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Title: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Apr 30th, 2004, 6:30pm Dear.... Is there anything you wish to write to?? A love letter...requezt letter....any kind....juzt in a day your mind wishes of sending someone a very special letter....what and how would that be?? its ok if u cant tell us who iz that zpecial perzon iz...... share the love in you.............. ;) [smiley=love2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by soin2win on Apr 30th, 2004, 7:24pm Hello Tina! How does a man win your heart? I know your separated and all, and things are tough... Please message me ok? Sincerely, Tim |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by MissFartyPants on Apr 30th, 2004, 10:08pm Oooooooooooooo a budding romance ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by keensryche on Apr 30th, 2004, 11:09pm Dear future wife, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU??!?!?! |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by MissFartyPants on Apr 30th, 2004, 11:26pm Dear Keen, Where does one apply? ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by mylane on May 1st, 2004, 12:06pm dear dear, Finally i can get enough rest. I'm free ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by capricorn1971ad on May 2nd, 2004, 3:36am dear dear dear, you forgot the upkeep charges :( i been swindled again >:( ;D JK mymy |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on May 2nd, 2004, 11:05pm Dear Soin, Its not eazy to win my heart...u should climb the highest mountain...swim acrozz the sea....walk along the deSert....hahhaha.....nahhh juzt joking...nothing juzt be nice and be you... :) itz me, Tina |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by cebuanalyn on May 3rd, 2004, 6:45am Dear dear X? Why do I have to search for you when you can search for me? ;D do you have to make life difficult for me to find you? :P i will just have to post in the forum "LOST AND FOUND X" to make things easy for me? ;D OH WHERE, OH WHERE ARE YOU? losing and finding you, losing myself too |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by soin2win on May 3rd, 2004, 9:57pm Dearest Tina: I will climb the highest mountain and lose my fat just to be with you and you know that. I am unhappy without you. "You! Complete Me!" All my Love, Soin2win, (aka) sointowin1963 ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by keensryche on May 4th, 2004, 8:59pm Dear Miss farty, I think you just did. I'll get back to you. ;) |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on May 5th, 2004, 6:39am Dear Soin, You complete me??? hahahhaha...but u never had me at hello eh ::) ??? :-/ ;D You made me laugh here! imagine ull gonna looze your fat good thing right? And the question of your unhappinezz i think is not becauze of me Tim Soin...lol ;D itz me, Tina ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on May 14th, 2004, 9:09am :-/Oh dear.....why dear .....yez dear..... :) |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on May 22nd, 2004, 12:40pm Dear..... I feel so bad right now...my body is painful..aching from a gallon of drinks yesterday. Now i dont feel good ... to myself :-/. I feel bad arguing and discussing to the most important person in my life. I wish i never got drank too much. Can i blame it to my cuzin? whenever she passes she is giving her drink to me eh :-/ Well next time ill know what to do .... i feel like a mess :( .... i hate feeling like this.... I better go to bed...its raining here... i think i can sleep easily......now that the weather is cool... ::) Though i was in bed for the whole day sleeping...... :-/ i need to ill try to sleep..... oh my well its done! |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on May 28th, 2004, 11:06am i wonder who is this guy??? ::) ::) [smiley=thinking2.gif] [smiley=tier010.gif] |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by mylane on May 28th, 2004, 7:23pm Dear Cuz, Sorry, could not get online lastnite. So tired, that i go to bed early. :-[ Me ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by Thecareone50 on Jun 1st, 2004, 2:40pm Dear Dear Dear hmmmmmmmmmmmmm [smiley=thinking2.gif] where are you. Where are you?????? Call me now |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by teagirl on Jun 1st, 2004, 5:39pm hmmmmmm very interesting. Now I wanna know what that is all about... |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Jun 3rd, 2004, 8:45am Dear.......... Oh dear...i feel so exhauzted...sleepless nightz for 3 dayz already...i left my boy at the hospital for me to get some clothes and things...i also took my shower..While in the bathroom thinkin when his fever will ztop :-/ :( Came online and check my emails...nothing here so now here typin....no one to talk to but you...and myself! ..... I wonder what he is thinkin right now?? ???... Stressed out....yes i am! Hope my boy will soon be ok... awwwwww i cant be long...need to go back to hozpital...bye dear.....miss me? :( me, Tina |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by teagirl on Jun 3rd, 2004, 7:31pm Dear TinZZZZZZ, I hope your son will be okay soon. I know how stressfull that can be. Take it easy. I'm sure your boy will be alright. :) wishing you the best, TeaZZZZ |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Jun 10th, 2004, 10:56am Dear Teaz, Thanks for ure warm concern ...yeah i cope with that...but after my son...my daughty next...but she is ok now...and now its my turn :(. Well i think its better me than them i think... Its hard to see your kids sufferin from sickness....unlike me i can still handle it. Thanks again doc :-* its me, Tina |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Jun 12th, 2004, 6:41am Dear.......... I have lived for a long time responsible for no one, answering to no one and committed to no one except myself. During this period of my life, I considered the World mine for the taking and truly believed that I was living life to the fullest. Then, you came into the picture, and all of a sudden, I realized that I was deceiving myself. I am an incomplete woman in need of wholeness. I find that my life is not all that I thought it was. In fact, it is terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found that love and along with it the one person who can make my life truly complete. Dear ..... you are that person, and I have somehow fallen hopelessly and undeniably in love with you. To be honest, I never thought I would ever utter those words, but now, they come forth effortlessly and with great sincerity. I'll be forever greatful to you for showing me just how shallow my life was. At last, I have a chance to give it depth and purpose. I wanted to tell you this in person, but I knew that the proper words would escape me. I wrote you this letter instead. Please call me after you read it, and we'll talk. Until I hear from you, I remain totally yours in thought and spirit. Love, Tina :) |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by gracia on Jul 15th, 2004, 3:54am Dear Heart, P.S. I love you. missing you, lungs |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by mylane on Jul 15th, 2004, 3:40pm on 06/12/04 at 06:41:35, okasantina wrote:
wow....memorize it cuz... ;D I hear wedding bells....ahiihihi ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by teagirl on Jul 15th, 2004, 5:58pm on 07/15/04 at 03:54:22, gracia wrote:
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Jul 20th, 2004, 11:45am Dear.......... I'll be away for about 8 days and i hope your still there for me as soon as i come back. Me leaving for Taipe for a seminar trip :-/ need to do work! :-/ DO you stilll miss me? I hope you do ??? Is there any change in you? Me? nahhh not at all....im sorry im just so damn busy...i hope i could make it up for you as soon as i come back....to the fullest :-*......Hmmm....i missed you...you missed me? I know you do...NO words spoken but my thoughts are always with you....are you ok? are u mad? I hope not. If i come back and sudden i feel change in you...ill not get upset cuz i prepared myself for that...dont worry...ill be a friend alwayz for you.... its me........... Tina |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by gracia on Jul 22nd, 2004, 4:31am Dear headache, You've been with me every afternoon of my daily life, i think you have stayed enough. Can u by any chance transfer to another human being? Just give me a break!!! hating ya, head |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by MissFartyPants on Jul 22nd, 2004, 4:52am Dear Grace, 'Tis a good thing you've only got one head. hehehe ;D Always, Nosey |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by Stonser on Jul 22nd, 2004, 10:24am on 07/22/04 at 04:52:00, MissFartyPants wrote:
How strange would we look if we had more than one head.. ??? ??? |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by teagirl on Jul 22nd, 2004, 1:39pm on 07/22/04 at 10:24:34, Stonser wrote:
Hmmmmm, thats funny. Don't men have two heads? *naughty grin* ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Aug 3rd, 2004, 10:30am on 07/22/04 at 10:24:34, Stonser wrote:
Males do have eh ::) ::) ::) [smiley=omfg.gif] [smiley=crazysmile.gif] |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by need4speed8dalejr on Aug 5th, 2004, 3:46am Men have 5 heads... One...The one on their shoulders. Two...The one between their legs. Three & Four...The ones on the "Little Devil" and the "Little Angel" sitting on either shoulder who can be blamed for any number of male actions. Five...on his glass of beer. Men need as much head as they can get. Heck...I will trade a gal a hole bunch of new batteries for some right now. Bad Dale...Bad!! LOL [smiley=afro.gif] |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Aug 5th, 2004, 9:14am on 08/05/04 at 03:46:15, need4speed8dalejr wrote:
Dear Dale, Dang u need lots of holez then.... ::) ::) ::) ;D itz me, Tina |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by need4speed8dalejr on Aug 7th, 2004, 12:54am Hey yah Gurl. Long time no type. [smiley=rose.gif] LOL. Been mizzing your PM's...Hehehehe. [smiley=grin2.gif] Yah...you should see all the holes in some of my T-Shirts. Yeeppppeee!![smiley=sla.gif] P.S.....I think women need alot of head too. Fair is fair. But Tina you already knew that my dear. [smiley=cry2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Aug 7th, 2004, 9:36am on 08/07/04 at 00:54:24, need4speed8dalejr wrote:
Are u zure itz onli on ure shirtz??? ::) ::) ;D Of course we do have lots of heads too....men just dont know where it iz located eh...right?? LOL! ;D ;) |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by need4speed8dalejr on Aug 7th, 2004, 7:12pm I know exactly where the location to a woman's pleasure button is... The location is an exclusive shoe store that also sells purses and scented candles, and guess what.....They are having a Sale!! Hehehehe... Am I right or am I right?? [smiley=catsmiley.gif] Awww...come on...someone around here has to have a sense of humor. Dang... |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by Hernando on Aug 10th, 2004, 11:15am on 06/12/04 at 06:41:35, okasantina wrote:
Dear Tina, I been trying to call you but I keep getting a busy signal. How long you have to stay online? I was thinking that you are using your phoneline thats why I keep getting a busy signal. Hernando joking Miss Okasan ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by kianna_andrea on Aug 14th, 2004, 7:35am on 08/07/04 at 19:12:35, need4speed8dalejr wrote:
;D Hmmm...you're right..... this one's true.... ::) |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Aug 18th, 2004, 11:01am on 08/07/04 at 19:12:35, need4speed8dalejr wrote:
Dear Dale, I think that is not always should be on our headz eh...our heads located in what u called.... RING! it maybe ring from a phone, ring from a hand, ring from work, ring from ure door... ring as in RING! LOL! like.... ring of the lawds u know.... hahahah do u have any idea about what i am tryin to zay huh? LOL! itz me, Tina d okasan |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Aug 18th, 2004, 11:06am on 08/10/04 at 11:15:08, Hernando wrote:
Dear Hernando, Im sorry if my phone was always buzy ... i thought u have my mobile phone eh... LOL! geesh! hahahahhaha...I wish i could stay forever online so no one can call me to ask whats the color of my panty eh... LMAO!! jk ;D... kiddin aside ... u made me laugh on ure letter Hernan.... have a great day... LOL! beware of rheumatism ok?? LOL! [smiley=spank.gif] itz me, Tina d okasan ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by kianna_andrea on Sep 11th, 2004, 8:39am I came across this love-letter while browsing through some sites, and I thought I'd share it here for I find it really sweet and touching. This is a love letter written for Mark from Daphne. ;) Dear Mark, Every day I think of you. I think of what you're doing, whether you're in a good or bad mood and if you have had a rough or pleasant day. Every day I long to tell you about my days at work - if any at all, if I'm happy or sad and how my day concludes. I know that you hear what I have to say and you comfort me if I did have a bad day. Every day I come looking forward to a "How was your day?" phone message. And it is only that I come home in a good mood because of you. Have you ever felt like you liked someone so much that you don't want them to leave your side and you don't want to let go of them? Sometimes when I'm so bored, my insides hurt that I'm not with you and I try so hard not to think 'bout you so that the pain goes away, but I guess it's a part of liking someone that much. I love listening to what you have to say whether it's about your family, your friends, your day and even your car (sigh). I also like how you listen to me and you try to give me advice but you just end up saying, "Fair enough." I believe love is a sensational feeling. How I love the sound of your voice, the way you touch me, your warm smiles, your kind and thoughtful way and the jolt you bring to my life each day. I believe it's where I think of you morning and dream of you at night, and think of your arms around me and the soft sweetness of your lips. I believe two people are drawn together after living world's apart and journeying separate paths. Did we stumble into each other by pure circumstance, or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand? The meaning of love is determined differently by everyone. To me, love means you share your life and build special plans together. To work side by side and smile with pride. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise, to take time to share, to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special, one who you can always depend on to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears, as a lover and friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings. I have not been in love before so it is not my place to judge. However, I can describe how you make me feel and what you really mean to me. You are the keeper of my dreams. When you are not here to share my days and nights, my life is incomplete. Without you, I merely exist from day to day. With you, I know that I will find all that I have been searching for: my completeness, my eternal peace of mind. You are the guy who holds my heart in your hands, the one I hope to spend my life with as I've grown so fond of you. I know it sounds all a bit much when I say 'life', but I'm just trying to describe that this is really how much I care bout you. Forever is what I want with you, for the search I hope has come to an end. Our hearts have found each other, as lover and friend. I wish we had gotten to know each other long before, I guess I was blind, as you were right there in my line of sight. There's nothing in the world I wouldn't do for you, for you are the world to me; I love you so much. Love always, Daphne I'm so kilig.........(sigh) ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by mylane on Sep 11th, 2004, 10:15am very love letter gurlfrend kianna... ;D Martha, As I write this letter send my love to you. Remember that I'll always be in-love with you. Treasure this few words, till we're together keep all my love forever. I'll be coming home again to you love until the day I do love. Carding P.S I love you |
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Title: :oRe: Dear............. Post by lyssa on Sep 14th, 2004, 7:48am dear ........... dat is too big !! :o what is that ... ?? ??? dear .... are you ok ? ;D ;D what kind of a dear are yah .. ?? ;D are you a kind of a dear that has Horns ?? Lyssa .... [smiley=rock.gif] |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by killerabbit on Sep 14th, 2004, 10:58am me :o |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by norkay on Dec 1st, 2004, 12:25pm Since i have no one to write :P,may i post this letter i have just read when reading this book by Nicholas Sparks,Message In A Bottle.I feel in love reading it although the feeling is mixed up with sadness. My Dearest Catherine I miss you,my darling,as I always do,but today is especially hard because the ocean has been singing to me,and the song is that of our life together.I can almost feel you beside me as i write this letter,and I can smell the scent of wildflowers that always reminds me of you.But at this moment,these things less often,and i feel sometimes as if the greatest part of who I am is slowly slipping away. I am trying though.At night when I am alone,I call for you,and whenever my ache seems to be the greatest,you still seem to find a way to return to me.Last night,in my dreams,I saw you on the pier near Wrightsville Beach.The wind was blowing through your hair,and your eyes held the fading sunlight.I am struck as I see you leaning against the rail.You are beautiful,I think as i see you,a vision that I can never find in anyone else.I slowly begin to walk toward you,and when you finally turn to me,I notice that others have been watching you as well."Do you know her?" they ask me in jealous whispers,and as you smile at me,I simply answer with the truth."Better than my own heart." I stop when i I reach you and take you in my arms.I long for this moment more than any another.It is what I live for,and when you return my embrace,I give myself over to this moment,at peace once again. I raise my hand and gently touch your cheek and you tilt your head and close your eyes.My hands are hard and your skin are soft,and I wonder for a moment if you'll pull back,but ofcourse you don't.You never have,and it is at times like this that I know what my purpose is in life. I am here to love you,to hold you in my arms,to protect you.I am here to learn from you and to receive your love in return.I am here here because there is no other place to be. But then,as always,the mist starts to form as we stand close to one another.It is a distant fog that rises from the horizon,and I find that I grow fearful as it approaches.it slowly creeps in,enveloping the word around us,fencing us in as if to prevent escape.Like the rolling cloud,it blankets everything,closing,until there is nothing left but the two of us. I feel my throat begin to close and my eyes well up with tears because I know it is time to go.The look you give me at the moment haunts me.I feel your sadness and my own loneliness,and the ache in my heart that had been silent for only a short time grows stronger as you release me.And then you spread your arms and step back into the fog because it is your place and not mine.I long to go with you, but your only response is to shake your head because we both know that is impossible. And I watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away.I find myself straining to remember everythiing about this moment,everything about you.But soon,always to soon,your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone on the pier and I do not care what others think as I bow my head and cry and cry and cry. ~Garrett |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by norkay on Dec 1st, 2004, 12:40pm Quote:
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by ButterScotch on Dec 4th, 2004, 11:41am Mang Dolping Me and my husband were walking home today and we passed a construction site. The smell of sawdust brought back a fond memory. A memory of a man who used to come and work for us every summer during my childhood. His name was Dolping. Everyone called him 'Mang Dolping'. 'Mang' is a title of respect used with the first name of a man. Mang Dolping was a carpenter, but I came to think of him as our carpenter. He would periodically come to our house, mostly during the summer, looking for work. He was old, thin, toothless and bent but he always had a ready smile. He wore a shirt that looked like it needed washing and a pair of pants that had seen better days, with a rope as a belt. His worn feet were adorned by equally worn slippers. My mom would always welcome him and find things for him to fix or make when he came to visit. He would stay for several days to a couple of months, depending on how long the work took. As a kid, I was used to having guests and unexpected visitors, but Mang Dolping we always welcomed with delight. We loved to watch him repair and make things. During our breaks from playing, we hung around the garage and prodded him with questions endlessly. He was not very talkative but tried to gently field every one of them. He made my first bed. It was white, with a high headboard, footboard and fancy railings on half of each side. He built our fence and our gates. He even rebuilt our garage. When I got tired of my 'little girl' bed, he made me a headboard that had neat compartments and drawers. Yes, he was old but years of hard labor had kept him strong. At nights, he would relax by buying himself 'Shoktong'. I never saw anyone else drink that but apparently it was Chinese wine. He would sing, "Happy, happy all the time, drinking Chinese wine..." And we would always laugh and sing along with him. He had become a sort of a fixture during our summers. Mom would offer him my old toys and our used clothes that were in great condition. My Mom fondly chuckled when he refused a pair of flare pants because it was demodé! The 'in' thing then were the tapered legs cut. The man was fashion conscious! When his work was done, he would pack up. We were always sorry to see him leave. But he would always pick up his tools and move on, like a nomad, until the following year brought him back to us again. Only years after did I find out that during his younger days, Mang Dolping used to work for my grandfather in his "manggahan" in Pampanga. He and his wife, Pining, were workers who lived in the farm so he practically saw my Mom grow up. Because of his carpentry skills, he and his family were transferred to Manila when my grandfather bought a property for my Mom after she got married. His daughter, Teresita, even became the nanny of one of my cousins. From then on, even when he was no longer under my grandfather's employ, he managed to find my Mom wherever she lived, and would show up at her doorsteps looking for seasonal work. That's how the whole routine stayed for years, so he saw me grow up too. He seemed to consider us his family. One year, he failed to come. And the next, and after that. We could not ask after him as we did not have a telephone number. Where he lived, there were no phones. I doubt they had proper addresses either where he came from, probably just unpaved roads and landmarks like trees and hills to refer to the direction of a person's dwelling. We longed to know how he was and what his circumstances were. We made up reasons for his absence, but deep inside we knew the inevitable had happened. He was, after all, a very old man. I still think of him through the years. I wonder about him, how he spent his last days and how he died. I regret not getting to know him more. I regret not asking him about my Mom's childhood and adolescence. I regret not asking more about his family. I regret not knowing where he lived so we could have gone looking for him when he did not show up. I regret not being able to thank him for everything that he did for us and for being that strong and quiet presence in our lives, even as he caused a ruckus with his hammer and saw. I never had a photo, but I will never forget his face. I haven't heard his voice in decades, but I will never forget him singing that happy song. Salamat, Mang Dolping! Thank you for enriching my life! [smiley=flower.gif] |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Dec 4th, 2004, 6:30pm This was the 1st love letter i recieved online... that until now i still cherished.... :) ;) and just wanna share it to all...who was it? no one knows but me ;) Dearest Tina, I never thought I could connect with someone on line like you on line. I always told myself that this would never happen to me. Tina you completely changed the way I thought. The past few months during our long conversations has been wonderful. I find myself rushing home just to see if your on line. You make me feel like I am young again. I find myself getting jealous of silly things I know I shouldn't be jealous of and I have no right to be jealous of. Tina deep down I'm jealous of any man who has touched you or kissed you or even looked upon you. You have become very special to me. The kindness you have shown me gives me a warm feeling all over I cant describe, but I know it makes me feel good all over. To see your smile makes me smile ten times more. I know I am an inpatient man and a man who it is hard to say the way I really feel but even you make this easier for me. I write this letter not because you ask me to but because its something I want to do because of the way you make me feel. Tina the feelings I have for you go way past friendship. I love and care for you very much. I think you know this as well Sincerely, XXXX |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by mylane on Dec 4th, 2004, 6:38pm love reading your story about mang dolphing, ninang ;) Thanks for sharing. I hope i have time to share a story like u did. cuz tina....hmm i don't know any guy that close to me online that can write that kind of letter....but lemme guess is it sointowin? :P ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Dec 4th, 2004, 6:55pm on 12/04/04 at 18:38:21, mylane wrote:
Nope he is not cuz...and just guess and guess ...cuz i wont tell it too ;) ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by Hernando on Dec 4th, 2004, 8:58pm don't tell mymy its me who wrote the letter Miss Tina :-* ;) ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by KiAnNa on Dec 5th, 2004, 2:58pm ??? That was a very sweet and sincere letter Tina. No wonder you cherish it... How come no one sends me that kind of letter? ::) ;D joke.... |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by kim on Dec 7th, 2004, 7:41am Dear Soulmate, There's not a single day that i didn't thing of you. Not a single night that i didn't dream of you. Your soft lips and your tender kisses. Your warm embrace around my shoulder. I cherished every single second that we spent together. Every laugh and every tear. The misunderstandings and the making up part... i never thought i was even capable of loving someone this much. I gave you everything.. my heart, my soul... my life... but it wasnt enough for you. You told me i was weak and i ignored it... told myself he's just drunk... You told me i was worthless n i ignored it... told myself he's just tired from work... you abused me... hurt me... but i remained faithfull to you... you blamed me for the loss of our child and i started blaming myself too... Now all is wasted. All has ended. " I'm your soulmate" you once told me. and that you will never leave me.. but you did. You left me. went to a place where i cant follow you. Do i still love you? yes I still do. But theres no more hope.. no more chances.. no more life... I forgive you. I forgive you for hurting me and for all the things you've done to me. Are you with her now? Is she in your arms tonight? Hold her tight and dont let her go. Take care of her and i'll soon follow. I love you... Love Kim years ago i was inlove with a man who was almost twice my age. We were together for 6 year. I got pregnant but was unaware of it. I was training for a marathon then. I lost the baby... This was a letter i made for him (Sky) but he never got the chance to read it. He died of lung cancer at the time when i was with Rick (dirtbagss). the "her" i was talking about was our baby. Sky is probably somewhere up above with our baby in her arms... Sad story huh? ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by mylane on Dec 7th, 2004, 7:59am sorry to hear that kimmy, yeah its very sad....I'm sure the baby and father are somewhere up above. They are together now. You will be just fine kimmy, you're a strong woman. We're here if you need to talk. We are family. ;) |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by kim on Dec 7th, 2004, 11:07am thanks mymy.... I think i have a curse when it comes to love :P |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by okasantina on Feb 13th, 2005, 5:25pm on 12/07/04 at 11:07:22, kim wrote:
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kimmy baby ... dont ever think about that ok? there is no curse when it comes to love unless u condemned of loving someone eh ;) |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by kim on Feb 15th, 2005, 7:14am aw thanks tina. Welli just think i have to go out more n meet other guys ;D. Been too busy being a mommy to my niece ;D |
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Title: Re: Dear............. Post by Norkay on Apr 22nd, 2005, 12:48pm Dear, I'm so sorry if i seemed rude or if you didn't see me interested and looked unhappy when we talked.You don't know how much I wanted to cry and infact I've been crying since I left the Philippines yesterday.It's not only because of work that I had to be in the Philippines for the past two days.I had to settle one thing very important there too ,a very personal matter of mine.I was so sorry I let you go or let our conversation ended that way.I am very sorry too that I also had to talk to one person online while we were talking.She is a relative and a close friend as well. Anyway,I hope you understand me.I hope to talk to you soon. It's me, :-* |
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