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Title: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Nov 23rd, 2005, 5:53pm :) [smiley=icon_dance.gif] The first thread that i want to open up is my own favorite CORNER (not a potato corner huh) in the Bloggy section hehehe...at least to share to everyone what and who i am deep inside ;D...besides, my shrink ( ??? :o j/k) told me to write whatever comes to mind unless i talk it out with somebody else....hhhmm I think this is one of the best way to do it... and it comes to mind as well the reason why i started chatting again (after more than 5 years) a few months back (in March to be exact)....well....here I go.... ;D I'm sitting quietly here in my corner, looking blankly across an open wide space, thinking back of what i had done, what i had become and thinking forward of what i want to do more...in this life....a fast-changing life..... Why am i here at this place where i am right now??? ::)...away from the warmth of my family, not to mention the warm weather? What happend back more than 7 years ago was just beyond my expectations.... i was visiting my aunt's house near Malacanang in Manila when i first learned about internet chatting from a cousin. He was chatting at an international chatroom in mIRC back then and he let me try it. I was amused and i enjoyed it so much that i subscribed myself for an internet and had asked for the same program installed on my laptop. I had a pretty good job in Makati at that time but very stressful and with lots of pressures that chatting gave me the opportunity to relax and meet new friends. I've been with that job (my first after university) for almost 7 years and i probably got burned out by then. One of my fave quote that inspired me back then was: Work hard but play harder... hahaha i think it didn't work out that way before my chatting days coz i just worked hard and play hard...not harder enough... Anyway, my first independent i-net chatting came about the day before my birthday in 1998. I didn't know anything about chat settings, etc that i even just typed my own real name in the user's info. I came into the chatroom, didn't chatted in private at first but just looking around and reading the posts in the room...just having fun while i did that. Hhhmm... suddenly there was this "BRUG" nickname that gave me this following post: Hello Levia. And i was surprised... i wrote back, how did u know my name?...And he replied, it's MAGIC.... and then on and on we chatted...for hours...had fun..he had the same kind of humor as i have...it pretty clicked right away. (. o O think i will continue my get-away history some other time....) :D so...to be continued... [smiley=silly.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nOrKAy on Nov 23rd, 2005, 6:14pm Levy, WELCOME to blogging! We would love to continue reading. ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Nov 23rd, 2005, 7:50pm welcome to blogging world, Levy 8) l'll get my glasses n ready to bring my couch here hihihi ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Wicked_Witch on Nov 24th, 2005, 1:12am Awww, Levy, I didn't know you are also Pinay. Whereabout in Manila? Maybe you can join us next time we chatters in the room meet? Again welcome to the forum and I do hope you enjoy writing as much as I do. ;) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Nov 24th, 2005, 1:20am Thank you ladies! Yes Witchy i am pinay (but living here in Holland) and how i wish i can be there to join in the EB's... i'm pretty sure it's fun. I had my share of EB's back in 1998-99 when i was chatting and it was really fun fun fun... we even called it Grand EB's ;D ;D ;D... My first EB here in the Yahoo chat is to meet up with Mareng Leah who lives in the UK. I first met her in the chatroom under the regional category and then after a while, i met up with her when i had a business trip in the UK last July... that was really nice. It feels nice to personally meet up friends whom you just chat or talk on the phone. ;D ;D ;D...Hopefully, i'll have the chance to meet with you ladies in Manila next year ;D ;) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nelson3082000 on Nov 24th, 2005, 1:22am hi levy and welcome dear ya a good chatter and a good friend welcome and have the fun of ya life in here even stirrin me up lolz take care |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by daviefaescotland on Nov 24th, 2005, 4:58am ;Dwelcome levy to the forum glad you could make it.have fun and enjoy :D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by earthlingorgeous on Nov 24th, 2005, 8:16am Levyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! hello hello hello welcome ;D nice reading your "history". maybe you will make it in the hotseat soon ;D 1 vote for me for that too lol! have fun here on your space and yup writing is a good therapy! have fun ;D see yah! |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Nov 24th, 2005, 10:58am Thank you Mark (give my kissy kissy :-* to Nelson, your four-legged and cute bestfriend ;))...Davie...and Earthy (your handle really tells yourself --- gorgeous girl!).... for the warm welcome. I enjoy being in here and hopefully my history won't take that long so that i can also endulge myself with my prophecies in life ;D ;D ::)...sometimes i am just too full of words...LOLz. Ok.. laterz and [smiley=icon_thanks.gif] again. [smiley=icon_dance.gif] [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Nov 24th, 2005, 2:25pm ...continuation... At that time when i met BRUG (M) online, i had a pinoy boyfriend (G) whom i had a relationship with for a year. G was my elementary and high school classmate. I didn't really love him but because of his persistence, i eventually answered him. He worked in the province and i worked in Manila that time and so the long-distance relationship didn't really help develop my feelings for him. So, my relationship was kinda rocky and i think that meeting M on the net helped me a little bit in my decision not to pursue my relationship with G. M was really nice, we had sense of humor etc etc... to cut my story a little shorter...i broke up with G after a month and then i continued my friendship with M. Eventually, we both fell in love and offically became boyfriend-girlfriend after six months (hhhm i think). Everyday communication was the key... no cams at that time so we sent each other pictures through normal posts and he called me or i called him (this really put me in a lot of financial trouble hahahah). Cellphones was beginning to be a trend at that time and sms'ing or texting became part of our communication tool as well. We just thought alike, felt the same, enjoying each others company during chats and calls... it felt like the world had stopped revolving when we were talking to one another...hahaha two people madly in love. We planned to meet up the following year...he and his family coming over to the philippines to meet with me and my family...then we planned to get married as well. Yeah, strangely enough...even without meeting each other in person we already planned our marriage...call it the spur of a moment but it was a decision that both of us wanted...with all the trust put in our relationship. We just trusted and loved each other so much to get married as soon as we met....with the condition that we will not push through the wedding if we will not click on a personal level. With that condition in mind, we worked out the details of our wedding in church in June the following year...Philippines. :-X my brain is hibernating again... so, to be continued... :D ;D ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by CooCHie on Nov 25th, 2005, 12:45am ;D ;D ;D ;DWow what an interesting story Levy!!!!Keep it going!!!I might have to put my tent in forum just to wait in line for your story!!! [smiley=icon_super.gif] [smiley=icon_super.gif] [smiley=icon_super.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nelson3082000 on Nov 25th, 2005, 1:24am wow nice story levy tell us more .......................... ??? ??? ??? |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Nov 30th, 2005, 4:48pm ...continuation... I was a little bit apprehensive at the same time excited about the fact that i was going to get married. We continued to talk more on the phone and feeling the closeness we have for each other...everyday, we either chatted, emailed or talked on the phone. I arranged for the wedding to take place in church in my hometown. We divided the expenses equally...he's responsible for this and i was responsible for that...etc..the dutch way so to say ;D. His family arrived on June 7 (2 weeks before the schedule wedding). I met them at the airport. In the meantime, some papers were not yet ready because both of us need to go to the Dutch embassy for the legalization of his certificate of singleness. Anyway, I met him at the airport. Wow...i coudn't describe how i felt at that time...i could vividly remember the scent he had when he hugged and kissed me at the airport, in front of everybody :o. He smelt good...LOLz...my kind of guy. They arrived in the evening so after i brought them to the hotel, i took them out to dinner together with my cousin and 2 brothers. Yes, my chaperones...LOL. Then after dinner, his father and stepmom stayed in the hotel and M came with me and my brother to sleep at my apartment. After a while (probably more than an hour), i received a phone call from the hotel telling me that M's father was brought to a hospital's emergency... he had a heart attack. We immediately went to the hospital and found that his father was in coma. :'( :'( :'( I stayed with him and his step mom in the hospital that night without sleep at all. His father was brought to ICU for further care. In the meantime, it felt a real tragic blow for us all... :'( :'( :'( ...to be continued... |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Gracia on Dec 3rd, 2005, 4:35pm Levy.....you've got beautiful story there....can i ask one favor though....if you consider hiatus, please make it a little shorter, i stopped breathing anticipating of what's next and to my disappointment I ended up reading "to be continued"!!! :'( |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Dec 3rd, 2005, 6:51pm ouch :'( wat kinda situation, levy... but partner was right, l fink we need some CPR... cant breath waiting for the continuation :'( |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by CooCHie on Dec 3rd, 2005, 7:06pm on 12/03/05 at 16:35:39, Gracia wrote:
Ha!ha!ha!Grace I second that..Worst than finding where is Waldo.. ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Dec 5th, 2005, 11:55am Ladies... thanks for your interest and sorry to keep u breathless for a while ;D ;D ;D... i was kinda emotional on that part of my story that i just needed to stop :-[ So, i told myself...just slowly walk down memory lane and you'll be fine 8) ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Dec 5th, 2005, 12:37pm ...continuation: While his dad was admitted in ICU because of coma, M and I needed to talk and decide what's best to do. We decided to postpone our church wedding and see how things would go. I took a leave from work and spent my time supporting him and his step-mom at the hospital. My parents came over to Manila and visited him as well. All the members of my family was very supportive and gave our support and prayers. His dad lasted a month in ICU and was transferred to a private room for further care. He was getting bettter slowly but after a while, the medical insurance company in Holland wanted to move him back to Holland so that they can provide him with proper care (not so since the care and support given here in Holland is not as good as what the nurses and the doctors provide in the Philippines. They have the best equipment or medicines but the loving care is what they're lacking.). While his dad was still being taken cared of, M and I discussed our plans and eventually decided to push through with our wedding. We got married civilly instead exactly a month after the supposed to be wedding in church. A relief for both of us...but a sad feeling that his dad wasn't there to witness it. It was hard and M and I cried when we went back to the hospital after the ceremony :'( :'(. It was time for his father to be moved back to Holland after more than 2 months in the hospital in the Philippines. He was still unresponsive but getting better... he had 2 operations in order to help him out...but the recovery process was slow. He couldn't talk, see, move... Anyway, M was left behind for a week with me... Then he left me for Holland... His father eventually died within 2 weeks after he arrived in Holland. :'( :'( :'( But life continues..... I was able to join him here after a year because of some immigration problems.... his application to get me was denied. Eventually, I came to Holland using a working visa instead...thanks to my future employer in Amsterdam, which is affiliated to the company i worked for in Makati. September 8, 2000, I arrived in Holland... a place i immediately and privately called "cricket place" coz of the silence and coldness i first felt. I was happy to be just here because this was supposed to be the place i would have built my family. ;D 2000-2004: my life was a combination of happiness, excitements, sadness, homesickness, misery, wonder, love. Adjustments in living in a country other than home is very difficult most especially when living with a person you love and who loves you in return...but thinking this is not enough because of so many considerations and factors you have to undergo in living a happy life. I loved M very much but things didn't turn out well in the end because of our differences in outlook in life... no compromises were done and so a decision has to be made. January 2005: M and I heartily talked and concluded it would be best to separate and get a divorce. Nobody is to be blamed for this... i didn't blame him nor he blamed me (at least that's what I believe) just something in life that happens... for a reason. I moved out, took an apartment for myself and the first night i was alone...i cried and cried until i couldn't cry anymore :'( :'( :'(. My work helped at least because it gave me the opportunity to not really concentrate with how i felt. But when i am back at home, i cried again.... and again... and again... it was hurtful... :'( :'( :'( (now yeah...i'm emotional again here while i am writing this :'()... i thought to myself...what am i supposed to do here now that the very purpose i am here has disappeared?... what a life would i lead here?.... My family and friends were very supportive and they always cheered me up.. (funny thing is that, they were happy for me that i divorced M....probably because they knew that i would be better off without him). I told myself, be happy that you are free of the miseries you have felt before.... but that's not it... i realized that life without love is nothing. This was a very difficult time for me... March 2005: Our divorced was final and I again felt very very very sad... i couldn't imagine how sad i was until i saw the divorce papers and then i was back to my crying mode again :'( :'( :'( April 2005 - present: Slowly getting back to my old self... forgetting the past and the heartaches... still recovering... preparing to move on with my life... and now... thanks to my family, my friends, my colleagues at work and to my Yahoo chat (hahaha yeah yeah) friends... i am more relaxed now and ready to see the bright light beyond the horizon waiting for me... Life is what we make it... this is very true... if i didn't take that risk to follow my heart when i met M online, i wouldn't be here in this place right now. I wouldn't have experienced how to love and lost and I wouldn't have experienced a life outside my homeland. What i want to be in the future is something i still have to work on... i don't know what lies ahead of me.... i'm pretty sure that something or someone awaits me somehow somewhere. .... ;D ;D ;D.... |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nOrKAy on Dec 5th, 2005, 6:57pm Levy I was eating orange fruit after my dinner when I was reading your last entry in your blog. I was still in the middle part of it and my tears were falling already. I continued reading it. I wanted to put my entry but I really couldn't stop my tears from falling rapidly. I really wish I could hug you. Even so, I am so glad and it amazed me how you fought those heartaches, how you keep going on and moving on . I appreciate really the fact that you are a very strong woman. You go girl. As you also have said, that's something in life that happened for a reason. Levy, good luck and God bless! Wish we could hug. :-* |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Dec 5th, 2005, 7:17pm Thank you krissy *hugs* :-* ... i'm getting better now at least ;D ... though i must say my work suffers because of it :-[ |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Gracia on Dec 6th, 2005, 8:14am Levy....if i'd known that i'm going to exercise my eyes and check if there's tears left...i might as well not demand for continuation. I don't want to ask how did you survived because I believe God has His own way of easing and healing the pain. Surely it takes time and yet, healing process is always gradual. In that way, you will be healed completely with no regrets but thanksgiving in the end. You're a strong woman Levy, and all i can say is...it could be that, that love was never meant to be...but i'm glad you tried it, not because it cause you pain but because it makes you a whole lot a better person and more stronger. Even then, i don't want it happening to anyone. In falling in love one must know that... love is always a venture...either you win or you lose...but most importantly, you'll learn. May God Bless you always! |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Justine on Dec 8th, 2005, 7:16am Hey, Levy Devy :-* You are one brave woman. Gracia is right, LOVE is a venture, it's where people find their strength. It does not really matter who wins or who loses, what matters is you went through the challenges and you learned. Keep the faith, sis. Everything happens in time, all in due time. Mwah :) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Dec 8th, 2005, 6:32pm Thank you krissy, gracia and justy :-* :-* :-* for your support (emotionally), wishes and prayers for me. ;D ;D ;D Honestly, i am still in this confusing stage. If only this has happend back home in the philippines, at least i have people who loves me to take care of me and keep me company. This happening here is very difficult. I am still sick...sick of this situation. I wish I could meet someone who will love me as me and support me and understand me VERY SOON.. or else... [smiley=bigcry.gif] [smiley=bigcry.gif] [smiley=wall.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nelson3082000 on Dec 9th, 2005, 12:16am yeah levy jusy keep the faith we all men are not that bad you just got a dud on the road of life.Just hang in there some nice gentleman will come alosweep ya of your feet and show you the finer things in life while giving you the love and support that is due to a fine lady like yourself. ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Dec 10th, 2005, 1:16am Thank you Nelson ;D ;D ;D...right now i am just enjoying my time in bugging and being bugged :o ::)[smiley=crazysmile.gif] [smiley=crazysmile.gif] I know it takes time...... ::) :-X |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Dec 10th, 2005, 1:35am ???:-/ :o ::) :( :'( :'( :'( :-X |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nOrKAy on Dec 10th, 2005, 7:58am Levy, I suppose that smileys represent your mixed and confused feelings. Whatever that is about, I have no idea. But if that is a feeling of confusion of something to do and you can't decide, I suggest you to take a pause sis, and do this .... [smiley=thinking2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Dec 10th, 2005, 11:07am Levy, l know how hard it is for you in this kinda situation... but hang on, gurl! God know what is best for you, He let this happen must be for some reason. and a stage in your life that you have to go thru. be strong ;) all our prayer for you :) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nelson3082000 on Dec 10th, 2005, 11:48am yeah lexy listen to your heart and brain and live life to the fullest we all here to support ya when ya down, buzz me u can always laugh with me ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Dec 12th, 2005, 4:31pm Thank you Krissy, Beth and Nelson :).... I am so happy to have you all around (even just on my screen)...especially at this time. I feel your presence and care..thanks so much :-* Krissy, you are right...i am in this confusing stage...and i need to pause and take a deep breath. Last week, I was kinda sad and emotional until late last night. I don't know why but i think i need to decide on something. I am taking a pause from certain activities here in order to take it easy and try to be happy. Chatting makes me happy and i continue doing that. But i think too much chatting will not be good as well ;D ;D ;D A friend told me one time, why don't you have a boyfriend on the net? I told her, i don't want to do that yet. I am still in this situation wherein that hole in my heart hasn't been fixed yet. I hope it will be soon. Today, I am at home tying to work...a little bit sick but i am generally fine. ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Gracia on Dec 24th, 2005, 4:27am A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU LEVY...AND A MORE MEANINGFUL AND SUCCESSFUL NEW YEAR TO COME FOR YOU. |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Dec 24th, 2005, 9:59pm merry christmas, levy ;D and happy new year, l'm sure the new year coming up will bebright for u ;) God bless ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Justine on Dec 27th, 2005, 8:37pm Merry Christmas Levy Devy :-* If I am able to give you something wonderful now, I would give you an amazing man to love and take care of you and make you happy. I see that very sweet woman in you, I sure would love to see or even know that you're happy. Keep the love and faith in your mind and in your heart :) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by daviefaescotland on Dec 28th, 2005, 6:50am happy new year levy :-* :)hope its better than last year for you because you deserve it :-* |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by okasantina on Dec 31st, 2005, 9:25pm Happy New Year!!! Levyyy dearrr!!!! Wishing you all the best in this world....!! [smiley=cat36.gif] [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] [smiley=cat36.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nOrKAy on Jan 19th, 2006, 10:44am Hmmm, I wonder how's this UK girl doing ,too. But anyway, I hope she remains beautiful in everything. ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Jan 23rd, 2006, 11:39pm :) ;D ;D ;D Thank you Gracia, Beth, Tina, Justy, Davie and Krissy (am not a UK girl btw...but you can call me a Dutchgirl hehehe) for the wonderful wishes :-*...likewise to all of you. ;D I am feeling happier at the moment than last year. Around this time last year, I was really crying my heart out. But now, I don't feel it anymore. Time heals all wounds...I believe this will be in my case. I feel I have directions in my life right now. Before, I was like walking in circles ::). I'll be back here on a regular basis. Couple of weeks back, I was really busy at work and just relaxed in the chatrooms until I get more tired and sleepy. I was busy with something else too. ;D Today, I have a flu...started last Saturday...i got better yesterday but unfortunately, my staying a long time in a hot bathtub didn't work wonders. The fever came back the following morning...so i ended up staying in bed for the most part of today :(. This is still my favorite corner...now and for always. [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nOrKAy on Jan 24th, 2006, 6:49am Levy, Welcome back! Congratulations and it's really great to hear about your full recovery. Keep your eyes now to that light you're following which you feel taking you to the right direction. Good luck. :-* Hope you'll feel better so soon, from that flu. I am still suffering cough, too, but, it's not that often anymore. ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Justine on Jan 24th, 2006, 8:28am Take good care of yourself, Levy Devs....hard getting sick when you're away from home. Get well soon ok :-* |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by thebeast on Feb 1st, 2006, 1:07am Wow. Levy so far your life has been filled with extreme highs and lows. I can tell you are a survivor. I usually not come into these blogs so much because I thought they were boring. I was wrong. That experience in your life will not only make you a strong woman it would make a great book or movie. I know you will make it with a happy ending though. Takes a lot of character to even go through something like that. Stay positive and not worry so much about what happened. Focus on whats important which would be you and the people who love you. I hope and pray that you will make it to your warm sunny place with lots of love soon. ;) :-* |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Leah on Feb 3rd, 2006, 11:38am Heyyyyyyyyyyy Mareng Levs I found you in your Corner :) [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] now Lets Party [smiley=icon_dance.gif] [smiley=icon_dance.gif] Heyyyyyyy seen you going down the ROad [smiley=driver.gif] and took that turn ;) Good choice Now its my turn to take that Turn [smiley=crazysmile.gif] [smiley=crazysmile.gif] I Bet your Excited now [smiley=whip.gif] [smiley=whip.gif] [smiley=whip.gif] Whip him Good.......LUv u muahzzzzzzzzzzz |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Gracia on Feb 14th, 2006, 11:04am |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Feb 18th, 2006, 5:14pm Sorry for the delayed response Gracia... thanks :-* :) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Feb 18th, 2006, 5:15pm :) :) :) [smiley=thinking2.gif] ;D ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Feb 26th, 2006, 10:26pm I'm saddened and totally crushed by a situation which I didn't expect to happen at all :( :( :'( :'(. I fervently hope and pray that misunderstandings will gradually disappear and that all my friends, chatfriends alike, will continue to have peace and to enjoy each other everyday. I also do hope that misjudgement and assumptions for anything should not be made especially conclusions reached without further basis, in order to have a loving, peaceful, enjoyable and harmonious atmosphere in a place which i consider as my home-entertainment. |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by CooCHie on Feb 27th, 2006, 12:03am Well Levy I support your group that you form in anyway, but what I dont support is the tagging of ID when you come in the room. FOr me I see it as a division of all the group. Descriminating other members as not being in the group. I know its not your intention to do so, but why uses the tag when you are already in the room? FOr what? We have known you as cinderella aka levy, why add ac1 besides ur id whenever you come in to the room...yes i see your point, to make sure that you are a member of that group. I dont see my name tag as Freeworld_coochie babe when I come to the room? Because I know who is in the member already since I see them in the forum. I do hope you dont hate me for bringing this in your blog. I am just trying to tell you my side, why I am opposed to dividing the room when it was already ok in the beginning. |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Feb 27th, 2006, 3:25pm I understand your point of view Coochie ;D and i respect that. No worries for bringing this up here in my blog, and i will never hate you for this. Well, I do think that eventually, all of us will get used to seeing these ac1 tags once in a while in the chatroom. As for me, I can use any other id's i want..when i like or in the mood to use it. ;) I don't personally think that the chatters with ac1 tag on their id's intend to divide the room. They use their own id's because that's what they like, not because they intend to divide the room. :) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Wicked_Witch on Feb 28th, 2006, 3:17am Let's discuss this at the topic created for this though. :P |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Mar 5th, 2006, 2:18am on 02/28/06 at 03:17:08, Wicked_Witch wrote:
:) I had also posted my view as well on the topic created for this, witchy :P |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Mar 5th, 2006, 2:37am 1.18am, Sunday, 5 March (CET) [smiley=bigcry.gif]I just woke up from a bad dream :(. I dreamt that i was standing in a closed shed or barn and i saw a snake looking directly at me. I was very scared and nervous. Of all animals, i really am scared of snakes. I've seen several in real at my parent's place in the Philippines when i was a kid and it always gave me goosebumps just by thinking about a snake. In my dream, i told myself to stand still, don't move and just wait for the snake to leave. I was shaking a little bit and was waiting for a while when suddenly a colleague appeared. And then i shouted (in my mind) that there is a snake and then i nervously ran outside. I was really shaking from this and when my colleague came out of the barn, i asked him if he killed it. He said he did...all three of them. ??? I then saw one of the snake's head crushed and it was dead. At that moment, I woke up with a heart beating so fast I could barely breathe. And I couldn't go back to sleep anymore [smiley=bigcry.gif]. I think that in my whole life, it is very seldom that i remember most of my dreams. But what i noticed is that when i dream of something about a snake (one worst one was a VERY BIG snake which bit the part near my left ribs then i woke up shocked coz i thought i already died), swimming in an ocean, sea or beach with waters changing from high tide to low tide or vice-versa, and jewelries, I tend to remember them when i wake up. I just want sweet dreams and not nightmares or some snake dreams [smiley=wall.gif]. I'll try to sleep........hoping of dreaming something better...... [smiley=bigcry.gif].....i hope. |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by CooCHie on Mar 5th, 2006, 8:03pm You should put ur dream in the Paranormal about dreams also Levy....might someone can interprete that for you!!!!Just a suggestion! :) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Justine on Mar 5th, 2006, 8:13pm Levy devs, I am so afraid of snakes too that I can't even look at one. One time when we were at the zoo (school field trip), I had to stop walking while we were approaching the snakes section, I was shaking for a while then I just fell and lost conciousness. From that time, I have always been excused from joining a field trip when it includes places like a zoo. Why don't you post those dreams you've been having at the "these dreams" thread so that you can have an idea of what those can mean. In my case, bad dreams come when I don't take a shower before I go to bed, I have proven that many times already so I never sleep without taking a shower to make sure I don't wake up pulpitating and feeling so scared. Funny eh.... |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Mar 22nd, 2006, 5:07pm Thankies ladies :). I will put them there now ;D. |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Wicked_Witch on Mar 23rd, 2006, 7:50am has interpreted them for you ;) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Apr 11th, 2006, 9:57pm :) I have read your interpretations Witchy, thank you very much. I felt a little relieved. ;D I have yet another dream last night but I forgot about it again when I woke up. I can only remember bits and pieces but not the whole dream. :( |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Apr 11th, 2006, 10:01pm :) ;D ::) :'( :-[ :-X |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Apr 11th, 2006, 10:02pm oh gosh, how i miss my blogs! and my best friend, too! :o:o |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Wicked_Witch on Apr 18th, 2006, 10:39am on 04/11/06 at 21:57:43, Levy wrote:
Most dreams are like that, Levy. You wake up and you don't have any recollections of the dreams you had. That's because they are not significant enough. Just your subconscious mind remembering something in relevance to your day activities. The most we remembered are those that has some connections to our future or past. So don't worry, it's normal. ;) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on May 3rd, 2006, 9:51am I'm sick :( :( -- jetlag, headache, stomachache plus diarrhea, and now i'm missing my family especially my nieces and nephews. I got back from my vacation feeling relieved to have spent it with my family mostly. Although tiring, I had so much fun spending my two weeks with them. And now, I'm planning to go back home again hopefully middle of next year. :) :) :) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Jun 30th, 2006, 9:29am Again, for the nth time, I imagine you here with me...me and you And so yet again, I asked myself why is my mind playing tricks on me again? No, not yet....i'm still not ready.... And so, I don't want to let it flow....not yet.... Coz I really know... it will yet be another heartache.... :-X |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Wicked_Witch on Jun 30th, 2006, 11:36am Wow, welcum back, sis levz :-* |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by nOrKAy on Jun 30th, 2006, 4:19pm on 06/30/06 at 09:29:15, Levy wrote:
I understand your being so careful. I'm wishing you luck, however. WELCOME back, Levy. :-* |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Sep 9th, 2006, 3:47am Sorry, i just got back again here at my favorite corner...been a while...but i am glad to be back. Right now, i am not feeling well :(...I can't sleep...so many things in my brain lately. :-X |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by igotuuu on Sep 9th, 2006, 9:41pm ;D You illuminate the room |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Sep 17th, 2006, 10:13pm :) I didn't know I can be a "blinking star" or a "moonshine" hehehe. Hello igotuuu, thanks for dropping by...I hope you'll say HI or HELLO to me when you happen to be in the chatroom. :) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by ReeBop on Sep 18th, 2006, 7:41am Eeeewwwww, I'd never want Marky saying hello to me....chat cooties! :D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Wicked_Witch on Sep 19th, 2006, 9:59am Nyahahahaha!! Ree, you just can't resist, can you? [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] Does sis Levz know who Igotuu is? |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by ReeBop on Sep 19th, 2006, 8:14pm I don't think she did at the time. When she reads this, she will... [smiley=crazysmile.gif][smiley=crazysmile.gif][smiley=crazysmile.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Sep 22nd, 2006, 4:52am :o :o :o Nyahahahaha ree and sis witchy!!! is he who i think who he is ?? :P :-X [smiley=fish.gif] [smiley=fish.gif][smiley=fish.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] [smiley=roll.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Sep 22nd, 2006, 5:15am I sometimes wonder about me...just me, myself and I. Just like today, I asked myself and meditated on certain things. Am I happy with myself?; Do I really love myself?; What do I want for myself? I had difficulty answering these questions. I don't seem to know...I feel like I am on a crossroad --- I don't know which direction to take. I don't know what I want...not yet. But I have to decide what do I really want and soon... Also, I told myself that I should be happy with what I have right now or where I am right now...since I am here in this wonderful place whom others only dreamed of coming...and I know I am one of those fortunate people whom God gives wonderful blessings in life. But then...am I really truly happy? I should but then.... :-X About me, I am a homebody person. I just prefer to stay home, being alone than go out to parties...and yet when I get the chance to go out (e.g. when friends would ask me to go out) or attend parties, I do really enjoy it. I guess I am just not the type of person who doesn't have the "need" to really go out of the house (unlike a pinay friend of mine who told me that she really needs to go out of the house...just out...somewhere as long as she can go out). Anyway..... i'm tired... will continue again soon... ::) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Wicked_Witch on Sep 25th, 2006, 11:40am on 09/22/06 at 04:52:23, Levy wrote:
That's right, sis Levz....it's he who u think he is. Ree has deleted most of his idiotic posts and Ree's also on the the lookout for whatever ID he will try to create again. And don't worry about being a homebody. It's not a crime. Some people prefer the solitude of being alone as oppose to being surrounded by strangers. You see me inside the room and I type a lot, right? Would you believe that when I travel on long distance with friends or families no one wants to sit beside me? They said I am a boring companion coz I prefer to listen to my cd music than talk to them. Hehehehe! |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by okasantina on Dec 31st, 2006, 4:14am [smiley=icon_dance.gif] [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] [smiley=icon_dance.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Jan 16th, 2007, 6:23pm :) thank you so much tina :-* |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Jan 16th, 2007, 6:40pm Today, I am feeling good...although I didn't sleep that well last night. I had a weird dream during my afternoon nap: I dreamt that someone sat at my side and hugged me tight...couldn't move...thought of something that made me worried. I couldn't make out the face coz the feature was black and I was too tired. When I came to my senses and realized that it was just a dream, my heart was palpitating so fast. Scared, worried, mixed feelings... I didn't know why I felt it was so real. Anyhow, this made me wary of falling asleep last night. :-X This year for me will be an exciting year.... I am sure of it! Some things will come my way that will surely make my life and those I love more wonderful. I'm working on it... certainly changes are good. :) :) :) I don't have any new year's resolutions...this doesn't work for me. The only thing that I normally do is just to focus on something that I wanna do and then I'll achieve it. ;D To all my beloved friends... may you will have a prosperous, peaceful, loving, blessed and happy year 2007!!! Living is good! [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by CooCHie on Jan 19th, 2007, 4:02am Happy New Year to you too Levy...glad you are writing in your blog again. Wet cum back ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by dOnUtz 9urL on Jan 25th, 2007, 3:06pm [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] Mewwy kwismes and happy new year levyyyyy.... ;D [smiley=sweetheart.gif] [smiley=sweetheart.gif] [smiley=icon_dance.gif] [smiley=icon_dance.gif] [smiley=hopcat2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Jun 5th, 2007, 11:25am It's been a while that I have posted here. I was more on my other blog section at yahoo :-[. But I don't forget my corner here as I know this is my first blog in the virtual world. All in all, life has been good. I am blessed with good health, including that of my family's, good friends in real and in chat. Today I feel tired after a weekend of hectic activities: touring around a priest-friend here in Holland, driving and walking around made me tired with lower body aches LOL. I realized I'll be turning a year older soon, so that's probably it hahaha. Well, anyway...it was a fruitful tour of the places here and that my friend enjoyed it so much. I'm expecting another set of friends to tour this coming weekend...my mareng Leah, Luke and her friend Jo. Hopefully, I won't be so tired that much so we could go to the same touristic places I've been to...plus the Filipino picnic this Saturday that we plan to attend as well. It'll be nice and fun. I'm already looking forward to their visit. ;D |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Wicked_Witch on Jun 13th, 2007, 9:06am Well, sis Levz...did Leah arrived on schedule? And what happened? where did you go? What did you do? Post some pictures pls? Hehehe! |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Levy on Jun 15th, 2007, 4:46pm Sis witchy, they arrived on the scheduled day but the flight was delayed for more than an hour. I toured them around to some touristic spots of holland, including the red light district. She posted some pics at her y360 blog. We had a great time here. If ever you have the chance to visit EU, you are most welcome to stay here as well. :) |
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Title: Re: Levy's Favorite CORNER Post by Wicked_Witch on Jun 21st, 2007, 3:36am Thank you so much for the wishes, sis Levz. It was really nice to have met you in person finally. Although I must say that you look different from the person I imagined you to be base on the fun we always have inside the chatroom. I picture a very makulit girl, but you look sweet and demure. Hehehe! But I know for a fact that looks can be deceiving. Mwahhh! |
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