day light comes.It really vexes me so much during working days because when clock alarms,that's the time I am falling asleep.It gives me headache during weekends because when I wake up and can't sleep,then 7 or 8 AM comes,my sleep invites me again and since it's weekend,I have to regain those sleep I lacked so I sleep 'til noon.But the problem again when I wake up,I feel so much nuchal pain. I'm thinking to visit Banyan Tree (Thai spa),and have some spa.I really need massages. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 22nd, 2005, 1:28pm Moody Monday It's My Life I just decided that no one makes decisions for me, but me. Advice is always appreciated, and those words of wisdom from my guide in this, but my life is my life. If someone hurts me or challenges me or creates resistence in my life through their choices it is up to me to deal with that. If someone is in my life it is my choice to have them their and regardless of how I may wish they would change or do things differently.God put them there for a reason, and it is my job to work on me and not them. I can't just cut people away like brush because I wonder why they do the things they do, especially if I love them. I can learn from others more than I can by sitting in a room by myself doing nothing. People help me to learn about me and the woman I want to be, and love helps me heal the wounds that have progressively opened through my pain and anger cause by me. Resentments are my own and it is my job to work through them, but that is not a reason to push away from those who care for me. I am trying. I am working. Annoyed Why do people judge? Why do people look in from the outside and judge situations that they do not have any right to? How can someone make a call on personal matters that don't involve them? Am I a bad person? No I am not. Do I deserve to have someone decide what I am before they really know me? No I do not. But, for some reason it still cuts into my heart.Is it selfish of me to want to be able to work out my own problems without interference? Who the hell knows really? But, now I am angry and I don't want to hear reason. I don't want to be talked with about anything, I just want it all to go away ,so, I can live my life. Free of judgement and free of ill feelings. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Aug 22nd, 2005, 3:10pm Ohh Krissy, i'm late on my reaction....but anyway....i like your admirer's notion about his way of finding a partner...how i wish he mention about his looks...like father like son something..it would be easier for all of us to imagine what he looks like...I hope his father knows what's he's doing though [smiley=cat39.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 23rd, 2005, 7:19am Grace! Hihihi.I'm glad you found something to cheer you up in my space. So what if he's like father like son?. I still have no idea who these people are.LMAO.The first time I took a glance at the pic,I thought it's Rudy Guilliani ( spelling?),the former New York city mayor.LOL.Actually I received again a second e-mail from this person and I thought he's an angel that day I was feeling not so good.LMAO.The e-mail includes more pictures (solos).A picture which he indicated his,made me cry again from laughing.LMAO, it's Bow Wow Wow's,a black American rapper! LMAO!!! Another picture which he indicated,his cousin a white woman who looks like celebrity,two black men which he said counsins.LMAO!!! However,I sometimes take things,happenings as angels especially if I'm not feeling good-furious,annoyed,lonely.And it happened that when I got this said e-mail,it changed my mood that day,really,I was kind of sensitive that time. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Christian on Aug 23rd, 2005, 8:52am heyyy !!! sorry, my computer has been out of action...drama down here, i havent been able to use it for like a week, itsi been hard with my school assignments!!! im sorry~~ good to see your little blog spot, i will definitely be reading this!! Anyways, i got a new photo just for you so u wouldnt be upset with me...hahaha ;D http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b356/gaara1981/Moi.jpg hope u like it~~~~ *mwa* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 24th, 2005, 5:59am Christian! Mmmmmmmmmm,that's very sweet of you.You're being so thoughtful and for always putting your lips near to my ears everytime you get a chance,somehow touched me.And don't be sorry,I always understand your being a student.Rather,stay away from the computer because of unnescessary things.Heehee.Just hope I'm not included though in the unnescessary.Hihihi. I like your pic so much.Mmmmmm,look at that eyes! ::). I bet everyone who sees this is saying "OMG!".Thing is,I don't need to keep you away from them,as long as our friendship remains.Thank you,really, Christian for the visit. Study harder. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 24th, 2005, 10:57am [Untitled] Sometimes We rush forward in our lives And try to speed the aging process Until we get to certain point. And often When we get there We try to stay there, And stop the aging process-- Until we look back at our silliness. And usually We wish we'd lived our fleeting lives Differently. But sometimes It's too late. - Kyla Boyse |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 24th, 2005, 11:30am Hello guys,I hope you can answer my curiousity. ;D 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you like me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything,what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Do you like what you read in my blog? 15. Did I ever hurt/offend you? Tenk yaw! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Aug 24th, 2005, 1:17pm on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
MAY. Quote:
Gee, I hope so. LMAO. Quote:
I was collecting foreskins to make into a purse. You wanted a luggage. Quote:
I think you are very sweet and although I don't have a sister, if I was given one, I think I'd like her to be like you. Quote:
On the cheek. Quote:
"Happygirl." Because in your pics, you are always smiling and your eyes have a mischievous glint in them. I think you're a happy go lucky person and you love to have fun. Quote:
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Makulit. Flirty. Fun. Friendly. Quote:
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HongKong Bay, Rotties (when I see a Rottie I always remember your dog, Roy, and how you were sad when he was put to sleep) and of course, Heinz ketchup. *wink* Quote:
A good man. Wait...I want that too...uh---how about a nice pair of shoes. LMAO. Quote:
Not too well. I know you have a temper though. ahihihihihihi Quote:
I think I can tell you everything and you wouldn't even blink nor judge me because I know you are a very broad-minded person. Quote:
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 24th, 2005, 1:18pm AT WORK It's 5:31 PM and most of the employees have left the office.As usual,me and Alice,a co-worker, are the last one who always leave the office.It's almost time to say this day is a very good day for me.I have successfully done most of the things I supposed to finish at the right time. -Visa processing -Schedule arrangement of arrival of the new hired employees from overseas,specifically from the Philippines -Confirmation by phone to each employer about the scheduled arrival of their employee.Wow,I made more than a hundred calls today.Whew! As I was reviewing each successfully processed paper,I was really amazed.Most of them are college graduates-nurses,teachers and few are Commerce graduates and still others are Computer Science graduates.I felt some sort of yearning feeling ,wishing they could employ their degree they had been working out so hard.Really,it's unavoidable to feel some sort of sadness. Anyway,aside from being happy to have successfully employed these people,I'm excited to sit in the office tomorrow and welcome these new faces from the Philippines and hear some stories or have some talks with them.They will be arriving at 7:00 in the evening,then watch them have their short orientation,and hand them to their respective employers.So,tomorrow will definitely be a long day.I hope and pray,it will be a cheerful day for me. Lord,make it, keep me away from any aggravation or any provocation rather,preserve my patience and give me more.....Amen It's already 6:02 PM and I must say,this is definitely a hunky-dory day. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by psyche on Aug 24th, 2005, 5:08pm Hello guys,I hope you can answer my curiousity. ;D You are always the curious one, Krissy. ;D 1. Who are you? I am me. ;) Nice to meet you Krissy. 2. Are we friends? Aren't we? ??? I think so, yes we're friends or I wouldn't get an invite will I? :) 3. When and how did we meet? Hmm, sometime last year, AC1,... can't remember how though. :P 4. Do you like me? Yes, I think you're cool. 5. Would you kiss me? Of course, why not? Not on the lips though. ;D 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Hmmm, let me think.... Sweet Krissy I guess, 'coz I find you sweet and thoughtful. 7. Describe me in one word. Emotional (just like me.:P) 8. What was your first impression? Friendly, Cool, Easy to talk with. 9. Do you still think that way about me now? Well, yes, you're still all of those things I've mentioned. ;) 10. What reminds you of me? My bestfriend in grade five Mutya, you've the same eyes, panties with piggy characters in them, ketchups and um, rabbits? And oh, Nelson 'cause I always see him bugging you in the room. lol. ;D 11. If you could give me anything,what would it be? I'll share with you some of my favorite things. (kikay stuffs...) True Love.... 12. How well do you know me? I should admit, not "that" well but we still have time to get to know each other better right? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Um,... nope. Nothing I guess. I'll pm you if I think of something. 14. Do you like what you read in my blog? Yes... 15. Did I ever hurt/offend you? Not that I know of,...No. Tenk yaw! Walang anuman. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by beth on Aug 24th, 2005, 5:13pm on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
Beth 8) on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
yepperz on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
in venus when l planned to move to mars. on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
yep! on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
surey, muach :-* on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
cute cheeky gurlie... (is it too long? ::) lol well because u got cute cheeks, and it always lifted up cuz u always smilin' ;) on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
sexy on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
talkative 8) on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
uh huh ;D on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
your smile on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
hmmm... may my hongat ilong was right, a good man will do you. lol but we all want it, so how abt a pair of earrings? on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
well enuff to pinch ur butt when l meet u 8) on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
yea, l want to steal your food [smiley=wall.gif] on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
yepperz on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
nopey on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Analyn on Aug 25th, 2005, 4:49am on 08/24/05 at 11:30:08, NorKay wrote:
Hi Kris...just got your offline...so here's my curious answers ;D 1. Ana 2. yes..but wait do you consider me your friend? :D 3. Chatroom but forgot when 4. no choice...this is your blog...hehe...but yes...i like you 5. YESSSSSSSSSSS....where you want me to kiss you? 6. just Kris... I din't know you well enough to give you nicknames for it might not fit you ;) 7. Happy 8. Cute 9. oh yess 10. your smile and your chinky eyes 11. my friendship 12. not much...but i know that you can be a good friend 13. none..i tell things and say things if i want to :D 14. i haven't read all yet...i will tell you later :) 15. hmmm...not yet...but we never know...hehehe... i love you Kris... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 25th, 2005, 7:00am May, Decidedly,we are friends,and thank you so much.I Like the "happygirl" nickname and I want to think I really am.Oh yes,thanks,I had someone to share with about my dog Roy.Hihihi,since you're not alone who mentioned about my temper,I must admit it.Now beware,heeeheee! A pair of shoes is better,hahaha,because no matter how good the man or how much you say the man is bad that I have to stay away, I am stubborn-I will still have him.Oh,you remember Heinz Ketchup? He's a very nice and gentle man,isn't he? We still talk and I consider him a real friend too- very respectful guy. Kianna, Yes,I consider you a good friend,and thank you for your cheerful response.Yes,I believe I am very sweet,however,that's how much I am sour when things turn out bad.Hehehe.I am glad we have something in common- emotional-right,I am as well.You remember my piggy undies eh.I bet Dale does remember it ,too-wahahaha.Rabbit- my playful rabbit? Hehehe.And yes,Vince is worth remembering.Lastly,yes,please feel free to PM me about anything. Beth, I'm glad of your answer that we are friends.Thank you.Muah back at ya.Oh yes,I'm talkative,when I'm in the mood and when I need to,though.Uh oh,I'm sexy? LOL,I will accept that if you think someone who has a saggy tummy is.LMAO.Thing for sure,you are a lot sexier.I prefer to have a collection of an Indonesian earrings.I will make sure I have finished all foods before your coming.Hihihihi. Analyn, Thank you for coming.I missed you gurl.I think you're a good person,yes I consider you a good friend.Thank you for sharing your friendship.And yes,you can tell anything-bad or good.I am willing to talk about anything,including negative ones.I love you too. Friends,again,tenk yaw! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Aug 25th, 2005, 11:20am Quote:
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amiagirl - because ur amiable Quote:
kind. cheerful. Quote:
sweet. Quote:
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KYJ..or something like jelly..i knew it from you. Quote:
good memeories of our friendship. Quote:
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 25th, 2005, 12:00pm Gracie, You know I like you so much,so thanks for liking me without no doubt,too.Awww,I like tha amiagirl nickname so much.I am not just sure if I deserve it :P . OMG! KYJ reminds you of me? OMG! Hahahaha. Well,yes,I remember our posts about that thing.Thanks for fulfilling my curiousity. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 25th, 2005, 12:29pm I have spent much time creating a special bond between myself and certain people and found that friends are not what you call every single person you know. Some people aren't your friends, even if they call themselves that to your face. When someone dropped out of my life, I consider that person gone. So, should they be allowed to come back and interfere into my life again? I got the whole forgive and forget thing, but honestly how many people actually forget? I remember the last time someone pissed me off and I thought, sure, I will never throw this back in their face ever, because they are my friends.But how about if you realized they are not,hmmmm? There is always that ripe moment when you've had it and that moment when they pissed you off the most, just jumps out of your mouth and onto the table and you can't help it from flopping in that people's face and dying all over their new sweater they bought to impress you. I am having one of these who the hell do you think you are days. There were no goodbyes, there were no see you laters.I really just think people who left should stay gone...and,unless I will reach my second chilhood,I can not forget. They sometimes save perishing friendhip,and even place it on a firmer basis than at first; but secret discontent must always end badly. -Sydney Smith |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by daviefaescotland on Aug 25th, 2005, 2:39pm Hello guys,I hope you can answer my curiousity. Grin i'll try 1. Who are you? its me your hubby hehe.(explanation will be posted below) 2. Are we friends? i'd like to think we are. 3. When and how did we meet? in ac1 you told a female who was bugging me to back of as you were my wife.never thanked you for that....thanks. 4. Do you like me? yes you have all the ingrediants of the perfect wife hehehe 5. Would you kiss me? only if you kissed back. 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. happy.....cause you always have a smile on your face. 7. Describe me in one word. outgoing. 8. What was your first impression? clever...quick witted and funny. 9. Do you still think that way about me now? aye. 10. What reminds you of me? your smile. 11. If you could give me anything,what would it be? haggis..yum yum...hehehe. 12. How well do you know me? not that well really..but theres still time. 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? not at this momment, but if there is you will be the first to know. 14. Do you like what you read in my blog? aye. 15. Did I ever hurt/offend you? not that i'm aware of. Tenk yaw! wala pong anuman ;D :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 26th, 2005, 6:30am Davie! Very nice of you for joining.I'd like to think too,we are friends.I think you are a very good guy.I'm your wife? :O OMG.LOL.I see,there are things I can hardly remember but someone remembers it.Really I can't remember it,but good you remember something about me.....oh my bad.I hope,really,no one felt bad about saying I was your wife.LMAO. Thanks for the compliment.Always be good man. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 26th, 2005, 11:39am Yesterday was a long day at work.After making sure everything was alright-the arrivals of each newly hired helper to their respective destination,and regarding each employer,I went to meet my friend Bea for a late dinner.I went home around 10:15 at night. As I opened the door,I heard the TV was on in the living room.Who is home when sis said she's still doing something in her shop that she's not ready yet to go home? When I went upstairs, pretending like I was thinking it must be my sis who's there, I screamed unconsciously, Daddyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! Yes,my dad is in HK! OMG,he intended to surprise me! Ooooooo here I am again,punching him saying,you didnt tell me anything! You didn't call me!.All he could reply were hugs and Haha. Finally,once again,I have and been hugged very warmly by a truely wonderful person! Yes, as of now,my father is the only one who is able to make my day,truely wonderful. I can't wait to go home and spend the weekend with my man, with true delectation. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Aug 26th, 2005, 11:58am ohhh i can feel it Krissy....am happy for you |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by chamomile on Aug 26th, 2005, 1:07pm Ah, hugs. I love hugs. Bear hugs. Back hugs. Snug hugs. Hugs that are given for no reason. Except to say--- I am here for you. I'll take care of you. I love you. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by apric0t on Aug 26th, 2005, 6:48pm That's so sweet of your Dad Krissy. Oh how I wish my Dad would come marching at home one day unannounced. What a delightful surprise it would be for me. I do miss him. And I miss being hugged by him as well. But of course I don't tell him this. Lol, there are times where I feel like I should appear tough, uncaring, and unaffected by things like this. I hope he knows though without asking, and in his own understanding of me as his daughter that I do miss spending time with him no matter how short it is. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Coochie on Aug 29th, 2005, 1:23am ;D ;D ;DHi Krissy!! Thought get into your closet and steal some designer clothes.... ::) ::) ::)Dangit, there not my sizeeeeeee I wear oversize clothes...waaaaaaaaa... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 29th, 2005, 6:51am Gracie, Yes,I'm very happy. ;D May, Thanks for that short hugs poem.Yes,I'm pampered by those kind of hugs. ;D Kianna, You made me so emotional there,and probably, you were too while saying your hope from your father.I don't know about your situation with your father but I hope,your hope will come true.And just in case it won't happen,I sincerely wish and hope for you,that may your future family of your own will experience to have a father as wonderful as you'd been dreaming. Kootsikoots! Muuaah! Hihihi ;D. I'm so happy to see you visited me. I miss you,girl.Sorry ,I left my closet for a while for a very special weekend date.Actually,I have different sizes of clothes with different designs,but I don't display them that's why you didn't see one for you.I keep them in the drawers underneath my bed and take them out only when I have visitors.Now,you know where to find them next time you visit.Just don't take them out.LOL. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 29th, 2005, 7:53am Thank you so much Daddy,for the visit.I love you,so very much! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Chamomile on Aug 29th, 2005, 3:20pm Just dropping by and wishing you a happy week ahead and a wonderful month of September! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 30th, 2005, 2:03pm May, Thank you so much.See you later.I'm tired and still busy . :( I miss you. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 31st, 2005, 12:12pm Oh,how do I begin? But really,I missed to type in my space,sooo much.All I could do was to visit then close and did things I knew I won't have time or won't be able to do again after these days I was having with my father. I'm still tired,yet,filled with so much enjoyment during my past days. Friday Aside from the main reasons in going to Macau,we decided to have dinner and spent the night there. Saturday We came home before 3 AM but then I still couldn't sleep so I decided to stay in the living room and watched Hitch for the second time.Awww,it's past 6 in the morning already.LOL,I slept on the couch the rest of the night.I got up and went in to my room for more hours of sleep.I gained at least 3 hours more. I was alone after my father, then my sister went out.I decided to stay home since I didn't want their lakad.I didn't expect,really,really,really and even unbelievable! I stayed on the phone for many hours just talking to one person and it's long distance,baby! Hihihihi.*kilig to the bone*.Really,after the talk,I really wondered what was that long distance long talk,all about.So many questions came to my mind.Is this real? Another stupidity? Another mistake? Or is this a start-all-over-again? Actually,I'm not done yet wondering.I could hear a drum being played and this I only knew for sure ,it's strong! I'm praying though. Sunday My Sunday was as normal as I always have,church-lunch.But this last Sunday was a little different since my father was here.When he gave me the things to buy which his two grandchildren in the Philippines asked him to buy,I was like Oh my goodness! All were for video games,list of DVDs and their sho size for sneakers.OMG,what is my brother Allan doing to his children? I can't believe he's allowing their children's addiction on video games.However,we still bought few,and bought other things that could replace the other lists,which I knew they would also like.Thank God,I was happy to hear,they did like everything when I called,although, they couldn't help to be upset about the other things that were not bought,calling me KJ (kill joy). And oh yes,I think I have to mention also,not only the kids that took advantage of my father's coming here.LOL.I did too! Yep,I got a new lap top,baby! Hihihi. A smaller one ;D. I'm so happy.Tenk yaw!!! As usual,I went out together with my friends at night. Monday It wasn't my working day.Oh boy,I felt a little hang over...oh no,a bad one.I told Bea not to give me Long Island but still they ordered.Grrr.I had to wake up pretending I was very fine.My father had to leave at 9AM and board at 11. When I love a person,I always find time to see him or to communicate with the person.So, yes, despite of being busy the past days,I still was able to see ,talk and had fun with the person. :) Kind of tiring,but,indeed wonderful days. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Aug 31st, 2005, 12:30pm As I look out the window and sunlight falls delicately upon my face, embracing me with its warmth, I think about you, and everything that's happened between us in such a short period of time, and wonder,are you looking out the window thinking of me? -Hilwatha Stephens |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 1st, 2005, 7:32am I'm Not Sure I'm picking up the pieces to my ever so broken heart But I can't see anything Because I'm searchin' thru' the dark But when I find every piece I don't know what to do. Should I keep it? Or just give it back to YOU? It was a Sunday morning around 7:35 I woke up thinkin about my very lonely life I went to my computer to see who was on But when I saw your name and messages, saying,I miss you,I'm crazy about you, My tears just went on and on and on. Now days went on And I am still thinkin about YOU. I started talkin to YOU And YOU asked me, What's the matter?What now? I told YOU it was nothing and I sounded unsure of everything I think YOU understood me But that was only just my guess . I go on, picking up the pieces to my ever,so broken heart But I can't find all the pieces Bacause I'm searchin thru' the dark But when I find every piece I don't know what to do. Should I just keep it? Or give it back to YOU? You keep saying I LOVE YOU I am not sure that's really mine And although,I want to say it back to YOU, My tongue shrinks,and instead says,haha. I still haven't found all the pieces And I've been searchin for a very long time I know that I'm still young But I know I'm gonna get old So I'm trying to find the pieces as quick as I can So I don't grow up being cold I think I found most of the pieces that are keeping me apart BUT, the most important piece is missing It's called the key to my heart I was beginning to panic wondering what to do But one thing I know, I'm confused I'm bothered I'm worried Yes,I'm excited! BUT still, I'M NOT SURE. 09/01/05 11:49PM (time composed) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 2nd, 2005, 12:54pm Last night,I was excited to watch Inxs.It was elimination again and I was kind of worried because JD,my pet,was included in the bottom three.Although,they always get a last chance to perform to win the Inxs' final descision.JD performed well,so with the two,Jordis and TY.TY was the one eliminated.I couldn't help to be emotional too,when he cried and voiced out his sort of rancour,saying it hurt him so bad that he's included in the bottom three for the straight three weeks,when he knew he did very well.I agreed as well.His performances in the past three weeks were brilliant,that's why I felt some kind of worry,that,JD might be the one to be eliminated if it woudn't be Jordis.The judges and the left contestants ,so with, the crowd were speechless,because TY's statement was irrefutable.Although it was not told candidly,it's very hurtful to think that the reason of his elimination could be his physical appearance,that is incompetent to bring out Inxs effectively,to the world.TY,even so,ended by evincing his thanks and goodbyes to everyone. Now,just six of them left.I am voting for JD,but Marti is very competitive,while,Suzie,is obviously the judges' current vote or favorite.I can't wait 'til next week's show. I tuned in to National Geographic Chanel.Eweee,snakes! An anaconda giving birth to more or less fourty anconda babies.I didn't finish as it was already late. This is why I sometimes don't want to watch scary movies or show before going to bed.LOL.I'm afraid I would dream about it and would feel numb and couldn't move as if your dream is truely happening.It happened to me several times. I dreamt there was a snake in the house.I picked up a stick and hit him,but he only crawled under the couch.I was nervous in the dream.I knew I should not hit snakes,but I felt compelled to do so. At breakfast, I told about my dream to my sister,and she suggested I should feed the snake and make friends with him if he should appear again in a dream.I was speechless.Her suggestion interpreted the dream and same time touched me,really. Oppss,I forgot.I supposed to kiss my phone at about 9PM :P Sowwy. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Chamomile on Sep 2nd, 2005, 2:24pm on 09/02/05 at 12:54:35, NorKay wrote:
The Jungian (or perhaps Freudian??) interpretation of a snake in your dream is that snakes are phallic symbols. LOL. Krissy, you are so hongat that it has deeply ingrained into your subconscious. You should do something about it. LMAO!! Quote:
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 3rd, 2005, 2:07am May, Phallic symbols? LMAO! Hahaha.But I had a good reason though why I dreamt about snakes.LOL. But,I wish it was the snake that gave me hongat dream and woke up moaning.Wahahaha. About the phone,hihihihihihi.Mmmmm,hihihihihi. I can't stop giggling,May.I'll tell you later. :P ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Sep 3rd, 2005, 4:42am ohhh am missing the juicy parts here, whatever that is, i'm sure it's a good one coz krissy is giggling..be happy amiagirl :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 3rd, 2005, 6:08am Gracie, I believe so,it's a good one...yes,otherwise,I woudn't be giggling.LOL.Nope gurls, nothing ,really.I am just happy,that's all. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by SofreshSoClean on Sep 4th, 2005, 5:51pm Hey norkay thanks for the birthday message your so sweet take care hope to hear from you soon |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Need4Speed8DaleJr on Sep 5th, 2005, 12:04am Ummm..."Sofreshsoclean" In your Avatar Pic... Why are you Sitting on the Toilet? [smiley=punk.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 5th, 2005, 6:07am Chuckie, You're welcome.Hope you had a wonderful one.Good to hear from you.You take care too. Dale, Ummmmmm,LMAO.What's it,that you noticed? And why only now,when Chuck had been using that avatar since he got here? And what made you think he's in his reliever room,eh? LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Need4Speed8DaleJr on Sep 5th, 2005, 6:25am on 09/05/05 at 06:07:47, NorKay wrote:
Krissy, I always thought that he was on the Toilet. It's just that I haven't seen it in awhile, and every time it makes me Chuckle to myself. Ohh well... ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 5th, 2005, 7:27am Someone visited me and the city of Hong Kong,so I had to be a good and patient hostess again.LOL.We were then here yesterday and sad to say I was pretending having a good time seeing these boring view of Hong Kong side from Kowloon side.LOL.I enjoyed the moment though.It's just that the humid,rain and heat that gave me headache. :( http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/bd20.jpg Taken right from the boat,going to Kowloon side http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/295e.jpg 'til night time http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/ff45.jpg That's the triangular glass skyscraper in Hong Kong,the one that has spires (thanks for the spire term Dale ;D). At 1,209 feet (369 metres), the skyscraper was for a few years the tallest building in the world outside the United States. Designed by the American architect I.M. Pei, the tower has a distinctive three-dimensional. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 5th, 2005, 7:45am on 09/05/05 at 06:25:43, Need4Speed8DaleJr wrote:
LOL ,Dale.Okies. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 5th, 2005, 1:48pm Which is better? -Nathaniel Hawthorn |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Mai Tsai on Sep 5th, 2005, 4:32pm Krissy, I can't thank you enough for being soooooo very thoughtful. They were totally unexpected and I was so surprised! WOW. I really had a huge smile on my face and well, to tell you honestly, I don't really know how to thank you enough! My words may be simple but I want you to know that they come from the bottom of my heart. Again, THANK YOU! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Sep 6th, 2005, 6:08am Thank you Krissy for being so thoughtful and for spoiling Andrea too. I'm glad and a little guilty....but if you'll drop by Cebu while you're here in PI...it might ease a little. As i have told you, i'm going to contact my Abu friend to find you! [smiley=icon_thanks.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 6th, 2005, 6:42am May and Gracie, Awwww girls, you're very welcome! As I always tell you Gracie,please don't take it too much.I just wanted to grab the opportunity.It's always my pleasure and really,I'm so thankful that I was given a chance/reason (May's birthday)to do that.I couldn't wait for December any longer.But I'll definitely take more chances,if I'll be allowed.Hehe. Grace,I just love children.Don't worry,Im not gonna make your Andrea as bad as me because I know,I'll be banned from her if I do that.Hehehe. It was also nice to hear your sweet and soft voices.Gracie told me to shout because you could hardly hear me,and I was still trying to figure out who's on the line,so I was like "Huh?" *eyebrows meet*.Haha.Now,you know how noisy I am.Could you believe,I left the computer and went to the window,screaming? especially when I heard May was also there? LOL.Hahaha. Indeed,the chance pleasured me so much.Thank you as well. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 6th, 2005, 6:58am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/4862.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Coochie on Sep 6th, 2005, 8:35am on 09/06/05 at 06:58:09, NorKay wrote:
That's what you think Krissy, that must be Dale peeing again on top of that building [smiley=sla.gif] [smiley=sla.gif]Its gets cloudy for some reason.... [smiley=icon_drink.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Sep 6th, 2005, 8:52am Hongkong picture kinda look like Makati, Philippines where I used to work last year. ;D Nice Pic Krissy! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 6th, 2005, 12:37pm Coochie, LMAO.Did you telescope him? :O .Did he shake it? LMAO. If that's Dale,I believe he did it intentionaly.LOL. Mylane, I agree.Because of the tall buildings,and it's in Makati where you can see tall buildings in Manila.Buildings here in Hong Kong are one of the things that also amaze tourists,because of their height and mostly built of glasses.Maybe because of what discovery says that earthquake doesn't happen here.But for me,when I see this skyscrapers,it's still scary.Who knows,earthquake is unpredictable,you know. Thanks My ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by heinz_ketchup on Sep 6th, 2005, 5:15pm Kris nice pic of your city bet ya surprised to see a response from me ;) ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 7th, 2005, 1:01am Vinceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ?? ?? ?? Is that you ??? hehehehe.Yeah,yeah, strange! Hahaha.I'm surprised! Well,thanks for the visit.And hey,welcome back posting in the forum,too.Really,I'm glad to see you here. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 7th, 2005, 1:21am How do I overcome my fears? I am a big dreamer, or maybe daydreamer. I dream big. I like to see the whole picture. I like to see it from every angle. I like to inspect and examine the ideas and concepts. I think before I leap. I always thought that this was the best way to go. I often looked down at those who just leaped, those who didn’t think before making an action, but just did it. However, now I think they had it right all along. My need to plan every action has caused me to miss out on great opportunities. I have lived my life missing so many things because I hesitated to do actions right away.I'm a slow descision maker. Which is better? To think or to act? How do you know if you’ve thought too much? Maybe I should learn to indulge myself in just a little risk once or twice? But then again who am I kidding? |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Mai Tsai on Sep 7th, 2005, 1:51am on 09/07/05 at 01:21:57, NorKay wrote:
When you get this all figured out, please give me a holler. I've made a huge mess with my life too and I'd like to straighten it out before I am too old to do anything about it. On the lighter side, it was soooo fun talking to you on the phone, Krissy. But I think you were speaking HongKongese because I could barely understand what you were saying. Two things were probably the reason: We were so excited to talk coherently and well, all I can hear were giggles. Even Gracie sitting across me was giggling when we talked. Thanks for everything. And oh, thanks for the pics of HK. They're great. A lot of things have changed since I've been there. What I can't forget were the boat rides that afforded me the view of the HK skyline. That was cool. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 7th, 2005, 6:15am May, All I could do was to scream because of excitement,and heyyyy,you surprised me,kasi.I agree with the reasons why we could barely understood with each other,or you who could hardly understood me because I was giggling and sometimes, bolol.Haha,I wasn't talking HongKongese,neither Hong Kong accent.LOL.It's prolly my tongue,that has a problem.LOL.It's twisting!Grrrr.And yes,I noticed too,those who talked to me for the first time kept saying,what is that?,what did you say?,say it again?,come again? after I talked. :-[.So sometimes,if I can't express my self,I'd just say "I don;t know how to say it." But betcha,you will love talking to me after getting used of my naughty,talkative and evil tongue.Hihihi.It made me laugh when Gracie mentioned Abusayaff.LMAO. Yes,lot of things have changed about Hong Kong.And yes,they really maintain cheap cost for the tourists,like the boat riding while viewing both the Kowloon and Hong Kong sides of the city.You should come again May.Everyone's excited for the opening of Disneyland which be held next week,Sept 12. :) Quote:
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by NorKay on Sep 7th, 2005, 8:17am I was watching news on T.V last night and my heart was so heavy.I couldn't understand why these people need to suffer this much. The devastation in New Orleans and Mississippi and Alabama is immense.So many people's lives have been completely turned upside down.Thousands of homes are gone.Lives have been lost.And now, they are recommending that New Orleans be abandoned for at least a month. People without jobs, without paychecks, without homes,without food, no school, no businesses, nothing.Life completely devastated.I hurt for them. Then,a file was being shown.I saw a man being interviewed in the streets of Mississippi.His child holding his leg.He looked like he's in shock.The reporter asked if he's okay.He said no, he's not good.She asked what happened and who was with him.He said his wife.She asked where she was.The man got quiet and then spoke up and said, "I don't know.I was holding her and my child for as long as I could.She told me to let her go because I couldn't hold them both.I let her go. She was swept away by the water.I don't know where she is." At that, the reporter starts to cry.So did I. I turned off the T.V and went to bed.As my practise I opened my Bible and turned to the book of Romans 8:28.After that,I was talking with God, and I admitted to Him that I wasn't sure exactly what to pray when it comes to the tragedy.I struggled with that.Who would I pray for? I didn't want if possible to be reminded of what I have seen/watched.I didn't want to mention it in my prayer since my understanding to be able to accept of whats happening is kind of malcontented and that I even felt like questioning the Lord instead of asking for His presence in the event.I knew I had nothing to help or offer to these sufferers but my prayers.Still though,I didn't mention in my prayers,and instead I cried.I want to question and confront the Lord! But I knew I couldn't,because I have already accepted that everything happens for a reason. One thing I'm sure of: I'm asking that God bring people to know Jesus through this.Not just in the affected areas.All around the world. I believe,however,that my cries reach the Lord. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Tony Montana on Sep 8th, 2005, 12:05am on 09/06/05 at 08:35:20, Coochie wrote:
Coochie-kins, Well....Shake my Twig Once, Shake my Twig Twice... But Shake my Twig Three Times and It Might Turn into Wood. [smiley=mole.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 8th, 2005, 1:40am Dale, LMAO! Well,I like that,than turning into steel......or it hurts! Hihihi. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 8th, 2005, 7:24am :-/ There's a star making me to wish. I am. The star makes me dream, I dream big-- I want to reach that star. Just one step ahead,it's all mine. But I hesitate to lift my feet and stretch my hand without holding any. I figured out , my fear of height, hasn't yet overcome. I'm tired,I'm tired! I'm tired proving myself! I'm tired proving it to myself! I'm tired of myself! I'm thinking If I will take the risk and see how my sweet dream ends wrong. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 8th, 2005, 1:29pm I cant help to squall. I'm Cold I left my window wide open To see another day I told you stories about me That were stuck in my head Why did you act as if I was nothing? And left me your actions as we should believe in nothing? Instead of warming up my heart And start a new thing? I'm sad, so sad I'm mad, so mad I'm cold, so cold Too cold to even look at you! 09/08/'05 6:31 PM |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Coochie on Sep 9th, 2005, 6:43am on 09/08/05 at 00:05:20, Tony Montana wrote:
..hhmmm wood can get caught on fire...careful its going to get hot..hot hot [smiley=icon_drink.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Sep 9th, 2005, 8:05am Krissy, thank you very much for the mug...I'm a coffee lover, that would be a great help and very useful to my profession. I will get it on gracia's bday party. Thanks alot. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 9th, 2005, 10:24am Mylane, You're very welcome.Thanks that I know it's useful to you.I'm a coffee lover ,too. ;D Anyway,enjoy your new apartment in your new location.Hmmmm,living alone? You must have someone there with you or Maddski gonna ghost you there.Heeeheee. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 9th, 2005, 1:07pm Sluggishness,a Disorder? Sluggish,Am I? Yes,I'm always tardy in any appointments,except when it regards to my job. Today is the first time I was told I have a sluggishness disorder.I was like "heh!" and couldn't accept it.My sister called me for lunch (no work today).The first time she called me ,ten minutes before 10am,she told me to get up now so we could have our lunch together and that I would drop her by.The second time she called,it was almost 1pm, saying, we'll go have our lunch at 1:30,but I haven't started getting ready yet.LOL.At 1:09,that's the time I went to shower then I knew it's her when the phone rang at 1:50 asking where I was and what I was doing that I wasn't there yet.Waaaahoooo! I noticed an angry voice.I just kept quiet.I wasn't in the mood to fight today.LOL.She kept talking angrily.Avoiding not to get her really mad,I answered her;"Can you just wait for me for some minutes?".Wow,she didn't stop talking and bringing out out-of-context things! Reminding the many times I was late,reminding me how many hours I let her/them waited before.I was like "uh oh".I was starting to get upset na! So,I just asked her if she gonna wait or she'd just eat by her self and don't bother about me.Oh God, I got her blood pressure really high. :-/ .That's when she vocally said, "Will you please get rid of your sluggish disorder?!" All I could say,just to finish it,was "chissin....." Although it sounded that we're not going to have our lunch together,I got prepared and I thought where I could go and who I could have a meal together.It was so timely when I was ready, my sis called with a calm voice saying,"Im so hungry now,I need to eat.Aren't you?" I just answered her, "Im on the way." Without her knowledge,I smiled after she said ,"OK,I'll wait". ;D The lunch meal: Pineapple rice,Panthai,Shrimp balls and Choi Sam as our vegetable.Drinks,orange juice.Ahhh,I was full sis,Thanks! ;D When I came home,I right away came to the computer.Geeeez,the "sluggish" term kinda bothered me.I wanted to know and make clear about that term she addressed to me. This what I have found: sluggish adj 1: with little movement; very slow;[syn: dull, slow] slow and apathetic; "she was fat and inert";[syn: inert, torpid] Dang,I was like "no way!" I know I'm always late,but pleaseeeeeeee,I don't like the term she called me! :'(. Although,it is indicated as synonym to "slow" ,I don't like to see that it is also a synonym of "dull". I'm nottttttttt! Am I? I'll have to talk about this to my sis tonightttttttt! Heeeheee! I'll have to convince her to change the term. On the other hand,she gave me lesson to realise.First,I have to admit I have to make changes.Late,tardy,slow,unaware into promt,punctual,quick,know how to value time. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- chissin- a Chinese word often used as an expression when you hate something,disagree,or you can just say it when you don't like something and can't say something to disagree. Examples: Someone: You are so mean! Me: chissin! Someone: Get out of my way,woman! Me: chissin ah lei! (lei means you) Stranger:I like you,can I kiss you? Me (disliking the kiss): chissin! uh oh,don't use to me.LOL. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Mai Tsai on Sep 9th, 2005, 5:38pm Krissy I can very well empathize with your sluggishness. I'm the same way especially on a work day! LMAO |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 10th, 2005, 4:24pm I'm One Year Old! Oooooo,I have just realized I'm one year old in this Freeworld Message Board! Wow,I've been here with these people,in 365 days! I had my computer for a long time but never tried chatting in chatrooms.Then I learned how to chat through my ex-BF.One time I was talking to my cousin,she said she's chatting to AC6 and I asked what was it.She told me about it and I tried.LOL.It took me so long to get into Asian Connections section.I clicked room 1 and stayed there. I remember when I first joined in AC1 chat room, I felt like I wasn't really welcomed,I was wondering how did these people get to know each other these much,because they were all joking and talking to each other as if they know each other very well.I remember the people I first met were Gracie a.k.a cebu_femme , doc_silly, these are the only names I can remember.I began to ask Gracie,about the "regular" thing and I remember her said," Just keep coming here in straight two or three weeks,and you will be a "regular" ".LOL. Ahh I see. About months of joining in AC1 chatroom,I remember Kianna PMed and I was talking too to my boyfriend who is my ex now.She gave me a link and invited me to register.I checked the link,I didn't give time looking at it since I was busy with my boyfriend.Then,I registered because I saw that Kianna really wanted me to join,asking me "why not" when I said,"I saw it but I didn't register." I also shared the link to my BF but he preferred to be a visitor and 'til now,he still vists. When I had the time to check the link,I found out it was cool."Ohhh, All About Sex!".LOL.I was like "I like this",so,I registered.I enjoyed posting very much,and I know everyone noticed that before.LOL. I loved to post and I still and will always do! Certainly, I'm very pleasured to have been brought here and spend time here.I'm pleasured to have met these people who became my friends.I fell in love,too! Grrr.Heeehee! You guys are awesome!Thank you for everything! To Freeworld Message Board,[smiley=icon_thanks.gif] Thank you so much for having me here! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 10th, 2005, 4:37pm on 09/09/05 at 17:38:50, Mai Tsai wrote:
May, Hihihihi,that's why I like you so much! Our brains may not be the same because yours is too advance than mine,but I see,we have something in common.Heeeheee. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 11th, 2005, 3:04am Sharing a thought. Why is it that we only realize it's wrong when it's too late? We learn from our mistakes, sure, but sometimes you don't need to make that mistake to know you blew it. I usually never regret anything I've done, Because they made me the person I am today. However, if I had avoided a few of those, I'd be an even better person now. 09/11/'05 7:54AM |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 12th, 2005, 7:01am the more there has grown up in me a feeling of kinship with all things. In fact,it seems as if that alienation which so long separated me from the world, has become transferred into my own inner world and has revealed to me as unexpected unfamiliarity with myself. ~ Carl G. Jung |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Sep 12th, 2005, 9:35am on 09/10/05 at 16:24:19, Cheezy wrote:
ahihihihi...you became the moderator of the Hotseat Celebrity Corner Section and your are doing a great job. I wanna take this opportunity to thank you for giving your time and effort to make that section alive as always. Happy ONE year old ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 12th, 2005, 1:23pm Mylane, I'm glad that I was given a chance to contribute.It's certainly my pleasure.Thank you! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 12th, 2005, 1:27pm This what gave me laugh on this sleepy-if-not-headache day. http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/cp.gif |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Cheezy on Sep 13th, 2005, 7:26am Lastnight was another exciting and and emotional moment of my life.A very good and one of my closest friends got married.And I'll be attending another reception of their wedding tonight. I meant to write about this earlier,before the wedding , but never really had the chance to do so yet. However, I come to realize that I don't understand why I become so emotional at such little occurences. Lastnight, my friend of many years,Estelle,or S as her nick name,just got married to the man of her life.It was such a beautiful event because I really got the chance to see how genuine their relationship really is. You see,I never really found that common ground with her husband. What they have is something gorgeous and breathtaking... nothing anyone else could take away. I realize how much this friend influences me with so many good things,and I really want her to know that she's one of those so-great people who inspire me and ammend me.It was so beautiful because I knew what they had to go through just to be together and to see that a marriage came in the outcome of this situation is absolutely wonderful.I became very emotional in good way while I was wishing the both of them goodluck in the future that I wasn't able to hold my tears only because I was so happy for the both of them. For some odd reason, all the times and experiences that Estelle and I went through together were just flashing through my eyes.It was as if I was experiencing my memories I had of us as bestfriends again. To see that someone I truly care for and someone who have been there for me for so many years,to start a new life with someone they truly love is just a beautiful thing overall to me.Even though we know we won't be spending time as much time together as we used to, I feel as if we will always be there for each other because our friendship is unconditional and I would like for that to continue. As humans, we're all suppose to have priorities in our lives and the sad part about it is, they all change without notice.Today's first priority might be tomorrow's last.. nothing is promised. I remember highschool days,when friends are forever and boys come and go.Had a crush on him,to that guy in 4th year.LOL.It's funny how you will see "that boy" mysteriously turns to be your husband ,or your boyfriend during that high school moments,is your bestfriend's fiance.It's not a joke anymore,our lives are changing right before our eyes.We found the man we're going to spend the rest of our lives with and before we know it....we're going to have children to represent the little people of our relationship.Only because two people who truly love each other created them. I can't believe I'm not a kid anymore.And even though we all wish we were, we still have those little memories,the good times and the bad times. I pray that I'll have those moments like my one of my bestfriends' has....soon.I trust God for His plan for me about that,and He is not allowing me yet. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Sep 13th, 2005, 11:02am Quote:
we all have our moments Krissy....i'm sure, you will have yours too...it will come in God's time. A God's child as nice and as sweet as you, i'm sure He's preparing a wondrous moment just for you and that is just what you deserve. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Mai Tsai on Sep 13th, 2005, 1:07pm Krissy That's a beautiful tribute. All I can do is quote someone's words: |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Darjeeling on Sep 15th, 2005, 2:54am Looking under a rock, Trying on the lock, I can't find her here, I can't find Krissy dear. I hope she will know That I miss her so While I sit, waiting here Waiting for Krissy dear. So please hurry back Cos the closet's locked It's so dark in here Without you, Krissy dear. 15 Sept 2005 7.53am |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Sep 16th, 2005, 11:39am anybody home ??? |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Sep 17th, 2005, 5:46pm missing you |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Darjeeling on Sep 18th, 2005, 3:05am :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 18th, 2005, 8:34am on 09/13/05 at 11:02:29, gracia wrote:
Gracieeeeeee, Yes I know and I trust His plan.I thank God,He makes me to be open minded and patient enough to His plans.Although,I can't help to question Him about it sometimes.Haha. I miss you too,so much! on 09/13/05 at 13:07:19, Mai Tsai wrote:
Mayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!! I like that saying,you shared.But God,the question now is that...what if he can't wait? Dang,that sucks to think about! Dang!!! LMAO. Ooooooo,the poem! Wonderful,wonderful! So sweet of you,May.Now you're the one making me teary. :'(...In a good way though. Thank you,thank you! Oh my,I've missed you so much girls. :-* :-* :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 18th, 2005, 9:46am This month,I'm handling a batch of workers from the Philippines.It's kind of tiring because this group is a lot bigger compared to previous groups I handled before. I didn't expect I would be in the Philippines last week,September 14.I got a call night of September 13 from my co-consultant,informing me she couldn't make to go to the Philippines to handle the interview.Since it's too late to make re-arrangement,worrying about those applicants who were informed and made their appointments with our Philippines' agency,I decided to just take the reponsibility.Really,it's a hayyyyyyyaaaa. I came back in Hong Kong at night of Sept.15,around 10:20.Thinking I wouldn't be able to sleep right away, I went in the office so I could arrange everything,and that I wouldn't need to go to work early the next day.I slept past 1am.Whew. I also consider this week a lazy day.All I wanted to do after work and during my free time was to lie down,sleep,read a little then sleep again or pick up phone and dial 006-*-********** ,then "poof!",2 hours gone! But believe me,I still hated to put the phone down! Hihihi.Waaaa,stubborn me! :-[ :P.Moreover,It's a red flag week.But it's OK,I can feel any kind of feeling,not just horny.LMAO. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Darjeeling on Sep 18th, 2005, 10:27am I'm glad to know you are still alive.. I was so sure that you had been abducted by Mickey Mouse and forced to sing It's A Small World (Afterall). Krissy, that would have been so tragic. Anway, I'm wondering if Mickey Mouse speaks Chinese though. I'm sure there's an irony in there somewhere but I can't follow through it, not with this throbbing headache. Ni hao ma. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 18th, 2005, 10:37am :'( Dang,I wrote a quite long story about this Moon Cake Festival and I lost after posting it. :'( It said I should go back and shorten it but where's what I have written ??? :'( [smiley=wall.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 18th, 2005, 11:18am I'm not a Buddhist but let me share some stories about this said festival in which,as a part of Chinese community,I have to participate in the celebration. Moon Cake Festival,as commonly known,or the Mid-Autumn Festival (Chung Chiu) is being celebrated today and tomorrow.The third major festival of the Chinese calendar, is celebrated on the 15th day of the eighth month. This festival corresponds to harvest festival is observed by Western cultures (in Hong Kong, it is held in conjunction with the annual Lantern Festival). |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 18th, 2005, 11:24am Moon Cake Festival continuation: What is this festival all about? Contrary to what most people believe, this festival probably has less to do with harvest festivities than with the philosophically minded chinese of old. The union of man's spirit with nature in order to achieve perfect harmony was the fundamental canon of Taoism, so much so that contemplation of nature was a way of life. This festival is also known as the Moon Cake Festival because a special kind of sweet cake (yueh ping) prepared in the shape of the moon and filled with sesame seeds, ground lotus seeds and duck eggs is served as a traditional Chung Chiu delicacy. Nobody actually knows when the custom of eating moon cake of celebrate the Moon Festival began, but one relief traces its origin to the 14th century. At the time, China was in revolt against the Mongols. Chu Yuen-chang, and his senior deputy, Liu Po-wen, discussed battle plan and developes a secret moon cake strategy to take a certain walled city held by the Mongol enemy. Liu dressed up as a Taoist priest and entered the besieged city bearing moon cake. He distributed these to the city's populace. When the time for the year's Chung Chiu festival arrived, people opened their cakes and found hidden messages advising them to coordinate their uprising with the troops outside. Thus, the emperor-to-be ingeniously took the city and his throne. Moon cake of course, became even more famous. Whether this sweet Chinese version of ancient Europe's "Trojan Horse" story is true, no one really known. The moon plays a significant part of this festival. In Hong Kong, any open space or mountain top is crowded with people trying to get a glimpse of this season's auspicious full moon. First lady on the moon: It is generally conceded that Neil Armstrong , the American astronaut, was the first man on moon. But that's not necessarily the truth to Chinese, who believe that the first people on the moon was a beautiful woman who lived during the Hsia dynasty. This somewhat complicated moon-landing story goes like this: A woman , Chang-O, was married to the great General Hou-Yi of the Imperial Guard. General Hou was a skilled archer. One day, at the behest of the emperor, he shot down eight of nine suns that had mysteriously appeared in the heaven that morning. His marksmanship was richly rewarded by the emperor and he became very famous. However, the people feared that these suns would appear again to torture them and dry up the planet, so they prayed to the Goddess of Heaven (Wang Mu) to make General Hou immortal so that he could always defend the emperor, his progeny and the country. Their wish was granted and General Hou was given a Pill of Immortality. Another version of this story notes that Chang-O, the wife of the Divine Archer, shot down nine of ten suns plaguing the world and received the Herb of Immortality as a reward. Whoever the hero was, Chang-O grabbed the pill (or the herb) and fled to the moon. In some versions it is uncertain whether she ever actually got there, because Chinese operas always portray her as still dancing-flying toward the moon. When Chang-O reached the moon, she found a tree under which there was a friendly hare. Because the air on the moon is cold, she began coughing and the Immortality Pill came out of her throat. She thought it would be good to pound the pill into small pieces and scatter them on Earth so that everyone could be immortal. So she ordered the hare to pound the pill, built a palace for herself and remained on the moon. This helpful hare is referred to in Chinese mythology as the Jade Hare. Because of his and Chang-O's legendary importance, you will see - stamped on every mooncake, every mooncake box, and every Moon Cake Festival poster - images of Chang-O and sometimes the Jade Hare. There is a saying in Chinese that marriages are made in heaven and prepared on the moon. The man who does the preparing is the old man of the moon (Yueh Lao Yeh). This old man, it is said, keep as a record book with all the names of newborn babies. He is the one heavenly person who knows everyone's future partners, and nobody can fight the decisions written down in his book. He is one reason why the moon is so important in Chinese mythology and especially at the time of the Moon Festival. Everybody including children, hikes up high mountains or hills or onto open beach to view the moon in the hope that he will grant their wishes. To celebrate this sighting of the moon, red plastic lanterns wrought in traditional styles and embellished with traditional motifs are prepared for the occasion. It is quite a sight to see Victoria Park in Causeway Bay, or Morse Park in Kowloon, alight with thousands of candlelit lanterns. These "Lantern Carnivals" also occur spontaneously on most of the colony's beaches. The lantern are made in such traditional shapes are rabbits, goldfish, carps, butterflies, lobsters and star-shaped fruits. However, in modern Hong Kong you will also see lantern in the shape of missiles, airplanes, rockets, ships and tanks. In Chinese mythology, the butterfly is the symbols of longevity and the lobster the symbols or mirth. Star-shaped fruit is the seasonal fruit in the autumn, and the crap is an old symbol of the Emperor, personifying strength, courage, wisdow and, of course, power. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 18th, 2005, 11:50am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/mooncake2.gif The Moon Cake is filled with sweet red bean pasted or crushed lotus seeds embedded with a salted coked duck's egg.People compare moon cakes to the plum pudding and fruit cakes which are served in the English holiday seasons. Nowadays, there are hundreds varieties of moon cakes on sale a month before the arrival of Moon Festival. I'm not a moon cake eater though.I can't even finish one piece.However,I like the mini moon cakes that are made of yum,or green tea. Also,I don't pray to the moon.LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 18th, 2005, 12:04pm on 09/18/05 at 10:27:05, Darjeeling wrote:
Ah Mickey Mouse! I wish I had already seen the Chinese Mickey mouse.You wonder if Mickey Mouse speaks Chinese? I believe he can speak both Chinese and English since he got influenced by both sides.I will check soon though. Ngoh lei nga ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Darjeeling on Sep 18th, 2005, 2:06pm on 09/18/05 at 11:50:59, Sweet and Sour wrote:
I had this one a couple of days ago and I don't care much for it either. I like the red bean paste or the crushed lotus seeds but I dont like the boiled duck's egg tucked inside. I could not eat one whole of this too. It's too much. I think there are still some left in the ref as I write. I like the one with black mung paste and sometimes the winter squash filling though. And of course, the tikoy---I dont know how it is called there but its a white sticky thingee sometimes filled with crushed nuts. Its one of my favorite things that my Aunt always give me for good luck when its my birthday. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by gracia on Sep 19th, 2005, 5:30am Nice to see you back Krissy I was wondering if i can apply in your agency provided you will send me to hunk employer with all chat privileges? |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Sep 19th, 2005, 6:40pm Krissy, I'm just curious...Have you seen Jacky Chan in person? ;D Nice to see you back Krissy ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Darjeeling on Sep 20th, 2005, 2:02am MyMy I've seen Jacky Chan in person. He's our neighbor and we grew up together. The only problem was, he didn't know any martial arts. Oh! You mean Jacky Chan the celebrity! LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Sep 20th, 2005, 8:16am Krisssy ;D missed yah ;D Oh Thanks for posting about the moon cake festival ;D I made it as my status message last friday and everyone was asking me...what's a mooncake.....the explanation I made was its a cake and something to do with the chinese tradition for good luck during full moon but not really know more details about it ;D i just know about the festival coz every year I get mooncakes from some chinese friends and they are lots ::) fatten me with moon cake lol! dream on.... I also like tikoy, much better than mooncake lol! tikoy fried in egg and dipped in peanut butter yummmy ;D Oh ya btw, how is Disneyland HK ;D can ya give me discounted tickets for me and my daughter and friends there this 1st week of november ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 21st, 2005, 5:42pm Gracie, I can only promise you an employer,but I can never promise the kind of employer you want. ;D Mylane, I have seen Jacky Chan few times in person,unintentionally though.First time was,when he was in a shopping mall in Land Mark building,shopping at Kwanpen botique,then when Chris Rock was here when they promoted their movie Rush Hour in UA Cinema,Time Square,but it was actually Chris Rock who I wanted to see :P,third time was in Victoria Park Causeway bay during the Watson's Tennis Open,and in Chater garden in Central HK when he and Kelly Chen were one of those who handed Christmas gifts to elderly people.Jacky Chan is a very wholehearted and a very cheerful person.He can wear smile all the time to everyone. Earth, I wish I could give discounted tickets and even free for the Disneyland tickets.I haven't see yet the Disneyland HK.I will,soon when I'll get the chance,but if you're coming,then that would be cool.I can go with you.Just keep me posted. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 21st, 2005, 7:05pm I'm Finally Back It's frustrating that when I couldn't sleep yesterday and I decided to come here to visit the forum and blog,my laptop encountered problem.I was so helpless.I tried to contact everyone and shared my problem with my laptop,but then no one was able.I attempted to PM someone I knew who could help me,only to make him wondered what I was saying,because my typing coudn't be read since it's a combination of letters and numbers.LOL.It kept me awake 'til 1am without a thing done. :( Funny thing was,I came to the forum and tried to log on.LOL.I was wondering and questioning why my password was incorrect.Then,I suddenly remembered ,ofcourse,I couldn't because of my keyboard problem.I wanted to knock my own head.LMAO. All I could do was to watch the forum.I checked who's in,I was suprised.Wow,39 guests? I couldn't believe,so I refreshed.The forum was really having 39 guests including me.I was saying how fun it would be if these number of guests all join with us! Now,I'm finally back here.Thanks ,really, to Chris for the time,efforts and patience for helping me fix my laptop.I couldn't believe,he came back online and did it for me.I will never forget the help. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 21st, 2005, 8:59pm I was so nervous watching Inxs last night that I didn't want to look at the TV while MIG,Marty and JD were obviously tensed of the announcement of the result. http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/rockerphotos.jpg http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/JD1.jpg Marty was certainly a rugged competitor,who always gave me the worry that JD would lose by him. I want also to mention my admiration to MIG- a Filipino-Australian who's one of the three finalists.What an achievement for him and it's always something to be proud of by the Filipinos--they're always a great competitors in any field of competitions.MIG,however,was very grateful for reaching the finals and thanked all his supporters around the world especially in Australia and the Philippines. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Sep 22nd, 2005, 5:58am Welcome back Krissy ;D Krissy next time your have a problem with your laptop, just send it here and give it to me...i dont mind having another laptop...LOL LOL joke ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Sep 22nd, 2005, 6:13am Quote:
Now, don't be greedy My....Anna and I will have that raffled if ever....hehehe |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 22nd, 2005, 7:54am LOL,girls.We can deal with the bargain prize,so no one gets jealous.Hehehe. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 22nd, 2005, 10:33am Feeling Sterile and Empty As far as writing goes, I am finding my mind as empty-bellied on what to write especially when I'm having a boring day and haven't been given a specific thought to babble about.I sometimes can't come up with stuff and express my ideas.It kinda sucks.I mean I love to write.I just feel like I am not really contributing much to it,because when I write,I always want it to be at least something substantial to anyone who reads it. My writing has become pretty stagnant.I need some sense of motivation to write lately.Things are not really inspiring me enough, and the few bits that do surface don't have enough substance yet to do anything with. I mean,there is one piece I have been wanting to write for so long now and the fragments are floating around, but they just aren't coming together enough.And it's kind of a private piece, so I really want it to be as close to perfect as possible.Forcing it together just won't let that happen,but at the same time, I dont want to not write something.Not that I have a deadline to do it or anything like that, it's just that there are somethings that are best said in a moment when they arise.But right now,nothing and that frustrates me. I know,I need patience,but what good will that do me if the moment ends up becoming a missed opportunity? Patience has never really been a strong point for me,especially when writing a piece for someone.I hate to miss an opportunity or at least be so far behind on being able to say something that is going to potentially "wow" someone that it's really not worth the effort to have done it.But if there's any truth to the old saying "Better late than never", then maybe I shouldn't lose hope altogether. I suppose the words will come when they come, and in the meantime I will sit and wait,face on my hands,staring blankly at the computer....mind as empty as my piggy bank. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Darjeeling on Sep 22nd, 2005, 10:52am on 09/22/05 at 10:33:18, Sweet and Sour wrote:
Krissy Good piece! I can very well identify with what you are going through right now, having experienced poverty of ideas myself. I often lose my writer's mojo and the best way to deal with it is to ride it out. Keep on writing! I enjoy reading your entries and I assure you they are fun to read, especially that statement, "mind as empty as my piggy bank." That's a classic. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Sep 22nd, 2005, 12:03pm Quote:
good thing u exposed the contents of your piggy bank krissy...i'm going to erase ur piggy bank from our "piggy bank to steal list"...it would be a huge disappointment on our part if we see nothing in it. Thanks for saving us (me and my partner) the trouble. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 22nd, 2005, 12:40pm May, Thank you.Yes,I will keep writing and if I will ran out of words,maybe I will just harrass you,my neighbors! LOL. Gracie,LOL,good thing also,you exposed your plan to me.Is that what you gonna do to me when I'll be in Cebu soon ???.LOL,please don't do it,Im poor.Well,I hope you will ask those Cebuanos to do it though and ask " money or rape?" LOL.I will right away open my legs as wide as I can! Hihihi. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 22nd, 2005, 12:53pm by the enemies I made -Franklin D. Roosevelt |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 22nd, 2005, 5:42pm I have come to the momentary conclusion that there are no "good" guys near by.It seems that every time I meet someone here that has potential, they end up f**cking it all up before the conversation is over by saying something incredibly stupid,or making decision right away like everything can be happened so easily,then sounds like "anyway,we can end or do that,if it won't work".Heck,I wish we had the same principles. And then I get all reclusive and don't go out so I don't have to put up with all the basic bullshit.Then I end up talking to a guy online for like months or so.He seems great,has it all together,but alas,he is like in another planet away.*sigh* Why are the good guys never close by? Easy,it's that whole divide and conquer theory.We can't all be together I suppose.Otherwise, we could never see that good guys exist. Think about it,if we were all together in the same place we wouldn't notice how incredible the other was, because it would be "the norm" and we would just take it for granted.Instead, we are left to tread water in the pools of ignorance while the gutter sleepers serve as lifeguards and keep offering to throw us a line. *sigh* So here we are...miles apart...dividing and conquering one man at a time.LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Sep 22nd, 2005, 6:21pm i'll join you in "sighing" Krissy....but then you only have to have enough perseverance. Guess it was nicer that they have shown their true colors while things still on shallow waters. In God's time, you can conquer those divisions and find the good guy that God reserved just for ya |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 23rd, 2005, 6:26am Gracie, Thank you so much! I really wish I could hug you there. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 23rd, 2005, 7:37am Something About Virginity... Current mood: Pissed off Just an hour ago,during break time,someone shared a story and opened about this virginity thing.She asked; "Are you pissed when someone asks you that you're already near to 30 year old and you're still a virgin?",stating that someone [a "white" guy admirer of her] told her "that's boring" when she admitted she hasn't been in bed or slept yet with a man. Well,for the question,I'd have to honestly say, "Hell,no I am not pissed at all about it!" Now,I AM NOT PASSING ANY JUDGEMENT ON ANYONE WHO ISN'T A VIRGIN HERE,NEITHER,AM ANNOUNCING I'M A VIRGIN.PLEASE,WHOEVER WILL READ THIS,DON'T GET ME WRONG.I just plainly want to talk about it for the sake of those who think,being a "virgin" is boring. I will cite FOR EXAMPLE myself.So,please hear me out on why I am not looking to just give it up for the sake of not being one,and to give explaination to those who feel sad/frustrated just because they haven't have sex yet,thinking they're already in the late 20's or 30's. Heck.... Well,yes there are times,that when the "itch" [LOL] is there and you feel like you even need someone to help you scratch because the "itch" seems so very deep,it makes you feel a bit frustrated sexually at times, or somewhat envious of not being able to have had a shared experience that many of your friends have had.But those feelings quickly fade when I take a look at myself and say, "Think about this..." At least no one can honestly call me a very *friendly* person, a trick, easy,good for one night stand, etc etc etc... I dont have to worry about having caught some disease from the guys who don't care about being passed around more frequently than a fruitcake at the holidays. At least I can still say I am a virgin, and I can (among many other things) offer something to a guy that no one else has ever received from me. I don't mean or I'm NOT earning a reputation of being the village prude but at least I don't wear the albatross of being the "village party favor". Is it wrong that I have enough respect for myself (and future partner) that I don't want to be labled a "sleeper" and have him be labled "the guy who's dating a "sleeper"? Is it such a disgraceful thing that I want to wait until I find the right guy to finally take that step with? Is it wrong that I don't want to be just another notch in some guys bedpost? Is it wrong that I want to wait until I am in a committed relationship before I do something that will essentially forever change who I am? No, I think not! I will never understand those who are pissed about being a virgin and I'm so pissed to those who think being a virgin is boring. Heck... Even if you're butt assed ugly, and would make a blind person scream in horror, you can always find someone desperate enough to throw a flag and a crucifix over your face and ***k you. I know I'm sounding pissed off here talking about this.I must admit,yes.So,to those men whoever want to ask someone that question and tell something against it,I really can't understand you,and I will base you on your question or thought about it. Again folks,I'm not talking for myself,but for everyone who has been called that being a virgin is boring,for those who were questioned about them being still a virgin and to those who question girls with that kind of question. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Sep 23rd, 2005, 11:12am Krissy, considering that we are a filipina and most of us value our hmm let's say purity [smiley=angel.gif]..okay virginity...because some of us were just born conventional. It's not something to feel embarrassed about but for us it's something to be proud of. If you feel its right to keep it Krissy, by all means do it...believe me it is worth the wait. [smiley=icon_super.gif]....Don't mind that American [smiley=rock.gif]who says it's boring, he considers sex as fun..but we don't unless it's for the right man. [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Sep 23rd, 2005, 2:00pm Well Krissy you have the right to be pissed.... lol! I am not virgin... jeeez I have a 3 1/2 year old girl. But if I could go back I still wanna keep me one for my mahal lol! Anyway, western culture is different far more different from the Asian, particularly the Filipino culture...and really if that western guy couldn't respect that girls belief then he is not worth it... I admire and respect the women out there who are still and keep it till they are married... I salute them because they control their urges and earthly desires very well... but to those who don't that doesn't mean you are a sleeper or a trash... it is how you present yourself to a guy that he will treat you in the way he believes and feels you are... those who lose their virginity...especially in the Philippines...sometimes feel this way that they are trash and worthless...it happens a lot that some go astray... while on the other side the girls who are still virgin at an age that there are notions that they shouldn't be or expected they shouldn't be go under this pressure that whats wrong with them... well theres nothing wrong to it...I think its noble that they are and I salute them. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Darjeeling on Sep 23rd, 2005, 4:55pm Krissy It's time to share with you a true and wise quotation. Confused Shoes said: Virginity is like a bubble. One prick and its gone. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 24th, 2005, 7:10am Gracie, True.Thank you, and I always appreciate your graciefulness. on 09/23/05 at 14:00:48, earthlingorgeous wrote:
Gorgeous Earth, I do admire women like that too,but at the same time,I don't mean either that I don't respect those who are not.Everyone who knows how to respect,deserves respect.And the more that I don't mean,I look down on them.Virginity can be lost in many ways,and not just by having sex,and still,even if it was lost by having sex,I will never judge a person just because by that.We all commit mistakes and I'm not giving myself an exception. I never intent to hit,insult,or to make someone else embarrassed or feel down.I want to emphasize again that my main point when I decided to talk about this said thing,is that,to protest of the idea of those who think being a "virgin" is boring .As if they want to conclude the woman is rejected,and that no one is interested to bring her to bed. Thanks for your input. on 09/23/05 at 16:55:24, Darjeeling wrote:
May, That's a perfect support to my post about this thing.That's a perfect explaination why I reacted that way.That explains the value of it.Thank you for sharing that quotation. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 25th, 2005, 3:16am ****ing 8:19 AM |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Darjeeling on Sep 25th, 2005, 8:51am on 09/25/05 at 03:16:59, Sweet and Sour wrote:
****ing?? ?? ?? [smiley=thinking2.gif] Krissy You have stirred my imagination. I wonder what those **** meant. LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 25th, 2005, 10:16am A typhoon signal #3 has been hoisted in Hong Kong since yesterday.And oh gosh,I can't believe I've been in my bedroom since last night-just with my tv,cell phone and my computer.And oh my,my bed ,my quilt ....hahahaha....they're still unfold and dinner time is just 3 hours to come! Time like this is so boring.I would have no other things to do other than to keep this computer on and keep my eyes widely open too at the screen,until migrain ruins the remainder of my day.But this time ,I can not say being trapped for almost two days at home and in my bedroom,is not a bad thing.It's rather a very good timing to talk to the person I always miss every second *ehem*, and also to take the chance to talk to friends whom I had no chance to talk during working days. Well,yes,I will have to say ,after finally be able to leave my bedroom later for dinner,that I have enjoyed the moment my butt was trapped in my bedroom with the computer on my lap.It worths a second. Uh oh,it's already 2:59 honey.Where are you now? You said you'll be back in 30 minutes? Dang......OK,have a nightmare! LMAO. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 25th, 2005, 12:09pm on 09/25/05 at 08:51:18, Darjeeling wrote:
May, Haha! That's same as when you write $#@&! ;). Well,yes,it's too early in the morning and I just woke up,came here and was about to blog,then suddenly someone made me feel like throwing all my cusions,scream,stand and stump my feet.But since I couldn't do that,I just cried. Grrrr! Punch,punch,punch! :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 25th, 2005, 1:18pm Can you believe it's already 5:57pm and I'm still in my bedroom? But no way to spend again my night in here.I have to make some cleaning of my room now and go out for dinner.I miss to see my friends too and talk to them.Besides I am hungry now. I took a glance once again to this book I have read a month ago.I could hardly recall the whole story ,so I thought I would write something about it to help me keep in mind about the said book,before keeping it. The Constant Gardener By: John le Carre This being John le Carre novel,there's good versus evil and lots of intrigue into which complex characters are woven.Rather the usual cold war setting,however,the action unfolds in Kenya.At the start,readers are shown a reserved cuckold in minor British diplomat Justine Quayle,the gardener of the little whose beautiful wife,Tessa,has been found with her throat slit.An "unhinged" social worker and serial adulterer,she had been with one of her lovers at the time of the murder,an added humiliation her husband must endure.The more Quayle finds out about his wife,the more he understands her noble intentions.Tessa,it turns out,had been on the trail of uncrupulous international drug companies buying favor in Kenya and causing untold suffering by using its people as guinea pigs. There's a little ambiguity in the message,which is,le Carre can be faulted.The novel sometimes resembles a personal moral crusade.A few more layers of grey between the black and white could have lifted it beyond a good read. It's 6:18 evening,gosh,I really have to take my butt out of here before I'll get really hungry and weak. Later.... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Darjeeling on Sep 25th, 2005, 4:01pm Krissy Awwww Krissy, if they didnt want your apples, they shouldn't have shaken your tree. ;) Anyway, I would have taken a walk regardless if it's windy or rainy. I love to walk in the rain. Clears my head faster than anything else. LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 27th, 2005, 6:42am May, True,and it's refreshing too,after being saturated with the rain.So,sometimes I just go with it than hating it for falling. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 27th, 2005, 7:12am There's one man in my life who loves me more than anything in this world.He never judges me, he never yells at me, he puts everyone first and his main concern is that, everyone around him is satisfied,secure and happy. He never asks for anything in return,his unselfishness and calmness in every situation can never be matched. He gives me an unconditional love that I feel inside me as I write this. Ever since I learned how to walk and stray,I would always expect him there starring out the window waiting for me to come home and run and jump into his arms.I wish I could always be as light as when I was a child.I miss when he would spin me around and makes me laugh while tickling me by kissing my chin and neck. Now,I am sad because he's not here.But I carry him with me always and will live my life and I use his love to carry me.I still hold on to his arm. HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DADDY.I LOVE YOU.I MISS YOU. I will always be your little monkey. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Sep 27th, 2005, 4:19pm |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 27th, 2005, 7:30pm May, Thanks ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 27th, 2005, 7:34pm I was thinking about this last night when someone asked me why am I single and staying home.I have to say it's funny to hear this from a guy.Until now,I am always being asked too by my ex-boyfriend,when will I find out it's him who I really want (Excuse me?,kapal mo ha). I make up excuses like I'm busy, I'm confused, I am enjoying my singleness,I am focused on something.I suppose they aren't excuses if they are true, but the realest reason is,I want to find out what I really want first and that I'm not ready yet to settle down.To have a good family is one of my biggest dreams,you know. One person keeps asking me,when will I learn to get out from my nest. I don't like someone else questioning me this way as if he is sure he can provide me a golden cage.Just stop minding other's business,will you? You know,sometimes,we have to put a good amount of time into knowing who we are as individuals before we take in knowing and loving someone else.I mean, if you can't make yourself happy, how can you make someone else happy? I stay,I stick on my belief because I trust myself. For the moment,I think that what I need,is a man that makes my skin tingle, that when we kiss, it's electrifying, that when he leaves I immediately miss him, when he holds me,I just melt into him. I hold such a high value for the person in my life and I want to give him everything. That's what I need, there is more but I can't settle for less. And if I can't find one like that,I would rather be alone. All I can say at the moment,is, I'm in love. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 27th, 2005, 9:42pm Helpless The pain, the suffering, the sorrow, the day. Why must it be that way? Why can't the light shine back on me? And clear the dark shadow that's stalking on me. The devil works in ways we do not know of. But I don't think he cares, because we don't care. Satan could be a decent man, or an evil one. But I truely believe he is just someone doing his job. Don't you see, you make me sad? No matter how many times I kneel down, And beg you to please go away, I know you will always use your power. Because you know I am moribund,I am helpless. And that all I can do, is to pray. For the hundredth time,I ask, Please go away. Stop doing this to me, I pray. 09/28/'05 2:35 AM |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Sep 28th, 2005, 2:53am on 09/27/05 at 19:34:13, Sweet and Sour wrote:
Krissy My sentiments exactly! You read my mind, girlygirl! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 28th, 2005, 5:42am May, So,I unintentionally wrote it for both of us then.I think we're doing great,so why think and bother about our singleness,yeah? I know we sometimes feel like we need a man,(mennnnnnnnnnnnnnn grrrrrrr)but we don't either want to have a man na....ewan.LOL.I hope alam mo ibig kong sabihin. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Sep 28th, 2005, 8:09am A tulip doesn't strive to impress anyone. It doesn't struggle to be different than a rose. It doesn't have to. It is different. And there's room in the garden for every flower. Marianne Williamson Krissy, thank you for growing in my garden of friendship. You are one of the precious blossoms there! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 28th, 2005, 8:24am May, Thank you for that quotation.I'm so pleasured to be in your garden and I really hope I add beauty of it. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Sep 29th, 2005, 2:33am Krissy Of course. Now, help me get rid of the weeds. LOL! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 29th, 2005, 6:56pm [smiley=hopcat2.gif] http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/readyweekend.jpg [smiley=party3.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 29th, 2005, 7:03pm on 09/29/05 at 02:33:27, teagirl wrote:
Sure May,but dang when will I finish with my own weeds? :-/ LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by beth on Sep 29th, 2005, 10:49pm l'm sneakin n peekin at krissy's closet while she aint lookin' hihihi ;D and omg :o :o she got a sexy thong :o :o [smiley=cat39.gif] how are ya sweet gurlie? ;) been long time l dun visit here, me miss ya :-* and talking bout weed.... it remind me of myself argh! [smiley=wall.gif] sonny always called me 'weed' long time ago when l use my dandelion id ;D hihihi... wonder where that lil brat is now ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 30th, 2005, 12:35pm Hiya Beth, Thong? :O.LOL.I would rather be pantyless,than wearing a thong,because I have no time to keep picking the string that's making my ass so damn uncomfortable.LMAO.Hihihi. Anyway,how are you? In love now? HIhihi. Good to see you. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 30th, 2005, 2:52pm Haunting Loneliness Current mood:Ineffable I've been sitting here,all alone.I've been trying to change this frustrating mood I've been having since lastnight,but it's already 5:53pm and it seems like I can not tell when will I feel better.I am feeling like there's something big I'll have to think about. However,just one wish to be granted,then I am able to figure out everything.And that's for everyone especially to people who I am close to and who I trust so much to agree and support me with what I want,and don't look and base always my future by the things that happened in the past. I can't shake this feeling.I feel like I am standing at the edge of something and knowing the future is merging with the present but unable to turn my eyes away from the past. Even more so, I know so much is out of my control. *breathing deeply* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Sep 30th, 2005, 3:00pm Gosh! This is frustrating!I've been trying to post this last one I typed,since this afternoon but it always turned out to be "page cannot be displayed". It's already 7:55! I have just finally posted! It sucks! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Oct 1st, 2005, 9:33am QUOTATIONS that somehow encourage and inspire me,and want to grow on me: *"Never let your memories be greater than your dreams." -- Doug Ivester *"Learn how to be happy with what you have while you pursue all that you want." -- Jim Rohn *"Decide today to be a master of change rather than a victim of change." -- Brian Tracy *"By their openness, people dedicated to the truth live in the open, and through the exercise of their courage to live in the open, they become free from fear." -- M. Scott Peck *"A pessimist is one who makes difficulties of his opportunities and an optimist is one who makes opportunities of his difficulties." -- Harry Truman *"When I examine myself and my methods of thought, I come to the conclusion that the gift of fantasy has meant more to me than my talent for absorbing positive knowledge." -- Albert Einstein *"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." -- Mark Twain *"The future belongs to the risk-takers, not the comfort-seekers." -- Brian Tracy *"Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have." -- Louis E. Boone *"It's better to reach for the stars and fail then reach for the ground and succeed." -- Unknown *"The trouble with many plans is that they are based on the way things are now. To be successful, your personal plan must focus on what you want, not what you have." -- Nido Qubein *"To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved." -- George MacDonald *"The abolition of religion as people's illusory happiness is the demand for their real happiness. The demand to abandon illusions about their condition is a demand to abandon a condition which requires illusions." -- Karl Marx *"A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty." -- Sir Winston Churchill *"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us." -- Alexander Graham Bell *"Never think that you're not good enough yourself. A man should never think that. People will take you very much at your own reckoning." -- Anthony Trollope *"It's not what you are that holds you back, it's what you think you are not." -- Denis Waitley *"If you don't invest very much, then defeat doesn't hurt very much and winning is not very exciting." -- Dick Vermeil *"You will never be able to change the past for anyone, but if you grasp the moment, you can change the future for everyone." -- Unknown *"When we look at modern man, we have to face the fact that modern man suffers from a kind of poverty of the spirit. Which stands in glaring contrast to his scientific and technological abundance. We've learned to fly the air like birds, we've learned to swim the seas like fish, and yet we haven't learned to walk the earth as brothers and sisters." -- Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr *"Material success may result in the accumulation of possessions; but only spiritual success will enable you to enjoy them." -- Nido Qubein *"It is one of the most beautiful compensations of life, that no man can sincerely try to help another without helping himself." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson *"The most rewarding things you do in life are often the ones that look like they cannot be done." -- Arnold Palmer *"Pay attention; that's always good advice. It's amazing how much frustration can be avoided and how much joy and awareness gained by paying attention, to yourself and the people and the world around you, wherever you may be." -- Dennis Waitley *"To establish true self-esteem we must concentrate on our successes and forget about the failures and the negatives in our lives." -- Denis Waitley |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Oct 1st, 2005, 9:39am Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeoning of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am captain of my soul. -- William Ernest Henley |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Oct 1st, 2005, 10:16pm !&$#! If You Really Care! I was invisible mode but suddenly and as usual,someone I know and who used to be a special someone to me, messaged me.As usual,conversation ended "just like that" after this person tried to talk against what I do,as always.Critisize what I post,what I write on my blog and everything this person sees.So,I was like, excuse me,I am not a "teen" anymore,hello? Now,instead of writing what I really wanted to talk about,after I stopped talking to this person,I suddenly had a brain storm and kinda pissed me off,so I decided to better talk about it here alone.Atleast I can end my "monologue" and vent my anger,than going on arguing with this person and before my mouth would spit venom. (10/2/2005 1:06:40 AM): who are you chatting to, baby? norkay27 (10/2/2005 1:07:34 AM): He left but will be back,now Im in the forum (10/2/2005 1:07:55 AM): asking you who norkay27 (10/2/2005 1:08:27 AM): whoever he is....so?? norkay27 (10/2/2005 1:09:05 AM): Im busy,excuse me (10/2/2005 1:09:33 AM): Busy on wht? norkay27 (10/2/2005 1:09:55 AM): I am in the forum,and I am reading too....bye (10/2/2005 1:15:48 AM): writng again about your life and letting people know about it ? norkay27 (10/2/2005 1:16:58 AM): It's my blog,I dont write there to give informations about me to people,what does blog mean,anyway? (10/2/2005 1:17:54 AM): but you're almost telling about your whole life to those who read,that's same thing sweetheart Suppose you created a loss in the faith and confidence other people had in you. That loss could be a reflection of any aspect of your life. Whether it is your ability to keep/find a job, sustain a family, or even something as basic as taking care of one's self. Now, suppose you might talk or express your personal problems too openly, is that wrong? Talking is supposed to be a good thing, right? Is that not what happens inside the oppressive offices of therapy? Each and every one of us has the right to be able to express what bothers them.Talking is a fantastic mechanism to keep words from becoming reality. Writing is also a magnificent method for relief in the same light. As a matter of fact, what you are reading is just that, my own personal therapy.Yes,there are people who don't want talking about their things and let someone knows about it.But,I am totally the opposite.I talk about it,share it and even when I am alone,I still talk to myself about it.If I need to whine,I whine.If I need to cry just to vent,I will.And if talking about it with other people who are willing to listen could help me feel better,I don't hesitate at all to do it. If there are people in your life who reach out and try to talk to you, and tell you they care about you then if you think so, do you assume they would do something to hurt you? Why would someone who cares about you do anything to hurt you and say they do it because they care about you? Again, **** if they really do.If they truly care about you, they would never do that. Hurting oneself only ends in pain inflicted upon others. I can guarantee that anyone who is feeling dejected in your life does not want you to suffer the same way. I mean,if you really care about me,then why are you bothering me? Why doing all "those" things to me? Why can't you let me go and watch me enjoy what I want? I mean....come on....you all have the chance and things to offer to those who are around you.Look around and stop wasting time,will you? And before you get old and out of fashion.LOL. Once again,I am begging. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Oct 2nd, 2005, 7:09am Lu Kong, ÔõüNÎÒ×£îŠÄãÊÇ here.I am ÊÇß@Ñe sitting †ÎªšºÍ talking Œ¦Äã, I'm ÈÔȻȱµô you.I ×£îŠÄãÊÇß@Ñe,to “í±§Åc, “í±§Åc, ºÍÕ„Õ“ anything.I Û you.I åeß^ you.Keep Äã faith.We Œ¢¿´ÒŠß@δíÉñÓÐ planned žé us.Take êPÐÄ¿‚ºÍÎÒÏ£ÍûºÍÆí¶\ÉñÓ‹„Œ¢Èç´ËºÜ¿ìÊÇ revealed. Love, µÍPoh |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Oct 2nd, 2005, 3:14pm on 10/01/05 at 09:39:04, Sweet and Sour wrote:
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Oct 3rd, 2005, 7:57am May, I know you would like that. Hihihi.That's long.I have no idea.LOL.Sana Tagalog mo nalang.LOL. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Oct 3rd, 2005, 5:27pm It was fine yesterday,a bright Sunday.I mean,the timing was supposed to be perfect to play and wander around Hong Kong.The weather was perfect either.But yesterday was one another boring day,One of the most boring days,actually..It was surely a strange day to my sister and even those who gave me calls and asked me what was I doing,where was I gallivanting and answered them, "I'm home". My friends were all not around or others were not able to be with me.It was very timely that some of my friends had important appointments, and still others were out of town.Bea, who's always there had to be with her aunt from the Philippines who came here for tour and two of her relatives.Kuya Buddy,my gay friend,was with his Ausie boyfriend and Rich,also a gay friend,went to attend a wedding of his friend,and still others had their own things that no one was able to be with me. As what I usually do when I am free and bored,I logged in here,my favorite message board.Oh,still I was alone.I started to feel sad again,that I couldn't start what I wanted to write. :'( Yeah,it sucked. Even so,I have come to realize and reflect how important friends are in life.I have come to see how empty my life would be, without my friends.I have come to realize how each of these friends of mine means ,helps,holds,comforts,encourages,inspires and keeps me go on with my life.I had no choice but to be alone and thought what could I do to get rid of my loneliness yesterday.I had my choices where to go but I didn't want either to walk and do my things without someone to talk to and laugh with.I love to laugh and talk,you know. My friends' absence really caused me a sudden fear thinking the "what ifs".Also,it made me utter and asked my self,"Am I this important to them,too?" "Do they feel this way,too when I am not around?" I wonder what would they also do I were not around with them,or if none of us wasn't around to one of them. Indeed,I can't imagine my life without you,friends. Thank you,so very much.I love you all.God bless. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Oct 4th, 2005, 8:12am Current mood: Sleepy,Weak,Blank I've been trying to work out in order to lose some weight of mine but never been able to do it continuously.Now,since I noticed I was having a sleep problem,my weight started to reduce,without working out of it.I'm very aware though when and how it started but I think I didn't care and think much about the things that possibly caused this sleeping disorder,which I am having 'til now. "Are you anxious of something?" someone asked."I don't think so" was my answer."How are you?" One person asked."I am OK." I answered back. I could answer things right away positively.But then it caused me to ask myself out so madly uttering all what I am actually feeling..... " Then why I seem so bothered,and depressed when I feel I'm in love? Why that,when someone someone I want comes,the person seems not welcomed? And turns out to be a very wrong choice? And when someone I don't like at all,abviously entertained well? Why can't I choose when it's not them who will live with .....? Why can't I live my own life? Why does every area of my life seems need to be minded? Damn,I am trapped and controlled..... ( paused ) It's almost 1am and still not feeling sleepy,although I know my eyes need rest,my back needs to relax and my head needs to be laid down. As I was laying down my back on this headboard of my bed with my laptop beside me,I came to glancing my CDs on the shelves and saw Beethoven's classic CD.I stepped then on my chair and reached it.Ooooo,I missed this 12 Girls Band,too. http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/12girlsband3.jpg http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/Beethoven.jpg As I was listening to these music,someone I know came and talked to me.It was a nice talk,though a short one.This person,although,we barely talk and barely know each other,seems very worthy to talk with,about any kind of situation,which was very timely,that's what I needed that very moment.Until,I finally felt sleepy and able to close my eyes after our goodbyes. Off to bed. 2:09am |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Oct 4th, 2005, 6:33pm Babbling........ Never once in my life did I think this through The DECISIONS I would make for myself On my own with no one else And it amazes me how STILL TODAY I look around and I AM NOT FOUND BUT LOST in this sea of thoughts That won’t let me swim and FIND MY WAY And there it goes one more day This LIFETIME feels like such a WASTE In my mind it wasn’t there The perogative to find what is lost And now that I WISH TO LOOK I’M ALONE and BY MYSELF My fears have grown DARKER everyday My day is filled with RAIN and nothing else And the world has NO LIFE in my view No interest no colors NOTHING NEW No decisions,nothing clear Just chaos all around me As I listen to Beethoven’s music Depressing my thoughts even more Feeling indifferent to the world As if I don’t count, I never have It never matter nor what I think But still I waste my time and this I write With such hopes that one day you’ll care That my lifetime will mean something Anything but ordinary the meaning I wish But NOBODY CARES, no I know this And the piano goes by in my ears And the sound grows cold and gray For black has meaning and gray does not Life is supposed to be treasured Yes every moment of it Still as I see people passing by Smiling to others and enjoing the day And in this dark,silent closet, I sit alone Caving in my world underneath my eyes No stopping my rain, Only one cloud inside on top of me Raining on me for no one can see I’m indifferent to the world and everyone else It doesn’t mattered of what I die I will be forgotten in time Not a legend like Beethoven or Mozart Nor like Darwin or Da Vince My death shall be,but insignificant And MY LIFE,INDIFFERENT. 11:34PM 10/4/'05 |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Sweet and Sour on Oct 4th, 2005, 6:53pm My Dear Friends, I know my writings ,especially these last ones, are filled of negative,boring and lonely reactions or representation of my life. At the moment,writing is just the best thing/way I can do to give myself at least a little relief.Well,yes,this is me and my life.But hey,don't worry.I am OK.I really am.It's just my moment of reflection.Or shall I call,my rainy season. I am alright. I’ll survive, I will, I’ll survive, I always do, no matter what, Just let it go, I’ll tell you that, So wrong with those thoughts, Don’t call me soft, I AM TOUGH. 11:53PM 10/04/'05 |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Oct 5th, 2005, 10:22am Quote:
Krissy, having a combination of both (softie and toughie) is exciting..and kinda unpredictable...good source of headache for men |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 5th, 2005, 4:25pm Gracie, ;) ;D I'm sure you had a wonderful birthay celebration. |
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Title: Sharing This With You--- Post by teagirl on Oct 5th, 2005, 4:41pm See we all have our questions. That doesn't make it any different or worse. It's when you have these questions that you truly know you are alive. ;) What It's Like Here It was nothing unusual. Just a woman, bare-knuckled on a cold day, pushing an empty grocery cart up University toward hell. You see it all the time on this planet of theirs. I had been to what they call a movie. And I was what they call happy. As you know, fate has given me a wife, beloved to me. Yes, beloved is a thing they understand. Right now she is playing come with the dog while I write this report. Sometimes she says to me, "You are really from another planet!" I just hold my tongue. There is hell around every corner here. There are people who are paid well to ruin the lives of others. There are people strapped down to chairs, then a button is pushed. Smoke rises sometimes off their bodies before they die. I do not tell you this to shock you, but because you need to know there are planets where such things happen. Even so, there is happiness of a kind you would recognize. Right now there is snow, a thing that divides itself up into many pieces, then falls from the sky until all ugliness is covered. "Beautiful day, isn't it," people say and it's not a question. My question is, "Where do I go from here? What do you want of me? Why was I born on this planet?" You'll want to know, did I stop and help the lady. I did not. And you'll want to know what does "beloved" mean, if not that. I don't know. I only breathe one breath at a time. Not like you who breathe so many lives at once. We drove home, my beloved and I. The movie? It was called Men of Honor, a kind of dream of how things should be. We didn't like it. Nothing about it rang true. But we held hands anyway, then went out into the bare-knuckled cold, described above. Jim Moore ------------------------------------- Jim Moore is the author of six collections of poetry, including Lightning at Dinner, The Freedom of History, and The Long Experience of Love. His poems have appeared in American Poetry Review, the Nation, the New Yorker, the Paris Review, the Threepenny Review, the Pushcart Prize Anthology, and in many other magazines and anthologies. Moore has received numerous awards and fellowships from the Bush Foundation, the Loft, the McKnight Foundation, and the Minnesota State Arts Board. He teaches at Hamline University in Saint Paul, Minnesota, and at the Colorado College in Colorado Springs, as well as online through the University of Minnesota Split Rock Arts Program. He is married to the photographer JoAnn Verburg. They live in Saint Paul, Minnesota and Spoleto, Italy. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 5th, 2005, 5:30pm May, Oooooo,awwww, I looooveeeee this! Thank you,thank you for sharing. And oh yes,I enjoyed reading the "He's Not Just That Into You". Oh mennnn! :P And May,LOL,the Piso.Have you figured where's it? I wish I wasn't only good in solving numbers' problem but also mine. :D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Oct 5th, 2005, 6:31pm Krissy, I got the mug lastnite, very beautiful...HONGKONG...now everytime im using it, I'm imagining i'm sipping jacky chan....LOL LOL joke... Thank you very much Krissy ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 6th, 2005, 5:28am Mylane, You are very welcome.I am glad you like it. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 6th, 2005, 8:45am I finally had the time,or I would better say the mood to scavenge my closet (seriously referring about my bedroom).I have finally arranged my shelves.My CDs,my books,stuff toys,my bags,including my things in my drawers. It took me so long or even stuck my butt on the floor re-reading these old books,although they still look new,I have read during my teen.They were,most of them,bought by my sister and handed them to me after herself was done reading them.I really could remember the stories, so, instead of keeping them in a cabinet for good,I decided to put them out beside my television. There were like 7 of them that I have scavenged but this one book caught me to start reviewing.As I went on reading it,I eventually saw the reason why I was brought to do the cleaning of my own room.As you you will go on reading about what I am going to write about the book,you will understand why ,that as if I was intentionally given the urge in doing it,as well. Hinds' Feet On High Places By: Hannah Hurnard This book is a spritual book .As I went on reading it,every page urged me to keep going.I couldn't stop,so,I kept going on and every page just somehow hit me so deeply.Then I reached page 268, there I was speechless and made me pause.I have come to see,its purpose of having the thought of taking a look and realising my shelves needed re-arrangement. pages 268-269: I came to the sawmill beside the torrent which runs down the valley from the foot of the Brumbach falls.The water which I saw rushing so blithely over and among the rocks,under the bridge,was the same water which,high overhead,had come to a great crisis and leaped so exultantly and with such blissful abandonement over the falls. I stood on the bridge and looked at it.Yesterday I had asked myself,"What does the water do when,after its magnificent abandoned leap,it reaches the cruel rocks below,and there is no longer the ecstacy of leaping down,only a rough,rock-obstructed everyday course before it?" On the bridge I saw,and laughed to see,what happens to the water.The bed of the torrent was strewn with huge rocks.There were obstructions everywhere.But the water came rushing along,laughing and rejoicing and absolutely delighted to find its way over and around the obstacles and difficulties.It seemed as happy and cheerful forcing its way among the grim rocks as when it threw itself down over the heights. What a lesson I learned as I watched it: I think almost the loveliest of all of them.Day after day,once the leap of obedience has been made,the power of the waters following along behind,added to the steepness of the riverbed,makes the surmounting of difficulties and obstacles--of every kind-- a daily delight. Then the meadows of flowers added their lovely voices empahsizing the message of the rushing waters.They were small and yet so brilliant.There were so many of carpeting the fields,and part from their beauty,in a way so unnecessary! I asked the Lord to help me to understand the message He wanted them to give me,and they simply chuckled and sang it to me.Then a Bible verse just came to my mind abruptly. Habakkuk 3:19 -- The Lord God is my strength,and He will make my feet like hinds' feet,and He will make me walk upon mine high places. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 7th, 2005, 6:51am Current mood: Calm :D For some reasons,my Dad has been on my mind since the last time I hugged him and talked with him for a very short amount of time.Just for one dinner together,it seemed like everything has been said.Everything,everything! --both about me and him. I very well,remember everything--especially about his situation he's having. I wish we were in America, get a lawyer,give away money and everything would be new,including wife.LOL. :P (No offence meant,just wishing "these" things are as easy as that.) Then lastnight,after being in front of my computer for a while, I just realized,I have written some lines for my father who I consider the most awesome person in my life. His face is no longer as smooth as before, It is lined by time. Even if he doesn't look the same, He is always that dearest father of mine. He has always given of himself to me, nothing was I ever denied. He laughs when I laugh, He comforts me when I cry. He is more than patient, When I complain. There is no one like him, I don't think there ever will be. No one means as much to me, as he. To me, it doesn't matter what he looks like, I guess it is a matter of pride. For the things that make him the most gorgeous, are the things he has inside. Father,YOU are the most wonderful person in the world to me, No matter what happens between YOU and ME. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 7th, 2005, 7:27am Je me demande Pourquoi ? ? ? |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 8th, 2005, 3:10am ....whatever.LOL. I woke up early like 6:35 this morning and found out,I lost my quilt.Ughh,I feel stomach pain,so I got up and adjusted the airconditioner temperature a little hotter.I didn't feel like going to the comfort room,but my stomachache was terrible.So,I sat down on the carpet,and reached my laptop and started to check e-mails.I could hardly take a move once I have started concentrating typing. It was already 7:56 when I looked up on my table clock.I attempted to move as I felt no more stomachache.Dang,my golley! My butt is numb and my fek fek too! LMAO! Well,true! Geezzz, I couldn't feel any,both on my butt and my cute lovely fek fek! Wahahahaha! *massaging...scratching...pinching...* [smiley=silly.gif] Hihihihi.Whatever.Just being silly,while sharing my funny morning. ;) ;D Anyways...I am ready for the weekend! [smiley=icon_drink2.gif][smiley=icon_dance.gif] [smiley=moped.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Oct 8th, 2005, 2:00pm Krissy That's just a wonderful poem you made for your Dad. :) |
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Title: Sharing This With You--- Post by teagirl on Oct 9th, 2005, 2:11am You do not need to be loved, not at the cost of yourself. The single relationship that is truly central and crucial in a life is the relationship to the self. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never lose. Jo Coudert [smiley=cat36.gif] Wishing you a byootiful Sunday and a lovely week ahead of you! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Oct 10th, 2005, 8:35am on 10/08/05 at 03:10:02, Moi moi wrote:
HAHAHAHAHAHA! OMG! Silly Krissy I had an outburst reading this one... "I couldn't feel any my but and my cute lovely fek fek" HAhahahahahahaha! OMG! dang... i never experience that lol! I know my butt got numb with prolonged sitting and typing but I never realized my fek fek gets numb too lol! or was i not paying much attention ... hmmmm.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Krissy thanks for such a great laugh you gave me today...started my week with a smile ... [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 12th, 2005, 11:31am May, I like very much Jo Couldert's writings. :).Thank you very much! :-* And yes,the weekend and even after the weekend was wonderful. ;D Earth, LOL. I was just being silly that morning and had nothing to write.Very timely,that happened and didnt think twice when I wrote.:P I'm glad though,that it made you LOL. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 12th, 2005, 12:35pm Je m'ennuie de vous... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 12th, 2005, 4:43pm Happy Days Are Gone * sigh* For me,it's always nice and a pleasure meeting new people. It was Saturday,1pm,when I met Rick or known in AC1 chatroom as dirtbagss2001.I didn't know really what to say when he told me he would be coming to Hong Kong to see me.His "image" was always on my mind,LOL.But at the same time I thought it would be great to finaly meet him in person after our "online" friendship.Yes,me and Rick have been talking as friends for almost a year or longer and I though it would be great to laugh,talk,and know each other in a personal way. After our dinner at PEAK,a spot in Hong Kong where you can view most parts of the city,we went down to meet Sarah Jing or known as sarah_jing28 who I believe most of us in these message board know her.It was great meeting Sarah.She is definitely a cutie,smart and so cool to be with.I thought I was talkative,but she was more.Hehe.She's really fun to be with.I just loved her straight super long hair. Bar hopping is one of the best ways,visitors of Hong Kong can have fun at night.So,after we had some drinks at Dusk Til Dawn,Sarah suggested us to go to Kitz where we could play pool,while we could listen to music and dance.Sarah's friends came over as well.They were great to meet as well.Then Sarah brought us again to another bar ,Jo Banana.OMG,it was 6 in the morning when we separated. Sunday, after having a good a dinner with Rick at Dan Ryan's Chicago Steak House,I brought him to Lan Kwai Fong for him to see what we call "white" people territory,because it's here where mostly Americans,British and Australian are seen. Monday was supposed to be a working day for me but then Rick wanted to see more of Hong Kong,before leaving on the next day (Tuesday).So,I called my work and exchanged my holiday with Tuesday which was a public holiday here in HK,and would work on Tuesday instead since our company still opens during those kind of holidays.I brought Rick then to Kowloon side of HK through ferry.Had a walk,and took some pictures.Then I brought him back to Lan Kwai Fong since he wanted to have some glasses of wine.We separated early since he had to pack and leave the next day and I,as well,had to work the next day. It was indeed a great time with Rick.I think he's a very good guy,fun and very sweet.So much thanks as well to Sarah for the company and fun she shared,so with her friends. I hope he had a great time in HK and reached back home safely. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 13th, 2005, 7:35am I Need A Road Map! I was trying to make a poem lastnight but for some interruptions,I wasn't able to make one.So,I decided to just write everything I supposed to write and make a stanza about it. To start,I am going to say life is so bittersweet. From a recent turn of events in my life I am not sure where I am going. Sometimes I feel as if I am in this dark place with a very dim light coming from a distance. But I can't get to it because I have no sense of direction.To just anyone who may read this you may not understand a single word. But this is my life however boring it may seem. I was awakened by life but darkened with the light of it. A warming sensation all over but cold deep inside. Alive to all, yet, I am dead to myself. Breathing hard, though not inhaling air. Eyes wide open but blinded to the world. Ignorance is bliss but reality is my life. We are the same alike yet different on the inside. You are whole and I am hollow. The felling echoeing inside me trying to fight its way out. Can't let it come out,I have to go inside first. Fight for survival and survival will fight you. Like a maze I am lost in. These thoughts flood my mind so fast to comprehend. That is why I am restless. This is my life, a big riddle. I am on the path to a new beginning,I just don't know where that is. I need a road map!!! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 13th, 2005, 1:02pm I HELD A JEWEL IN MY FINGERS AND WENT TO SLEEP THE DAY WAS WARM, AND WINDS WERE PROSY I SAID, "TWILL KEEP" I WOKE - AND CHIDE MY HONEST FINGERS, THE GEM WAS GONE AND NOW, AN AMETHYST REMEMBRANCE IS ALL I OWN ~Emily Dickinson~ |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Moi moi on Oct 14th, 2005, 4:10am always.... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Oct 14th, 2005, 1:37pm ...when you finally find that road map, will you give me directions as well? *winks* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 14th, 2005, 2:35pm May, Yes,why like this? Damn't..... Anyway,I am sure,I am sure,we will both find the right road and soon be able to see the right direction to our destination.We will. (((hugs))) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 14th, 2005, 2:35pm May, Yes,why like this? Damn't..... Anyway,I am sure,I am sure,we will both find the right road and soon be able to see the right direction to our destination.We will. (((hugs))) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 14th, 2005, 3:03pm Writing Relieves Me I always see something creative to do during afternoons,after leaving from work.So,this afternoon, I walked across the street to the Pacific Coffee with my laptop, journal, and newspaper. I'm big into the journal and have been so off and on for the last few years. I love to journal. Not so much for personal emoting but rather to document the events of the day and clinical observations for when my memory fails. It's true. I looked back at some of my past works and said, "Oh yes, I forgot I did that." It doesn't always work out that way and sometimes some of the work is painful to read: "Dang, that's pathetic." It's actually working out well these days. I have my journal for my more personal observations. A sort of therapy,one might say. I have the blog where I can practice writing. Giving myself different subject matters and goals everyday to try and piece together a cohesive narrative and then there's the more neglected creative writing, which I rarely seem to get to. This afternoon was the exception. I sat down at the cafe with my laptop and wrote one and a half pages of some stories,mostly about my life and everything that's just happened,recently. Not bad for someone usually so unmotivated. The key for me is that I hate revisions. It kills me. Blogging is so much fun but the difference from journal,is that,it's here where I can write ,express things I can't write on my blog.So,most of the things read in my journal are what I call, little secrets. At the end of the afternoon I felt like I accomplished something. A small step, yes, but a step nonetheless. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Oct 14th, 2005, 3:10pm Krissy Wow. That's awfully good. I certainly share with you what you feel about writing. I know there are days when I needed to express myself with words and even though at times I tend to reveal too much, way too much, about my private life, I had to do it. Writing has become my catharsis. It's nice to see that I share this with you. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 15th, 2005, 7:11pm May, Yes,I consider writing while expressing myself as one of the best ways I can make myself feel better.Everytime I am done writing of all the things I wanted to,I feel so much relieved.Well,yes thanks to the Blogworld.Moreover,it's always my end to gain improvement of my writings,and I will definitely go on improving it by writing and writing. To tell you,your writings inspire me ,too.So,I thank you. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 15th, 2005, 7:48pm I Am Home! Yeah,it's strange.It's SATURDAY NIGHT and I AM HOME. Well,I decided not to go out tonight,thinking I was out all night last weekend and that I need to recover from those sleepless nights.But ugh, here I am,still not sleeping. After reading though,I could never say it's a waste of time and regret for not sleeping early or for not going out.I certainly had a great time reading,while watching a scary movie What Lies Beneath ,shown on tv as their early halloween special.It's kind of weird and funny,because while I was falling in love with the book I was reading,the movie was frightening me,that I didn't want to look on the tv when the scene was so suspense.How did it end? I didn't see! LOL. Because of my fear that I might scream to see what's gonna happen next,I bowed down my head to what I was reading,only t find out,when I looked,the movie was finished.Dang! LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 15th, 2005, 8:36pm The Wedding By:Nicholas Sparks Everytime I hear Nicholas Sparks,the word that comes to my mind is romance.I am a big fan of him and I just love every book he has created.Although,I heard there's one book he wrote that's so boring,it's the True Believer.Well,Nicholas was probably not in love when he wrote it.I still wanna read it to see how is it,really. I've read The Notebook,A Walk To Remember,Message In A Bottle and I liked them so much,so when I saw this The Wedding, I didn't think twice or I even didn't look in it before buying. This The Wedding ,actually a sequel of the The Notebook, is not just about wedding,but also about romance and relationship.It starts off with a couple that has been married for 29 years and have three children.All of which are grown up and out of the house. After Wilson,the narrator and husband,forgets his anniversary one year his wife Jane threatens to leave him. Wilson then realizes,after doing some thinking,that he really loves his wife and always has but has never really been to good at showing it throughout their entire marriage. He doesn't want to lose his wife,so slowly, he begins to change his ways. Home made dinners and romantic nights on their porch seemed to begin working but all Wilson wishes to do is start their relationship over again and he does just that by the end of the book. Their daughter Anna is scheduled to be married and Wilson does everything he can to help out and to make his wife happy. He begins by renovating his father in laws', who happens to be Noah from Sparks' The Notebook, house so that the wedding can take place there. While the action in the novel progresses, Noah is in a nursing home and spends his days by the lake that lies behind the nursing home. He is infatuated with a swan that is always there and believes that it is a reincarnation of his wife Allie. The day before Anna's wedding, the swan dissappears and leaves Noah confused and depressed. Little does anyone know that the swan hasn't disappeared forever. The Wedding was a great read. Its connection with The Notebook makes it even more enjoyable for me to read. I love how Sparks' romance is subtle and not over done. Yes, in the end it did make my eyes watery because although you know Wilson is going to make up for all the lost love, what he does for Jane is very special. Sparks use of great details to describe the scene actually made me feel like I was part of the action takng place.To those who didnt read the book would say that having a swan represent Allie is tacky, but the way Sparks presents it, makes you really want to believe it's true. One more thing I like how Sparks' writings,it's easy and quick to read.I would say,this book of Sparks ,I have just read,is one of the best romance books I have read so far,but again,I am not surprised. 1:26AM Off to bed |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 16th, 2005, 9:57am The night is darkest,just before sunrise Sometimes,we face situations in life that make us feel totally desperate and helpless. One who gives up fails,but one who carries on with faith, fights out of impossible odds. --From Ariel Soriano,boyfriend of my best friend,Bea. This words of encouragement this friend gave to me is so touching.Not really because I need it,but I was deeply touched because of the reason that this guy has been battling from his life-threatening car accident when he was on his way to Siargao from Davao.He has miraculously survived from comatose condition,amnesia until he was finally able to talk and re-gain his memory.Thank God,he is now able to communicate well to everyone ,although he's still physically unable to do things without his wheelchair.Now,the only thing he can to do some fun,and communicate with friends and loved ones is through his computer. I am so touched with this message he sent to me because ,seeing his situation and mine,I was kind of mortified,because it should be me sending him these words. God bless him. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by beth on Oct 16th, 2005, 12:49pm krissyyyyyyy gurlie hugssssss :) jez come by to see how you are doing ;) l like reading about the wedding. The notebook is one of my favourite movie, lotsa guys said gurls always like unreality romance movies, but the notebook is different, l really really like it, l even re-watch the dvd again lately. l'll see about the wedding been long time dont follow movies ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Oct 16th, 2005, 1:35pm You know what, Krissy, I steer clear from watching love stories on DVDs but my mom asked me to buy "The Notebook," so I did. Wow. When I watched it, I was really bowled over by how Ryan Gosling really nailed down the character of the guy (I can't remember his name). I admit I don't read love stories and definitely don't like to read Nicholas Sparks but I guess, "The Notebook," was an okay story. *smiles* By the way, your avatar is a tad bit macabre. Reminds me of a CSI slaughter scene. LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 17th, 2005, 7:28am Bethski! You're such a sweetie! Com're n lemme kiss ya :-*. Want a frenck kiss? I'm good at it. ;). Mmmm,now I am hongat,and feeling boyish of you.Damn.... Anyway,Im glad we share the enjoyment of reading Sparks' writings.You should read the "The Wedding",too. ;D May, When I saw that picture I am using as my avatar,it caught my attention.It is intended maybe for the halloween? But,I just liked it so much,and actually couldn't take my eyes from looking at it very closely when I saw it.For some reason,I can't tell why. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 17th, 2005, 7:35am and at worst a nightmare, from which you cannot escape." ~Mark Twain |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 17th, 2005, 9:42am My Dearest Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell how glad I am to be one of your closest friends and thank you for always being there when needed. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions of being with me everytime I feel bored and feel like I wanna dance with you. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences. While I agree with you,when we were talking about having a good friendship and partnership, that communication is important,I question if it is right then to make an unnecessary call to whoever I feel like talking with after 2:00am. Why would you make me call those people when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during their middle of sleep? You also know that I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a little and make me throw out when I need to eat a lot to gain strength? You know I need to eat,but why that when I need to,you lose my appetite? Unless you're subtly trying to tell me that I need to work out more to improve my balance, I donn't see the need to hammer the issue home by causing me to fall down. It's completely unnecessary, and the black and bruises that mysteriously appear on my body cause me too much consternations.Also,you shouldn't also make me feel dizzy and take many minutes to look for my door key in my bag ,and instead accompany me and hurriedly put me to bed. Furthermore,the hangovers have got to stop. This is ridiculous.This all day feeling of hangover is completely unacceptable.And when I feel so weak all day, that's the time you leave me thinking about you. Alcohol, I have enjoyed our friendship for many years now and would like to ensure that we remain on good terms. You've been the invoker of great memories-good and bad,you give me so much laughter, and the "needed" companion when I just don't know what to do with this boring life I have. In order to continue this friendship, I ask that you carefully review my grievances above and address them immediately.I look forward for an answer,not later than Friday 3pm (pre-happy hour) and hopefully we can continue this partnership. It's not that I want to get rid of you.I will never, or I will be sick without your companionship.But for now,I NEED A BREAK and I hope you understand.Thank you. Please extend my regards to the rackmates,Tequila,Vodka and Long Island. Your Partner, Baccardi Crystal Kris |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Oct 17th, 2005, 9:48am here i thought that's a lollipop gun Krissy..i was hoping i can order two for Andrea and Carlos...geeze..it's real then...i'll pass. [smiley=detective.gif] I'm just dropping by to give you this... http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v351/cebu_femme/Krissy.jpg Have a nice day!!! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Oct 17th, 2005, 11:36am :o Oh Krissy dear :-* that picture scares me...oh dear... please change it ... if its not a fuss for you... Take care. Have a nice day. When life gives you lemons, make lemonades or hmmmmm you can use that for your buddy Tequilla for some shots... lol *hugs* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 17th, 2005, 5:48pm Gracie, That's so sweet of you,sis. Thank you so much. Oh no,don'tlet Andrea see this pic.She might get scared of me. (((hugs Gracie))) Hiya Earth, Oh,that's just a pic.Don't be scared.Sorry to say but I can't explain why I liked it so much.It's halloween na next week,anyway. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 18th, 2005, 11:13am Three words that heard and uttered so often,that,sometimes,it seems like a very common phrase and very easy to say.But,what do these three words really mean anyway? I mean, what's really behind these words? Because sometimes,as I hear these,as if they are told to me because of some things or reasons.As if there's always a continuation after it. Is it, "because the need to be loved in return"? or "I love you because yadda,blah,yadda?" Is it "I love you as long as...",or "I need your attention right now?" Or it's just part of your everyday speech? Ofcourse I know what does love really mean and I guess the best example of love I have is in my Bible. When my Hero died on the cross for my sins before I was even born. When He suffered more than I ever have in life just so I could have eternal life.So,being aware of the real meaning of love,it's hard for me to believe when someone says "I love you" especially when they continue it with phrases like "you're beautiful" or anything that they think complimenting.Because ,what if later on,I won't be beautiful anymore? What if I will lose my job? What if I can't be sweet as how I was because my attention has to be divided? Will I turn to be just like that,a someone's woman? I fear. I know no one can fathom the way God demonstrated His love for us,sinners, through His death,but I mean,the sincerity is what all I long for.You say you love me,not because of anything,rather,your heart should mean it. But again,how can I feel and know that you really do,when your touch is unprocurable? But despite anything to the contrary,despite of these doubts,even if I am still learning and trying to understand what really behind those "I LOVE YOUs", I am going to tell you back these words,just because of one reason.And although I don't understand that despite of disappointments,I still,without wavering, say I LOVE YOU. And the only explaination I can give you is, because my heart means it,sincerely. I LOVE YOU!!! http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/hearts.gif |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 19th, 2005, 11:01am For a very dear friend. Please forgive me if I have done something wrong Please forgive me,if I somehow affected you With my boredom and this ineffable kind of lifestyle I am very sorry,and if ever I am the reason, PLEASE FORGIVE ME,PLEASE STAY. :'( |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Oct 19th, 2005, 5:36pm |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 20th, 2005, 6:28am Hiya Bethski! I know I need more than you do. Love me? Love you,love you not,love you,love you not..... Hehehe. I love you,too. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 20th, 2005, 6:32am I M I S S Y O U ! ! ! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 20th, 2005, 8:09pm If I would give life a one word definition,I would say,life is pain.My way of thinking contradicts modern society in such a way that life is easily explained, and the reason for existing.The continuation of life is that, to live is to feel, and since we say we live in an unafair ,imperfect and sinful world, therefore, life is pain.Don't you think? I know most of you don't agree and even question me.But wait,I will go further.An example of this would be, why God let bad things happen to good people.Why do those determined fall? And many more examples. However,as I continued writing this.I was stopped and couldn't think of what I was gonna write more about how painful life is.A friend was talking to me "online" and suddenly began talking about life.Damn, I was speechless and was stopped.I was thinking how could he just appeared so suddenly and talked to me about life very timely? I didn't want to think he came in purpose.I didn't want to listen and I tried to change the topic but , he kept talking about it and " My God" was all I could utter.I felt like someone ran his fingers on my body and felt a butterfly on my stomach.Then I was moved to tears and came to my senses. God wants us to be hurt to live through it and grow stronger. Another reason is, why else would our bodies be so fragile and so easily broken and sensitive to pain? Is that what we were meant? So that we can feel the pain? To me, this is plain as a day.I don't really know what others point of view but I will try to say and stand by this, I like the the fact that we feel pain in life. It makes it easier to accept death ,although, at the same time, it can also make the thought of death as immensely terrifying for most.Because if life is so painful ,then one would expect everyone to think death as the solution and would come to want to do it whenever they feel pain,and that gives us the urge to do suicide. Oh,unintentionally talking about this suicide terrifying word, it's been my mind's vocabulary lately. I am glad I am able to talk about it and able to say I am against it.I know I will always have pain but I hope I will feel this way ,strong, always and able to live my life in the best way and to the fullest. So,help me ,Lord. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Oct 20th, 2005, 8:34pm Krissy Hi! :) Thanks for the email. I'm sorry if I couldn't really tell you everything, but I had to beat a deadline. Everything's fine now. Hope you are well! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 20th, 2005, 8:46pm May, My God Mayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, I am soooooo happy! I am soooo glad and excited to see you back.I missed you. :'( Seriously May, I suddenly felt alone here everytime I looked out through my window and saw your place was locked. Tell you,I could hardly sleep thinking of you. And yeeeee, you finally put that picture I've been wanting for you to put as your avatar.I like it so much. :) You look so mytsteriously on that pic but I like the art of it.Thanks. (((hugs))) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Oct 21st, 2005, 11:15am Hey Krissy (((hugs))) Thank you very much for changing that pic ;) This one's better ;)) I can see ur long black beautiful hair ;D Life is tough really ... if your hurt or troubled it just means you exist and you still live...if all of this end and you feel nothing and just drift you are good as dead... I've been to a rough ride too and some bumps even now...but well thats life...I think I said too much ::) Anyway, God Bless. Keep that sweet smile and Take Care. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 22nd, 2005, 12:23pm Hi Earth, I appreciate the thoughts. Thanks for dropping by! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 22nd, 2005, 6:44pm (My) "Break Up" and Lessons I work half day during Saturdays.And today,after leaving from work,I enjoyed having lunch with my two friends and co-workers.We are all single/unmarried.So, I or we had the opportunity to listen to each other, shared about our own relationships,talked about our boyfriends (Yeah,about MEN!),about what has each of us been through,about our problems with our men.We were like Oh we have just broken up,I'm tired,He's sooooo blah blah blah,I hate him, He's like this and like that,He has so many girls.LOL. Relationships are such a wonderful part of our lives.They can bring us so much joy that we can hardly think that it can get any better.However, relationships can also bring much sadness to our lives.They can leave us feeling left out, lonely, confused, and flat out sad.Then we find ourselves full of negative thoughts and questions,when things didn't end right.Does it mean that we have nothing else to look forward to? When will I ever meet someone else that so right?, are some of the questions we often say.And sometimes, we even feel so hopeless. It is very hard to go through a situation that does not work out. However, there are blessings,lessons that come along with these experiences.Recently,I was challenged to see break-ups and unsuccessful relationships as a way for me to grow up higher and become a mature woman.Relationships are one of the most important issues to human beings and in return,I believe that we also learn some of the most important lessons in life through those relationships.It's not that we have to have relationships to survive, but we do desire that companionship with the opposite sex. And when those relationships do not go as well as we would like them to, I should still see these times as a process of reaching my full maturity. Recently,I have just had a break up.It's sad but it's more painful to go on.I mean,how would I go on with someone I always thought my best choice to be with,then found out his best or no.1 isn't me? How would I go on with someone after I found out he's been wandering with so many women,when he himself told me " I hope you won't fall in love with someone while you are with me" ? Isn't that dishonesty,unrespectful,a bullshit? Tell me "no" and hear more of my methapors! How would I go on with someone who can't even start a thing and just lay everything on me? I mean,I am very willing and even love to help but it doesn't mean,I will work,handle and do everything. After sharing my relationship that I have to my two friends,and hearing theirs as well,it gave me positive thoughts of what happened to my relationship.I have finally breathed deeply and relaxed. These are the things I have learned from my past relationships and break ups.For me these have been valuable things to think upon: Trial: Loneliness is one of the hardest things we have to deal with.It is very often the case, that after being in a relationship with someone, and seeing that relationship come to an end, loneliness can set in.This can, and is often, a wicked loneliness.It seems that I have butterflies in your stomach, I can’t sleep, and that person pops into my mind at the slightest thought. I have to be reminded that sometimes, we meet the most amazing person and for whatever reason, brings that relationship to a different destination than what I expected.This often brings me to the thought that “this maybe the person I spend my life with.” Although there is nothing wrong with wondering about that, I should put in mind that the situation does not always end up that way. Blessing: I think that the blessing in this situation is that I have given the opportunity to realize that if I think that this person is so awesome, then only imagine how much more I'm going to think of the "right" person that I have and marry! I know that it is a simple thought, but it brings me back to the Biblical understanding that God is in control and He knows what is best for me. Encouragement: I will thank for the opportunity to have met that person. Let that person be an encouragement to me. If he set an example to me,I will thank for the examples or the lessons I would learn from being with the wrong man.Maybe that person will have taught me some things that I would like to look for in the next relationship that comes across my path. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 23rd, 2005, 2:46pm C.S Lewis I spent my lastnight reading this book written by C.S Lewis, while listening to music on Yahoo!.Then I fell asleep wihout turning off my computer.I woke and looked at my laptop,I smiled, I read Yahoo! music asking "Are you still there? We detected that you're idle." Anyway,for those who are thinking or wandering about Christianity, Lewis' "Mere Christianity" provides the motivation and tools needed to get headed in the right direction.What ineterests me when I read the summary of this book was,he was an atheist.So,I said,the ideas and experiences must be interesting because as once an atheist, he knows the doubts, questions and oppositions an atheist may have. For Christians, Lewis prepares those who are faced with the need to explain and defend their beliefs while witnessing to others, which in turn builds their confidence to do so. Lewis's views are non-denominational and he does not attempt to define those boundaries, nor does he try to solicit their beliefs. The book is divided into four smaller books containing short chapters. Once I read one section,I am allowed to reflect and absorb the information provided before moving on. At the end of each chapter, Lewis summarizes his purpose for that chapter and its intended message.However,every chapter,arouses me some questions or confusions that I need to go back to the previous one, but once I read it again it provides more explanations to address those issues/confusions. Lewis ,I notice is very careful in order not to turn a reader away prematurely or scare them off by forcing Christianity upon them.Lewis uses examples I can can relate to, and then connects those examples to the point he is trying to make. I understand, not every reader will find every chapter or section in the book helpful.I pause several times ,too.I need to go back and forth. Considering what is going on in our world today, this book might come at an appropriate time to offer hope, especially who are struggling with their faith to God,including me.It was meant to give comfort.Lewis explains that God created a perfect world, not the bad things in it, and God's will is for those things that have gone wrong to be made right again. What I appreciate most is the wide range of an audience Lewis seeks to reach. For those who feel they don't understand Christianity, Lewis advises that they cannot begin to know how it works until they accept it. For those who have the fear of failing in their search, Lewis points out that failures are expected, and what matters most is the honest intent and the will to overcome. Lewis helps to depend on God and strengthens their desires to turn things over to Him. He offers some insights of theology, aiding those searching to understand their faith, which in turn will allow their faith to grow. Lewis discusses hope and heightens Christian believers' desire for heaven. Readers will come away thankful for the earthly pleasures, but also knowing the best is yet to come.As I finish the book,I have to admit few questions still remain,but generally,it was indeed helpful. "Mere Christianity" is really a good read to anyone, regardless of their beliefs. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Oct 23rd, 2005, 4:25pm Krissy My reading Mere Christianity was a slow process. I could only go for 4-5 pages at a time simply because I labored under the onslaughts of each and new ideations the author has presented in his book. I tended to absorb each line, armed with highlighter to mark lines that struck me as I read. Also, as I was reading, I tended to "hear" the words as Anthony Hopkins would have said them---replete with British accent and all. *Smiles* Silly I know but I read faster when I hear the words being read to me in my mind. Anyway, thats beside the point entirely. I am so glad that you read this book and delved right into the core of what CS Lewis was trying to convey. I have formulated a few ideas as I went on reading. Some of his views in the book are different from my own but he presented valid arguments point by point. What makes me smile are the witty remarks that he always ended his chapters with. Remember that one about the existence of the Devil? I liked that chapter very well because his argument was flawless and flowing. Most of the time, I was like, "Oh, wow...I never really thought of it that way." Well, that's why he's CS Lewis and I'm not. LOL. You just don't know how I appreciate you reading this book. I am just a recent fan of CS Lewis and every book written by him that I can get my hands on, I will read and if one of my friends read it then it makes me happy. As I have mentioned before, you have to read "A Grief Observed." The way it was written---its incredible. The words will go straight to your heart. Thought provoking, too. I will wait for your review. *Smiles* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 23rd, 2005, 8:24pm Quote:
Yes May,that's one thing I like about the book.Lewis obvioulsy avoids heavy arguments ,instead he perspicuously presents every reasons.And yes,I just like his use of metaphors. Quote:
I tried looking for this book since the first time you mentioned it but I think I have looked it from the biggest books store here in HK to the small book counters,just in case,but I was frustrated.Telling me more about the "A Grief Observed" ,I really can't wait to have it.It's a pure poetry? Wow,my God,where can I get that, kaya?. Anyway,thank you for sharing. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 24th, 2005, 9:24am Otherwise we could not live. Paul Tillich The Shaking of the Foundations |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Oct 24th, 2005, 10:43am Quote:
Krissy...i don't know if it makes sense, but let me share. From the book of Genesis, while God was still creating a woman, He created the tear as well....He said, "it is an outlet to release the pain". Suicide is not one of them. Due to our lack of faith and because of our human frailties..we tend to solve our own problem in a way we know best regardless if it was a selfish deed or unselfish act and it's all because we failed to ask help from God, and if ever we ask, we want a prompt answer...but let us not forget that God has his own timetable and if we can endure the pain, and we can overcome the trials...by then, we can experience the sunshine after the rain. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Oct 25th, 2005, 9:15pm Hi Krissy! Thanks for the mug again! That's the only mug I'm using and I snob the rest... ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Oct 26th, 2005, 2:07am on 10/25/05 at 21:15:11, mylane wrote:
Mental note: Give MyMy a mug for Christmas and persuade Gracie and Anna to give the same! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Oct 26th, 2005, 4:04am Quote:
I really don't mind, provided it is personally purchased in HongKong. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Oct 26th, 2005, 7:39pm is that a starbucks mug ??? ??? ??? |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Oct 27th, 2005, 10:29am Hi Tita Krissy, thank you :-* http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v351/cebu_femme/accar.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 27th, 2005, 7:13pm Gracie, You are no doubt brought into this place purposely. That's absolutely a sensible sharing from you. But Gracie,just in case,I didn't mean to state a negative feeling.It's just that sometimes,when I am not happy about the things that are happening of my life, I choose to think that things are made to be like "that" in puropose, (like I have stated that we are made sensitive) in order to know ,learn and grow, instead of having rebellious behaviour. I thank you very much Gracie.I owe you lot of hugs,really! Mylane, Again,you're very welcome! Now I wish I could give a cocktail glass for you to lessen your coffee addiction. But I can't imagine how can a wine glass reaches Cebu without getting pulverized.LOL. May, Oh, Mylane is really a chain coffee drinker? Ahuh. How are things ,by the way,May? I hope everything's going great. Beth, Hiya! How are you gurl? ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 27th, 2005, 7:19pm on 10/27/05 at 10:29:53, Gracia wrote:
Awww,OMG, Andrea! mmmmuuaaahhh! You're sooo beautiful! Perfectly made ,Gracie and Greg! I am so glad they fit you well. Thank you for letting you see again. *lots of kisses* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 27th, 2005, 7:39pm Busy Week I've been here in the Philippines since Tuesday night.From waking up so early,to taking a taxi, hearing screeching jeepneys and sitting for an hour along the highway with soooo heavy traffic,from Sampaloc (my bros' house) to Malate (where Desertwealth,our Phil. agency is located), my God......I'm so tired. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Oct 29th, 2005, 11:55am hiya krissy gurlie :-* jez stopping by to see how are you doing ;D yesterday was a nice time in the "get-together" but it was a busy and hectic day for me :( so l can only come for couple hours in the morning... but l enjoyed it soooooo much ;D Hows HK? 8) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Oct 29th, 2005, 3:21pm Krissy http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/teagirl/sigtag-ButterflyHugs.gif there's more where it came from :) wishing you a beautiful week ahead! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 29th, 2005, 9:37pm Bethski! I appreciate you for dropping by. Well,everything here in HK is fine.Just me who isn't.LOL. I hope everything's going well on your end as well. ;D May, Oooooo,that's super sweet of you! :) I like it so much. Thank you. Well,I am back in HK early this morning,past 2am. Had few hours sleep then had to go to work again in the morning.I'm so freakin' tired that when I came home after lunch,I fell asleep right away until dinner time. |
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Title: Happy Halloween Post by nOrKAy on Oct 31st, 2005, 7:36am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/open.gif http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/graveyard_c_01.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mylane on Oct 31st, 2005, 5:08pm on 10/27/05 at 19:13:53, nOrKAy wrote:
Oh no, my boyfriend will dump me if I will lessen my coffee addiction, that's the only thing we have in common...LOL LOL... ;D ehem ehem...madd?...LOL ;D Happy Halloween...prolly madd is doing the trick or treat...LOL |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Oct 31st, 2005, 5:15pm ;D ;DDang Krissy are they offering stiff coffee ovah there....The funeral homes I go is charging now...wonder why??? [smiley=icon_drink.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 1st, 2005, 6:22pm Mylane, LOL.You always make me laugh. Well,where is Madd? Take him out here,damm't! Hahaha. Where is heeee? Don't keep him.Hahaha. Coochie, Go live in the Philippines. You can always have free coffe in your neighborhood as long as you are a good neighbor.LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 1st, 2005, 7:29pm In three consecutive months,I willingly took the monthly business trip to Manila,to do some works in our Desertwealth International Services Corp. office,including handling job interviews.Well,each month has its assigned personnel to work in our Manila office but this time ,my confrere is 6 months pregnant that I have to oblige her schedules for the mean time.That's why if you've noticed,I said willingly. I flew to Manila night of October 25. It was nice to see my Philippines' colleagues in the morning of Wednesday,especially Mr. Catapang,the operation manager, who always makes me laugh by his gayness.Well,I started working by "how are you" with all the people in the company.Then at 9:00AM, I started handling the job interview with these people ,mostly women.There were 76 of them to be exact-14 men,and 62 women. In few years of working in this kind of job,as my personal choice of pursuit,it's my first time to encounter a group of interviewees talking about their interviewer, so nastily. One should understand a person to should act differently when he/she is on job and when he/she is outside the office.Well,everyone in the line of these people thought I was a Chinese who could never understand Tagalog and that they thought I only went in the Philippines to interview them. As I finished atleast 1/3 of them,I had to take a bathroom break.I walked then through the isle and stairs where they were.Well,as I always do, I don't talk to anyone of them unless during the interview, I dont really give big smiles to interviewees even if I know them personally, but I dont also give them wry face. As when they noticed I was getting ready to leave my table,they started to obviously get uneasy ,probably thinking I was going to let them wait for hours. As I walked out the door, my blood pressure suddenly flowed abnormally when I heard someone said, Naku,tumayo na si kurdapia,ang aga naman magmeryenda.Kailan na naman tayo balikan? Buwisit na intsik na 'to. Although I was really feeling so nervous just after I heard that,I acted like I really didn't understand what I heard.They continued talking to each other,softly but clearly to my ears.I finally figured out that the woman who first talked nastily about me had already worked overseas as she continued telling to everyone that she used to call her boss "kurdapia". My God,I wanted to go infront of that person and say Get out of my face and don't dare show up in this office again!. How could someone behave that way when you are still at the very start of your plan or goal? I mean, how can she (yes the person was a woman)treat the people whom she would be serving ,well and with respect, with that behaviour she has? I didn't really mind on how she talked about me when I slowly got my normal feelings back.But I was there to accept people who can be trusted for the job, who can work well,and one of the most important things I consider is people who can respect. I didn't show any reactions about what I have seen.I decided to just talk about it when it would be her turn to come and face me on my table.I was praying through my mind when she came ,since I couldn't help to feel so mad. I was really thinking I would send him out,but thank God I didn't, or she would have wasted much money for her application,and expenses in getting there for the ineterview. I was very sure it was a surprise for her why after the main part of the interview, I extended asking her many things including her family,since I wanted to learn about everything about her.Then I talked about her behaviour she just showed . I tried my best to be calm, but still my blood pressure was what I couldn't control flowing apace. Well,yes I pointed my finger straight to her face and warned her telling to mark my word,that she will never succeed if she won't change her behaviour and continue doing it especially to people she will be serving or working with.I gave her a chance.Despite of my anger,I really hope it can be of help to her and serves as her moral lesson as she continues fulfilling her plans in working for/with people overseas with totally different cultures. Although it was not that easy to forget and get my good feeling back after the interview,I was still able to wish them luck.Moreover,to show them I was not a buwisit but to actually help them.Besides,they should be thankful it was timely that it was me who handled them,or someone or few of them must have been rejected. All the same,that was another successful trip. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Nov 2nd, 2005, 1:03am Kurdapia--- este, Krissy *winks* LOL. I love this entry. I want to know more though---like how the stupid girl reacted when you confronted her with what she said. It's a bit hilarious and a tad bit sad, actually. There will always be people who will say or do the wrong things and well, you definitely are the bigger person when you decided to give her a chance. Afterall, she might have a runaway mouth but she might be good with children---or with laundry. Whatever. I admire your coolness because had it been me, I would have told her right there and then to her face not to bother for calling me bwisit. Oh, the humanity! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Nov 2nd, 2005, 10:23am Awwww Krissy some people are just born rude you know...well atleast you rose on the situation by being very professional and did not stoop on her level by outrightly rejecting her application because of her behaviour. (Maybe if her stomach is well fed , now that you gave her chance on the job, she will learn ethics) I salute you for that! Keep it up! Wow, you were here in Manila, I wish we met. Maybe some other time...sometime in February? lol! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 2nd, 2005, 4:14pm May, LOL. I don't mind what name they would have called me,but the bwisit? Excuse me. Well,when I confronted her and pointed my finger straight to her face, she was shocked and looked like she was wearing a red make up that wasn't worn wholly. But I think we both looked the same because of my extreme anger.She was so embarrassed as she never expected I knew everything she said. Well,good thing though to me when I encounter this kind of situation on my job,I can still manage to just let my anger voiced out by just pointing my fingers and giving the hardest words I can. I just don't know if it comes to my love affair fight and I am confronting my honey's "other woman". Not just words and fingers that work May! My fists take action too,right to her face!!! I swear!!! LMAO,hahahaha! Well,yes that's actually the reason why I did give this lady a chance,since the ability to do the work is the main thing we look from them.She may have a foul mouth,but might be good in household chores.One more reason is,I want to see how far can she reach her goal. I want to ride herd on her and see how her future goes .I can keep in touch with her boss anyway.I want to take this as a part of my job's history.So,we will see.I hope though that she will take my words, though they were hardly delivered to her ,to remind her always about her nasty behaviour and that it may change her and able to work with respect or she will be wasting her money and time if she won't.And if in case she decided to quit her application from our office because of the embarrassment I gave her which she caused,then it's not my loss. My salary is never going to be affected,anyway. Earth, There are people who were born rude? I am very sorry Earth but I disagree.My belief is that,everyone is born innocent. Yes,I was in Malate working for three days. Hey Earth,LOL, please do something with the soooooo heavy traffic problem there in Manila.Waaa,I spent so much time on the road because of heavy traffic. Unbelievably heavy! And man,why the jeepneys have to keep beeping and beeping when they know it's traffic.What can the continuous beeping do with the traffic? LOL. Anyway,I really appreciate the post. ;) ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Nov 3rd, 2005, 9:58am on 11/02/05 at 16:14:21, nOrKAy wrote:
Hahahaha! that statment I made about there are some people who are born rude was just a joke about the girl lol! I know everyone is born good its the environment and the circumstances when they were growing up that change people otherwise. Waaaaaaaah Krissy I wish I could do something about the traffic....hmmm... maybe when I become the President of the Philippines I will discard all old and rotting jeepneys and I will no longer allow purchase of new vehicle without turning over the old one to decongest the traffic lol!... But that is just wishful thinking Krissy...too many vehicles in Manila and the roads remain the same ::) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 3rd, 2005, 12:10pm Gorgeous Earth, Oh,LOL. It's good I stated my belief then.If not,it would come out as I agreed to you and that we were both joking.LOL. Oh,WOW, hurry Earth, achieve that goal-Phil's presidency.You're into politics,ha.I don't bother if I won't be able to wait for that regime of yours.I will definitely be bearing many children to benefit that,anyway.LMAO.Hahaha. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by mercedeezman on Nov 3rd, 2005, 12:34pm hi krissy, hey just popping in i can't say i agree that all ppl are born the same, i think there are ppl born to be bad i have these 2 cousins about my age, one is like a brother to me, but the other is a natural-born jackass. they both were raised the same way, and one turned out a good person, but the other is just a plain convict. the guy is crazy. he had spent some time in jail. this one night he gets out of jail, and i'm at his bro's place when he does. the 3 of us are having a coule beers and relaxing, and b4 the night is over the nutty cousin has cut off the good cousin's finger with an 8" bowie knife, and is back on his way to jail again. within like 16 hrs of getting out. sorry, nope, i know some stooid ppl, and seeing how they were brought up, i think they born that way. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 3rd, 2005, 12:54pm So,I haven't been writing much on my blog lately.It's not that I was lazy or something.It's just that I needed to limit using the computer and even was essential for me to never use it. I have been struggling with indescribable wrists pain since last week.I really can't even remember how did I start having this pain.All I know is that,it started after my Manila trip. At first,I thought it was just like what I usually feel when I am tired from writing,but then I found out it's becoming worse everyday.I thought it could be the weather as when I came back here in Hong Kong,it was cold,so I was thinking it's just a normal feeling.But then,I began to worry when the feeling became so annoying and frustrating. I hate going for a hospital check so I tried to ice it as May suggested.I also tried soaking it for atleast 40 minutes with mud spa and rose petal spa. Then my sister bought an electric massager which I always use everytime my hands get tired. Thank God,I feel much better now. On the other hand,although I had to set aside my computer for the mean time due to what I was suffering, I kept it open in my bedroom and listened to Yahoo! music.So,in few days that I haven't been able to stay and blog on my computer ,although I made one and few short posts,it urged me to read my hand written journal from the very first page.Wow, my facial expression varies as I turned every page. I enjoyed reading while I was reminded of things that happened. I came to this two-page history I wrote long ago before I started to join in the Blogworld in this message board. While reading it,it gave me a pause thinking about it. I see,how in love I was,how crazy I was with this guy. NO,I am not going to write about it here again. But I can say other things again about this awesome guy. It worthed every second thinking of him at that moment while reading our memories - naks.I miss how we used to show how much we were in love with each other.I miss the time we spent together.I miss to feel his gentle hands which he used to run on my back,caress my face,hold my lips as he kissed,how gentle he was when he kissed my forehead even when we were walking on the streets.I miss how he told me story of his dog, how he used to end his statement with darlin'. Then I turned to the page where everything ended between us. I was speechless re-reading it again although how it happened is still fresh on my mind but while reading how I wrote the story in my journal,the feeling of being hurt and the uttermost frustration suddenly brushed up on both my heart and mind. Well, it worthed crying for, once again while I wished we had the same plans and wants and made our dreams about living together,forever. I miss everything about him.I still love him.I still care about him.Although things ended differently,I can make a promise I will never forget this guy.I will always be here for him .I MISS HIM. I hope that when you visit me here,in this Blogworld I am and read this portion which I believe you can easily tell this is you I am talking about, you will realise again how much I have loved you.You're awesome.I MISS YOU. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 3rd, 2005, 6:53pm An Evening A SUNSET'S mounded cloud; A diamond evening-star; Sad blue hills afar; Love in his shroud. Scarcely a tear to shed; Hardly a word to say; The end of a summer day; Sweet Love dead. --William Allingham |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 4th, 2005, 7:13am on 11/03/05 at 12:34:58, mercedeezman wrote:
Jeff, The person must have a psychological problem. That's a sad story.I have a question though,LOL. How did he get his good cousin's finger cut off when you were three and he's just one? LOL. Anyway, I know there's a story about how it happened.So,don't bother. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 4th, 2005, 7:24am Lorene Cary This book is about a Philadelphian girl named Libby ( Lorene,the author),who attends a private boarding school in New Hampshire. Libby, is one of the first young black women admitted to St. Paul's School in the early '70s. She is challenged to explore who she is and who she wants to be and at the same time must cope with the alienation from, and gradual collapse of her family hundreds of miles away. Not to intentionally give disappointment but honestly, Black Ice was by far one of the most difficult and boring books I've ever read. I thought of reading this book because it is an autobiography about a young African American girl and I thought in some way I could relate.And I just love reading autobiographies. The book starts off completely slow and it stays that way throughout the whole book. It doesn't have any parts that are interesting or keep my attention. One other thing I didn't like, was the fact that the words she uses are so hard for me to understand. There are too many characters and she jumps back and forth between them throughout the entire story, so I always get confused whom she's talking about or what the purpose is in the story. However,the biggest issue that caught my interest to go on and finish this book, is the author's feelings of severe insecurity about operating or being part in this white academic environment. She was ambitious to outshine everybody, of whatever race at the school. She's proud of who she is and what she's gone through. Also of interest is her apparent deep fear of her white classmates, even though she developed many friendships.I particularly liked though the contrast between Libby's artistocratic life at St. Paul and her life when she came back to her working class home for the summer before senior year and worked at the Dinner. There she met Booker, the pot-smoking, tough guy head cook and reveals him to be a tragic figure. I really don't know how others' who have read this book thoughts,but this is how I view after reading it. It is an OK read,however, I can not honestly recommend to somebody to right away read it,although, this is a good book to read for students especially to those who are attending a school with different races. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Nov 4th, 2005, 3:33pm Krissy I have read books which are as interesting as a doorknob and normally, I would leave the book without intending to finish it. But there are also books that needed to be read at certain times in one's life---and that's when you realize what a wonderful book it was and ask why hadn't you read it sooner. Well, you did and you just didn't get it that one time. I love books that grow old with me. When I reach for a familiar page and the words I read still ring true. I love books such as these. An example would be my perennial favorite, The Little Prince by Antoine De St. Exupery. I have read it as a child and I have read it as a grown woman and almost always, there are words in this book that jump out at me and hold me by the neck and dig deep down into my soul. Somehow, these words reinforce The Little Prince's place in my favorite list. I'd probably never read Black Ice in this lifetime but I'm glad you did. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 5th, 2005, 7:24am May, Well,yes there are books I want to read because I like the story,there are books that I read because I'm the authors' fan.LOL. I read Black Ice because I found it as I-don't-know-unless-I-read-and-finish-it book. But thing is,although it never thrilled me, I can say something about it and not just "I dont know" if someone asks me about it. :P Now that's another book to look for. Thanks for sharing. I will check on it ,hopefully tomorrow.Tsk,tsk, malling again.Hahaha. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by killerabbit on Nov 5th, 2005, 11:04am Anne Rice is on of my favorite writers but for some reason I cannot seem to get through one book she wrote.I started twice on "The Vampire Armand" but cannot seem to get through it. Hi Krissy! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Nov 5th, 2005, 2:33pm Krissy I'm aghast! You have never read The Little Prince? Oh, girlygirl---you have got to go to the mall and get that book immediately. And when I say immediately, I meant you should have gotten the book yesterday. *winks* I miss ya. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by killerabbit on Nov 7th, 2005, 5:37am Hey Kissy!Did you get any of those Anne Rices books I was telling you about?Dont forget to get them!Hope your head feels better!Muah! :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 7th, 2005, 7:02am Hmmm? I am not really sure but the fact is I haven't been out at night and had some bar hopping ,so that means I haven't had any glass of any of my favorite wines for three consecutive weekends.Wow, so my letter to alcohol last October 17 which I also publicised by posting it on my blog, was a success? Oh, I wish I could say a yes right away. I enjoy going out with friends and have some wine during weekends.However,I apparently noticed something was going badly amiss about my addiction of wine. My smoking habit became worse as well,as once I have drunk like three glasses of wine,I wouldn't even want to put down my cigarette on the ashtray and waste an ash to fall without inhaling it. I really am working for more progress. But damn it, I am suffering headache right in this moment. I had more than enough red wine lastnight! Oh well,as I've been told,it's not bad to have fun once in a while.So,for sure,lastnight doesn't mean a restart to go back again. *fingers crossed* ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 7th, 2005, 7:11am on 11/05/05 at 14:33:56, teagirl wrote:
May, Yeah, it's a sure a surprise that at my age (LOL), I haven't seen this book yet. And not only you who was aghast, it's even funny for my sister inlaw. I was in the books' store,I called her because I membered again about The Grief Observed. She asked me what was I checking on and I told her about the The Little Prince. She said ;What? You mean by Antoine de Saint-Excupery? Haha, that's already an old book of the children.I can ask them to send it to you. But I wanted to get a copy of mine,too so I refused but thankful. Well, I like The Little Prince. The person who is narrating really seems interesting. I like very much his imagination about his drawing of a boa constrictor inside an elephant seems like a hat. Don't you think it's a wild idea? This book is highly humorous and I can count it right away as one of my favorites. I also liked the moment when the narrator drew the sheep in a box. I didn't understand why it pleased the little prince so much. I felt sad when the snake bit the prince even though he was going back to his planet. I think this book is a novel classic and the author has to be praised and for his ingenuity in thinking up such humorous ideas which are compelling to read. An example, would be of the Turk who changed his outfit to a European outfit and his idea was approved while when he was wearing a Turkish outfit they mocked him. The illustrations are exquisite. All in all,this is a wonderful great classic thin book which I enjoyed a lot. Again,thank you May for the great influence and for encouraging me to put up a book shelf on both my closet here which this Forum shared with me and my closet where no one shares with me since my for good separation from Roy,my soooper sweet rottie. Anyway,I am posting a review of this book you have shared to me for those who haven't read it yet and interested to know about it. I always miss ya,too! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 7th, 2005, 8:00am on 11/05/05 at 11:04:32, killerabbit wrote:
Chris, To be honest,I am not a fan of those kind of fictions.Not at all.I just don't.Even so, I tried to check on Anne Rice's books section. Ah, Interview With the Vampire, The Vampire Armand ( The Vampire Chronicles ),The Vampire Lestat,The Queen of the Damned,The Witching Hours. Damn it Chris! LOL. I read all the summaries and I wasn't convinced at all.Haha, I am sorry. I was infact murmuring while checking on them.Oh mysteries. Witches? Oh skip it! No wonder even yourself find hard to trace your own life. Ohhhhh,Wabbit! I didn't get any! Hehehehe. Anyway,if you like to read witty mysteries, I recommend you to check on Agatha Cristie's. However, thing is you read books and that's really nice to hear. Keep going. ;D Oh,my head is feeling good now, as long as it's not thinking of you! Hahahaha~~ joke! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 7th, 2005, 6:39pm Antoine de Saint-Exupery The narrator, who is a pilot has crashed in the Sahara Desert with his airplane, and is now stranded. The pilot/narrator relates his own adventures and those of the little prince, and he illustrates them as well. He has said since he was a child, that the drawings are just as important as the text. When he illustrates, it makes him think and feel completely as if he was a child once again. As he begins to feel lonely and discouraged, he meets the little prince and begins to like him very much. The little prince reminded the pilot of the invisible aspects of life. He slowly begins to put his drawings to life as his days go on, and feels just as if he was a child again. Just like the little prince, he too learns a very valuable lesson, that what truly matters is a matter of consequence, and is invisible to the eye. The little prince is the symbol of hope, love, compassion, and the child in every one of us. He comes from a planet called Asteroid B-612, where everything is so small, just like the little prince. The little prince represents all the humanity and truth. He has so much innocence that he is so confused about the behavior of adults. His strong imagination makes pictures come to life. He has a rose, and 3 other volcanoes that he left behind on his planet when he departed. The reason the little prince left his planet was because he loved the rose too much, but he assumed that she didn't love him back, so he left, without realizing what importance he had left behind. The rose is the symbol of our families and loved ones, whom we must take care of, and tame. It symbolizes the things that we must care for and treasure. The little prince makes many new friends on Earth, but he sees in him that he still feels lonely without her, the rose. While he visits earth, he learns one of the most important lessons in life. He learns that someone must see the invisible aspects of life with the heart, and not with the eyes. This he and the pilot learned from the fox. The fox was the one who asked the little prince to tame him. This meant to take care of him, and become friends with him, being responsible for him, and loving him, and truly seeing the most important things in life, through the heart. The little prince and the pilot realize that people no longer see what is truly important in life, which causes them to learn something very important from one and other. Never in my life have I ever read a story of such magnitude. Never have I encountered something so genuinely poignant. It will remain in my heart and in my life until the day I might read it to my own children. At first, I felt like I was just gonna read a story,a fascinating story but after turning the last page of the book, I must have to say this is not just for children,although it was written from a view of a child. I love those metaphors and if only a reader can willingly open his mind and heart and learn what the narrator is trying to emphasize by those metaphors, the whole story is very touching and realise how profoundly meaningful . It is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye. I read this book lastnight,right away after buying it while I was waiting for my friend's call. It gave me a real wide smile.Then,tonight I have just read it again. So,after second time of reading this The Little Prince, the more that the story and the phrases gave me very clear reflections on my own life. I feel some sort of sighing why I was not offered this kind of books when I was a child and was motivated to love books such as this.It's sad to think really,the fact that my late Mom had a very different way and idea of taking care of me when I was little,and that as long as I was healthy,safe and had my needs,she taught that's all that matters.My Dad is totally the opposite and I am so happy,that at least I had some time being with him after his retirement from his full time job and before I was separated from him ( forcibly! :( ) .Through that limited time we have spent together,I was taught to read,I was bought of some books, I was motivated to mingle with other people and had been taught by him about several kind of games. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 8th, 2005, 6:47am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/the20fly.gif LOL Laugh of the Day http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/wangs61.gif Guys, anyone wants to compete? LMAO |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Nov 8th, 2005, 10:52am on 11/07/05 at 18:39:28, nOrKAy wrote:
Yeah... I love this book too... especially that phrase you highlighted... If you loved this book I really suggest you try reading Five People You Meet in Heaven and Tuesdays With Morie all by Mitch Albom...although Mitch got this not so good reputation I applaud him for these books he wrote... I LOVE IT! Promise if you not like them I give you a box of your favorite chocolate lol! ;D Just dropping by ;D Take care |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 9th, 2005, 6:15am Earth, Yep,I have read before The Five People You Meet in Heaven ,but I don't have a copy of my own since I only borrowed it from a friend. I liked the life story of an old (80yr old,if I am not mistaken?),simple man. I have seen yet the Tuesdays With Morie. Thanks! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by teagirl on Nov 9th, 2005, 3:03pm Krissy I just want you to know that right now I have the satisfied smile of a cat who just had a bowl of milk upon reading your review of The Little Prince. I remember the first time I read it---I was lost in the magic of the story. I love how it cajoles my imagination about the magical world of love and life. Its easier for children to believe in the magic of things, while as adults, we only tend to complicate life. Is it because we have lost our imagination at the pressures of life? Well, anyway, it is indeed a wonderful book. One of my favorite passages, which holds true in real life as well was about the time you spend with your rose is what makes it special. I couldn't agree more. Krissy, thank you for getting the book, reading it and loving it. Thank you! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 10th, 2005, 5:23am by Kaunie Hagensen Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone? I feel alone,even though you haven't left me yet. I try to hold you and ask you to stay. However, it's all your decision. This Poem lets out some of my frustrations. I live far from my family,from my Dad who represents the presence of the whole family, and often times feel alone. I get angry for being so far away, yet there is really nothing I can do to remedy it. This poem mainly states all the feelings I go through, the feelings I feel , when I think I cannot feel anymore. But today, not my Dad's presence,not a pet's presence,not a boyfriend's presence,not my on-leave co-worker's presence... It's YOUR presence. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 10th, 2005, 6:05am May, Thank you always,for sharing. Other than the friendship, that will be one of the best things I will never forget about you. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Nov 11th, 2005, 2:56am Krissy, what's plan for Christmas? Plan something merry, it will help ease the loneliness..........but why lonely??? Life is too beautiful to waste on loneliness...cheer up!!! :) :) :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 11th, 2005, 6:24am Gracie, Mmmm, I will tell you everything. I don't have a particular plan yet for this Christmas,but one thing for sure is to be with my family. Mmmm, I am not sure if "lonely" is the exact word, all I know is I am upset of a certain thing. Thank you. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Nov 11th, 2005, 9:11am on 11/10/05 at 05:23:11, nOrKAy wrote:
((( hugz ))) for you Krissy...prolly you are feeling homesick already and missing the presence of the people who love you as you are without any restrictions. I suggest you take a break from it all when you have the chance so when you get back you are recharged and feel better. I hope you feel better soon. Sometimes it rains you know but after that the sun will shine again. Take care. Just dropping by. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Nov 11th, 2005, 10:20am Quote:
I guess we are all entitled to get upset, but then, we can't always think that things will happen smoothly as if no storms will ever pass. It will strenghthen you as a person, don't let it ruin you in any way. Let's accept trials as part of improving ourselves, and let's be open of what's to come, may it be joyful or sadness. :)God Bless you Krissy ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 11th, 2005, 4:21pm Earth, Noooo, I don't need a break, otherwise, you wouldn't see me here for a while. OK, yes my feellings is irrefutable. Thank you so much ,anyway. ;) Gracie, You are really an angel to me. Well, I know I am not gonna stop having trials in my life. But this moment, it allows me to see how hurtful when I am true with how I feel or when I am honest with the relationship built unexpectedly with a certain person, then the season comes and leads us to somehow change . And I think it's really one of the difficult feelings to deal with. Well, probably because the thing happened on the spur of the moment? Anyway, thank you always Gracie. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 11th, 2005, 5:09pm A Simple,Yet I think ,A Good Sharing Well, as I was sitting back thinking about the ''little things'' that I wrote about yesterday that seem to mean the most to me in someone, it reminded me that it's not always the biggest things that are the most important to others.They may be the 'little' qualities but bring a 'big' smile to others' face. That's easy for me to say, but when it comes to me, I have to constantly remind myself that God did not make a mistake when He designed me. I had always struggled with weight issues (I used to weigh more than I would like to). After re-reading what I wrote from yesterday, I was reminded that those simple things about me may mean the most to those around me ,or perhaps my husband, if I am to be married.It's not always to be Mrs. Perfect. And when I say about the most important thing about me,that's my honesty to myself and to everything I do. I mean, it may be a bad thing or a good thing, it may cause to hurt someone or myself, I still do it according to what I think should be done. So, I just wanted to share these thoughts with you guys: Maybe the things that we are worried about the most, are in fact not the things that others see and enjoy in us. It may just be those ‘simple things’ about you, that bring a smile to their face…like the smile brought to my face by the little things I wrote in my journal about yesterday. Just some thoughts.... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Nov 12th, 2005, 3:48am Quote:
Feelings is always the most difficult to deal with especially if it involves the person you cares the most. The more close you are with the person, the more hurt it brings to you but then, it will give you the chance on how to deal with it. Choices are either you will be selfish by not accepting the circumstances, or by being unselfish in a way of giving the person the respect and freedom to do what he/she wishes. [smiley=idea2.gif]hmmm let's practice the latter Krissy...it's kind of healthy and wrinkles free... [smiley=angel.gif] [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by scottman on Nov 12th, 2005, 6:08am Krissy, let me tell ya something about worrying... don't do it! life is very short, very very short. as someone once wrote, our life is but a grain of sand in the hour glass of time. it is a very true statement. To worry is to waste a piece of that grain of sand. here is the deal, live your life for you cause in the end, married not married, employeed not employeed, lots of friends a couple of friends, it is what it is... but when you wake up in the morning and looke in the mirror; when you go to bed at night and look in the mirror; it is you, you are looking at; that is what matters! hey, my 2 cents... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 12th, 2005, 5:19pm Gracie, It's a special kind of feeling to know you're always there. A special kind of comfort to know you always care--- It's a very special kind of friendship When together, we laugh. It's a very special kind of love That we always share and--- Hopefully we always will. :) Thank you! Scotty, Aww, that's so thoughtful and kind of you to drop by when you see I am bankrupted ,and share your two cents. Thank you so much. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 12th, 2005, 5:41pm Breaking Deafening Silence It's almost midnight but I wanna go out so bad. I want to be away from things here. I miss just sitting in my room listening to music, reading, trying to write poems,or letters. But tonight, I want noise, I want different smells around me, and spend time with those friends partying right now. It's not like anyone pays attention to me anyway. I really miss what I had. Maybe if I leave from here and come back,wake up tomorrow, I will be able to get myself together again and things will look better for me. So, gonna blow hair,get dressed and I am being waited to make the party, hot. LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 13th, 2005, 2:21am For Better or For Worse, My Life Must Go On I can't enjoy today if I let myself stuck about the past.My mind and my thoughts could be stuck in the past, continually thinking about what has already happened. If that's the case, it's best to get over it. The past has already happened, I can't do anything to change it. Rather, I ought to set them aside and work out those things for ultimate good. On the other hand, my mind could also be stuck in the future, thinking about what might happen, what I fear will happen, and things I wish wouldn't happen. However, may God help me with my ought if, I say , I will not let the past ruins my future. It's indeed hard to say I don't worry about the past or the future,so instead, I learn from the past and provide for my future. I will consider ,forgetting is one way to move on. However, I don't mean to hate.Not at all. I will always take those precious moments,experiences and heartaches all the time with me,but I just need to separate them in order for me to move on in a lighter way and freely. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Nov 14th, 2005, 2:59am Quote:
Krissy, that's a very nice one there, thank you for taking the time to make one for me...thank you, thank you, thank you!!! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Nov 14th, 2005, 3:50am Hi Krissy just wanted to say HIIIIIIIII!!!!Doing a great job ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 14th, 2005, 4:37am by John LeClare Glittering dark, dancing Before my eyes, closed Everything I see, shadowed In roaring silence I hear Falling A feather Soundless, a brush My lovers touch Bitter, life's bile Sweet, love's taste Shadows of tomorrow Darken the path of yesterday What was will not be What is, stands Before my eyes, open My life |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 14th, 2005, 4:42am Gracie, Welcome, my pleasure! And I want you to know, I meant every line,especially the last one. ;D Coochieeeee, Hi! I miss ya girl! So,whats up? Thanks for dropping by. I appreciate it. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nelson3082000 on Nov 14th, 2005, 6:04am Hi Krissy, Just sayin hi long time no see and good to see ya well and doin fine, take care and be good.. ya buddy Mark |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 14th, 2005, 6:46am Nelson, Hiya ! So you're back. That's good. Have fun. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 15th, 2005, 1:26pm Tears, Still Irrepressible I know I should be replying an e-mail, yesterday. But I could hardly start. I am still emotional ! I understand, I actually have started accepting it. It's just hard for me to hold back my tears, everytime I see myself "alone". I will surely do it. I will,and I am sure everything will be well. But I certainly will always miss everything. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 15th, 2005, 1:41pm I can't say yesterday was a great Monday. Oh well, when was Monday well thought out as a great day? However,yesterday was a kind of relaxed one since it was a not-so-busy Monday ,although I was a little tired of the weekend. So,while waiting for the result of the visas approval for those latest endorsed empolyees, from the immigration, I looked and worked on the resumes submitted and on few people who urgently needed jobs,as their contracts have been expired or will expire very soon. Well, the real reason why I wanted to talk about my Monday, was about what I have encountered which somehow made me feel disconcerted. This feeling of disconcertion led my mind into a bigger issue. Six people were there for job interview. There the last person ,a woman, came in. I was like ,"oh my goodness", when I first glanced at her. I felt I really couldn't go on with the interview,with her. How could someone go for a job interview "undecently" dressed ?! Yes, this woman came for interview with a very "hot" clothes -- a tank top with very narrow straps,and a cotton mini skirt . Geez,the lining of her panty! Since I was really uncomfortable facing her, I approached her saying ; "It's already winter, aren't you feeling cold with just that clothes?" She answered me back, " It was not cold this morning, and because I also went to Tsim Sha Tsui , and I know it's hot there." (Tsim Sha Tsui is one of the busiest and most crowded parts of HK). I began to get more upset of her statement. So, I tried to insist that she shouldn't be in that kind of dress that day,saying, " Besides,you would be coming in an office for an interview for a "decent" job,and you wouldn't be meeting a pimp to interview you!", my voice began to raise. I began to open her papers,while I was trying to calm down myself, because I had no intention to just send her out. Geez, I suddenly felt weak. I continued to discuss with her about her documents and experiences. Then I gave her pieces of advise, warnings, as well as , encouragements ,since I saw that her release paper was worth recommending. She was sorry and I hope that she will do the things she had promised. Well, I do wear sexy dress, when I go to a party, but not to the point that I show my tummy, half part of my boobs, or my butt's cheek [term?] , or even show that I am wearing a thong or a T-back ! LOL. Anyway, the reason why I am very rigorous in imposing this kind of discipline especially to those women applying as domestic helpers, is that, not all employers or bosses are the same.Not all of them don't mind you about everything, such as wearing whatever you're comfortable with, or in any way you want to dress. Also, there are hundred cases of rape, and malicious acts by bosses in HK, alone, because of the way their employees/helpers clothe themselves. And that's what I am actually concerned about. Going further, some women like to dress just plain trashy,which I sometimes really don't get why,unless they are women on the streets . My question is: Why? So, guys might find you attractive? They might think you're hot. But then what? Will they actually want to get to know you for YOU? Will they ever be able to understand and appreciate you for who you are, or will they only be interested in what you are "putting out there for all to see"? Men are given a warped view on women, which sucks for girls who are trying to be decent. I mean, if beauty is dressing like a porn queen, then I don't stand a chance. No one will ever think I am beautiful. It also ticks me off for my married brothers who are also trying to be away of those temptations and these girls are just throwing themselves out there. I mean, it looks like it's even impossible for them to get into a bar without wearing an almost-naked dress and their breasts falling out. My heart goes out to all of these girls, because I'm just like, "Come on,you are so much more than this!" Well, true, we should remain attractive and beautiful but it should never mean to be in this way. If that's the case, what will you do then when you'll be 75 years old and still want to be considered beautiful? Are you gonna put on a very *friendly* personty outfit and go to town? Heck no. Are you gonna keep getting facelift after facelift and boob job after boob job? I hope not. There is nothing wrong with being beautiful on the outside, but if that is what you're proud yourself of, if that's how you want people to see you, if that's how you want to be remembered, and if you don't want people to ever actually know and appreciate the real you for who you are, then go ahead and dress like that and show for all to see....maybe your father will see it. And I'm not just talking about your earthly father, either. Just some thoughts. ( Whatever was written in this article that a reader finds insulting or deleterious, I want to make clear that this was plainly written about my own personal encounter,and never intended to deliver any negative affection to anyone. ) |
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Title: For Krissy Post by scottman on Nov 16th, 2005, 1:58am posting on behalf of M Don't think I am gone For I am here. I am the hand Of a friend when The gentle rains Of life have come. Your sorrows Are my sorrows Your joys, too, Are mine. In every tomorrow Come rain Or come shine, My words Will reach you Wherever I am. I am here for you. M 16 Nov 2005 8.00 am |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 16th, 2005, 7:12am Scott, Thank you so much for taking/sharing your time in delivering this poem and message for me from my dear friend. I am leaving a message on this receipt of delivery,for her to read when you will give her back. Oh, by the way, did you get a pack of Otap when she made you a delivery boy? LOL. MD, Please turn page 30- Tears ,Still Irrepressible . I have all the understanding. I just hate this season of our friendhip. I am sure you know how I feel, and why do I feel this way. I hate separation. Anyway, I am sure everything will be fine, because I know you're always there. As days pass by, I am beginning to fully understand your side, and I really hope that you can also understand why I somehow demonstrated sort of choler. While I understand you, my feelings is so stubborn to adjust. If you remember how lonely and how much I cried before? I cried more about this thing, really. Thank you so much for the great poem. I will write you another e-mail . Miss you, Krissy |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Nov 16th, 2005, 7:36am Quote:
Krissy, maybe she has few reasons of wearing that. Like, 1) she ran out fo cash, the shorter the cheaper....2) the employer might not worry of rape coz she's inviting herself into it, in this case, possibly no complain at all. 3. She's a master of judo karate that she won't worry about rape and 4. Giving her the benefit of the doubt, she might know how to dress herself when she's on the actual job. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Nov 16th, 2005, 10:10am on 11/16/05 at 07:36:45, Gracia wrote:
wow :O l wish l know karate so when sumone interview me for a job, they'll hire me cuz they scared l will smack em down [smiley=roll.gif] lol lol |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 17th, 2005, 2:49am Gracie, LOL. She got few reasons, foolish reasons and she would never expect a smile or a positive answer from me. Well, I don't know ,but it's good to keep reminding them about those things, and I also feel like I am obliged to do that , for their own good. Bethski, LOL. Then also men would be scared. And I know you wouldnt like that. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by daviefaescotland on Nov 17th, 2005, 2:57am hi krissy need ur help :-[dont know how to start the blog lol :'( can u help me [smiley=icon_thanks.gif] [smiley=silly.gif] [smiley=bigcry.gif] |
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Title: Re:JoB Encounter Post by CooCHie on Nov 17th, 2005, 3:22am I cant help reading about your thoughts on "these women who goes for interviews". Well, in your line of job, you have the right to say something or advice someone who needs your help in getting a job. It is appropriate to say a proper attire for interviews...Nonethess, for these women who like to dress so provocatively, sometimes, they are dressing too little to the imagination...This is the trend that we, as a society started. yet to some it is not too pleasing to the eye but to others it is mere a tease to the opposite sex...It is us who can choice what to wear and not to wear..People have choices to wear what they want to wear in public, however, there are some ppl who sometimes their intentions are misguided and it resulted to crimes like rape...and so forth. I know we lost the modesty that our ancestry started long time ago,but as evolution changes so are our ideas, technology and so forth..They are getting more complicated almost everyday. To understand them, are confusing...but understanding to accept might help you why they do what they choice as their preference. I put it this way, we were born naked and some areas in this world ..they are still walking naked and ppl do not put any malice because they are accustom to their cultural environment and on the other hand their are certain areas that gals needs to be covered from head to toe..again, it is because of their cultural environment..We can either choice to ignore it or not to ignore it..Cant help noticing it thought...hehehehe too sexy for my taste...Oh lalala...Just my thought Krissy....you wrote a very interesting point of view... :) :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 17th, 2005, 7:16am Davie, It's simple, Davie. Just hit "Start New Topic" here in the "Blog Central" section and right away,you can start your own thread. I hope to see though, a welcome for everyone to join and share your party and foods there in your space. So, start now. ;D Coochie, Thank you for your input. Well, I would never comment or even say anything to someone who dresses like how the woman had, if she wasn't in my authority. I think it's very unrespectful to go to an office, present your self "undecently" and don't expect any reaction. It was also upsetting for me,because like how she presented herself, she only showed that she never long for a respect too,for herself. I go to bars,disco houses and I am used of "almost naked" women. Do I mind their business? No. I never say anything about it for I know I dont have the right.Besides,it a party place. Although, I can't help to be like "sheeshh, it's freakin' cold,and she's just wearing just that?" LOL. Anyway, the main reason of my words and reactions about the subject, was I was just too concern to her, actually. I appreciate very much your input, my Coochie. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 17th, 2005, 7:31am
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Nov 18th, 2005, 12:35pm re: your post on job encounter Hmmmm... I couldn't agree with you any better Krissy. I think and I believe when you go to a job interview you should be a little decent with the clothes you wear. It doesn't matter what kind of job you are applying for atleast be decent. I thought it was a common knowledge though... well I was wrong lol! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Nov 18th, 2005, 7:54pm using tank top on ur interviews? :o oh my dear... it will be a dead case [smiley=wall.gif] l never ever wear tank top on my interview, even if l do, l'll use my blazer outside cuz using tanktop just like very unappropriate n a suicide. so if you feel like u wanna smack dat gurls head, l'm agree witcha krissy ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 19th, 2005, 8:10am Gurls, ;) :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 19th, 2005, 8:26am CS Lewis Yes! I have finaly done reading The Chronicles of Narnia Boxed Set! It's definitely a good series. I have read Lord of the Rings and such, these are very closely on the same line. I was talking one time last week with a friend and I asked what was she reading that moment, she asked me back if I have read this book,saying it's what she was reading. I was only like " I see". But she continued telling about it and getting my excitement to read,too. I didn't have the plan to get one of my own that I even answered her; "Oh ok, update me about it when you will finish. I don't want to stay again in my room for the whole day reading it." But I laughed when she said ;" Hey, you have to. Trust me. I have an impeccable taste of good literature and this is perfect. Period." Only to find out, it didn't only take one day! It made me quiet ,yet busy in my bedroom, everynight! I remember reading The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe when I was (already) in first year college, whic my sister bought it for me ( I hardly volunteer buying books for myself,before. LOL.) . Last week, I got the whole set, and I was very happy and excited. I love holding and turning each book when I first got them from the books' stores. I chose to get the hardcover when I know I would love the book. Well, I trust the writing of CS Lewis, which made me sure of my thought of loving the books. I went to check on this series of book in the books' store last week and I was eagerly peeking each of CS Lewis books' shelves. But at the same time I was also like No, I am not gonna take home these many books and stuck myself in my room! . So, I got only what I really intended to buy--The Chronicles of Narnia. For those who are interested, here are short reviews of each book. The Magician's Nephew: This is to show you how the land of Narnia began, and gives insight into the others. It's not that great of a book on it's own, but great as a prelude to the ones to come. Story seems to end rather abruptly, but it was worth reading, probably the worse of them all. It shows how Narnia was created and such. The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe: This is the book that really kicked off the series. It has plenty of action, and has a very creative element to it. The story has an old feel to it, but a good one I should add. Probably one of the better out of the series. Four children are find a doorway to Narnia in a wardrobe. The Horse and His Boy: I think this might have been the best one. This focuses on a boy and a talking horse who are trying to get to Narnia. Prince Caspian: This had a slow start, but picked up and was going strong, but ends rather abruptly as well. The four (Peter, Lucy, Edmund, Susan) children are summoned once again to Narnia to restore peace to the land, thousands of years after their first adventure in Narnian years. The Voyage of the Dawn Treader: The second best out of them. This takes place only 3 years after Prince Caspian, in which Lucy, Edmund, and their cousin Eustace are brought on board the Narnian ship The Dawn Treader to look for men that were exiled years ago. The Silver Chair: A decent read, not the worse, but it could have used improvement in places. Eustace returns to Narnia, with a friend Jill, nearly 60 years after the last adventure to help Caspian find his lost son Prince Rilian. The Last Battle. The world of Narnia is coming to an end. A false Aslan is abroad in the land, and the people (and beasts) struggle to follow what they think is the truth. This is the apocalypse of Narnia, the end of the world. The Christian references in this one are especially prominent. One of the most intriguing things about CS Lewis's fiction is that he believed that Christianity could be taught through fantasy. Throughout this series, there are many references to Christianity, and these books truly do fulfill their purpose of entertaining children while teaching them good moral values at the same time. This is the dual purpose of the books, and this is what has made the Chronicles of Narnia constantly popular among both children and adults, and I believe will make them classic stories for many years to come. I look forward to the film release and also look forward to re-reading it. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 19th, 2005, 7:16pm 1:16am |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 21st, 2005, 6:55am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/ThanksforMay.jpg http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/image72.jpg http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/MissMay1.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Nov 21st, 2005, 8:45am ;)I'M HERE :) Hi Krissy, just dropping by......i'm absent for two days....miss you and take care :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 21st, 2005, 9:41am Gracie, Yes, I was looking for you. Why? Had a weekend date with the family? :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 21st, 2005, 9:44am on 11/21/05 at 06:55:59, nOrKAy wrote:
Opps, sorry about my spelling-- appreciation. :-[ |
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Title: From M. Post by scottman on Nov 21st, 2005, 6:33pm You're welcome and I love the roses. I miss you too. -M. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 22nd, 2005, 4:41am Great Scott and MDear :-* :-* :-* I miss you, two !!! |
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Title: Re: From M. Post by CooCHie on Nov 22nd, 2005, 6:19am on 11/21/05 at 18:33:56, scottman wrote:
Wonder how much you charge for a telegram through ur blog Krissy...lol Just want to send my kisses to Miss M....just to remind her about my present. I have not gotten it yet..Christmas and my bday is approaching!!!!!I Want my wallettttttttttt!!!!LOL trying to get a matching shoes too...so just sent me the leather...lol sniff sniff ;D ;DMissing u MISS M. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by daviefaescotland on Nov 22nd, 2005, 6:45am ;)just dropped by to say hi n thanks krissy [smiley=cat36.gif] :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 22nd, 2005, 8:22am Coochie, She will surely get that.And you can always drop your mails here. Anyway, I hired Great Scott. ;D Davie, So nice of you to drop by for a "hi". You are welcome. I am always here, at your service. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 22nd, 2005, 9:44am What girl is this, her name is Kris. My friend, my wish. Her beauty, and stunning eyes. Makes the clouds move and the sun rise. She is gentle and compassionate, She is rarity and passionate. I do believe, you make the world a better place. - - Plow Thank you Plow. I know you read my blog and thank you for making a poem for me. I am so glad when I first met you. You made me comfortable right away. I woke up in the morning with a very wide smile. This poem is really a good one. Thank you so much. And I am very proud to display it in my blog and write in my personal journal. Thank you for your sweetness. Plow is a very sweet friend of mine who is also a regular visitor of the forum and my blog. He is a Chinese, living now in Canada. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nelson3082000 on Nov 22nd, 2005, 4:44pm just sayin hi and hows it all going krissy |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 22nd, 2005, 5:53pm Nelson, Things are going well. Hope same there. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 23rd, 2005, 5:50am there's nothing worst than feeling alone in a room full of people, no matter what the reason behind it is. 10/22 1:48am I wish I had the strength to make the loudest scream . * biting lips* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 23rd, 2005, 9:35am Sick Leave Sneeze ! Excuse me Yep, I am sick today. *sigh* I haven't been working since yersterday. I wasn't feeling good last Monday. Now,I am feeling worse. I am feeling weak and there are even times, I am queazy. I thought, I was just tired of the weekend, straying around and it was cold last Sunday and kind of windy. I probably was too much exposed outside, because we stayed few hours in the afternoon in the lobby of Starbucks Coffee located near the ocean, having Capuccino, Hazzelnuts, to Mango juice. Then at night, we went to Peak, a cooler place again where we had our dinner with my friends. Ahh, my muscles are in pain. Ahhhh.......*whining* I wish I could write. I will try later when I will get up. I hope this nasty bitter taste of this medicines will make me feel better. .............. back to bed. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 23rd, 2005, 8:27pm Well, it's been a year and some-odd months, since I've been in a relationship with a man, a real great guy, who I thought and said; " hmmm , this must be my man." Tonight, I started thinking a lot. Oh well, I always do.LOL. But usually, I try to avoid thinking about this kind of stuff-- frustrating relationship, because it just brings me down. But being so closed to number of people with big hearts, that if the music stops, I just might hear their hearts beating, and having beautiful music being blared in my ears, I can feel totally not alone, I suppose. Well, I believe. But I am alone, in my mind. And that's probably why I think around people, knowing that something personal is running through my head, and no matter that they do or how close they get, they can't hear it. I think seeing people day in and day out, smiling and having the time of their lives with their significant other, makes me jealous. But I still deny that I want any part of that. I was torn apart. and when I start to be jealous, I think about my past, and it makes me angry. And then I smile sardonically inside at lovers I watch walk by very sweetly, because of my....ok, I call selfish thought, that they aren't going to be together forever, and they will hurt just as bad as I did and will be back to square one. What I'm wondering, is if being happy, being complete, and being completely in love is worth all the hurt that comes from the ending of your relationship. In the beginning its " I'll love you forever" and when the end comes, it's "You are the worst mistake of my life." It always ends like that, so what is the/my point of trying, when I know down the road my heart will be broken into pieces? Is it that short brief time that I am absolutely and utterly happy that keeps me searching for more? Does it keep making me search for that fullness over and over again? Heck, I am tired! There are days that I sit in my room crying, thinking about all of this. ( Ugh, did I just confess something? ) Not knowing what I am supposed to do, or what lies ahead of me, if I will meet someone soon, or stay alone for the rest of my life. Because REALLY, I have no idea! It is possible that I just may not find that certain someone who will complete me again for those short few months or years that I will spend with him, if I do meet him. Ugh, here I am again, wishing my Dad didn't need to be separated and live with me, since I feel like no one is happier than me when I am with him. Or just maybe I'm too picky? I don't think so. Because look, there is this man. I don't know him that well, yet, I don't think or find out who he is first ,yet I can tell I like him. I just love when I am around him. It's like we're one person. I just wish he would notice me. I wish for one split second, he would look at me in another way. But I doubt that will happen, so I will just sit back and like him from afar. *sigh* But in the future, I wish that if there will be a guy out there that has something to say, he should speak up! Because you won't ever know how I feel until you ask. I sometimes mask my feelings very well, because I am afraid of rejection. But I honestly wish that I had someone again. Oh yeah, I can't deny it anymore! Oh, and on another note, when I do like someone, things just fall apart , for no reason. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Nov 24th, 2005, 4:38am Get well soon Krissy...oh i hope you'll be well so soon I can't relate much about your experienced Krissy about the losing and loving again because my case is quite different. My husband is the only man in my life, the first boyfriend i have, then became a husband. Considering the pain you've been thorough, i can't blame you of being hesitant to try again. Though, I don't consider it a failure when a certain relationship ends, it's just one way of showing how smart you both were, that you've noticed your differences before stepping into bigger things. I believe God allowed that kind of trials too because He don't want you to settle for anything less but the best for you. Always think of the brighter side Krissy.....it makes things lighter and easier to bear. The right will come along and believe me , it's all worth the wait. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Nov 24th, 2005, 8:28am on 11/23/05 at 20:27:35, nOrKAy wrote:
Yes Krissy, its got to rain sometimes, sometimes the rain is so hard you though it won't stop and you just give in to the rain. But then...the sun will shine somehow. Love hurts because we only get hurt by the ones we trully cared for. We will not get hurt by someone who doesn't mean a thing to us. There is someone or something for everyone. Time will come. You just need to feel complete about yourself and be happy about you with or without the significant other and without waiting or searching the right man for you will come. It may be a daring suggestion from me but whoever that special someone you are eyeing right now you have to tell him how you feel. Tell him and not wait any longer so you can move along and find or look somewhere else you may be overlooking someone who feels the same way to you too. Good luck Krissy! Keep believing and thanks for being you! I hope you feel better now. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by SofreshSoClean on Nov 24th, 2005, 8:55am Yea do that krissy and he if he acts up just tell me I will go smack some sense into him [smiley=spank.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Nov 24th, 2005, 11:01am Krissy, if ever you will do that....think it at least a couple of times okay and be sure to foresee the positive and negative effects and if and when you're ready to face the consequences..then decide what's the best thing to do. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 24th, 2005, 5:22pm Gracie, I want to let you know that I am OK. ;) I wasn't feeling well and I am on leave from my work until today. I was just bored in my bedroom and I couldn't help to think of everything again while I was alone. I love to meditate and say my prayers after. Just in case, I want also to tell, that no, I am not brokenhearted. LOL. You might thought I have just had a break up with someone else. Well, I was isolated for few days because of my flu. I had nothing to do but to read, think and write and that I couldn't help to think of my wonderful relationship I once had with an awesome man. Just sad that we wanted different things in the end. Then since that, I have never had any good relationship. Thank you so much ,Gracie. :) Earth, True that I am very open of what I feel and I say what I wanna say no matter what, but to tell directly and flirt to a guy? Oh, I don't have the guts to do that.LOL. That's a very generous input of you. Thank you very much. ;) Hiya Chucky, Oooooo, so nice really to see you back here in the forum, and I am glad you took a minute to drop by here. LOL, did you meet Beth along the road, that , that "smack" word is with you? LOL. Hihihi. We miss you here and glad that you are back. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 24th, 2005, 7:16pm http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/thanks1_edited.jpg From the bottom of my heart, I want to evince my thanks to the following: 1.My FAMILY My Dad, who is a step ahead among all the fathers in the world. Thank you for your unconditonal love. You're the gtreatest person I have ever known and will ever have. Claire, thank you for being there always no matter what. You're awesome, sister ! My two smart brothers, thank you for being so supportive and for always taking time to call me--and scold me, hehe. My sister in-law, thank you for being a friend and a sister,as well. The kids, thanks for the inspiration and love to me. Mia and Luisa, our two helpers in the Phil. who take care of Dad's needs,thank you for being trustworthy and responsible for Daddy. ( sheeeshh! No crying! Damm't! I'm tired ! ) 2. My FRIENDS, thank you for accepting and loving me for who/how I am. Bea Rich Angela Buddy Donald Estelle Linette Denx Ogie EJ 3. My Colleagues, thank you for being so friendly and understanding to me. You are all great people. 4. Special thanks to the following who have been very good and been close to me as my "online" friends: May, thank you very much for being there. Thank you for the great influence and encouragement through your love of writing/poetry and books. I miss the sharing, very much. And most of all, thank you for the friendship. Gracie, thank you for being such an angel to me. You made me believe that you're here in purpose. Thank you for the friendship,as well. Chris, although I sometimes deliver words hardly to you, I won't forget you. Thank you for those time. Vince, thank you for being one of the greatest I have ever met. You will always be special, to me. I also want to thank this forum for being such a good company, and place to hang out. Thank you for the sharing. Also, thank you for this space you have provided for me and that I am able to practice my writing, while it allows me to express myself, freely. A big THANK YOU to everyone ! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Nov 25th, 2005, 12:57am ;D ;D ;D ;DWell thank you for sharing us your great story Krissy!!!!Your thoughts and ideas we learn a lot from it. ;D ;D ;DThank you. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by heinz_ketchup on Nov 25th, 2005, 5:24am why thank you cheesyburger your in my thoughts too ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by heinz_ketchup on Nov 25th, 2005, 5:25am remember every cheesburger needs a little or alot of ketchup on it ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 25th, 2005, 5:33am Vince, Honeyyyyyy! hahaha. You only came here to make me laugh ,ha! *punch* I almost forgot that nickname of me. Haha I miss you, I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving day. Now bring me that ketchup! ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by heinz_ketchup on Nov 25th, 2005, 5:38am you know i have always loved ya apples shake shake shake :D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 25th, 2005, 5:43am Coochie, Thank you ,too. I just love to write while I babble. Haha. :-* Hon, My gosh, stop ! I am still a little sick. Don't make me tired laughing here. Hahaha. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 25th, 2005, 7:44pm In Memory of My Loving Grandfather Today, it's my loving grandfather's death anniversary. Well, he was not rich. He did not invent or discover anything. He was never on TV or the newspaper. But to me, and I am sure, to all his family and friends, my grandfather was a great man. Seeing my father's and his brothers' and sisters' lives, it's sure enough as a congent evidence that he worked hard, provided for his family. He had a lot of faith, he always urged us to pray, made sure we would spend Sunday in the church and with hm after church. He loved watching boxing matches, and a few ha ha came out from my mouth. I remember when everytime he had a visitor in the house, he entertained him by showing his favorite boxing movie ( I can't remember the movie ) on VHS tape. Like my Dad, he loved to be always with his children and grandchildren. People say I was raised as daddy’s girl but I was also a grandfather’s little girl. He was already retired when I was born, and my grandmother has always been a homemaker, so the two of them took care of me when I was little and my parents were both working--my Dad worked hours away from home and my Mom had to go to her small business. He taught me my ABC’s, and unlike other people during his generation, he was good in English. He made sure I took my afternoon naps and didn’t play out in the sun and in the dirt too long. He cooked special food for me because he always wanted me to eat more, but I still chose the condensed milk, ha ha. He combed my waist-long hair and that he advised me not to let someone cut it short. Then I couldn't complain and I cried when Mom cut it off to chin level and my grandfather got upset. I’ve since kept my hair long. I loved spending time with him, but when evening came, I always began to miss my Dad and Mom that I asked him to bring me home. I sat beside him in their terrace while waiting for Mom to fetch me ,and listened to his stories about the Japanese occupation, about how you could buy a sack of rice for 25 centavos back then, about how he walked to work a town away at three in the morning. And I can never forget his story about a ghost, a girl with a very long hair who always appeared to him everytime he passed by along the pathway. But when I grew up, I believed he only told me that story for me not to go away far from the house. LOL. I believe he was favored too because even in old age, he did not suffer any serious sickness. He was spared from pain,to the day of his death. I listened to all the eulogies that were given for him at the service, and they were all stories and memories of him, reminisced with love and affection. I’ve heard eulogies before, and I tend to always take them with a grain of salt. Moreover, we are taught never to speak ill of the dead. But with my grandfather, all those things that people said about him were true. When my grandfather died, I was 13 years old, four months before my Mom died. I cried a lot not because I had any regrets because God knows I loved him so much. I cried because I felt bereft of him. I knew my Mom would be there for me but I had doubt I woudn't get attention as much as my grandpa used to give me.My grandfather is one of the Lord’s gifts to me, and one of the biggest reasons I believe He loves me. That’s why I honor him with all the fond memories I have of him, and I try to be that girl he helped raise. My mother once said to me, You are a very lucky girl if you find a man who will love you half as much as your grandfather loves you. Very fortunately, Dad decidedly keeps and perennially gives the love, attention, support and inspiration my grandpa used to give me. Everybody has always said that I was grandpa's favorite. Well, maybe that’s true. But what’s more important, is that he was mine. And that I made sure he knew, every single day he was with me, that I loved him and was proud of him, too. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 27th, 2005, 8:50am Tell me Lord what to do All I want is what comes from You Show me where to go Cause on my own I just don't know I'm clueless and I fall But You are there through it all Change my heart to be better Show me a vision of forever --2:44PM Well, as many of people know I am a Christian. Some of them may know this because I openly speak about my relationship with the Lord. I join Bible discussion and join church activities. At the same time, many of them do not know are the many, many sinful thoughts that run through my mind, the sinful attitudes of my heart, and selfishness that I see everyday that no one else does, because they don't see my true heart. Infact, the Lord is the only one that TRUELY knows my heart. At any rate, I realize that I have tons of growth left to do concerning my walk with the Lord and I am reminded of this daily. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Kitch on Nov 27th, 2005, 10:21am I can't read this much my mind is broken I think #-o |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by ChAntiQ on Nov 27th, 2005, 10:33am That was a beautiful tribute about your grandfather Krissy :) -------------------------------------------------- I was reading some of your most recent posts about 3-4 pages back (?) I am reminded of that story where a new-born butterfly broke out of its cocoon because someone "helped" slice it open. The butterfly came out with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It was never able to fly. It is the struggle out of the cocoon that actually helps it to strengthen its body and allows it to spread its wings and fly. The same goes for us. I believe there’s a valuable lesson wrapped in every hardship that we go through. It’s up to us to either be bitter about it or to meet it head-on and learn as much as we can from it. If someone takes it away, we will never learn the lesson. Trials enrich our souls far better than money can enrich us financially. Nothing hones character more than adversity. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Kitch on Nov 27th, 2005, 10:37am [smiley=icon_dance.gif] I find this icon kind of disturbing :-? could give me night mares. I haven't read much of what you have to said [smiley=wall.gif] I think I come to the forum to tired or got scared by the hot seat..... [smiley=omfg.gif] but it is nice to see all your Christian statements in your Area don't know if I show it well in the room but I am very deep in my faith and try to avoid getting to sinful in the room [smiley=whip.gif] Yet that isn't easy to do at times LOL so everyone in the Forum that reads Krissy Closet knows I try my best to live as for the knowledge that God is watching me so I find much joy in your statements Krissy and Stitch I got your volley ball it isn't is the closet I sold it for more cookies sorry [smiley=woot.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 28th, 2005, 6:21am Enchanting Chant, That's absolutely one of the best sharings I've gotten. Thank you sooo much! I am sure everyone who has read that was shared,too. :-* Kitch, Oh, sure you're not lost? LOL. I was thinking you were just lost and was brought to a boring space of mine in the forum. LOL. I see, so you were the one who took Stitch's volleyball, ha! Then he came to me, as if blaming me ?? Ahuh? [smiley=rock.gif] By the way, don't be scared of me taking you to the hotseat. I will always be with you there, anyway, to make sure the fire won't scatter. And if it gets really hot, I hope you will make me safe ,too by allowing me to sit ,on top. Then rock your seat,'til the fire subsides. LMAO. [smiley=fireman.gif] [smiley=silly.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Kitch on Nov 28th, 2005, 6:26am [smiley=angel.gif] I am to innocent and niave for the hot seat [smiley=soapbox.gif] besides I like being a little mysterious But yes I am lost I took a wrong turn at the water well and ended up here must have been following the gossip lol [smiley=spank.gif] you just whipped me into coming in lol |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Nov 29th, 2005, 4:21am No worry Kitch....after the hotseat...you'll be far from innocent... ;) joking |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Kitch on Nov 29th, 2005, 6:59am That is why I am avoiding it I am trying to keep some of my virtue in tact [smiley=icon_dance.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Nov 29th, 2005, 8:25am ;D ;D ;DKitchy, just use the helmet ... go through some areas where you are comfortable posting...Sowie Krissy I have to borrow ur closet to chat with Kitchy here...tatto stole my room key again... ;D ;Ddangit.. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 30th, 2005, 6:51am Kitch, I wish I could carry you to the hotseat. But then I don't want either to put all my strength and will have my back broken from forcing myself to carry what I can't. So, if you don't want to be "escorted" by me, then I won't do it. So, don't worry dude, enjoy posting and sharing your thoughts in the forum. I appreciate also your visits in my "closet". By the way, I am glad reading your sharings, too, under "Faith and Beliefs". Thank you. ;D Coochie, It's good, girl. You can always have your space here. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 30th, 2005, 7:22am A Little Bit of Neediness It's been ,mmm, many months or more than a year, mmm, oh I can't even remember now, since I have been kissed. I mean ,kissed by a said boyfriend. I knew it was way too long when I glanced at one of my married male colleagues' lips, and the thought of kissing him crossed my mind. But I suddenly realized, I hate people, who can read my mind, especially men. So, I better stopped glancing at him and thinking this way. I don't want to hate him. Moreover, there are so many single men out there, why would I let myself do unrestrained sexual craving to a married man? I don't need an answer for that question. I need my own hand to grab a hammer to knock my own head. Well, in fact, I have been tempted once ever to do that. I mean, to take someone's boyfriend, and I didn't! But it was way too tempting. He was a hottie, but no one is worth stealing. Besides, it just being wrong. What you steal can be stolen from you. Anyway, he had some things about him that grated on my nerves after a while, so I eventually realized I wouldn't want him if he was being given away. One more thing, I wouldn't want to be hated just because I stole someone else's man. Oh,what an embarrasing that could be. Actually, too many attractive men. There is not time without having my head turned, when I am at a bar, when I am malling with friends, when I'm walking in the streets and me and my friends lust with men that attract us . I am used to any tall, dark haired guy catching my attention, but now the "blondes' are looking good,too. It must be the effect of the bright sunshine during winter, insanity. I like to see when the sun shines brightly and directed to them. Oh, I can't explain more. I have just found out, when I was walking across the pedestrian and a bonde guy was there with me,too, waiting for the traffic light to allow us to cross. Ever since splitting with my first ex-boyfriend, mid-July, year 2001, I have felt weird. That was the longest relationship I have ever had, so far. It was wonderful and that's my first time to really encounter and feel how to be broken-hearted, although there were few broken relationships I had been after that . Now, no misunderstandings. I don't want my ex-boyfriend back. If I had wanted him, I wouldn't have given him up in the first place, and would have reconciled with him when he wanted a chance.From my superman to my wonderful man, to my scruffy ex-boyfriend.....oh, what am I trying to say? Well, I mean, superman was a 6'1" slightly blond haired with a great sense of humor, intelligent and a Software Engineer,with an ability to argue with me that none has surpassed. My wonderful man, on the other hand, was a 5'9" black haired and the older man vibe. Then, my scruffy ex-boyfriend. Well, scruffy--that's all ! I still don't know what I am trying to say. Must be time for me to date again---SERIOUSLY ! From those frustrations I have been, it's hard for me to decide what I really want . I mean, I certainly dream for a family, but am I really going to? Do I think it will ever happen? If, it will, then, how many , how many, how many more brokenheartedness, sorrows, frustrations will I have to go through? My God, again, I am tired! Freakin' tired! Aside from being tired, what else am I really feeling? Am I sad or having anxiety? Maybe it's a little of both. I just felt big relief that I have adjusted of everything -- break-ups, separation, family encounters. But now other emotions are creeping in. Time passes so fast. And then, last night, at dinner in Boston Restaurant, I realized that I was sitting in the same table me and my superman used to have some Spaghettie and Chicken Cissedilla, few years ago. I could feel how far I was from the person I had been. I came a long way, but I also lost things in the process. I realized that the past, both the good and the bad of it, has irrevocably gone. It caused that same mix of emotions that I feel today. In my head I hear the song that goes, I see a silent storm in the sky. I stand in my emotions and I let it be my own. Old pain and new pain. Old joy and new joy. Life is like that. Pleasure and pain. But I'll carry the lessons with me wherever I go. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Levy on Nov 30th, 2005, 4:59pm Hey there Krissy! I just want to let you know that i really enjoy visiting your closet and at the same time have the opportunity to see what's within and beyond. Life is a contant change...one way or the other it teaches us to be what we are today... On a lighter side, can i borrow one or two of your beautiful gowns in here...your closet is just full of beautiful things ::););D Enjoy always and take care. Levy |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 1st, 2005, 6:29am Hi Levy, Thank you for dropping by. That's very nice thought of you. And sure, although I am not really sure of what kind of gown is that. Hehe. Girl, I like reading your stories,too. I hope for a good ending. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 1st, 2005, 8:22am Once Again, A Night With Crazy Thoughts! I carry my laptop and begin to type, although I have no idea what to type. So, I decide to type about the Bible passage I have read so I could post and share it in Gracia's section--Faith, Beliefs and Philosophy. Then, I start to babble, by typing and making poems. Oh, how hard to make rhymes when I am not having such a situation to give me thoughts. However, I keep typing,erasing and changing words. I have made a short one without really realizing the content. But when I finalized it, "ahh, this is true!". I'm never without want, I'm always left alone. I'm here because I have to-- so much depends on me. And where is the heart, where can it be? Does anyone want it-- will someone set it free? Walls are up around me-- the defenses are weak it seems. My excuses are building, lobbing shots at me. Surrounded by my castle, as small as it may be. Left to my devices, destructive ones in me. What is it to hate? To feel anger inside, I'm not so sure I know it, Defended by my pride. 10/30 12:03 AM Oh, a poem? Trust me, it does have a meaning. LOL. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I can really feel now the winter. And tonight it's cold. It makes my nipples hard. It causes me to hug my stray sheep stuff toy real tight. It does not only cause me that. My hands are cold and need to be wrapped. So, I put it (it? instead of them,again?? ??) between my legs. But why the heck, my legs start to open,instead ? What the heck?! ?! I'm giggling at the thought of someone reading this. I know as it's read, it can be thought it's quite a mess. Ahh, I'm gone full blown now, my words all begin to rhyme, I'm even moving my head like Avril Lavigne (spelling?) here this time. Well, I'm afraid you underestimate the feebleness of my mind! Hahahaha! So, where will I go now? What will I write? I'm not so sure anymore... WTH? Where's my lights? Ooooo... the dizziness is coming, my head is swaying side by side, and can't find how does it like to be positioned. Dang, why that my pillow is in the corner of my bed?! ?! My cusions are on the floor? Bed half naked? Oh, I don't know, I don't really know why my world suddenly goes round and round which makes me unconsciously breathing so deeply. And I'm giggling because.. hmm.. I don't know? Oh well, at least I'm laughing. At least I find out something to type and not wasting my time staring blankly on my computer ! BUT, deep inside I'm crying, because.............. I need someone like YOU I want to be with YOU I miss the person, That is YOU !!! 1:37am computer, lights, music, eyes closed |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 1st, 2005, 8:30am Quote:
A very nice poem Krissy........you're mind works wonder when your feeling hard somewhere...geeze i'm giggling there.....LMAO Keep it up girl..... :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 1st, 2005, 8:51am Gracie, Hihihi. Thank you! I was giggling,too. I didn't know I could write well, when I am "crazy". Hihi. :) I miss you! :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 1st, 2005, 10:45am I MISS YOU TOO!!!! You can write even in your worst moments....i'm sure of that!!!! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 2nd, 2005, 6:50am X, I know we haven't spoken in a while. But you know how it is. I'm busy moving on with my life, which is more than I can say for you. I want you to know that I appreciate all your kind words and I believe you when you said you wuv me sooooo much. That's the least you can do after I put up with you for all those years. But still no... not on your life...never...not in a million years... no way... The restraining order stays. Love, Kris |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 2nd, 2005, 10:57am hmmm....that butt looks better without pants....you can give the pants to me Krissy..and u can have ur butt ;D whatchathink ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 2nd, 2005, 4:11pm Gracie, Hehehe. I don't want anyone to get scared ,though. If someone stares at my butt, it wiggles and farts .LOL. So, I try to cover it with nice jeans. ;D And oh Gracie, I'd been wanting and checking on that jeans for months 'til they finaly have my size,and you want to take it? :'( Besides Gracie, if you wear it, I'm afraid it will look like slacks, because I know you're much skinnier than me. My legs are big.Hahaha. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 3rd, 2005, 3:02am Hmmm okay Krissy...i'll settle for no pants then :'( ...but in fairness...it looks good in you... :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Dec 3rd, 2005, 7:13pm Its getting cold up here..thought I stopped by and check once again your closet Krissy...dangit, you hide my favorite cashemere sweater you have..Was just going to borrow it.. ::) ::) ::) ::)Oh well.. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 5th, 2005, 7:32am Gracie, Agree! ;D Coochie Oh, the cashmere ones are separated. You should check everywhere next time. They are on the upper cabinets. By the way, it's always good to see you dropping by in my closet. At least left overs are not wasted. Haha. You're so sweet! :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 5th, 2005, 7:34am If You Think You Are Smart, Then Be Smart! It's completely obvious that it's a choler to YOU, that I am who I am. All I can say to YOU, is I am who I am and that's just who I am. No matter what I do, it's not good enough. I'd be better if they could just change this one thing about me. But, duh! Stop! Let me be who I am and to be honest, if YOU're not okay with who I truely am, how direct I am, then get out of my way and don't walk on the lane where I am walking by ! How dare YOU of coming and try to step on my foot when I only told YOU, YOU're walking in a wrong lane ? Or did YOU need to do that, to crave attention for YOUrself with YOUr fake leather jacket? Duh! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 5th, 2005, 7:08pm ................ Why is it that I can sit here and listen to a certain CD, and it totally puts me in a different place? A place I used to be, where I used to imagine I could stay. Or like, when I hear a song that reminds me of a time I'd love to go back to. I know, that someone reading this will really know what I mean, but I'm very much awake and my mind is racing. I have diagnosed myself with insomnia. What the heck is wrong with me?! I'm sure part of it, is that if coffee was an illegal drug, I would need rehab. I feel crazy. Sometimes I think, that if I could just cry, it would be better because then I could patch the wall back up. But the tears don't come. I can feel them in my heart (if that makes sense to anyone) but that's it. To me, this is worse than actually crying the tears. I just need to give everything to God. He has been doing such a work in my life recently, and I know He is always changing and molding me while I continue seeking Him. I've been thinking about where I was last year and I am amazed of the unconditional love He has for me (and all of us). I HAVE to remember that He knows what is best, and I need to keep trusting that He has a time for everything, and that it's not about what I want to do with my life, but what He wants to do with my life for His purpose. Venting helps. I'm going to bed now. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 6th, 2005, 3:57am It's very cold here in Hong Kong. 11-14 degrees. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by rocky610 on Dec 6th, 2005, 7:58pm 11-14 degrees is not so cold try Shanghai or New York this time of year, 11-14 is like a heat wave lol |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 6th, 2005, 8:52pm Rocky It's cold. Don't tell me how I feel. :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by daviefaescotland on Dec 8th, 2005, 7:24am hi krissy ;Dlove the fonts at bottom of post ,there cool ,burnin words |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by okasantina on Dec 8th, 2005, 7:50am on 12/08/05 at 07:24:58, daviefaescotland wrote:
Yeah David...ya right...where did u get that Krissy dear? ??? |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 8th, 2005, 4:56pm Tina and Davie LOL. You want to order? I can make one for you. I just found another hobby, at the same time, I can make money. Just HK$99.09 per title. Hehehe. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 8th, 2005, 9:25pm Lesson From A Friend It's true that the older you get, the wiser you get. Well, in some cases. Today, I talked with a friend who told me something that explained a little about a situation that I'd been going through. The realization I came to, was painful and it brought up a lot of hurt that I've been dealing with, in the past. It makes me question why people can't just honestly speak their minds instead of saying meaningless crap that only causes hurt later. Why does everything has to be so complicated? Why do people have to play mind games and other crap like that? I'm sick of games! I'm tired of lies and deception. I am scared too. I always think that I shouldn't have hurt that bad if I was told about the truth and everything. Every time my heart starts to mend, it seems like the cracks only tear more. It's like when I was a kid and I fell and scraped my knee. And after a few days, the scrape has a scab. Then I fall again and it breaks the scab and the scrape bleeds again. I've thought a lot about what my friend told me and no matter how much it hurts to come to realize the truth, that maybe I was too blind to see, and too careless of making decision, I know that God has a reason for it all. He's just working on me, giving me lessons to learn from, while, molding me more into the person He wants me to be. On the lighter side, I'm looking forward to seeing my family, this Christmas holiday. My Dad just went back to the Philippines last Tuesday and I am missing him again. I am also really excited to see my brother and his kids and spend the holiday with them, and I hope they will make it. I am sure they are excited, too. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 8th, 2005, 10:08pm Failed Poem I've been making a poem, for couple of hours, but failed. It turned out to be a paragraph. LOL. Flirty Ways Subtle Flirt you're a master of the flirting game. You know how to attract attention from anyone, any time. A quick come-hither smile, a little game of look-away-and-look-back-again before long you have the object of your affection wrapped around your little finger. One of the best things about your approach, is that it's discreet. You can always act innocent and coy if something gets taken out of context or misunderstood. Just make sure you're not too subtle, or you may end up playing the game all by yourself. 4:07AM Off to bed. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by dandpatta on Dec 9th, 2005, 12:01pm HI Krissy Your closet looks good.. a tad bit unitdy here and organised there. Lots of color and lots of style - thanks to the many colorful contributors to your blog :) It sure feels good in your closet hahahaha.. cheers Dandpatta |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Levy on Dec 10th, 2005, 1:32am I second the motion Dan ;D :)... It sure feels good in here.... Hhhmm i think i have to make up my mind which gown i am going to borrow from Krissy...geezzz...lots of beautiful gowns in here in her closet... 8):D ::)...i have a christmas ball to attend this 24th. I hope Krissy won't mind me borrowing her sexy, spaghetti-strapped, pink satin gown ;) [smiley=oops.gif] i sure need to try it on first... Krissy ::) can i? can i? [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] Have a great weekend krissy :-* ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 10th, 2005, 4:59am Quote:
Hi Krissy girly, give us some discount please or i'm hoping of a Christmas present just like that...hmmm......but but but....i've never known you as a businesswoman here.. [smiley=tier010.gif]but anyway, will you employ me....am sure can market your product [smiley=018.gif][smiley=angel.gif] :( . |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 10th, 2005, 7:41am Dan, :P . Yeah, that was a good surprise. Glad to hear your voice. ;D Levy, LOL. Actually, I can't think where I kept those gowns since I decided to become lesbo. Sowwy, but if you volunteer to find them, go ahead. LOL. Have a great weekend,too! ;D Gracie, LOL. I don't think I want you to be a "kasosyo". LOL. I don't want someone in the business holding a Bible. They surely get bored or scared. Hahahaha. Gracieeeee! Sowwyyy. I am jokin', I'm jokin'. But ,but, with your sexiness, and coolness, I am sure you can do it. So, you're hired! Start with the laundry! Hahaha! Gracie, I'm jokin while laughing out loud here. You made me laugh ,kase. By the way, miss you! I didn't see you for a day, or two. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 10th, 2005, 8:24pm My Double Vodka Cranberry No, this was not my water after dinner, but this was my drink last night while watching TV and computering ,with the largest size of Cheezier flavor of Doritos. Yeah, it was Friday night but I didn't go out. My alcohol tolerance has gone way DOWN! I suppose it's because I don't drink nearly as much as I used to. I used to have my Cranberry juice with a double Vodka, now I have it single/lighter. I'm not saying that I was an alcoholic or anything, but I did drink a lot.... well, especially during weekend. Vodka was usually my drink of choice either with lime & tonic or cranberry juice. I suppose I have to see it all as a good thing, even though it's kind of funny that I got giggly after ONE drink last night... ONE! Maybe it's just all because I'm getting older? Hahahaha, yeah I'm near to 30. I don't feel old, so bring on the big 4-0. Ugh! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 11th, 2005, 2:59pm Just Bloggin' It's chilling in here in Pacific Coffee. I dont know why can't they control the air-conditioner ? My Capuccino is now luke warm, my hands are shaking, and I have my hair unclipped. I am busy typing while my friends, Bea, is busy reading magazines. I look up and hmmm, " Oh these ones?' I asks to Bea. I know I heard her saying " Geee, these are sexy." Yeah, hearing their accent, I can tell right away, they are English men! LOL. As I look at the other guy, secretly, our eyes meet !!! Geee! *blush* Hihihi. "Behave...." Bea whispers. "No" I said and instead, I giggles. Hahaha! While not looking at them, though. Chow lah! Bea invited me to go and have our dinner. Geezz, I am again a chaperone ! We are going to meet her boyfriend for dinner! Oh well.....that's a free dinner. So......momantay lah! ( No problem! ) Hehehe. :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 12th, 2005, 2:25am on 12/11/05 at 14:59:08, nOrKAy wrote:
What the heck?! ?! ?! What are those ss for ?? ?? ?? friends ?? when only refering of Bea ?? I asks ?? I giggles ?? I wasn't rushing when I wrote, I know these are not right, I even re-read it when I was done, but why didn't I see these?? I write to improve my grammar and to widen my vocabulary. Now, I am mad of myself. Ahhh, this is so disappointing! [smiley=wall.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 12th, 2005, 4:24am Quote:
Krissy, i don't think it's your alcohol tolerance was going down, its just that you're lacking company. If you had invited me, i'm sure you can have more glasses that night because i'm gonna make it sure that you have all the vodka and i can have that huge pack of Doritos by myself....jeeze..i missed it and left starving. ::) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Dec 12th, 2005, 12:35pm on 12/12/05 at 02:25:24, nOrKAy wrote:
Krissy; ;D I can see you banging your head on the wall or if not hammering your head with your hands and uttering stooopid! lol! Don't be so harsh on yourself. Nobody's perfect and besides nobody is criticizing you for your wrong grammar or anything. No editors here to tell you you are wrong or edit your work or completely delete everything or tell you "shame on you!". Huh! That reminded me of someone, my mentor who published me in his column because of my wrong grammar when I was a beginner, I have to dig that column up lol! It's a treasure now he's dead! lol ;D Oooops may he rest in peace. Just have fun and blog away! The secret of success in anything is the passion for it. Practice will make you do better to err is human ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 13th, 2005, 5:16am Quote:
Krissy, if anyone here criticizes you, i'll take a 3/4 share out of it and I mean that....coz it's a proven fact that i'm worst than you....and to think, you were drunk when you wrote that, while all my posts were written having all the presence of mind one can get and yet still poured with mistakes...who cares??? I'm enjoying it!!! [smiley=computer.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 13th, 2005, 7:17am on 12/12/05 at 04:24:30, Gracia wrote:
Gracie, I wouldn't want the word ,either, but it's the truth. But anyway, as I have said, it's gone WAY down. :-* Earth, Well, as you could see, they are just very simple errors and it frustrated me that I didn't see them. LOL. I know I am better than that. :P Anyway, thank you ,guys! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 13th, 2005, 7:27am Keeping The Faith Sometimes, it makes me sad to think that it seems the only reason I have changed ,was because it was what people expected of me. I know, I feel as I've always got prove to myself, but I don't. There is no Krissy or Norkay, but there is Kris Rowenn and that's me--the real me. As much as my father likes to deny the way I was and what I did prior to my exorbitant and outrageous way of living I used to hav, many years ago, obstinacy, weakness, and depression are still part of me. But, I will never forget it as it's what made me who I am today. Not everyone is happy ALL the time, and sure as hell, we don't always have to be, either. I always say I shouldn't be so dark, don't be so cold, as I know people who really care for me don't want me to feel this way and feel terrible. And I also know ,most of us feel the pain like I've been and am going through. It's NOT healthy to trust NO ONE. I know I have been hurt, but as I always say, LIFE MUST GO ON.Trusting no one will make me feel more hopeless. I want to quote what my sister said when I told her, " I don't trust anymore!". She answered me, "Trusting NO ONE will get you NO WHERE." Sometimes I think I am looking too hard. If I didn't want it so much, I would have already had it. So, yes, I will keep believing, I will keep being audacious, and most of all, I will keep my FAITH. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 14th, 2005, 3:44am The Phone |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by ChAntiQ of NarniA on Dec 14th, 2005, 11:53am on 12/12/05 at 02:25:24, nOrKAy wrote:
Aww at least you found the fugitive S's lol and admitted to those mini grammatical blunders Krissy. I am guilty of it sometimes too. Welcome to the club hihihi. We are perennially a work-in-progress. I'm done with my numbers on your name. I hope I did not do any calculating booboo's :P Check it out (http://www.1freeworld.net/cgi-bin/Yabb/YaBB.cgi?board=penalty;action=display;num=1134439904;start=10#12) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 14th, 2005, 6:03pm ChantiQ, Awww, thank you so much for doing it, for me. That's so sweet! And geee, I like my name there. I will get a copy of it. Hehehe. Thanks! :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 14th, 2005, 8:38pm I was urged to create a poem after sharing with a certain person about the deceitful love he is dealing with. While, I feel so sad hearing it, I feel sort of choler against the deceitful lover this person has. I loved you and trusted you With all of my heart But you took it upon yourself To tear us apart-- and you took it upon yourself To do me wrong Taking it upon yourself To lie all along. I don't know what to do I am full of so much pain Every time I look at you I get this feeling I can't explain But the love is untrue and there is nothing to obtain So why don't I just give up And we go our seperate ways. My heart started bleeding And it's dripping in pain Every drop of blood Starting to drive me insane And every drop of blood Burning my empty soul All the drops of blood Are beginning to take their toll. I think you should leave And take what you got Try not to deceive And be who you're not Try not to convince me That your love has always been true Try not to convince me Of what you say you're going to do-- Because I have trusted you once And I have trusted you twice Both times I got hurt And now I am paying the price 2:07AM |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 16th, 2005, 9:33am After A While After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn mean learning and company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren contracts and presents aren promises, And you begin to accept your defeat with your head up and you eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, And you learn to build all you roads on today because tomorrow ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you really are strong, And you really do have worth. --Veronica A. Shoffstall Just thought I'd let you know what makes me smile. I think I've rambled enough. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 16th, 2005, 9:06pm I think I have to say it ,so you know..... And better take it seriously before you will regret. Here it is: If you disrespect me or piss me off, I'm going to tell you. Don't get all sensitive about me telling you. Don't think you can do/get what you want and get away with it when it comes to me. When I say "YOU", heavily and prolonged, you know exactly what does it mean. Don't turn it around on me. I don't accept people who are full of shit, in my life. I'm going to respect you and you are going to respect me, and that is that. If you don't, you will hear about it. I'm telling you, I'm not an asshole, but I will be, if you push me. Now, it's been clearly said. I can now go to bed. 3:05AM |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by ChAntiQ of NarniA on Dec 17th, 2005, 1:59am Oh my :O oh-mi-oh-my |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 17th, 2005, 5:24am ChantiQ, Tsu me ya? ( Why/what is that?) . Hihihi. Well, yeah, I vent in different ways. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 18th, 2005, 3:56am I face the world with a smile no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they can't see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes, my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough. it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just yesterday and his smile was still the same. He looked at me lustfully, but never spoke my name. 9:57 AM HKT |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 20th, 2005, 11:05am How I wish, that's mine and that's yours. http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/couples1.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 21st, 2005, 7:21am Quote:
Krissy, i do missed you!!! Although, while i'm on leave...i didn't know you've formulated a more blunt prayer. Please Krissy dear, don't do it often, it won't be good for your skin. ;) :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 23rd, 2005, 10:24am Gracie Hiyaaa, I missed ya !!! :-* By the way, I got your greeting card yesterday! WOW, Gracie, I love it. I like reading the contents. Thank you, thank you, soooo much. It's kinda frustrating on my side, for not being able to send greetings and gifts on time, to everyone. Geee, always so busy every before holidays. May your whole family have a wonderful holidays, together ! Kisses for Andrea. :-* and if you don't mind for Greg :-* . Okayyy, hugs for him. (((Greg))). Hehehe. Good luck. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 23rd, 2005, 1:03pm NO. I am not refering about the excitement to see who is going to win the "The Hottest Female" title. LMAO. I know I am one of those who are leading of votes, but this is so funny. Haha. I don't even know those IDs who voted for me, except for few. I have never met those IDs, either. LOL. Well, they were maybe those who always appeared as guests and were just lurking? Hmmm. However, the voting is for the "hottest" one, so if only the voting would be done fairly, then Leah would be the winner. Man, isn't she a hottie? I am envious of that cleavage.LOL. Joke. On the serious side, I am filled of so much excitement today. My whole family is arriving tonight to Hong Kong ! And for me, NOTHING IS HAPPIER THAN BEING WITH MY FAMILY. I was jumping last weekend when my brother in California called and said, they are going to make their Christmas holiday here in Hong Kong, while, his two kids were shouting "Yeah, Hong Kong Disneyland !" at the background, which made me laughing because I was so happy, too. I am filled of excitement, as this will be the first time we are going to spend the Christmas, together ( and if I say together, everyone is present ) in Hong Kong. But geee, my presents are not ready yet. I need to "clear up" my bedroom,too as I am sure the kids will invade me here, anytime. I need to go to supermarket to buy some Doritos and packs of light coca cola, since it's everyone's favorite and some stuffs for the refrigirator. LOL. What's going to buy and cook for Christmas eve? Oh, never mind, I am not obliged.Haha. Also, I need to keep my things that I won't want the kids to be touching. My Dad and his wife, my one brother and his family will be here, in several hours, while, my brother and his family from California will be arriving early in the morning. May God bless their trips. I miss them all, and I can't wait to see, embrace and have unending talk/stories, with all of them. Oh, wait, what about my sister? Sheeshh, still busy, and not yet home ! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 23rd, 2005, 11:59pm Krissy, i'm told that i'm a good wrapper....you can hire me, only Doritos keeps me going.... ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 24th, 2005, 12:02am Quote:
MERRY CHRISTMAS KRISSY!!! I just wish you true happiness in all the years to come |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Dec 24th, 2005, 1:23am Pssst....Merry X'mas [smiley=grouphug.gif] [smiley=grouphug.gif] [smiley=grouphug.gif] [smiley=music-smiley-023.gif] [smiley=music-smiley-023.gif] [smiley=music-smiley-023.gif] [smiley=balloon.gif] [smiley=balloon2.gif] [smiley=balloon3.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Dec 24th, 2005, 10:03pm ahihihihi ;D l heard my magic word ''doritos'' being mentioned 8) sneakin to yer closet krussy gurlie, n found it unlock so l came by to say mewwwwwyyyy kwisssmes ;) God Bless u :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 25th, 2005, 10:39am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/8592-001-12-1049.gif And I wish you the same. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Justine on Dec 27th, 2005, 8:51pm Hi Krissy, just thought of dropping by. I'm still having problems with getting to this site so I'm taking advantage of every opportunity hehe.....Family time is always a great thing to me too. I am sure you are enjoying that rare bonding time with family and that you had a wonderful Christmas. Now that it's over, I'm wishing for its spirit to live within you and for genuine happiness to be granted to you :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Dec 28th, 2005, 5:08am Happy Hannukah Krissy!!!! Sorry I have been busy with the holiday stuff and this contest thing. Hope you have a great holiday and a great new year to come. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by daviefaescotland on Dec 28th, 2005, 6:44am happy new year krissy and may all your wishes come true ;D :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 28th, 2005, 4:52pm http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/TU.gif Justine, Yes, and I actually am still feeling the spirit of Christmas as I spend my day with my family, since they are still here. That's very thoughtful and sweet of you to drop by. Thank you, lovely. ;) Coochie, Thank you! :-* You don't need to be that busy with the contest thing. I am surprised how patient you three there, in keep posting the rules and reminding the voters about it. For me, if I have posted the rules and election had already started, reminding rules, as well as campaigns should no longer allowed, unless t is done outside or in PM, and not on the said thread. Like I said; I am not going to join in a game without knowing first the rules, am I? :-* Hiya Davie Awww, Davie. That's so sweet. :) I wish you all the best ,guys. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 28th, 2005, 5:11pm Today Is The Day Today, I reclaim my life. I don't longer want to have any excuses for not being the me that I need to be. Never again will I look at myself and complain about who I wish I was. No more will I only have excuses for what I lack or where I come up short. Today, I will act. Instead of offering only words as reasons for my inadequacies, I will change my methods. If I find a flaw that is a result of my own shortcomings, I will take steps to be the me I know I can be. No more will I wish to be one thing and remain in the ruts of my present existence. I will make the choice to break free, to live life anew. Today, I will gain a new perspective. Too many voices can sway an opinion. I will choose to be true to my beliefs and standards. Temptations will come, but I will set my mind on keeping myself above reproach. Accusations may arise, but my character and words will stand for themselves. Today, I will be who I am called to be. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Dec 29th, 2005, 3:30am Quote:
Very nice new years resolution Krissy, I know you can make it because all you're trying to do is to become the REAL you. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 31st, 2005, 6:31am Gracie Thank you, and yes, I try my best. I wish you all the best for you and your whole family for this coming new year. Good luck, good health, God bless you. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Dec 31st, 2005, 7:14am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/hearts.gif "Memories" Memories are like pathway Leading back childhood days Loving thoughts of home and happiness Shown in so many different ways Countless little things we've done Without expecting any praise The understanding we have shown Through the passing and past days Hours filled with family fun That we enjoyed so much Because they were so special And love to see and touch Travelling back along this way Brings you closer every day. ~Mrs. Joan Wardle~[/color] http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/bar.gif |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Dec 31st, 2005, 5:17pm happy new year krissy gurlie :-* :-* all the best for you, God will give u the best for u in this coming new year cuz ur special ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by okasantina on Dec 31st, 2005, 9:18pm Happy New Year!!! Krisssyyy dearrr!!!! Wishing you all the best in this world....!! [smiley=cat36.gif] [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] [smiley=cat36.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 2nd, 2006, 3:49pm Bethski Thank you so much. You deserve the same wishes, so I am giving you back. With kisses ,too. :-* Tina, That's so sweet. Thank you. I hope you had a wonderful holidays too , with your lovely Kiku and Machau. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 2nd, 2006, 4:17pm House is Empty Sad. Bored. Defeaning silence. Yes, everyone left Hong Kong. My brother and his family flew back to California, after arriving from the Philippines yesterday as they chose to celebrate the new year eve there. My Dad has just left to the Philippines, as well. Yes, my sadness is irrefutable and my tears irristable. But most of all, I thank the Lord for the chance, the wonderful moments, the ability to be present, and the love we have made to share and enjoy. I was happy to have spent with everyone, and talk about everything. Sure, I was one of the topics. Sad to tell them the truth, I don't have someone to introduce. But I have gotten the chance to listen to them ,as my most trusted people in my life, those sweet advices and their concerns. Those were indeed, special and happiest moment I have ever had, for a very long time. And I always miss them. God always bless my family. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Fallen on Jan 3rd, 2006, 7:15pm Hmmmmmmmmm I imagine u and me in that closet [smiley=icon_dance.gif] [smiley=sweetheart.gif] [smiley=sweetheart.gif] [smiley=angel.gif] [smiley=angel.gif] [smiley=angel.gif] [smiley=angel.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Jan 3rd, 2006, 7:39pm :) :) :)Can I watch..just open that closet ... :o :o [smiley=omfg.gif] [smiley=omfg.gif] [smiley=omfg.gif] [smiley=omfg.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 4th, 2006, 11:26am :o Are those really Fallen angels , or a devil in my closet ?! :o Please watch , Cooch, . I doubt, really if that's really an angel. LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 4th, 2006, 11:47am A Lesson From My Obstinacy :P My Christmas time was great. My whole family was there. Other relatives were there, too. But my brother and his family chose to spend their New Year in the Philippines, to visit some relatives and friends, too. So with my other brother's family as they had to be in his wife's home town during the New Year's Eve. Me, my sister, my Dad and his wife were the one left here, in Hong Kong. My family's New Year's Eve party was alright, I guess. I still call family, since we went to my late mom's relatives. It ended early like before 12 midnight, because one family of our relatives had to wake up early to get to the airport in time, since they were going back to Canada. We were on the way home when I thought of calling my friends, where they were and how was the party going. I assured them I would be with them that New Year's Eve, after our family gathering. So, I informed my Dad of my plans to attend some other parties , which he found hard to understand. He assumed that I'd stay with them until they decided it was time to go to bed, after the party. " It's already past midnight, you should go to bed." he said, and no more which sounded unwaveringly. Still, I wanted to see some of my friends and wanted to bring my cousin Jorge with me, who had been saying I should call him when I still want to go out so he could join. My Dad reluctantly agreed to let me go to the other parties, not knowing that I wasn't exactly asking for his permission. What I wanted, of course, since it was already past midnight and it always takes me so long time to take a taxi, was to drive our car. My dad, before I even mentioned it, said that I could not use the car for the night, because there's always a lot of drunken people behind the wheel on New Year's Eve. "But dad, I'm always careful.. I'll be fine." Ahhh, I was surprised, kinda scared and speechless when Dad said in a high tone, shaking and prolonged; "You're not driving , Kris R'wen !" A few tears dropped from my eyes, because of frustration, and regret of making him mad. I know when Dad is getting really angry and really firm with his words--he always says my full name.I appreciated his concerns, to a certain point. He would not want to see his daughter die in some car accident just because someone decided to get drunk and crash against me. It's almost 1 in the morning when I reached my friend's house where my friends spent most of the New Year's Eve. After one hour of laughing,(LOL) we decided to go out for some dancing. OMG, I suddenly remembered my father preventing me from driving that night. True ! We saw accident just happened on the street and two white guys were arguing, shouting so loud against each other ! One guy, who I believed an American ( I can easily recognize American, Asutralian and British accent ) loudly shouted; "It's not you I'm worried about, you fool! It's the car. It costs me more than your life !" OMG. I really couldn't get rid thinking that night about my self-will in driving. But I didn't tell the story to my father. LOL. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 4th, 2006, 12:16pm Losingits feeling all because of you. My heart's bleeding and it's dripping in pain. The drops of blood are beginning to drive me !-n-s-a-n-e. NO. I don't miss you. I just feel the pain, Whenever I remember your name. 6:16pm |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Jan 4th, 2006, 7:03pm on 01/04/06 at 12:16:24, nOrKAy wrote:
:)THat is something you kinda love and hate it right Krissy!!lol This kinda remind me of this poem: Your Name I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. - Jessica Blade - |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 6th, 2006, 5:44am Cooch, How do you know ? LOL. Oooo. Someone sent to me that before. LOL. Now, I wonder If I am really still in his heart. :P Oh, never mind. LOL. Thanks, Coochie. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 6th, 2006, 6:10am When I Think Things Get Better It's frustrating when I think all things are working out and falling into place, then everything changes and falls apart into the same place as before. I've tried so hard to keep myself away from people who hurt me or look at me as a mistake in having me into their lives, yet I have this feeling like here they are again putting confusions in my life--indirectly. I have a good heart that few people take me for granted. Sometimes, I even think they only used me as they know I am always willing to give everything I have/can.I don't want to keep grudges, so I could have tranquility. I don't want my heart to feel hate---I just want to live my life with no worries and not think about who are the people I can trust and cannot. I'm tired, soo sooo tired with all this drama. Dear Lord, Thank You for all the blessings in my life, my family, people I can lean on. Thank You for not giving up on me and still tugging me even how much I've resisted. Thank You for putting in my heart the hunger that longs for You. Thank You for loving me with all Your heart. Forgive me for all the mistakes I've done. I'm sorry for hurting people I didn't mean to hurt. The confusions and dead ends I've put myself into when You keep tellin me to turn around-- I'm sorry for not listening. Look deep into my heart Lord. Fill this empty hole that no one could ever fill. Stay by my side and help me get through this obstacles. Heal me from past hurt. Let it be known to me that You are the only one I need. Stir me to the right path where You want me to go. I pray all these things in Jesus name. Amen. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Jan 6th, 2006, 8:41am Quote:
Krissy, i know how you felt BUT living life with no worries is like eating food without any taste. Come on...worries are spices in life and gives color to everyday living. Let's have a colorful life then.... ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Jan 6th, 2006, 11:45am Krissy; Just dropping by. I say: HAKUNA MATATA! Don't worry be happy! Problems that can't be solved must mean they are not really problems but a part of life. Take care and smile always ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 7th, 2006, 5:32pm Hi Gracie and Earth! Thank you ! But hey, I am not really having problem. LOL. And Gracie, if obstacles give color to life, then my life is over colored. Haha. Thank guys. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 7th, 2006, 5:40pm *cough, cough, cough* and *coouuughhhhhhhhhhhhh !* It's almost a week now that I am having this cough. And tonight, it's 10 degrees cold in Hong Kong. So, here are my friend's substitutes: --laptop -- TV --music --squirrel stuff toy which always gets a kiss --red wine---mmm yeah, it's my second glass Oh yes, I forgot my sister there---over there, murmuring while watching King Kong. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 11th, 2006, 6:41am Loving One's Self Sometimes the hardest person to love is yourself. OK, with the exception of God Almighty, who knows you better than you? I remember all of the failures, the promises I made but never kept, and the goals I never attained. I relive in my mind the lost loves, the harsh words of friends and relatives, and those moments when everything seemed stacked against me--it’s a big gooey self-hate sandwich. In my travels I’ve learned that one of the most difficult things in life is forgiveness. And I’m not talking about forgiving friends and loved ones. That’s a little easier. It’s forgiving myself for not living up to my potential--and that brings me to loving myself. I’m not saying I should love myself for no good reason. I don't mean to love my negative and bad parts of me, but I believe that loving the whole me including my weaknesses can help me open my eyes to see what should be mended and make myself even better and lovable. And that, I am more comfortable and confident with myself mingling with other people. The mirror I stare into is the reflection of my past. And it’s easy to dislike myself for those failures. But as I have learned to invest energy into those thoughts, I simultaneously rekindle the past and teleport into the present. I don’t mean or want to forget the past. No. There are lessons to be learned from it. To relive the past is self-destructive. In resurrecting the past we forget there is a future. And in that future lives the person you will become. That person hasn’t repeated the mistakes of the past. They have a clean slate, but only if we can forgive ourselves for the mistakes and then love ourselves for the things to come. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 12th, 2006, 2:01am How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light. --Barry Lopez-- |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Jan 18th, 2006, 4:13am knock knock??? anybody home??? |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 18th, 2006, 9:52am Gracieee I am here. Just got back from wandering along the super busy highways of Manila. Wooohooo. Only in the Phil. I would have to wake up like 4 in the morning before going to work and spend more than an hour watching those nice cars running along with me, trisikel (spelling?) behind and jeepneys overtaking with each other while beeping endlessly. Hahaha. ;D But well, it's always good to see the Phil. Just sad that couldn't even have time to see people I wanted to see. Oh well, it's a short business trip anyway, so I didn't really expect. Besides, Dad is now living in Cavite, where we decided to move from Binondo. Thanks Gracie for remembering me. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 18th, 2006, 4:27pm [But certainly don't have the feeling to plagiarize like the practise of my neighbor. Hmmm. You know who I am talkin about, don't you? If you don't, dont worry, I can tell you--just ask me and we will laugh together. LOL.] Thinking Seasons come and seasons go. Time passes by so fast and yet so slow. More often than not you move along with time without really thinking. There are things that must be done, for the simple reason that they must be. It's what we've been taught and trained to do, so that a good life could be defined. We understand and yet we don't fully know why. Half of the time we do not think or try not to worry of everything, and it is easier and simplier. However, we are taught that if we do the right things, then we experience the right pleasure. So, what seems to be the problem? There is no problem, unless, we want to remain ignorant or that this is what we really want. Although, that is not to say that we have to deviate. Do the things we do mindlessly, really matter? Does it automatically equate a good life the way everyone else defines it to be? The answer will always be relative. I guess the only way to find out is to think out of the box. Think not what other people think and let's not confine ourselves to the patterned way of thinking mindlessly. Let the mind think freely..... And this got me thinking at this very minute: How can I say I have a good life when infact I am still preparing to see how my 'real' life begins? I hope I am not just putting myself into a big shame. Language is Limited Words cannot always express how I feel and what I see. I find that language is so limited sometimes. It can only define up to a certain extent. At times, I think it could be that I have not read enough? Perhaps. I talk to many people and am constantly amazed of the ideas that they express, ideas that they have learned from brilliant philosophers' and writers' books and writings they have read. But can anyone really read all the books in the world and define everything through thoughts communicated through words? Is it possible that there are still a lot of entities that have not been named, categorized and defined? Ofcourse. Man does not possess the absolute knowledge to define everything. It has an extent. So since our thinking is limited, then so are words. Lost Wanderer More often than not, I cannot understand myself and I am lost. I feel like I am a misfit. Don’t get me wrong, I get along with many people. I laugh, I cry, I get angry, and I get scared. I am like most people who have emotions, live life, and who try to get by each passing day. I have friends and family. Though I knew, since I was ever aware of my own existence that I was never ordinary. I don’t share most opinions and I see things in different colors. While most people see red or yellow, I see green and purple. Though at times I choose not to share what I see because they seem too strange. So, instead, I smile and nod or shake my head. I don’t try to be mysterious or cool. I’m just trying to be me. Constantly lost and yet knowing where I am. I am continuously wandering from one place to the other, trying to make sense of things and comprehend what my mind allows me to. Though, I may remain motionless, conscious or dreaming, or I may be having dinner, tea or drinking to the state of drunkeness with friends, I am traveling or that's part of my travel. I am attached to the realness of what real is, and yet detached and untouchable by the world. Though I am here as tangible as can be, I am not. I am a restless soul trying to find a sanctuary. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 19th, 2006, 12:43pm The weary street creeks, and obsoletely speaks, Taunting that daunting old song. The stair summits as such, it's aware of all too much, Each step spits an unpleasant gong. The walls all shriek, as they call you a freak, They're saying you don't belong. Now the bare chair holds clutch, and it's cold to the touch, Your conformity dare not resist long. She beckons to her cronies, Those robotic young phonies, Your individuality starts to come undone. You cower in desperation, To avoid certain devistation, But the worst has only just begun. Vile demons picking away, At their apprehended prey, Leaching your essence until theres none. They've taken your soul, And left you with a hole, A victim to the scum that you've now become. --PsydewaysTears-- |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 19th, 2006, 4:07pm Shine and sparkle bright YOU, piece of shit! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by okasantina on Jan 19th, 2006, 6:46pm on 01/19/06 at 16:07:52, nOrKAy wrote:
Is that a cellphone or a vibrator eh? ??? ::) ;D :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 22nd, 2006, 6:24pm Tinz, Haha. It could be a cellphone or vibrator, but I dont play on my phone, and neither have a vibrator. LOL. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 22nd, 2006, 8:19pm Dating Given our freedom to choose a mate, how does one decide? I believe there are some advantages to arranged/well planned marriages. For example, if a woman were to make a decision on a lifetime partner at the tender age of eighteen or below, she may not be considering the full ramifications of that decision. In theory, her mother and father may make a wiser decision since they have more life experience. But wait, I am not going to talk about marriage. I want to talk about my thoughts on dating. OK. Every time we date we're asking the question, "Would this person make a good lifetime partner?" Even if we're not asking it out loud, it's implied. How do we know then if the person will be a good lifetime partner? I have come up with the thought that spending more time with the person is a very helpful and important thing that a dating couple do in knowing each other and before taking the very serious next step, which is marriage. Just like, it's not good to eat an unripe apple, it's not wise to marry a person that isn't ready. But that doesn't mean it won't be a great apple given a little time, however. But again, time is one thing we seem to have very little of in our society. So, in a world where there seems to be a shortage of ripe apples, every day we pass up nearly ripe apples in the search of perfect ripeness. Of course, perfection is something to be sought but never grasped. So my thoughts on dating are simple: It takes time. There is no short cut to spending time with someone to see their personalities shine. Given time you'll also be able to see them growing right before your eyes---becoming that person who is closer to the ideal in your imagination. Maybe patience is a virtue, after all? http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/mezedric2.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by okasantina on Jan 23rd, 2006, 5:07am on 01/22/06 at 20:19:03, nOrKAy wrote:
:owow whatta hunk you have there krissy dear ;D share it plzzz :P jk ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 23rd, 2006, 5:33am Tinz Hahaha, don't praise him or say that. I bet his ears will be clapping again and cheers infront of me when he sees this. Hahaha. He is a regular lurker here, you know. [smiley=roll.gif] Joke, Zed ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 23rd, 2006, 11:19am Zed, You requested to change our picture I posted with the one you said you like, but sowwy, as you can see, Tina [Okasantina] already quoted it. So, it can't be changed, anymore. Haha. ;D By the way, here it is, but just your face, since the poem is for you. http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/zedme4.jpg You've changed my life in so many ways If only I could show A life and love now filled with hope, grows stronger day by day The future is so bright now, with your love to light my way. You've changed my life in so many ways With the little things you've done I ask you now to take my hand, as our walk has just begun. --By: Brian ALley-Freeman-- |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Jan 24th, 2006, 4:15am :o :o :o :oDang congratulations Krissy...what a hunk!!! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 24th, 2006, 6:41am Cooch Thanks! But I need your "goodluck", before the congrats , because I am still getting the timing! hihihi. ;) ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Justine on Jan 24th, 2006, 8:26am aws Krissy, you look nice together. umm..just wondering...does he have a brother ;D hehe |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 25th, 2006, 4:30am Justine LOL. Sowwy to inform you, Zed got only two sisters and he's the only thorn. Haha. He's the eldest, though (I'm the youngest). ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 25th, 2006, 4:34am
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 25th, 2006, 5:06pm The butterfly in all of us. Since this is the time of year when we consider of new beginnings and rebirths, I decided to pass along a message I recently received from a lonely caterpillar. He’s a very close friend of mine. Sometimes I feel like an earth bound caterpillar. Crawling along the road of life while in the forest canopy the beautiful butterflies dance in the wind. It’s hard to imagine that they were once like me. I stare at my reflection and all I see is a caterpillar. No sign of a butterfly at all. But I was promised wings. I’ve never seen them. And the grasshoppers tell me they don’t exist. Am I fool to have such faith? Maybe the grasshoppers are right and I should be content with the forest floor and stop dreaming of a day when I will fly. But I am not a grasshopper! I’m a butterfly just waiting for wings. [and I want to add my words] And someday I will be able to fly high. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 27th, 2006, 6:44am Preparation for the Chinese New Year It is a Chinese tradition, before the Chinese New Year celebration comes, to make everything done. And everytime Chinese New Year comes, I always remember my late Mom. I remember when my Mom was still alive. A week before the Chinese New Year, everyone was very busy, especially her. She used to do house cleaning, taking out and throwing out everything very old in the house, or things we would not need anymore. She changed flowers and plants inside the house and hanged at least two Lai-See [red pockets] on each plant. She was very busy buying things she was going to cook and made as rice cakes, or Pat Chun [sticky one, I don't know how do we call it in the Philippines] -- Oh, I miss the rice cakes she used to always make, I liked it very much when I put butter on it. While she was so busy with the things we couldn't do, it's our part to also clean everything in our own bedrooms. And for me, it took me one whole day cleaning my room, including cleaning and throwing everything I didn't need or want from my cabinets and drawers. Then a day before the exact date of Chinese New Year, she would come and visit our rooms, especially mine. Since I had my memory of what's happening, I already had my own room. Although, I still used to sleep with Mom and Dad in their bedroom, until Mom died. Chinese New Year 2006 is celebrated on February 28, 30, 31. February 29 is skipped, since it's Sunday which is considered always a public holiday, and it's said in the Chinese calendar that when a public holiday falls on Sunday, the said holiday must be moved and celebrated the next day, which is Monday. Before the Chinese New Year, no one is sitting either. It is a tradition to make everything done and it is considered a must to the Chinese. It is their belief that it is one way of getting rid off evil spirits or bad luck and welcoming good luck. It also includes office works. Since Chinese New Year takes like four days holiday, works should also be done before the long vacation from the office. And yes, I have been doing everything done since the other week, which also caused me to must go in the Philippines to do a work there, the other week. Actually, today is what we call 'Family Dinner party". It's a tradition ,too , for the Chinese for the whole family to have a dinner party before the first day of Chinese New Year, including extended family members. Everyone must be there, in the dinner party. However, my family is a Christian family. Although we follow the tradition of Chinese, or do celebrate Chinese holidays with them, we do it for the sake of participation, and also we take it as the chance to remember our Chinese late Mom. Today, I am working half day. Everyone has to go home early for the perparation for the Family Dinner Party. Yes, Dad is here, my one brother and his whole family. It is sad that my one brother is not always able to be with us and his family. Also, today, is the first day of giving Lai-See, which starts in the family members. I hope to get more lucky money. LOL. And what's the most exciting, Hihihi, Zed , the closest man to my heart at the moment, is invited and will be joining our family dinner party. My second time, [after my separation with my ex-BF whom I had the longest relationship, so far] to have a boyfriend join in our family dinner party. And geee, he's meeting my family, for the first time. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 28th, 2006, 5:37am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/prosp_left_new.gif http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/prospf2cp.gif http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/prosp_right_new.gif |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jan 28th, 2006, 2:16pm Speak Your Mind Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you, and yet you can never have them? When the moment you can’t feel them under your fingertips, you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most, saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don’t be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart, but if you don’t, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn’t. You can’t tell your heart what to do, it does it on its own, when you least suspect it, or even when you don’t want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid…afraid of what we don’t know, afraid of what others will think, or afraid that the person will find out something unlovable in us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. This is actually a talk with myself, asking myself, answering those questions running on my mind, while advising and strengthening myself. It's a meditation about my fear, my worries, my hesitation and thoughts of going on with someone into something serious, or to the next step. And yes, it helps. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Kitch on Jan 29th, 2006, 5:38am I am lost in your closet :) might grab you the next time you come in |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Feb 1st, 2006, 5:42am [smiley=icon_dance.gif] http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v390/coochie_baby03/chinese.jpghttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v390/coochie_baby03/chinese2.jpg [smiley=icon_dance.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Feb 3rd, 2006, 8:21am Kitch Glad to see you dropped by, although, by accident. LOL. ;D Coochieeeeee Miss ya! Thanks. :-* ReeBop, I don't know what was that, but thank you so much for your care and attention. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Feb 3rd, 2006, 8:29am Today, I've just arrived home from holidays. I was so busy celebrating the Chinese New Year with my family, friends and relatives since Saturday last week, then headed to China last Wednesday. I have missed everyone and the forum. And ofcourse, I miss him so much. And yes, glad to be back home---tired, yet happy. ;D Take a nap......BRB. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Feb 6th, 2006, 5:44am ohhh i hope you both can discuss that in private...as what most educated and mature people do.... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by thebeast on Feb 6th, 2006, 9:36pm on 02/06/06 at 05:44:07, Gracia wrote:
No discuss it here ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Feb 7th, 2006, 3:18am Quote:
okay..whatever is comfortable to you both. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by thebeast on Feb 10th, 2006, 12:19am on 02/03/06 at 08:28:56, mercedeezman wrote:
I see now the fiance is involved. I guess chivalry isnt dead yet..classic case of male defending womans honor...but this is a blog and I not understand what the big deal about a bad word in a blog is??? Has earth never seen a bad word before? Hell pratically everything I read has a few bad words in it. Dude I give you some advice that will help you out in marraige..stay out of womens affairs...all you will do is make yourself look silly or possibly just screw the whole situation up worse than what it was. Just listen to your woman and nod your head like you are paying attention..and just agree with her...but never ever get involved with women and thier arguments with other women. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Feb 10th, 2006, 3:39am but Joel, women in general loves their men to fight on their behalf too or not necessarily fight but women needs sympathy with a little action too. And if the man will take that for granted, the woman might interpret it as something like..."you just don't care!".... I understand that when a man is still wooing his woman, he'll do everything, just everything to impress his woman. I've witnessed a lot of situations like that. However, when you have settled down as in married already...when a wife encountered fight...usually the husband will just leave it to his wife, the involvement of the husband is different compared to when they were still lovers. note: i'm talking about scenarios i've witnessed here in my place with few stories from my friends |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by thebeast on Feb 10th, 2006, 7:59am on 02/10/06 at 03:39:14, Gracia wrote:
Yes but defending her over a bad word in a blog???? Seems kinda silly to me. And over the bad word another woman put in earths blog...what he gonna do have a blog war with krissy and then go kick her ass...wow thats very impressive. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Feb 10th, 2006, 12:34pm OH SHUT UP BEAST! MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! YOU ARE JUST ENVIOUS BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO FIANCE TO DEFEND! [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by thebeast on Feb 10th, 2006, 8:11pm on 02/10/06 at 12:34:55, earthlingorgeous wrote:
First of all I not need her to be my fiance to defend her and second of all I defend what is worth defending. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Feb 11th, 2006, 3:54am Quote:
Nah Joel, different man, different style...if that would be his then so be it. On the other hand, as much as i dislike the way conversation went, and since I have no power to stop it.....i might as well set back, relax and enjoy the show....as the saying goes "if you can't stop them, join them" ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Feb 14th, 2006, 11:03am |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by thebeast on Feb 16th, 2006, 12:34am Where is krissy. Must be taking a break from all the silly stuff..well I not blame her much. Krissy its okay...I not care if you did or didnt say the stuff...I just want you back blogging. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Feb 18th, 2006, 6:49am test test ...lol |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Feb 18th, 2006, 7:01am There you go.I made it after so many attempts lol.I know this'll be a total surprise to you but actually this is not the first time for me to register,I've been wanting to post in your blog while I know you are not able to open your computer but i didn't receive any password for my first registration so I just tried again and here I go.I called Bea, btw, if she's aware on this but she said she only reads and never have posted so I am trying to figure everything out by myself.hehe. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Feb 18th, 2006, 7:29am [b][/b]Again,Sweetheart ...my deepest condolence.I surely know how it feels to lose a very special person in life and Im so sorry it happened to you.I wish I could be with you for more time or even 'til you are feeling well but I know you understand my situation.This is for us anyway.And I am sure everything will be fine and will able to go to back to your normal mundane,and to our soooo much missed time together.I miss evenings too (time for fetching you from work) having coffee before heading home. Im at Dan Ryan's right now here in ocean terminal together with Bea,colonel and his BG.Im meeting Ogie and Yanyan later tonight.We all miss you.And tomorrow as usual, back to Singapore.I hope to see you by next week if you will be able to be back here in hong kong.Just in case you will read this ,pls let me know if you won't be able to.I can make my weekend there with you(next weekend).I will call you or phone message you by the way. Ok baby,take care always.I understand you are not feeling well as you are mourning but please don't miss your meal.Dont worry about me.I am well altho as if my stay in hong kong isn't that fun at all without you here. Wo ai ni......wo ai ni....wo ai ni....kisses... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Feb 18th, 2006, 7:42am by the way if someone wants to know where is norkay or Kris,she is at the moment mourning of the loss of her "mama".Not her biological mother but the one whom she loved so dearly and acted like her real mom and used to call her mama,she is her dad's sister.This is the person who took care of her since her real mother died.She died few days after her surgery.I was with norkay the last few days.Not sure when she can come back but shes on leave from work for 1 month. thank you, zed (Im the guy with her in the picture she posted before here in her blog) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by ReeBop on Feb 18th, 2006, 8:05am Kris, My thoughts go out to you on this terrible moment of grief. In no way can I know the sadness you feel, but you can know that myself and the many members of this forum will give you their thoughts and prayers to give you strength. I know you won´t be here for awhile, but I will be thinking about you and hope you come back to join us soon. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by earthlingorgeous on Feb 19th, 2006, 8:18am My prayer and condolences for you and your family Krissy. I'm sorry to hear for the loss of your Aunt. Take care and be safe. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Feb 19th, 2006, 1:15pm Administrator and earthlingorgeous,i'll be letting Kris know your messages since i dont think she is able to come so soon.In behalf of her i thank you for your sympathies. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Feb 19th, 2006, 1:39pm I phoned u sweetheart but couldnt reach u.I always understand but i hope ur doing so fine.Just got ready for Singapore(sucks) boarding 11:15pm.I hope to see u soon.Writing u in ur blog makes me feel good.I hope u dont mind me filling ur blog.Hope to see u soon....miss u :'( and always....wo ai ni.... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Feb 21st, 2006, 8:44am All I can say Krissy, there is always rainbow behind those clouds... just keep those smile and she will be watching you always. Even she is not with you she still be guiding you everyday....We love you and be strong. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by okasantina on Feb 21st, 2006, 5:47pm Im so sorry to hear that Krissy .... the feeling of losing someone so dearly to you for the second time .... a test from heaven, im sure everything will be just fine Krissy....we`re all as your friends....Just do pray to the Lord to give you more strength about what happening now... love and kisses...Tina :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by wildheart41004 on Feb 21st, 2006, 7:30pm So sorry for your loss, you're in my prayers |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by MissFartyPants on Feb 21st, 2006, 9:58pm My condolences, Krissy...... I am so sorry to hear about your loss. May God be with you in this time of grief. Take care of yourself ........ :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Justine on Feb 21st, 2006, 10:32pm My condolences, Krissy....I hope you can draw strength and comfort from the love of all your family and friends. We shall include you in our prayers. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Feb 22nd, 2006, 6:27am I talked to Kris lastnight but i decided and intended not to relay your letters to her.I want to surprise her especially my registration to this forum which i know she never expects.She can not have internet in the place where they are staying because they are staying in a rented apartment where they can stay near the morgue her mama is kept until burial arrangement is made. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Feb 23rd, 2006, 7:16pm Well, thanks for your support for Krissy Zed. BY the way, our warmest Welcome to the forum. Hope to see you more here. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by ChAntiQ of NarniA on Feb 24th, 2006, 7:15pm Krissy, my condolences.... hugs. She is no longer bound by an earthly, imperfect body. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Levy on Feb 26th, 2006, 10:20pm My deepest sympathy and condolences Krissy. Take it easy. God bless you and your family always. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Feb 28th, 2006, 12:00pm Just wanted to share this poem for u,sweetheart. ALWAYS A SUNRISE Look out, look in. Every day has a sunrise. Wherever you are, like a magic circle, the world is all around you. Everything has a purpose. Every action a reaction. All around you there are happenings. People, places and ideas, all offering you opportunities. Some to be touched and changed by the very nature of your uniqueness. Others to be left alone for they are not worthy of you. Life is a love affair. Love the people around you, love what you do. Every day dawns with a sunrise. Always, high days and low days. Blue skies of pleasure, there to enjoy. Celebrate. Dark clouds of storming hurt, however black, they always pass. Today was yesterday’s tomorrow; yesterday is gone. History. And the wonder of yesterday is whatever we didn’t like is behind us. Make a change. Unlimited you. Greatness from within. There is no such thing as failure, only learning experiences. Some things are easy to learn, others hard. What is easy for one may be hard for another. Lessons to be learned, not burdens to be carried. Everyone is different. Everyone is special. We are all creative. We are all tool makers. Greatness and humility. Both are you. Leader and follower. Warrior and water carrier. Teacher and student. Champion and cheerleader. Who is to say? One day you are one, the next day you are the other. Pace setters tread the untrodden path. Never given away your sunrise day of action to an excuse. 'When the time is right.' 'When I feel like it.' 'When I've enough money.' Sometimes it’s too easy to justify not taking action. Sometimes you have to say 'no' to your inner voice ... when it tries to keep you too comfortably where you're at. Always a new light. Always a new day. Each day a gift of opportunity. There is always a sunrise even when it is far from our view. There is always a door. We simply have to seek. There is always a key. We simply have to persist. And, sometimes, we just have to wait a while. Patience does have virtue. There is always a future. The future is hope and the magic is faith. It begins with you today. Today a new day. Always. Today our decision to be the person we really want to be. Today our choice of courage to accept what we cannot change. Today our choice to rise to the challenge of changing what we must. These are the choices of happiness. Always an answer. You simply have to believe. The dawn. The magic of a new day given to us. A love affair. A love affair with today. Today, a gift of opportunity; to laugh; to learn; to achieve; to make someone happy, to be happy. Always a sunrise. - By Rex Barker |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Mar 11th, 2006, 6:46am Missing u and here i am checking on some old pics (when we were still friends,i mean when i was still annoying to you lol).You might almost or have forgotten this pics already so i thought of posting them in ur blog.I hope u will like them Bea taught me how to post pictures here.Take your time,relax and take enough rest.I cant wait to see you tomorrow. http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f279/zed_sg/kris__me6.jpg http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f279/zed_sg/Picture_1841.jpg http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f279/zed_sg/kris__me.jpg http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f279/zed_sg/Picture112.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Mar 11th, 2006, 6:54am Pic 1: christmas party last year,remember when we lost in the news paper game and i had to sing you had to dance with wht i was singing? lol so much fun though. Pic 2: i wonder who were you clapping for? Pic 3: still singing and you were still dancing...haha..i like this pics. Pic 4: before the party...just finished dinner at Lux, i guess? ;D ;D ;D :-* :-* :-* wo ai ni...... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Mar 12th, 2006, 6:29am Losing someone you love dearly will never be an easy thing to endure. But let's just be happy that at least now they will finally be at peace. And I am sure Krissy, that she has lived her life to the fullest. My condolence and we hope to have you back with us soon. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Saffire_65 on Mar 13th, 2006, 6:52pm My deepest sympathy and condolences on the demise of your beloved one. May god bless her soul. And as for you my dearest friend... Life will go on. We miss you dearly and hope to see that lovely smile on ur face again *hugs* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 17th, 2006, 7:09am To Everyone, [who shared their sympathies and thoughts] From the bottom of my heart, thank you so , very much for the messages both in my blog and in private. They really have made me once again so emotional. I truely appreciate the thoughts. And yes, it's so good to be back and be with you all , again. I missed you all. Sincerely, Kris |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 17th, 2006, 7:13am Staring and wandering in the forum, I don't really know how and where to start. Lot of things to read, lot of things to write, reply, and comment to. I am surprised of so many things. All I can say for the moment, it's good to be back. I am indeed, so glad. I hope though to be recovered well soon and able to write more. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 17th, 2006, 7:45am Zed, You really surprised me. You never said anything. You will certainly be surprised too with my side kicks, for the first time. And oh the pictures ! Oh bhoy! When did I permit you to post any picture of mine? Or share my blog with you? Seriously though, glad to see you finaly registered here. But , LOL, by your full name? :P . And thanks for letting others knew what has happened. You've really been a big support. I will always thank you for your greatness. Enjoy your stay in the forum. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Mar 17th, 2006, 8:59am Krissy...just now i'm back in your blog... i'm deeply sorry ....pls accept our condolences ...from all us here in Cebu. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 17th, 2006, 9:52am Gracie, Thank you so much. I appreciate it very much. Please extend my regards to all of you there. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by zed_lui on Mar 17th, 2006, 11:37am I intended to surprise u Kris lol. Actually i registered before with "zed_sg" but i didnt get a password and i didnt want to bother u asking about it before,so i tried to register again by my full name because i couldnt think of any other name to register.By the way, can i get a password for the first name i registered and cancel this one?If that's possible. By the way,u dont know how happy i was when i came to pick u up in the airport.Great to be with you again.I hope u will get urself back to normal soon.Take care of ur cough and be well. I love you...see you this weekend. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Mar 18th, 2006, 2:40am Welcome back, Krissy. I hope you feel a lot better now. I'll reply to you here instead of my blog, ha? Actually I have done nothing much in helping you but I'm flattered that you appreciate it. Don't worry about it, you know I'm the 911 of the Forum. Hehehehe! It's really a relief to have you back with us, again welcome back :-*. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 18th, 2006, 5:22am Witchy, Thank you so much. Yes, I am feeling better now, being busy everyday working on works I left so unexpectedly, is helping me to get rid of loneliness. The reason why I was very thankful for having you as a co-mod was I was thinking that I left without having the chance to message the Administrator of my long absence. I was especially thinking about the Hotseat Celebrity Corner that Nathy would be stuck there for more than a month if no one would take care of it. Yes, it's good to be here again. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 22nd, 2006, 9:57am on 03/17/06 at 11:37:48, zed_lui wrote:
Yes, you can have a password for that, but you can also change your user name by going to your profile. Simply edit it, change your user name you first put there, to any name you want to use and to appear with your posts. Got it? Sheeesh. Haha, joke. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 22nd, 2006, 11:01am Missing you, so much. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 22nd, 2006, 11:02am Feeling empty. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 22nd, 2006, 11:04am http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/krissy2/mama_memory.jpg http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/formama.gif During my 2005 birthday and her last time she spent with me in Hong Kong. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/withmama3.jpg http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/danrayans.jpg Me, mama, and Ivy [helper] http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/krissy2/mamaIvyme.jpg http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/flowerbar.gif |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Mar 23rd, 2006, 7:54am Nice pictures you got there. I am sure that wherever she is, she is at peace with herself and the Lord. Let's just pray for her safe journey. And that she will not be easily forgotten by those whose lives she has touched. Again my condolence, sis. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 23rd, 2006, 12:30pm Witchy, Thank you for the thoughts. :'( Yes, sure she is now in heaven and not only with the Lord, but I keep imagining also that she is now with my real mommy. Mama nd mommy are now together and I can't stop thinking and imagining the two of them talking about us here, especially me. Because I know I have done so many wrong things since she [mommy]left me. Then, it relieves me when I look at who, how and where I am now. ;D God is , indeed, so good ! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Mar 28th, 2006, 9:25am A light In The Darkness It's not easy to settle for a life of quiet desperation and end it. Shakespeare’s Hamlet said it best; "To be or not to be, that is the question. Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, or take arms against a sea of troubles, and by opposing, end them." Many souls tread water in that sea of troubles. And some will succumb and sink beneath the waves and the thunder. But I will take for example what always happens to myself, that even as I sometimes slip into the darkness, a voice always cries out... "You’re not alone." The world can be a very cold place. And it may seem as though we struggle alone in those dark waters. A wise man once said, the light shines in the darkness, but the darkness comprehends it not. How can darkness not comprehend light? Well, in order for darkness to exist there must be no light, right? And the moment a light shines, the darkness vanishes and with it our fears which grow there. However, sometimes, we can not see light for us to figure the way out from darkness. So, where is this light? The light burns bright in all of us, but sometimes it needs to be rekindled. On the other side of my thought, I ask: Does darkness really exist? It's a fact that light can be measured but darkness can't. Which means darkness has no substance of it's own, it is only an absence of light. Each of us is a light, though, letting it shine when the world can be so cold is not always an easy task. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Apr 6th, 2006, 7:25am Very sweet pictures and i like this last post you have written.I am always happy to see that when u seem to be in the dark u always try ur best to look for the light. By the way...still tired?I just wanted to tell u i was so happy we made our Japan trip.....always so great to be with u.Thank u so much. i luv u. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 6th, 2006, 11:14am Bui bui Thank you so much. It was a wonderful moment and indeed unforgettable. I know it's been your wish since we became "close". My words can't thank you enough. I hope that, that very short time [compared to the time, you always give and to the things you always do for me] we have spent together gave us the chance to at least know each other deeper. I understand that misunderstandings are a part of it. And so, I really hope that you could understand the things I have said and want to be firmed. Hey, what about the pictures? Post some of yours that I took, here----YOURS NOT MINE. Hihi. :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Apr 6th, 2006, 11:57am I am very understanding but i can't take to be a punching bag....lol...joke. ;D Ok,just uploaded them.Ok i will just send yours in your email....i dont want u to babble again for a whole day...lol. http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f279/zed_sg/25668975012661l.jpg http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f279/zed_sg/25668306449587l.jpg ewwwww! hehehe. http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f279/zed_sg/25893533132404l.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Apr 7th, 2006, 6:28am ;DOh wow nice picture ZEd by the way who is your dentist...I need one..lol. Gosh Krissy you better post that picture in Japan too :) :)love to see it!!! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Apr 7th, 2006, 7:15am Hehehe Coochie u can borrow it anytime it's adjustable anyway...hehehe.Thanx. Ask Krissy to post her pictures...i have sent her already her and our pictures...i am afraid how she roars when mad so i am sorry if i can't do it for u.What about sending u secretly...hehehehe...joke Krissymoi. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Apr 7th, 2006, 7:19am :POk I wont tell Krissy...LMAO...send it to me secretly |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Apr 7th, 2006, 7:41am <<<<<<Ok Krissy there it is ...you happy now...told you im with kimmy already...dangit.. ;D [smiley=sweetheart.gif] [smiley=sweetheart.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 7th, 2006, 9:56am on 04/06/06 at 11:57:09, Zed_Sg wrote:
Awwww, for so many other pictures taken, why these ones? LOL. Even in the streets, you're so naughty [keeps moving]. Why that close up pic? Showing nipples , eh? LOL. Brace.....ewwwww! :P Thanks, Bratty! Haha. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 7th, 2006, 9:59am Coochie :-* Yep, I am happy you granted it. I really like that picture of you. Zed said , beautiful and he was surprised to see you as she thought you were a Filipina. I told him you are, but lives in Texas, right? |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 7th, 2006, 5:06pm http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/norkay27/krissy2/mama_memory.jpg http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/BasketRoses41.gif Thanks to you.... I can’t repay the lessons, that you taught when I was small. Or give you gift for gift , the daily treasures I recall I can’t return encouragement and loving words of praise. In quite the way you did for me, through all my childhood days. But there is one gift that I can give, it’s all the love you’ve earned. For love is what you always taught... And love is what I learned. Thanks to you, mother. You'll always in my heart. I LOVE YOU. 04/07/'06 10pm HKT |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Apr 8th, 2006, 7:44am on 04/07/06 at 09:59:15, nOrKAy wrote:
Unfortunately yes Im in texas not by choice Krissy. And yes Im half Filipina ...a mutt...lol [smiley=puppy.gif] [smiley=silly.gif] [smiley=silly.gif] [smiley=silly.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Apr 18th, 2006, 8:19am Just dropping by sweetheart for some kisses.I know u've been busy this easter holidays.Hope to see u so soon.I miss u so much. :-* :-* :-* Daddy's coming,right?But when?I hope this weekend as i'll be there too. Bye moimoi. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 18th, 2006, 1:28pm Bui Bui, Yep, I am sorry it's a busy week. I'll make everything up, soon. Yes, Daddy will be here this Friday. Gonna treat him? Hihihi. Joke. Sure you'll see each other. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 19th, 2006, 8:35am Busy, Sick and Bored As Hell ! I hate not feeling well, and of course no one likes being sick. Being stuck in bed, feeling like crap, 300 channels and nothing good on T.V and the endless stack of works that isn't getting done because I can't focus. Sometimes, I think what I hate most about being sick, is I miss having someone who is there to tell me they hope I feel better or to rub my back and tell me everything is going to be fine. When I was a little girl, my grandmother used to make up the sofa and put a T.V. tray next to sofa and put everything on it that I would need. She was always there to brush my hair and shower me with love and cookies. Most days I relish my solitary life and I am thankful that I have no one to answer to or for. But when life kicks me in the butt, I miss the times when I had someone who would be there for me. Not to pick me up so to speak and not really to "take care of me", but just to be there to hold my hand or play with my hair and just be present. Sometimes, I think I am looking for something that no longer exist. That one perfect match for me. Maybe my expectations are too great, maybe I am being unrealistic. I have become so settled in my life and I love my life that the thought of letting someone else in somedays just doesn't make sense like no one would ever fit. Is it possible to include a special someone in your life and maintain the level of independence you worked so hard to achieve? Most of my life, men have wanted to "take care of" me or "fix" everything or "watch over" me never just let me be me and figure things out for myself. I know that I am not perfect, and yes, there are some areas of my life that are still in need of repair but that doesn' t mean I need someone else to do the work. I love the journey of my life (well most days) and I finally have reached the time in my life where I love the journey more than the destination. I guess, I still wonder if there is someone to walk with on this journey or am I going to walk it alone. Not a question that comes up often, just on the days when being alone isn't all it is cracked up to be. The journey goes on...... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 22nd, 2006, 10:51am
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Apr 22nd, 2006, 3:17pm Hi Krissy, sorry have been busy lately. Please help me out and witchy on the forum for now. I wont be able to do it for awhile. THanks!!! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Apr 24th, 2006, 6:02am Moimoi, Just wanted to say my thanks that u once again made my days great.It was great seeing Dad again and thanks for the delicious and hot dinner.Yes,such a wonderful person he is.....no wonder why ur in love with him.I want to extend my thanks to sis too.....she is so nice....she is such a good friend. Thank u,thank u so much.It's always a great pleasure being with u.See u.... :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 24th, 2006, 6:57am BuiBui, You're more than welcome. It was a wonderful weekend for me, too. Thanks, yes they are awesome people. Now you know where to come if you can't contact me, or when my phone denies calls. I'll call you back, later. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 25th, 2006, 7:18am on 04/22/06 at 15:17:06, CooCHie wrote:
Hey Coochie, no worry. Just take your time and do your things, and I hope you will be able to come back and join us here. Take care and I hope eeverything goes well with you. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 26th, 2006, 7:53am I dont understand...... The day is fine, but why am I feeling sick ?! Not having problem, either, but why am I not thinking "well" ?! I think I am in love, bu why am I feeling sad ?! I am not busy today, but why do I feel pressured ?! I don't understand ! I want to turn everthing upside down, starting when I woke up this morning. I wanted to throw everything. I wanted to scream. Now, I feel like wanting to turn my table upside down, and everything on it to scatter everywhere. I don't understand ! Am I still suffering "effects" ?! It's been so long time, damm't ! Oh man, I am even emotional....right now. I wish someone could tell me WTF, is happening really to me ! I'm serious, this is really a ****ed day. "Today", have mercy......please go by real quick. [smiley=wall.gif] [smiley=icon_worship.gif] [smiley=furious3.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Apr 27th, 2006, 7:36am I got this second hand book about LOVE written by Prof. Leo Buscaglia from a booksale. I find it interesting knowing that the one who wrote it is someone whom I regard as one of the best authors in the history. And who wouldn't be interested on the subject itself? I am sure that most of us are still searching for answers about LOVE and still trying to understand the complexities of the word, L-O-V-E. This small book of LOVE is about the largest experience in life of a human being. Buscaglia's basic theory says that LOVE is learned and that everyone can and should learn love. Having realized the truthness of that theory, I want to share with you some interesting parts of this book which I find thought provoking. Here it goes... [smiley=heartbeat.gif]If you feel something, let people know what you feel. [smiley=heartbeat.gif]Love is like a mirror. When you love another you become his mirror and he becomes yours. [smiley=heartbeat.gif]Real loves always creates, it never destroys. [smiley=heartbeat.gif]Live now. When you are eating, eat. When you are loving, love. When you are talking, talk, When you are looking for a flower, look. Catch the beauty of the moment! [smiley=heartbeat.gif]One does not fall "in" or "out" of love. One grows in love. [smiley=heartbeat.gif]Love is open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself. This is a book about love. What it is and what it isn't. It is about you and about everybody who has ever reached out to touch the heart of another. Enjoy the journey of finding TRUE LOVE. For those who have found it, cherish each moment by continue giving, sharing, caring, appreciating, trusting, forgiving, thanking, serving, learning, creating and growing in love. For those who haven't found it, possess love by loving yourself, so when the right one comes along you can readily give love. Everyone deserves to be happy. Thus, everybody deserves to love and to be loved. [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif][smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif][smiley=heartbeat.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on May 6th, 2006, 5:36am So, my cousins from the Philippines are here in Hong Kong since yesterday [Friday]. They are having 4-day stop over before heading to Montreal Canada. It's wonderful and great seeing them, after few years of not seeing them. Well, ofcourse, what else does someone want to visit when in Hong Kong, if not the new Hong Kong Disneyland? So, here we are ready to see Mickey Mouse. ;D I'll be back after couple of days. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on May 11th, 2006, 6:40am Wonderful weekend, I had. Too much eating, too much laughters, too much walking, too much riding, too much shopping. Now, I'm dead tired ! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on May 11th, 2006, 6:48am Buibui, Hmmm, my first time to have my call UNANSWERED ? I miss you so bad, too. I understand that you're sad and upset, even when you denied. I'm sorry, but I hope you understand. I wish I could invite you but it was too late when they decided to just go to Macau, instead. I'm sorry and I promise, I will make it up to you. You know, we can have as much time as the time we have missed. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on May 19th, 2006, 1:59pm The old saying goes; "When life hands you lemons, make lemonade." Sounds great in rhetoric, yes. It's also something catchy to tell your friends when they are having hard times & you don't have any other advice to give. Well, today, I was thinking about all the turns my life has taken recently. I feel like I am living in a lemon grove, actually...but I am stuck there without all the other ingredients to make lemonade [LOL]. That's right, there has been a shortage of water & sugar, not to mention a pitcher and a spoon. (No, I am not off my meds, by the way!) So, I am going to plant some sugar cane & dig a well. Yes, this is what it seems like I will have to do. So, it will take a little longer....so what?! The lemonade will just taste that much better, yeah? As for the pitcher & the spoon...well, one thing at a time. I will come up with a plan for that too--when the time comes. In all honesty, life is looking up. I have to remind myself of all the blessings God has given me! I have a beautiful family who is the light of my life. I think we have a very comfortable roof over our heads, food to eat & a good job. Yes, I have a lot to be thankful for! Oh, I think I just made my lemonade? *smiles* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on May 24th, 2006, 6:48am Birthdays Once a year that special day rolls around. As a kid I remember looking forward to my birthday at least two weeks before the day finally, ever so slowly arrived. Aside from all the cool gifts, I looked forward to being with all my friends and playing games. What is a birthday without friends, right? As an adult I've had more birthdays than I care to remember. And unlike the days of my youth I no longer count the days. Sometimes I have to think long and hard to remember how old I am when people ask. I rarely count that high. Just a couple of weeks, my phrase won't be " still young" anymore, but I'm going to say, "I'm getting older." |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on May 31st, 2006, 5:24am It's holdiay here in Hong Kong, today. But not a good holiday at all to me. I'm sick. :'( Tears are irrisistably falling, runny nose, sore throat, back pain---I'm feeling so weak. Really bad. I hope this is a sign of pregnancy ,though. LMAO. [laughing out loud,yet no sound] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Jun 16th, 2006, 12:36pm Where are you, woman? Your vacation leave is finished. Get back to work! :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jun 18th, 2006, 6:10pm WitchyPooh! I'm back! I wanna poke you though for letting Fugi stuck on his seat until he ran out of fats to be burned. LOL. Yep, glad to be back, but shucks, this wasn't the way I wanted to lose weight. :'( LOL, I'm laughing on how I mispelled "holiday". :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jun 18th, 2006, 6:32pm http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/emb_image99.gif My Dearest Dad, I know that the years are going by so fast and it’s hard for you to let me go. But, Dad , you need to see that I am all grown up now. It is time for me to face the world by myself, to fall on my knees and get back up. It may be hard for you to see me cry but remember that I will be fine, because you made me who I am. You thought me to never give up, to fight for what I want, to stand up for what I believe, and most important, for me to be me. So please Dad, I don’t want you to worry so much about me. I will be fine. I know that you are right by my side and that you will be there to catch my fall. But, you need to let me fall, let me make my mistakes and learn from them. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want you out of my life. I would never want that. I love you Dad, and I am thankful to GOD that you are my DAD-- the most wonderful Dad! I LOVE YOU, SO MUCH. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Jun 20th, 2006, 6:07am Hi sweetheart, i'm so glad to see ur doing fine now.Take care of urself and try to regain the weight u lost.I wouldn't like u to be that sexy....hehehe joking. ;) Thank u for the time last weekend.I enjoyed the time so much......the almost 3hours dinner at the Peak was so great. ;D Take care always Moimoi. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Jun 22nd, 2006, 8:32pm Welcome back two lovers....Zed where are those pictures... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jun 23rd, 2006, 6:47pm This One Life..... I spent my birthday in bed, as I was very sick on that very day. And I couldn't do anything but to think and pray. I always used to have the thoughts in my mind that I was invincible , powerful , endless , in my youth full of aspirations and desires . But as I become older, I see and understand the reality, that at any second, even as I rise to the top, an unknown force can drag me to the ground. Thus, one reminder that I must savor life, as if it is the last drop I will have in a desert and only when I'm ready , will the Oasis of happiness come pouring on my tired soul. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by wildheart on Jun 23rd, 2006, 11:02pm Happy belated birthday, hope you are feeling better now! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jun 26th, 2006, 4:18pm Bob, That's so sweet of you. Yes, I am actually feeling great now. Thank you. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jun 26th, 2006, 6:04pm Power of Words I'd like to see the world from another angle, we are everyday angels.--Jewel Kilcher I saw an independent film once that had a scene I still recall to this day. It was a story about how complete strangers in a large city connected in the briefest of moments and were brought to a new place in their lives. One of the young heroines broke my heart. She was very much a Cinderella, but her life did not have the storybook ending. Life handed her the worst trials and tribulations. Her story rivaled that of the biblical job-- you achingly wanted her to win, but life does not play a fair game. On the other side of town was the happiest go lucky man you could ever meet. No matter what happened in his life, he was eternally happy. Always wearing a smile. It sickened his co-workers particularly his employer. His boss set out to make this man's life hell and to try to break his spirit. How could his life be so rich when they were broken in so many ways? I recall that he was fired by his boss after months of brutal treatment. The employer thought he had defeated the man, that he had finally broken his stride. Much to his dismay, he hadn't. The lucky man knew that it was his outlook on life that mattered and not what happened to him. One day, the downhearted, un-fairy tale Cinderella decided that she would take her life. She could not go on living in her prison of pain. As she stood on the edge of hurling herself into oncoming traffic, she noticed a man with a smile. She wanted what he had. The man with the unbreakable spirit saved her life without knowing it. He gave her the simple gift of a smile. I have received messages from people who have opened their hearts to me. I move forward and take life day by day, step by step. Every word is appreciated and will be held in my heart forever. I hadn't checked my emails for several days. Typically, I receive oodles of junk email to this particular account. I was so touched by one message that I have yet to gather the words for a proper "thank you." An e-mail from my sister. I won't go further with the contents of her e-mail, but it's so amazing how powerfuly, and compassionately touched me. Never doubt the power of your own words-- be it a poem, letter, song, email, or journal entry. You never know who may be reading or listening. I daresay that your words are the greatest instrument you will ever have. You may inspire someone to become a better person. You never know when your words may save someone. I carry these words with me today: Dreams are always worth having, and I've come to believe that life without dreams isn't a life worth living. Have dreams, my beloved sis. Thank you for your words. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Jun 27th, 2006, 7:31am on 06/18/06 at 18:10:55, nOrKAy wrote:
Awww, I'm sorry, Krissy but I took an emergency vacation for a week too and I thought you will be back soon before I get back. And belated happy birthday too! [smiley=drummer.gif] [smiley=drummer.gif] [smiley=drummer.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Jun 28th, 2006, 7:07am Hi baby, just checking e-mails and i thought i had to share this very inspiring message i got from King forwarded to him by his friends. I was touched and i bet u'll be touched too because i know ur heart. :-* One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart, for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why, your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but was full of scars, and it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but the pieces didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared. How can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine - mine is perfect,and yours is a mess of scars and tears." "Yes, said the old man, "Yours is perfect looking, but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar in my heart represents a person to whom I have given my love. I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges...giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?" The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands. The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges. The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his. They embraced and walked away side by side. How sad it must be to go through life with a whole heart. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jun 30th, 2006, 4:46pm Buibui Thanks for sharing. Please extend my regards to King. It's been a while I haven't heard from him. I don't even know if he's here in HK or in Singapore. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 4th, 2006, 7:57am Witchy, It doesn't matter if late or on time. Thanks. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 4th, 2006, 8:05am I've been doing so much. I've been reading books that inspire me. I've been to some parties. Now, I am writing-- finally able to write what's on my mind, which I haven't been able to do in awhile. Though it's all been great, there is the nasty business of drama that comes up. Now that I associate with other people, I see it everywhere. Not necessarily with me, but it's always there. It is simply because people are people. People come with a limited vision, a limited range of judgement, prejudice, bias, and a bundle full of emotions. All of us have this, and when we interact with each other, even with the best intentions mistakes can happen. Errors in judgement, misinformation, gossip, etc. I have always prided myself in the fact that if I feel the need to talk about someone, I talk to them. That I don't talk behind people, that I don't judge people. But that is no longer true. I could say I did not do these things because I was always outside, looking in. Watching, and never involved. I could take this high position because I was only an observer. Now that I am actually involved with others I can no longer make this claim. Yes, sometimes I talk behind, sometimes I misjudge, though I try not to. I try to believe the best I can in people without judging, and I try to be as transparent and clear as I can be. But sometime I have to talk to clarify things, sometimes I whine and complain about situations I find myself in (Thanks to someonefor putting up with my angst), sometimes I misgudge situations. Sometimes I say nothing to people, to keep the peace. I feel that I have gotten lazy in my diligence of being as fair as possible, and I will try to do better. But such things shall happen again, because I am a human involved with other humans. And maybe it seems that I am happy all the time, sometimes it is fake, sometimes I feel worried, and sad. But I try my best, and that is all that I can do. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by CooCHie on Jul 8th, 2006, 6:58am well nice entry Krissy. My input to your blog is that, sometimes, being an observer is a great value. But being open and say what ever comes out when you are judging people might be interpreted the wrong way as being strong and insensitive, if they dont know you. But then I find it as you being a strong woman. So keep up the good work.. ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 19th, 2006, 8:39am Coochie, Most of the time, I can't hold back my words and reactions and pretend to be OK with everything. But that's the way people can know me or will know about me. I'm always willing to explain though if I'm misinterpreted, as long as the person is willing to hear. Thanks for dropping by, and hope everything's well there with you. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 19th, 2006, 8:51am I'm not gonna think of your face, of your name, for when I do, you are there............... But let me stretch this vein before it cramps. The absence of you hangs heavy and hollow in the air. I can do nothing but listen to my sad songs and ponder where I went wrong with you. My logical equations all end up at the same point, and I haven't a clue what I've done to wrong you so, or what I can do to fix it. I'm sleepless, chainsmoking wreck. The tears in my eyes are welcomed. They blur the words that I write to remind myself that those miles span the distance between us, a sea as dark as the idea that I'll never talk to you again. I wrote you a sloppy good bye, and you've never answered. I sit and wait, every day I do, for word from you. This blank narrative is not a cry for attention, your eyes will never see it, though I can imagine the emotion in them, the very flecks of colour in them, as you would. As the tears encumber these hollows that once read your words, say you, oh, anything but now, I can feel my bitterness fermenting, I feel I'll never be whole again. The extent of us I could never truly see before. Now, the thought of not having you to guide me leaves me cold inside. But, we must be different people now. The tender one I remember would never do this to me; he was a lover, not a fighter. It must be raining in Athens. The sun must be shining in Japan. It must be snowing in Canada. Still, as I write my closing, I know that this isn't finished. I know that I'll never toss these fetters, the remnants of you. Don't worry, honey, I'll treat you like all of the others. I'll convince myself that our love never existed. Yes, I said love, because I know it was love. But, no, that's a lie. It must not have been love, no, not in this dark and lonely place. I'll watch my life through a cloudy point of view. It was an illusion, a dream, the best I've ever had. [I'm not finished yet.] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 19th, 2006, 8:59am Today, like any common day I realized something . Something so powerful for my well being that no one can take the pleasure except for me, because deep within my core I feel as if though I have been lifted from above. I find myself falling deep within my thoughts . Thoughts that are completely sealed . I dare to put them on paper today. I realized that in the wonderful journey that we call life sometimes we encounter chains, chains that tie us down from the forever freedom we should all experience throughout . These chains can be described in many ways but the simplest ones would be : Negativity, Conflict, Criticism, Judgement, all in which we fall time and time and again because we cease to strive and reach for higher grounds . I never intended to be perfect because after all If I were perfect and had no cracks, then the sunlight could not come in. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 20th, 2006, 6:46am The Beauty of Life and Death One thing I learned in my 29 years of existence, is that there is no moment without intention of emotion . Last week, I went to visit my friend in the hospital who gave birth to a beautiful baby girl . I held her in my arms and seeing life in my face made me appreciate even more the many blessings that I have . One of the happiest moments is bringing a new life into the world . Then, yesterday, I went to a funeral of another friend's mother and seeing life slip out equally made me appreciate the gift we all have. Being alive , feeling ,caring , loving and sharing with eachother whatever pieces of ourselves we feel are worth forwarding on . And just as easy as life comes in , when it is time, it dims out and all that we have left is the wonderful memories that will endure the test of time . |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 22nd, 2006, 5:10am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/morningview.jpg From the bottom of my heart I wake up to a new day . The light that shines thru the window gives me a new found strength . My love for YOU is undying. One that sees light cannot simply fail on this . I take YOUR eyes in my core everytime I see a tear, a smile, a frown. Each event only brings me closer to heaven. I hope that I will always see the light shining thru my window. For YOU, LORD, ARE MY LIGHT ! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 25th, 2006, 8:12am Can You Count A Narcissist in Your Life? This is one of the scariest things I consider in my entire life-- to find out someone I've been considering as one of my best friends, is a narcissist. Yikes, really! I am not going to go in details, though, on how I found out , although, it's through reading her "God-only-knows-who-to-read" journal. She goes on and on about how accomplished she is, how much better than the rest of the world she is, etc., unaware herself of how delusional she is. I barely could figure out what she was talking about, and I doubt she really grasps her own train of thought. I guess that's what draws the line. The main narcissist in my life lives in a kind of a similar fantasyworld where she is the queen and the rest of us are her minions, to the point that she has no empathy for anyone else, and no ability to keep herself from saying cruel, hurtful things to the rest of us. In fact, she has no idea why the things she says and does are hurtful. Anyway, here's what I learned in a nutshell. Narcissists never get help because they don't think there's anything wrong with them. They don't understand or relate to others beyond what others can do for them, and they believe they deserve special treatment always. This is all to conceal that really they feel worthless, so all their meanness is really to pump themselves up. The best way to deal with them is to either not deal with them at all, or to change your expectations and avoid situations that bring you into conflict with them. Hmm, I could have figured that out all on my own, and without the foray into my chilhood memories. Hmmm, I needed a book to remind me that I don't have to stand there and take it. The cruelest part of narcissists, especially the really bad ones, is that they dump their bullshit on others which can lead to actually buy into their screwed up universe. Someone in my life once described this as allowing the person to "live in your head rent free." I didn't really understand him then, but I get it now.Letting her insanity live in my head costs me valuable personal energy, while she goes about her life blissfully unaware. Unfortunately, to avoid her is my decision. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 27th, 2006, 9:54am Speaking of "Best Friends" The term best friend kind of confuses me--well, more so than term itself is people who throw it around so easily. You don't always have to have a best friend, in fact most people don't. I guess the same thing goes for people who swear they are in love with every person they meet, but that is a different topic. If you have had five "best friends" in the past two years, there is something wrong with that picture. If every person you hang out with more than once is your best friend, you're kind of kooky. I have no problem admitting that I don't have a best friend; do I have some friends that I hang out with more often than others? Of course, everyone does--but that doesn't automatically make them my best friend. I guess this rant is kind of silly because it doesn't effect me in the least when silly people try to pretend that they are a lot closer to people than they actually are--which is silly in itself. I just find it amusing, and slightly annoying. I can count the number of true best friends that I have had in my 29 years on one hand and it doesn't even use all those five fingers. I am sure that when I get older, I will realize that that number is a bit lower but at this point, I believe that those four friendships truly left me a better person. They were long lasting relationships and during every moment but towards the unfortunate demise, we were there for each other no matter what. I am only currently in contact with one of those people, but I guarantee that if I were to call the other three, or they were to call me, we would be there again, no matter what.If a friend refuses to talk to you over a petty demise, I wouldn't really consider that person to have ever been a best friend. It just seems that focusing on the idea of growing old together is what ruins a lot of relationships--romantic and platonic--focus on the present and not attempting to attain these far off goals and you'll more than likely have better luck with these relationships actually making it that far. I suppose it is extremely similiar to girls--and guys--who believe that every person they date is "the one". I'll admit, in my younger high school days, I told my boyfriend that I loved him and in my warped fifteen year old mind, I could imagine us getting married. As I got older, I realized I was a moron in even pretending that there were real feelings involved, atleast on my part anyway. My last relationship had me feeling that he was definitely the one that I was closest to really loving--and I stand by that completely. I never imagined marrying him--daydreams don't count, right?--our relationship was completely focused on the present. I promised myself that I would never think more than three months ahead and that worked for quite a while. It was actually an unfortunate situation that forced us to think about the future that ended our relationship because we both realized that when we thought about our future, the other person wasn't in it. Sorry about the sidetrack. Back to the point. People who swear that each person they're with is the one and can admit that they said that about all their previous relationships but throw in that they didn't mean it then, but they do now. How do you know that? How do you know that if you break up tomorrow and start dating someone new, you're not going to say the same thing? Maybe it is simply because I have lost a lot of faith in society, especially my generation, but I think that true love has simply become a facade that is lost and overshadowed by lust. I would like to hope that people will soon realize that the lustful relationships they are in aren't going to last. With the exception of a select few, I don't see anyone I know being with the person they are with forever. Sorry, it isn't anything personal and I would love if you proved me wrong. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by ChAntiQ of NarniA on Jul 27th, 2006, 3:34pm On the 2nd to the last post, about the narcissist...umm were you talking about KRIS AQUINO? lmao Just dropping by your blog Krissy, with my odd way of saying hi [smiley=puppy.gif] Miss ya! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 31st, 2006, 7:06am Hiya ChantiQ! Oh, is she? LMAO. I didn't know that. I didn't mean to write and refer about others, as well, though. Thanks for dropping by. Miss ya, too. Mmmmaaah! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Jul 31st, 2006, 7:14am I'm Bloggin Does it Bog your mind this thing I do ? This thing I do, I'm Bloggin to you ! What do you know ? How can you say ? This nonsense I write is all for play But hey, aren't they all true ?! ?! Don't take it seriously You know my way So, chill out and live another day YEAH! Snoop.. Look me up! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Jul 31st, 2006, 11:39am How's my adorable Kris?It's almost an hour sitting here reading ur blog,looking at your picture,admiring ur smile,wishing i could hug u.....so many things running on my mind yet my fingers freeze and my mind seems blank when i want to start to write.But the main and what i've been wanting to let u know is.....how much I MISS U sweetheart.I miss u like crazy....... when will u let me hear and see u ??? :'( |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 3rd, 2006, 7:37am Mr. Lui I'm doing great here. Thank you. I understand that it's when something or someone swerved from us that we realize the value, and miss that thing or that person. So, yes, I understand your post. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 3rd, 2006, 7:51am Always In Love [Despite of this and that] Most of us have been in love or at least thought we were in love. It's interesting how we revise our opinions once things are over. But this isn't about romantic love. I was wondering what it means to love God. How do we love someone we've never met personally? Is that possible? As I reflect upon my own life experience, I'd have to say it is, only because I don't know most of the people on my [chat] friends' list. And yet I feel a fondness for many of them. We exchange emails, messages, etc. . God doesn't email. I've sat and waited for the voice of God countless times in the silence of my bedroom. I'm pretty sure I'd be quite frightened if I actually heard a voice and would assume dementia had set in before I thought it was God. Like so many who came before me, I sought a sign. Just like we do with other kinds of relationships, "Tell me you love me!" How many relationships go sour because the other person forgot to state it? But then I realized that God doesn't need to email because He can be much more dramatic. When I wake up and watch the sun rising over the mountains I'm reminded of the beauty of this creation. When I stare out across a seemingly endless ocean and view the rising and falling tides, I know God is there. And that's much better than an email that would get lost in my SPAM folder. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 4th, 2006, 4:31pm What My Broken Pinkie Toe Taught Me Somewhere, somehow this evening I ripped the nail on my pinkie toe half off. I noticed that my pinkie toe kept hurting so I reached down to check it out and the nail was half off. Now, the delima. Do I bandage it up and wait for it to grow out some more or eventually fall off, catching it on everything in the mean time, or do I rip it the rest of the way off and be done with it. Well, I decided to just rip it the rest of the way off. Here I am, wincing at every touch of it feeling queasy at the idea of what lies ahead--just generally being a drama queen. I realized what I was doing and had to chastise myself. I was so wrapped up in the drama of losing a toenail that I couldn't do anything about it. I remembered what it meant to be detached, to be an observer and not a complete slave to the experience. It may not seem like a big deal, but for me it was confirmation that I am starting to remember what it means to be a human being again, a sane, aware being. I simply detached myself from the experience so that I could calmly remove the nail to prevent further suffering. I used to get grief all the time for talking about detachment. It is not escapism. It is not being cold and emotionless. It is simply reminding yourself that you are not a slave to your experiences, that you can act instead of react. You can watch as an observer, or you can experience more fully, but you choose. You experience your emotions, pains, pleasures...as opposed to BEING your emotions, pains, pleasures.Thus, you can more fully appreciate the experience of experience and make better choices. I don't know, it seems kind of silly reading it now, but it meant something to me. I get so wrapped up in my life sometimes that I let it lead me the way it wants to. I let my circumstances dictate how I react and I make bad choices. This was just one small victory in regaining control of my life-- I was able to face the detachment , although, no one has the idea how much the pain it is causing me......yes, it still hurting until this very moment. But what do I know? I am but a sprout...... 9:28 PM Aug.4 |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 7th, 2006, 5:20pm ""To fail is a natural consequence of trying. To succeed takes time and prolonged effort in the face of unfriendly odds. To think it will be any other way, no matter what you do, is to invite yourself to be hurt and limit your enthusiasm for trying." -David Viscott Many of us strive for perfection, whether in our work or in our personal lives. For that matter, many books have been written about perfection. Even the Bible talks about it, "Be ye perfect as God is perfect." Sometimes all we see on the scoreboard of life is our shortcomings, but that's not the final measure of victory and defeat. That occurs in our hearts and minds where we face our weaknesses and choose to improve ourselves for the next opportunity or ignore them. I'm far from perfect, but I have experienced things that were perfect. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 7th, 2006, 6:05pm Darn it ! Just when you think you've figured things out, you haven't ! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 9th, 2006, 12:00pm The Way Things Used To Be Can I ever go back to the way things used to be? Never, and I hate this fact sometimes. Change is an inevitable reality. That is the only thing that is ever permanent. It's comforting for it provides chances and choices for something better. But sometimes sad, because I don't always have control over the good things. But, I have to remember that there's never a reason why the good things have to end. There may be changes in life's circumstances, but it doesn't mean that the relationships end. They just simply change. And if I choose to, I can nurture what I have, or take them for granted. There are great treasures to look forward to, if I choose to let change beget growth instead of despair and perceived loss. As for relationships that do end, no one and nothing comes into my life by accident. No one comes into my life without a gift for me in his hands. I always find it, use it, and be grateful. So, no regrets..... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 10th, 2006, 7:08am http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/onfire.jpg There is a fire that is burning within me. The flames grow with intense heat each day. Knowledge, pain and love fuel the fire within. I feel as though each day and each wicker of the flames are slowly killing me. It is hard to breath and concentrate on what is before me. Thoughts and feelings about my past and future are slowly driving me insane. I can no longer cope. I am tired of this fire that is within. I cant stand how bad it burns. I can smell my heart being engulfed by the flames that burn-- like lava from a volcano. One touch from me will burn anyone who dares to get close to my heart. The intensity is too much to bear and people turn to ash before my eyes. Will someone dare ?............ |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 11th, 2006, 5:32pm As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. -- [I can't remember where and from whom I have read this, but this isn't from me.] As I grow older, I realize that things change and that I have to make a choice, either learn to adapt or get left behind. As far as the heart breaks, I've all been there and I've all done a little heart break or my own. The best thing I can say, is to try to learn something from every person that enters my life. I have learned a lot. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Aug 12th, 2006, 4:54am Hello Kriss. I have been burned so many times in my life I stop counting the scars but I will keep on fighting to my last breath until I get victorious. For deep within me I know that someday, somehow, somewhere is a burning flame that won't hurt me when I touch it. ;) Btw, I still haven't see hair nor hide of Boo aka explicit. I will talk to Coochie and we will try to find another one to replace Papichulo on the hotseat. I think he's long overdue. Besides, I don't think he's still interested in answering those questions. I have the feeling that he may flirt and joke a lot but deep inside he wants to keep things that he deemed personal in his life as it is, private. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 14th, 2006, 5:55pm Witchy That's indeed so nice of you ,and encouraging response to the feeling I was babbling about. Thanks. Regarding the hotseat, what can I say or do? LOL. Just too bad, the rules are not followed. :( |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 14th, 2006, 6:56pm Letting Go It is a human trait for us to hold onto grudges, loves and many other issues but this tends to be our downfall. On many occasions, it is time for our lives to ascend to the next level but we keep holding on to various issues that are holding us back, when it may be God himself trying to pull us away from something. Therefore, we all need to learn the power of goodbye. We hold ourselves back because we dont realize that it is time for something to remove itself from our lives. People and things do come into our lives for a reason.They may have a permanent place, or that of a temporary one. When it is time for that person or thing to leave out of our lives, we grab, hold, not realizing that their chapter in our lives are over and we have to move on. As a result, we remain in the same place, not taking one step back and never moving forward. When the frustration and agony comes because you feel that your life is at a standstill, you can blame no one but yourself, for it is you that makes the choices. Because it all boils down to this, if that person or thing is supposed to be there, they will remain. When it is time to grow and ascend to that next level, there will be no questions of "ifs", "ands" or "buts", because they have a purpose in our lives. We are limitless in our power and abilities but we can never access them if we keep allowing ourselves to be stunted in growth. Loose all the extra baggage and cleanse yourself. It's time to release........ Let it go...... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Aug 22nd, 2006, 6:56am I spent the afternoon in an ICU waiting room last Sunday with Zedrik and his family. His mom is sick, had a heart attack. We're glad that she gets better everyday and hope for her fast recovery. Anyway, during that hours of waiting, I made some observations. Well, yes, I'm always watching people.There was a couple of people there that I got the impression had been there for a while. I particulartly got caught up in the conversations of two ladies. They chat to pass the time before the next 30 minute visitation round (that only comes every 3-4 hours). One lady, about mid 40's, was there waiting for her mom to wake up and recover. From what? I'm not sure. I heard her tell an elderly lady (who was there for her husband) that her mom was much more responsive that day than the others, but the doctors were still telling her to not get her hopes up. Very diplomatic, huh? The people in there displayed so much hope. It was very interesting. But so sad at the same time. The elderly lady was saying that she knew her husband wouldn't be coming home with her again. Her grand daughter was there and she couldn't go in to see him. She said she didn't want her last memory of him to be that way. I don't blame the girl. The ladies then began speaking about their faith and religion. I was impressed at how under such serious and critical situations, they still remain to leave everything in God's hands. I've seen my friends and families go through death sickness with their loved ones and everyone always said, "Just keep praying." I believe whole heartedly in God. And I know it's very wrong to question His plans. But I just can't help it. Even with my friend going through her divorce, I just can't seem to understand why God would put his children through so much. I know, though, that one of the reasons, is to make us stronger. But I guess I just haven't seen the pay off of it yet. I look forward to seeing the power of prayer and faith. I'll continue to try. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Aug 23rd, 2006, 1:08pm Hi Moimoi,just dropping by and in every way,i want to thank u for being so supportive,wonderful,and generous to me and my family.Thank u for all the time u've spent and shared with us during those hard times.I know u've been so busy with so many things including ur preparation in working in Korea that's why the time u gave to me means so much.U are such a wonderful person with a big big heart.Thanks so much that u remain the same no matter what and that's the reason why i'm so in love with u,i always miss u and that i always wish i was with u. Mom is doing fine now,she only needs someone with her all the time.I hope i'll be able to visit u in Korea soon. Take care Moimoi, Buibui |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by igotuuu on Sep 9th, 2006, 9:23pm ;D Norkay, I really dig your blog! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Sep 13th, 2006, 8:56am Dratt...I have not been blogging for so long now. Are you still in Hongkong or in Korea now? I haven't seen u in a long while. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Sep 22nd, 2006, 8:07am Hey Wicked Witch,yes Kris has left for Korea in the night of August 27.If ever she did not leave any message before leaving,i'm sure because she was running out of time....even for me :'(.I'm going there to visit her tonight and perhaps will come back to HongKong this Sunday.She surely is missing this forum.Tell me to give her kiss and hugs for u....so that i will have more reasons to kiss her all the time other than i miss her....hehehe. ;D See u.... |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Sep 25th, 2006, 11:17am Hehehehe! You have my blessings to give her lots of hugs and kisses and tell her it's for the duration of the time she can't come to the Forum. ;D I'm sorry I just found the time now to check blogs, Zed. I hope you two had a wonderful time in Korea. God bless. :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Sep 27th, 2006, 8:16am on 09/09/06 at 21:23:50, igotuuu wrote:
How I hate someone I don't know entering into my closet without introducing himself. Mark Flemming, so what else have you dug , other than my poor writings? Have you saved them and posted to the public, since that's your daily practise? To hell with that practise of yours. Please stay away. If you think you can ruin this fun site , you're very wrong. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Sep 27th, 2006, 8:19am Witchy and Zed LOL. I can't say anything, but you two made me laugh. Witchy, Zed was very happy. LOL. :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by orangejulius on Sep 27th, 2006, 10:40am [Post removed for breaking the rules, by nOrKAy ] http://www.1freeworld.net/groups/YaBBImages/breakingrules.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by orangejulius on Sep 27th, 2006, 10:41am :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by orangejulius on Sep 27th, 2006, 10:41am [Post removed for breaking the rules, by nOrKAy ] http://www.1freeworld.net/groups/YaBBImages/breakingrules.jpg |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Sep 27th, 2006, 10:48am Poor guy,I wish you had a life so you could get rid of this shit you're doing. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Sep 28th, 2006, 11:42am As I grow older, certain thoughts tend to linger in my mind longer than others. When I was younger the sugar plums dancing in my head were fairly predictable-- boys, job, boys, job, boys. Sadly, I've never had much luck with either. Although I still think about things that fascinated me as a youth, my thought patterns as an adult are a varied palette-- purpose, mortality, truth, etc. In the past, I would have considered some of these topics morbid, particularly my own mortality. But why think about death when there is so much living left to do, ye? Back then I wanted as many years as possible, because there were so many possibilities. However, I now realize that many of those years are often squandered. How many hours have I sat watching mind numbing television, or have I stayed inside my closet enjoying solitude. I'd need a calculator to add them up. There are a lot of writers who've discussed how to best use the time we're given and probably the most famous quote is simply, "Redeem the time". Just like most of the quotes I'd memorized, it made absolutely no sense. It wasn't, until I found out my some coupons given by Subway sandwich cafe have just expired, that the bell finally rang. I always have planned to drop by and exchange them but never cared when I had the chance....which I regret now, because as if I only trashed the sandwishes when I had no choice but to tear and throw away the coupons. Each of us are given different life "coupons" with expiration dates. And to redeem them means we hand those years over in exchange for something else. At Subway sandwich cafe, it's a roasted chicken breast sandwich with everything (including spinach). I always have to remind them to put on the spinach. ;) In life it's a little different. The coupons are flexible and what we get in return for those years is up to us. It's almost like writing your own coupon. What would be a fair exchange for all of our years? I wish I could say I've gotten a good deal. Unfortunately, the truth is that I've exchanged many of those years for things that didn't matter. And that's why with the time that is left, I'm focused on getting something that will last forever. Speaking of coupon, I got a coupon and it will expire soon. I really hope it's a valid one because I am scheduled to go and redeem it. Yay! It's a date coupon with my neighbor.....over there ! Just few blocks away. Hihihi. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Zed_Sg on Sep 28th, 2006, 1:13pm Hmmmm u got a date coupon.With who? :o ::) I hope it's only one coupon and not couponssssssssss. :-/ |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Sep 29th, 2006, 12:47pm Zed Why? You wanna join? Learn how to share time, besides, the coupon is only for two! LOL. Joke ;) ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Sep 29th, 2006, 12:52pm It's Friday! I'm in such a funky mood and just in a generally good mood. But now, I don't know, I'm feeling a little down. Maybe it's the Coldplay on Itunes. Maybe it's the lack of people around right now. Or, maybe it's just LIFE. Oh well.............. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 4th, 2006, 8:03am Hahaha! What is LOVE again ?! This question was brought up just a moment ago when someone......blah....never mind the story. Hahaha! This is sooo cheezy! Anyways, here goes nothing... I think LOVE is something no one can define. Why? Simply because we experience LOVE differently. You can say that the way or how I loved and was loved is somehow similar to how you loved and how you were loved, but it is never the same. I've always thought of LOVE as a strong emotion or an insatiable desire for someone. Something that lasts, but as I live, I learn that it just doesn't. Face it! Hahaha! LOVE is ephemeral! Face it, hahaha! Thus, THE NOTEBOOOK [by Nicolas Sparks] should be considered a fairy tale! Hahahaha! If you know how those "hahahas" sound like. I bet you can sense the bitterness in me! LOVE is a state of insanity that fades away just as time. :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 5th, 2006, 4:30am Yikes! A bruise on my knee ! http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b234/kriswen/bruise.jpg All I can remember, is I was horny last night ! Why the bruise ?! :O |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Oct 5th, 2006, 5:35am Krissy...you had just gave us something to ponder on, on how wild can you get when you are horny [smiley=roll.gif]...jokinggggggg!!! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 6th, 2006, 6:59am Gracieeee! LMAO! I admit ! Infact, wilder than anybody thinks![smiley=roll.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 7th, 2006, 7:56am Weird, I am suddenly reminded about my FIRST KISS ! The movie theater. Tremors on the big screen. I was 13. He leaned in, went for the kiss and I laughed in his face. He broke up with me shortly thereafter, only to go out with a girl who gave more than kisses. I wasn't ready what could I possibly say except his large turtle head made me giggle. *giggles* 10/07/'06 9:43am HKT |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Oct 12th, 2006, 4:53am Krissy....I considered you one of the nicest person here and you've been so great with my children in your own way. So i guess, it's just right to inform you that a new member in the family will come soon hopefully and God willing by June next year. So there, add it on your list...hehehe. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Oct 14th, 2006, 8:54am Yo, Kriss...any suggestion on who can we have next on the hotseat? I know it's gonna be a female. Dang it! what's that turtlehead doing in the movietheater anyway? [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] Hello Zed! Mwahhh! :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 16th, 2006, 12:51pm on 10/12/06 at 04:53:38, Gracia wrote:
Gracieeeeee !!! WOW, WOW, WOW ! As if I wanna scream here upon knowing the great news ! WOW Gracie, you are so much blessed ! Seriously, as if I were a mother feeling the excitement, although, I know you have the greatest feeling since you're the real mom. Well, what can I say Gracie, but I am really happy for you. Thanks always for being a very good friend who understands my weaknesses [I know there were things that happened that you seemed didn't like] . Goodluck for the coming baby. And oh, my birthday is June too. I wish we would have the same birthdate [8]. Anyway, have you prepared the pampers? It would be enjoyable to go to a baby's shop if there's any thing you like to suggest . ;D Please let my hugs and kisses reach your wonderful Andrea. God bless your family ![smiley=cat36.gif] on 10/14/06 at 08:54:39, Wicked_Witch wrote:
Witchy LMAO! Hahaha ! Mmmm, well, I still can't think about the next celebrity hotseat. Anybody that we can catch from AC1? :P Your "hello" has surely reached Zed. ;) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 16th, 2006, 1:20pm THANK YOU..... for all the efforts for YOUR patience for the time for all the cares ,YOU have once again given to me generously, this weekend. I LOVE YOU. |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Oct 17th, 2006, 5:02am Quote:
We all have our weaknesses Krissy and its a part of who we are. Let's love our weaknesses then. ;) Quote:
Thank you. You're birthday is June 8, my partner Beth is June 9, my father is June 14....well, let's see....sure a good thing to look forward to.. [smiley=heartbeat.gif] Too early too shop Krissy, i'mjust six weeks preggy....but you know...all i'd like to have is a unique feeding bottle [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif]...i'm a feeding bottle freak. LMAO. Quote:
Sure thing Krissy. Andrea is excited about the baby too...she doesn't want me to stand up because the baby might fall. :) Actually, Carlos wants baby boy and Andrea wants baby girl. Just try to imaginge when Carlos said "baby boy" and Andrea screams "baby girl". A riot no less. [smiley=rock.gif] [smiley=rock.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 17th, 2006, 6:40am on 10/17/06 at 05:02:40, Gracia wrote:
I see. So, take care then since you're in what they say very sensitive and difficult time of pregnancy. Hmmm, the only place that I thought in order to have that unique baby feeding bottle is Disneyland! Well, I hope they have a set of it. ;D on 10/17/06 at 05:02:40, Gracia wrote:
Hahahaha! I can imagine them. They could have wished it's a twin, though. :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Oct 17th, 2006, 8:11am Monkey Business Anyway, I was kind of bored last night so I did my best to at least scan my friends profiles and a quote sticked with me. One of the best I've read goes something like this, "A wise monkey is a monkey who doesn't monkey with another monkey's monkey". The first word that came into my mind after I read this quotation was "INFIDELITY". I'm focusing on the idea of infidelity and not whether we're in fact monkeys. [For those not familiar with the term, "infidelity" it's a fancy word for cheating on your significant other.] So why is it that we're so fascinated with another monkey's monkey? One of my best friends is a doctor and I've had discussions with her on this subject. My question was whether our desire for another monkey's monkey is simply nature calling or whether it's volitional. I'm not suggesting we're zombies going from one monkey to the next, but perhaps a portion of it is genetic. We all have control over our actions, so simply being attracted to another monkey isn't a license to monkey with that monkey. What I'm curious about is whether the attraction itself is normal. If we're to rely on ancient texts then there is cause for concern. "As a man thinketh so is he." If our thoughts are a reflection of our true self then I am in some big, big trouble. And I'm probably not alone. But I believe there is a difference between thoughts and actions. I do agree that all, but, the most reflexive actions begin with thoughts, so obsessing about something is different than a fleeting thought. Since the person who constantly thinks about something is probably more likely to do it than the person who can control their thoughts. So, how do we control our thoughts when a very attractive monkey presents itself? Well, my friend has confirmed that there are natural processes that occur whether we like it or not. For example, when I smell chocolate chip cookies I get hungry and I want to eat those chocolate chip cookies. I don't need to consider it – it's automatic. However, there is another part of my brain that knows too many chocolate chip cookies turns my body into a bakery with unwanted curves. So I have to make a decision whether or not it's in my best interests to eat those cookies. So perhaps the difference between a wise monkey and a foolish monkey is considering in advance the cost of monkeying with another monkey's monkey. After all, that monkey has a monkey who loves it that will be hurt by our actions. So how do we decide which monkey is right for us? That's probably a blog unto itself, but I do know that monkeys come in many beautiful shapes and sizes, and the best fit is NEVER TAKE ANOTHER MONKEY'S MONKEY ! |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Gracia on Oct 17th, 2006, 9:13am Quote:
:o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Oct 18th, 2006, 9:23am Quote:
Yaikkss...no way! I will start looking around in the room, then I will let you know. :P |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 6th, 2006, 9:30am It's been so long time, I know. Sorry folks, Im so busy here. I will come back as soon as everything gets fixed......including the long table. Hihihihi. ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by nOrKAy on Nov 15th, 2006, 7:26pm I am in Macau for two days now. If "bar here, disco there" in Hong Kong, it's "casino here, casino there" here in Macau. LOL. Tomorrow will be the Macau Grand Prix. Certainly be there. ;D [Will post pics, soon] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Fallen on Dec 13th, 2006, 9:34am Can i come out of ur closet now Kris kris :)Its good out in the sun.Filakia and ill be around :-* |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by okasantina on Dec 24th, 2006, 9:45am Merry Christmas Krissy !!! :) :) :) |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by Wicked_Witch on Dec 26th, 2006, 8:05am HAPPY NEW YEAR, KRISSY!!! ;D |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by okasantina on Dec 31st, 2006, 4:12am [smiley=icon_dance.gif] [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] [smiley=icon_dance.gif] |
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Title: Re: Krissy's Closet Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Jan 25th, 2007, 2:54pm Krissyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy come out...come out and pwayyyyyyyy ;D hehehe... Miss you pweety gurly :-* :-* :-* Mewwy kwismes and happy new year muach muach :-* |
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