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Title: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 14th, 2006, 9:08pm The loneliest thing i know,as i sit recalling the past a lost little girl wishing for peace at last.A big smile and bright eyes, was how my secret safely slept.I did good hiding the depression.Lock in my room while i wept. I was invissible to my mother,lost because acquintances weren't true friends......But the saddest thing i recall was wishing for the end,the loneliest thing i know. Used to be my self provably wouldn't have made it..... If my true friends hadn't helped......... bad_day_me ******************* When i reflect upon the number of disagreeable people who i know have gone to a better world, i am moved to lead a different life....... i learned that all from my mistakes in the past 9 years of my life. bad_day_me ******************* |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by okasantina on Nov 15th, 2006, 8:48am Welcome bad bad dayyyy!!! Welcome to the bloggers thread!! ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 15th, 2006, 5:31pm thank you tina for the warm welcome...... i like this page coz i will put down all my weepings here and some happy thoughts..... ;) ;) ;) |
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Title: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 15th, 2006, 5:36pm At night i usually breakdown and cry and sometimes i don't know why.My loneliness drives me insane,so is my lonely heart the one to blame........???? God i am calling you Give me the strenght to pull through. But still i must believed there's another lonely heart there waiting for me..... ***bad_day*** |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by nOrKAy on Nov 15th, 2006, 7:13pm bad_day_me, Firstly, hello and have a good day ! Secondly, WELCOME TO THE FORUM ! [or is this just another name of you?] *smile* Also, glad to see you joined us here in the blog section and share with us your thoughts and everything that you wish to share. Be comfortable and free in your space to shout, weep, laugh , babble, and talk about any thing. Everyone just has to be aware though that even though it's a public space, we are still under management's supervision and that we're given rules to follow. ;D Enjoy your stay with us, and I look forward to read more of your blogs. Again, a warm welcome, and it's our pleasure to have you here ! |
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Title: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 16th, 2006, 7:42am ********************** im posting an open letter...... this is for you ;) i adore you,you are the most wonderful man,you make me feel loved and worthy of love.i have missed much in life because i did not have a good companion,you are the companion that i have wanted for so long.you are the man that i long to share life's adventure .you are a friend that i can share my innermost secrets with.i long to see the intimacy talking from the heart. i feel that i have so much love to give and that has been bottled up for so long inside of me......you inspire and fully embrace the romantic woman inside me,you are the man that welcomes me with a big warm smile with your arms outstretched.you are the man that i long to love untill the end of my days......... :) :) :) ;) bad_day |
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Title: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 16th, 2006, 8:21am have you experienced near death situation? i was 17 when i experienced near death, i was dead when they brought me at the hospital<may 17.1991>. whole family went to the beach for reunion...i was lying on the airboat and never noticed i fall asleep.according to the peolple who seen the incident the airboat sinked and so am i. they ignored it coz they thought i am swimming inside but they doubt it coz it took so long that i never pop up in the shore.so they rushed in and look for me it was 30 minutes of searching for my body<as what my mom said> when they found me i was already unconcious.on their way to the hospital they cant find any pulse rate even a heart beat....they drained the water inside my body.my mother said i was dead for 3 hours coz the doctor declared it....... i only remember this i thought it was a dreamed,i was walking to this light a very bright light on my way and i met a little girl crying infront of me, asking if i can bring her home i hold her hand and we walked in the path of lights i keep on askin to this little girl where is her home she never replied and just hold me closed.we stop coz i am tired of walking as i sit on the side of the little girl, she asked me if i am ready to meet god?i was surprised about her question. i replied her" if god will accept me now i am ready to meet him." "the little girl said no you cant meet him right now coz you got so many things to do i just bring you here so you understand that you must give importance to your life"after she said that she is gone and i dont know how she did it.... then i heared someone is screaming when i open my eyes i was in the hospital my mom is crying and so with our relatives who's there.at that time they decided to put my boody in the morgue coz the time given for me was lapsed,doctor can't believed what's happened he checked my vital signs and he said how come i surpassed coz i was declared DOD. i was amazed to this experienced,then i started to go to the church attends holy mass and served at the church...... this is a wake up call for me...coz ive never knowned god b4 the incident happened. coz i always told to all that i dont believed in christ and to all of that christ thing...now god awakened me and now i am fully believed and trust all my life to god coz i surrendered to him.... i post this blog coz if there is someone there who' door was locked from the heart of jesus now open it and let him in....dont wait for his wake up call ......... *****bad_day***** |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 19th, 2006, 4:34pm thanks norkay for ur warm welcome..... i love this section coz i can freely express my thoughts.... :-* :-* :-* |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 19th, 2006, 4:42pm its sunday night here in phillipines....10:39 pm.... it's been a confusing day for me...so many questions in my mind and i need a quick response....i feel everything went down again and all i do is asked god for help to surpass this confusing thing in my mind...im facin a hard decission and i don't want someone will feel bad about it....whatever decision i will choose to do i know god know's what's best for me and i'm askin his guidance to help me decide wha'ts best for me....dear god please help me..... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 19th, 2006, 4:44pm there'll be sad songs to make you cry..... yes there is!!!why i feel so lost everytime...why i feel so bad all this time... am i happy? the answer is no....all this time i'm always askin 1 thing and that is to have my own happiness which is till now i don't have it yet.... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 19th, 2006, 4:48pm I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear. And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this true love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 19th, 2006, 4:50pm You are the one true light in my life, Though I never tell you enough. You are always there for me, Even when times get tough. You are my sun, my moon, and my morning star, Shining down on me, To bring comfort from afar. When my day is gloomy, And I seek inner peace, I remember your smile And all my troubles cease. You are the love of my life, My heart and my soul. My beloved man, To have and to hold. I could search the world over With all of my might, But find none that compare, To you, my one true light bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 19th, 2006, 4:53pm Loneliness is a child spinning a top on an abandoned sidewalk. Loneliness is a rose petal that fell on a rock. Loneliness is the sun... don't you think it's lonely? Or the moon maybe? Don't you think it's lonely too? But spare me the epitomes of loneliness, for if I were the sun or the child,the dog, or the rose petal Loneliness would be a top spinning by the hand, the sun shining for the world, the moon glowing for the night, and a rose petal falling for the ground... Now, is this loneliness? bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 19th, 2006, 4:55pm We are both in Love you and me Tremendously. How crazy are this Hearts of Ours that, binds us like a Magnetic force. No spoken words could explained this insane hearts of ours. Genuine, Experimental and Exotic Lovers we both truly are indeed! Although, the distance is the killer that separates us both, our Lamps of Love burns vigorously day and night. Yes we are Madly in Love ! But, What went awry ? why did all this accusations spring up ? What had caused us to have this bitterness ? Why did this poisonous trails of hatred builds in us like a Flash ? Were all our promises made of Glass ? If the world ask me, What am I to say ? How shall I face the World ? Someone please explain this to me ! How helpless I've become, Torn and Shattered in to pieces, Drown in tears of Ocean, Sharp Draggers piercing through my heart. What went awry ? The wounds that afflicted my heart are not visible. The pain inflicted by loved ones never fades. Why do the ones you Love the most, are the ones that hurt you the most ? Who knows what went awry. The Lamps of our Love extinguished bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 21st, 2006, 5:13pm The minute I heard my first love story, I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along. bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 21st, 2006, 5:14pm Accept the things To which fate binds you and Love the people with whom fate Brings you together But do so with all your heart. bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 21st, 2006, 5:16pm Incompatibility is just a lack of communication. If we just try to love [our spouse] the way we want to be loved, we are in trouble. Unless you communicate, it's difficult to know how to love another person |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:07pm at night i breakdown and cry and sometimes i don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me I'm not sure which way to go is it my heart that i should follow heart I'm so unsure and now i need you more than before heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me tell me I'm not the only broken heart feeling lonely I know everything heals in time but can time heal this lonely heart of mine at night I breakdown and cry and sometimes I don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still I must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me heart I know your my only friend and one day we'll find love again |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:09pm I wonder if he remembers me Or if I'm just a memory I wonder if he thinks of us Or if he finds it useless I wonder how things would be If he had never left me I wonder how he is And if I'm still a love of his I think about him everyday And wonder if he's okay I think about how happy we were And the memories make the tears stir I think about the plans we made While we were laying in the shade I think about all we said And the lives we lead To not know Where to go To not know where to find A place where he may hide To not be able to see his face Puts my heart so out of place To not know when he's near Is my greatest fear There's so much in my head That I wish I'd said There's so many missed kisses For my unanswered wishes There's only so many ways For me to make it through the days There's so little light In my heart tonight What would I say If given a day What would happen If I could have him What joy it would bring To hear him sing What would I feel If he were here for real I miss him each day That he is away I miss him looking out for me The way it used to be I miss his love That protected me like a glove I miss him So much it's made my heart dim I wonder if he still cares That's a question that tears I wonder what he's like If he'd tell me to take a hike I wonder if he fears That I don't hold him dear But most of all I wonder if he still loves me Or if I'm just a memory Of what used to be bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:11pm Sometimes I sit and stare I think and hope that life would be fair Nobody seems to get it They just have no clue That I can be a friend that is really true Everybody whispers All the laughs, the jokes, nobody cares The way they all make fun of my frizzy red hair If only life could be easy I wish that life could be fun I wish I didn't have to run and hide |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:13pm I remember a type of quote people used to say But I never really understood it 'til today Life will only get harder from here I think about that almost every time I shed a tear I look back on the happy years I once had And I wish for them to come back Oh so bad Pressure is a big part of teenage lives today Temptations of sex, drugs, and violence never seem to go away You never really know which road to choose It seems which ever way you go, your bound to lose Happiness eventually falls on your lap Only to look once more and see it gone in a snap Why does it seem I can't smile like before? As if the joyous part of me walked right out the door I never show my true feelings which is why I'm writing this poem I guess my feelings are personal to me and I'm too embarrassed to show 'em One day I'll find happiness again I just have to live my life until then And while I'm waiting just for that I think I'll give myself a pat on the back 'Cuz I've come this far without giving up completely I'm trying to enjoy life, it's very difficult, believe me I guess that's the message I'm trying to send out To keep your head up when giving up is what your thinkin 'bout Take life's punches right in the face And you'll see things will come to you at there own pace bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:15pm Day after Days, Night after Night, The world moves as I stay still. Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall. Mother knocks on my door, but I feel too numb to answer She cries, but I motionlessly don't answer. I lie on my bed, Screaming in my head. Pain forever with me never leaving. It goes with me everywhere. Like my shadow, Constantly there. Now my sister turning into darkness. She will before long be just like her brother. And mother will soon give in. The echo of glass breaking, The sound of my mother screaming, And me still emotionless as I lay. The doors are slamming. More glasses breaking. And me just falling, With no delay. Now the house grows dark. Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows. And for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness. And all my fears have come true bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:17pm I sit and I wait till the day that I may see you again Till the day you return so that our everlasting love may begin I wait and I wait because I know you will come And my forever lasting wait will be done I wait and I wait in the same spot for I shall not leave For I shall wait till the horizon, has your face to conceive I wait and I wait as I have done for twenty years and still countin For I shall wait until your shadow awaits the vivid mountain I wait and I wait and shall wait forever For I shall never lose hope that we shall be together I now have a disease my love and they say I may die soon But I still shall wait and be as constant as the blue moon The spring brings upon so much rain and showers from up above And I shall wait in the rain till spring brings my love The summer is dry and hot and brings upon much thirst But I dare not move for a drink until I see you first The fall, is depressing and pushes me to break my already lose of fate But no matter how hard it pushes it shall not sway me from waiting for my mate The winter has much to say Because it brings much horror day by day It is very cold, and I do not have anything but a thin cloth It makes me sick and now I have a forever cough It gets colder and colder as if the snow was reaching my shoulder But I still remain, as if I was a very stubborn bolder I'll wait and I'll wait everyday I'll sit and wait so believe what I say Twenty years ago you told me you'll never leave my side and you were mine to keep And twenty years ago you went into your forever lasting sleep But I left the door open and I wait for you to come back You said you'd never leave and for twenty year I've believed just that So I wait and wait as I sit by the wide open door For I have made a permanent position to my wooden floor And I wait and I wait, twenty four seven Till the time comes when my Angel will return from Heaven bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:19pm No one knows what I'm feeling My heart is pounding I'm full of sadness and rage I need someone to please let me out of this cage I have seen so much and felt so much pain But no one knows what I feel I do not tell my hardest ties Hold my hand and look me in the eyes Take me back when there were no worries or whys I miss the free flying I miss letting my hair down and running around Someone help me up and take me away from here I'm ready to be on my way Let me close my eyes and fade with the day I hurt deep down inside So many mixed emotions Take me by the hand and walk me with me by the ocean Help me I'm falling into the hole I'm scared I don't want to lose my soul The lights are dimming Your voice is growing faint I want to say I love you I will miss you so Hold me close and whisper in my ear Tell me you love me I will always be near bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:21pm I'm broken, cut, and bleeding, On the inside of my heart. All because of what you done It really tore me apart. I try to move on , I try to get on with my life, But it seems no matter what I do, I think of you, And it makes me want to cry. What you did was very wrong, It shocked me in the worst possible way. You being the person you were never would have done the things you did, Or would have said the things you did say. It seems so unbelievable, That you could betray me like this. I trusted you so much, You gave me so much happiness and bliss. My cuts will heal eventually, They will turn into ugly scars. All except a few that were left by you, And they will stay forever on my heart bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:23pm The skies are gray instead of blue I don't know where to go or what to do My tears flow like rivers from day to day You are not here to tell me its ok I had to watch you suffer I had to see your pain I was always by your side I went with you all the way I had to let you go Although it's hard to do I don't know how I'm going to make it without you I kissed you goodbye for the last time that day Now I have all the hurt and all the pain I don't know how to tell you or how to start For now and forever more we are apart I love you with all my heart Even though we are still so far apart I'll see you again up above The sun will be shinning and the sky blue And I'll be happy again because I'll be with you bad_day_me < im always havin a bad day> |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:25pm This is the beginning…this is the end...it is everything from then to now...every dividend. The memories coming down...rising up and breaking ground. Come inside...look in my head...do you see life? Or do you see death? The past and the future come together like water and oil. It's so clean yet covered in soil. I see the light, yet I'm in the dark. I'm so together…and so broken apart. It feels so good…but it's just too bad. I feel so happy…but I'm just too sad. Will you open up your mind and let me come inside?...Or will you turn your back to me, and run away and hide? Everything to me is seen in black and white…I'm color blind to my own soul, though I search with all my might. But I won't give up until I get through…And I won't stop... until I'm deep inside of you... bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:27pm Why am I still crying? Why am I still hurting? Why am I still mourning for something I know is gone? Why am I suffering from a decision you made? What did I do? What did I say to make you leave? Did I deceive you? No? Then why do you treat me like I'm nothing no one important. Can't you see I'm lost without you? I'm waiting for you to help but you turned away. You left me confused and outraged. I think I'm losing my mind. I've been uneasy lonely and depressed. What do I do now? Wait for you? I can't. I've waited too long. I even gave you a second chance but you left again. I'm not giving you anymore chances because you'll end up disappointing me. You're useless and disappointing. I'm over you. I'm done. bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:29pm No one would ever guess that something was wrong, All of the smiles and a confidence that seemed so strong. As an actress she learned to stand, However, amongst the clouds she wished to land. When her shield finally wore out, Her happy smile turned to a pout. The upbeat attitude was replaced by tears, All her activities were replaced by beers. As she smoked and drunk the night away, Her life slipped through her fingers, unwilling to stay. Many noticing her cry of pain, Searched in agony to relieve her strain. But since it had always been easier to pretend, There was no help that anyone could lend bad_day_me <lost in the stoop> |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:31pm Feel like I am falling. Before you even let me go. Grasping at nothing with my burdened soul. My pain is deserved. But may never match yours. Even when your words, attack me like swords. How Could I Do This? Cause you this pain? Over and over I Do it again. You cry out for help. I cannot hear your screams. I get lost and I can't tell whether they are real or in your dreams. You are calling me. Calling me name. Trying to share your innermost pain. Asking and pleading. Want some relief. From the sorrow, the hurt I can see you have grief. I want to help want to prove how I feel. Come out in the open. You don't have to conceal. Temporal vision of your untimely death. Leave me unsettled. I want to confess. It is me, it is my fault. I put those thoughts there. The evil that is me, made you not to see or care.. I did not want to do it. For your pain is my own. Don't want to hurt you. But to redeem myself. To change how you feel I hope I can do it so you know my love is real bad_day_me < lost in the stoop> |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 2:34pm A man that made an impression on strangers and friends. Quiet but firm and even more stern. Strength and courage I have learned from you, but being without you is hard to do. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. The tears I've shed cannot surpass the smiles and the laughs we had with you. To feel your pain I could not do, to feel your joy I cannot explain, but being without is hard to do. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. A man that defined the word grand as only a real man can. To know you're in a better place soothes my pain. Knowing you're watching over me makes me sane. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. A true story of a real man, who in the end held his family together as only a real man can. My grandfather, a man with poise. You were a husband, father, uncle, cousin, grandfather, friend, and the epitome of a real man. bad_day_me <lost in the stoop> |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 6:24pm [smiley=wall.gif] [smiley=bigcry.gif] IM SAD EVEN I AM INLOVE...........IM HOPLELESS.... [smiley=bigcry.gif] [smiley=bigcry.gif] [smiley=bigcry.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 6:28pm time is but a thing we cannot see but yet we see what it can do it turns an apple red and healthy into a black rotten lump of nature.i was that apple at one time i was a baby as the apple was a seed so i too was .and now i am a teenager experementing with sex as the apple syphoned the narcotics of the earth i too the narcotics of man the woman ,after all is said and done the age of time has done its damage it took a young and healthy apple and turned it into an old grey haired image of once being a man to the grave stone with his name as the rotting core churned in the garbage dumbs the end of us is here. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 23rd, 2006, 6:29pm the sun shines thru the window upon the wall,hitting a metal frame it gleasons back out the window and strikes the eyes of a truck driver.he raises his rand and trys to cover his eyes a speeding car turns right towards the truck .the driver blinded by the light doest see all of a sudden the two collide the truck driver is thrown to the bushes the man in the car was pinned under the trailer.they came to help but it was to late .its not the first time the metal frame reflected its pain |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 24th, 2006, 5:28pm You haven't saved me any time, but I want some. I want some more. So put it somewhere, take it & put it in my jeans pockets please. He was going to put it in my purse. The music spilled all over everything. Time was hidden in the handmirror & the whiteout, but somewhere, she knew, inside of her head or in her fingertips. Catch it please so I don't have to use it all up working. Time was an important exhibit, to very many it was the museum. It was, almost, the house. The scholar waited till the poet was dead & then took all her time & reused it. She even changed it. The "work" stayed "timeless." I went to a museum. Great. I'm glad you're doing something valuable with your time. She's so old she's almost dead. What took so long? Where are they all, those, you know, con- figurations? All those women, waiting for thousands of years, because they couldn't vote & so on & so I guess they didn't really live, all those million unemancipated years of wasted lives? Who, then, of them was ever happy? those women those mothers Someone obviously wasted all of history. bad_day_me <rock machine> |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 24th, 2006, 5:31pm When somebody loved me everything was beautiful. Every hour we spent together lives within my heart. And when he was sad I was there to dry his tears. And when he was happy so was I. When he loved me. Through the summer and the fall we had each other, that was all. Just he and I together, like it was meant to be. And when he was lonely I was there to comfort him. And I knew that he loved me. So the years went by. I stayed the same, but he began to drift away I was left alone. Still I waited for the day when he'd say "I will always love you." Lonely and forgotten, never thought he'd look my way. And he smiled at me and held me just like he used to do. Like he loved me. When he loved me. When somebody loved me everything was beautiful. Every hour we spent together lives within my heart. When he loved me... bad_day_me <rock machine> |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 24th, 2006, 5:37pm If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 24th, 2006, 5:40pm I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 24th, 2006, 5:44pm Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by nOrKAy on Nov 27th, 2006, 10:22am Hi there Bad Day, WOW, I have just done reading your blog and I enjoyed reading every entry. I like the poems. Did you write those? Keep blogging and thanks again for joining. ;) ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by ClumsilyIdiotic on Nov 27th, 2006, 3:36pm Hi there. Hope you don't mind me butting in as well. I didn't read your entries verbatim but I got the gist and I just wanted to say this: Cheer up, girl! :) You're pretty and I'm sure whatever it is you're going through right now isn't any worse than any of the girls here has experienced. I broke up with the love of my life recently, if you consider 3 months recently, that is ;D. I was having the hardest time accepting how things worked out. I was feeling bitter and feeling sorry for myself. All the while thinking I will never find someone like him. I even decided to return all the letters and pictures and just about anything that reminds me of him save for the memories forever etched in my head - that's the killer. But I did get over it eventually, through watching Oprah and Dr. Phil. LMAO. Well, the shows helped me get a better perspective. There's only so much time we should allow ourselves to grieve ---- every moment is precious. Such a cliche' I know and mellodramatic but spend more time smelling the roses than burying 'em - I hope that make sense. God has a purpose -- things doesn't always work out the way we want them to be --- but there's always a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow ;D P.S: I have kept his mementos and smile at the memory of each piece brings. ;) |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 29th, 2006, 1:12am thanks....clumsily ;) i'm okey and i'm just prayin that my bad days will be over,,,,ty for this wonderfull message u got here for me..... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Nov 29th, 2006, 7:24am beyond the destiny of doubts and emptiness...how could it be when you give all your trust to one person you love and he can't return back that trust you have for him.....silly question i guess!!!!...im just havin a bad day...my dooms day is over!!! [smiley=icon_drink.gif] [smiley=drummer.gif] [smiley=music-smiley-023.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 4:40am why do lovers walk away and end up crying...... dont they know parting is never been so easy...... need alot time to move on..... :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 4:42am the word emptiness is the best word to described me........im a hopeless case... ::) ::) |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 4:49am i have to tell you how much i love you i have to find you tell you i need you but where are you........ nobody said it was easy...... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Wicked_Witch on Dec 1st, 2006, 7:22am Wow, daughter! Sorry, haven't visited the blog section for a while now. I'm glad you have made this Forum your home judging by the number of posts you have made in just a short time. Hehehehe! I knew you would love this site once you have seen it. ;) Welcome and we hope to read more of your posts. Luv ya, daughter. Mwahhh! :-* |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 12:56pm thank you mom....this time i found a perfect place where to put my blog's...... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 1:05pm although two souls are meeting there is but one voice capturing the moment captivating and controlling the thoughts, actions, words leading the way for conscious desire and decisive emotion stories and daily goings- on are frequently passed between the one voice and the intermixed beings creating a warm happiness a sense of belonging an aura of completeness a comfortable existence time, a distant memory fading in and fading out, its power and autonomy fall on blissfully ignorant, yet distinctly aware, ears - focused and true with the quantity of well spent hours adding up and summarizing the feelings and beliefs shared and opposed, comes an ability to confide and uphold moments, eternities abundant with understanding. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 1:09pm Feeling Sorry for Myself I start with a groan, swelling to a moan, rising to a keen, ascending to a shriek that tapers off in a thin wail. I hug myself and, whimpering, rock back and forth on my heels. No one has ever known such sadness. No one can grasp how I feel. I smash an egg over each eye. I smear my face with coal and pepper. I wear a paper bag soaked through with spoiled watermelon and pork grease. I shred my happy past - my books, pictures, and poems, published or not. Ill never fly fish again. Ill never make love again. Ill never sit outside and watch night stretch its starry tent over the sky. There will be no more metaphors. I am more sorrowful than a sorrowing man. Life has no more meaning to me than a life without meaning. My heart slows. My blood congeals to brown, vein-clogging mush. My stomach goes on strike; my colon bars its door. People assume Im terminal. They imagine what would make them feel the way I look, and project their paltry problems onto me. As if they could fathom my misery by waterwinging over its abyss! My pain is too heavy to lift, too vast to measure, too ineffable to name, and incalculably too precious to share. I dig my grave in a landfill, and topple in. I rub dirt and dog droppings in my hair. Ive sunk so low its funny; so I start to giggle. Then to chortle. Then to roar. Mothers clutch their bleating kids, and rush away. Gangbangers dash to the far side of the street. I crawl out of my grave, strip, and shower with a gunk-filled water hose. I shake and shiver, grinning, in the filty air. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 1:12pm Your grief for what youve lost holds a mirror up to where youve bravely working. Expecting the worst, you look and instead, heres the joyful face youve been wanting to see. Your hand opens and closes and opens and closes. If it were always a fist or always stretched open, you would be paralyzed. Your deepest presence is in every small contracting and expand the two as beautifully balanced and coordinated as birdwings |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 1:26pm Where is my broken heart? It was here yesterday It was here the day before I shook hands with it just last week Where is my broken heart? Have you seen it anywhere? Did you steal it away from me when I wasn't looking? Or did it take flight all on its own? Where is my broken heart? Did I leave it with you? Did it fall from the shelf? Did it whither or melt? Where is my broken heart? It was the only thing I had left To hold me tightly at night and accompany me during the day. If you see my broken heart please tell it I miss it and that I love it and I that want it to come back to me So I can feel whole again bad_day_me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 1:28pm I will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 1:30pm He is stark mad, who ever says, That he hath been in love an hour, Yet not that love so soon decays, But that it can ten in less space devour; Who will believe me, if I swear That I have had the plague a year? Who would not laugh at me, if I should say, I saw a flask of powder burn a day? Ah, what a trifle is a heart, If once into love’s hands it come! All other griefs allow a part To other griefs, and ask themselves but some; They come to us, but us Love draws, He swallows us, and never chaws: By him, as by chain’d shot, whole ranks to die, He is the tyrant pike, our hearts the fry. If ’twere not so, what did become Of my heart, when I first saw thee? I brought a heart into the room, But from the room, I carried none with me: If it had gone to thee, I know Mine would have taught thine heart to show More pity unto me: but Love, alas, At one first blow did shiver it as glass Yet nothing can to nothing fall, Nor any place be empty quite, Therefore I think my breast hath all Those pieces still, though they be not unite; And now as broken glasses show A hundred lesser faces, so My rags of heart can like, wish, and adore But after one such love, can love no more. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 1:33pm When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze at the stars for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal!” I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know. A broken heart is what makes life so wonderful five years later, when you see that special guy in an elevator and he is fat and smoking and saying 'Long time no see' |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 4:52pm If you feel lonely this can help a little. I think that loneliness isn't always a bad thing since it helps people appreciate the nice things in life when they happen. You're now entering the place, where you sit or stand alone, and loneliness you embrace. The pain in your heart approaches, your mouth gets dry, all you feel like doing, is sitting down to cry. it feels like emptiness for miles, here there are no smiles, all you have is yourself, and your broken heart. The loneliness grows, and that horrible feeling starts, you hear nothing only groans. The only people you see, don't even care about you, they only live to survive. Every time they talk, everything takes a dive. So you just stand there, wishing that someone cared, but all they do, is laugh and stare. Cold people see you from a distance, they don't want to be near you, they don't even want to hear you. Their insensitivity, is uncalled for and unfair, they leave you alone and in despair. All you do is sit there alone, you wish they would approach you, but oh well. You need a good friend, and you feel that if you don't find one, your sad world might soon end. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 4:56pm Questions without answers, “How does it feel when you feel That you are nothing for someone? ” Anger, accidents... The misfortunate always Crawls alone... The stigma you gave me, I wear it with pride, Your eye is always Watching me, I am still here, Crawling, Surviving! I am a loaded gun, Always ready to shot, Always ready to hurt... But I never do, Because I know How much A wound hurts! Sadness, loneliness... The misfortunate always Dies alone... In the death bed, I’ve seen myself, Yes, I will die alone, I will scream and cry, I will bleed alone... No warm and loving arms Will be around me, No one will care for me! “Why in front of my pain, You remain indifferent and cold? ” The misfortunate always Dies without an answer |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 4:57pm When midnight come without light of the moon, I was awaken alone…. I hug my foot at corner of my bed if I was thought about you, I can’t sleep like a lost child…. In my dream you always stuck by my side full of affection and loves me…. “Why must be like that? ” suddenly I ask, and wake up alone…. I was awaken alone…. The most valuable, the most important for you infact it’s not me, I become so sad…. but, The most valuable, the most important for you only you who’s know it…. My little belief like that, I hold it tightly in my hands…. till my fingers feel pain of my ring…. It’s all because I want to feel from your side, a person, the most valuable, the most important for you…. When I can’t sleep and you’re not here, I just watch stars on the sky…. thinking of you…. but now, I’m alone without you…. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 1st, 2006, 4:58pm My mind, My mind has made it in all that I have in my heart has made me see that you alone made the time that you saved me for all your love, This is all I see and within my suffering I know that in all my life I got all the life that will make me shine in all your love, I loved all the life that I see you really made me realize that you alone will make me move on keeping strong and never make me fall from your meaning, I saw that you alone will keep me integrated to see that you alone will make me move keeping strong, I feel that it was all in your love and now I know that in all my life I feel that it was all by your meaning that in me I got all nature that saved my heart and I know that in me you really made me see your face close to me. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 3rd, 2006, 6:36am i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him.. [smiley=wall.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 4th, 2006, 10:04am i just realized that the value of one person is important coz you missin him when he is out of reached.... :( :( :( |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 4th, 2006, 10:10am hardest part of being a single mom.... now that my daughter is soon to be a teenager there are lots of things she want to do and very curious about alot of things around her!!! i just talked to her in a nice way explain everything coz i dont want what happened to me before would come to her. my son always asked me something when he wakes up in the mornin and sometimes i am sad coz that question supposed to be a man to man talks but i tried my best to coped on all the things he asked!!! being a single mom is a full time job!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Wicked_Witch on Dec 5th, 2006, 4:37am Talk about teenagers, mine always give me a headache, daughter. I'm not sure if I want them to grow back to being young or I want them to hurry up and grow and raise a family of their own. >:( |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 6th, 2006, 4:59pm mom!!! my daughter and i are like bestfriends.... she plays guitar and i sing...she tell all about her crushes and what she been up for the whole day...my 2 boys and i plays basketball every saturday morning!!! i want it to be that way coz my parents and i never have a good harmony!!! i was a rebelious 1 before coz they always told me what to do and what to say....im happy to how i raised my kids coz they showned me so much love.even i am a single mom i am proud of it coz i raised them in a nice and easy way!!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 7th, 2006, 2:32am I AM CONFUSED .......VERY MUCH CONFUSED..... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 10th, 2006, 5:53am much better this way...no love no pain!!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 14th, 2006, 4:30pm ;D just went out today to play tennis.....waaaaa my asthma attacks me now...... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 17th, 2006, 4:13pm my bestfriend's birthday is coming...dec.23 :( :( :( wish she is still here with me.....it's been 5 m0nths anniversary of her death today and still it's hard to accept her lost.... http://i105.photobucket.com/albums/m225/holly_v_2006/e35becbd.gif [smiley=iloveyou.gif] [smiley=iloveyou.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 19th, 2006, 2:11pm im not feelin okey today...im tired of drama and all sad stuffs...i did my best to work things out ...yeahh i know it's my fault but did you ask me why? did you ask me if i am happy to what i did,youre just listening to your self and your mind is close to my explanation coz you only listen to your self....i'am so dumb to do such things which you think is crap...i know it's all my fault and i did my best to apologized but still you dont want it so what else should i do...maybe it's better to end up this coz i know you still want it....thank you anyway ....... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Fallen on Dec 20th, 2006, 10:57am :) :) :)Have fun posting sweetie :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 21st, 2006, 2:21pm ;D ;D ;D thanks for dropping by at my blog fallen!!! [smiley=icon_thanks.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 21st, 2006, 2:23pm thanks for bringing back the smile on my face.... love you honey ko!!!! ;D ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 21st, 2006, 2:28pm Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 22nd, 2006, 1:43pm I 'm sittin here thinkin, 2007 is coming what is heading for me this coming new year ....is it a year for me to start a new life ,new hope's,renewal i guess....hope this comin year for me will give me a meaningfull one!!! For me and my kids,i just wish that i can give all what they needed coz i have given them all the love ,even I'm a single mom,I am happy coz my kids understand the situation . I just prayed that god will give me more courage to face all trials and to help me surpass all problems that was left behind..... New Year's Resolution...... ;D ;D ;D lessen the giggling stuff!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by okasantina on Dec 24th, 2006, 9:41am Merry Christmas Ligaya !!! :) :) :) |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Wicked_Witch on Dec 26th, 2006, 8:30am HAPPY NEW YEAR, DAUGHTER!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 26th, 2006, 1:34pm on 12/24/06 at 09:41:31, okasantina wrote:
THANK YOU...WOW THIS IS THE BEST XMAS I HAD COZ I GOT LOTS OF FRIENDS WHO GREET ME.... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 26th, 2006, 1:35pm on 12/26/06 at 08:30:08, Wicked_Witch wrote:
THANKYOU MOM!!! I JUST PRAYED THAT THIS COMING NEWYEAR WILL BE A FRUITFULL ONE.... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 26th, 2006, 1:37pm :) :) :) WOW XMAS WAS SO GREAT... NEVER EXPECTED THAT I RECIEVED LOTS OF PHONE CALLS THIS XMAS FROM ALL OF MY FRIENDS ONLINE....THANK YOU ALL FOR A WONDERFUL GREETINGS.... ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Dec 29th, 2006, 7:30pm THE BIG BANG IS COMING....MOM'S BDAY AS WELL...EVEN MY MOM AND I DONT TALK MUCH DUE TO SOME PROBLEMS I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HER BDAY....JUST PRAYED THAT THIS COMIN YEAR WILL FULL OF OF HAPPINESS AND LOT'S OF BLESSINGS TO COME.... [smiley=icon_drink.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] [smiley=clap.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by okasantina on Dec 31st, 2006, 3:52am [smiley=icon_dance.gif] [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] [smiley=icon_dance.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 2nd, 2007, 3:20pm on 12/31/06 at 03:52:55, okasantina wrote:
thanks tins!!! [smiley=icon_drink.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 3rd, 2007, 6:20am ;) ;) ;) nothing compares to you |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 3rd, 2007, 6:24am ::) wondering why i'm listening to lovesongs...duh!!! i hate it before.... ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 3rd, 2007, 6:25am ::) ::) ::) there you'll be by faith hill....my new favorite... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 6th, 2007, 4:52am :( :( :( Can my life get better? Or is it gonna stay? Can I start again? Or will it go away? Can I ask you something? Why did God choose me? Can I take I back? Or will it always be? Can I find my mummy? But why?d she leave me here? Can I stop this hurting? Who?ll wipe away my tear? Can you make me happy? Then why am I so sad? Can you tell me exactly why? Why were you so mad? Can you take my life? Cause I don?t want to live Can you tell me why you left? I have my life to give Can you tell my daddy That it?ll be ok, I?ll be waiting for him And I?ll see him soon.. one day Can?t somebody hear me, Promise you won?t cry? Cause it was my decision It was my choice to die Can you promise something? Please smile when I go I should?ve told my love my heart I guess he?ll never know Can you understand me? I?m sorry but it?s true I couldn?t handle all the shit That I was going through My spirit inside, was captured But I?ve just set it free Tell everyone I?m sorry But if you would only see Abuse is really painful I couldn?t take the pain Don?t forget I?ll wait right here To see you once again I love you for your friendship Promise not to cry, I?ll see you in another life I love you?..and goodbye |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Wicked_Witch on Jan 8th, 2007, 7:52am someone broke your heart again, daughter? Don't worry, cupid's always working for you. ;) |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 8th, 2007, 2:03pm :( :( :( thank you mom...hope cupid will hit my heart not my butt this time... ;D ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 8th, 2007, 4:41pm Do you know what it's like to not know why you cry? do you know what it's like to not know why you want to die? do you know what it's like to hate yourself yet still you don't know why? do you know what it's like? do you know what it's like? do you know what it's like to be unhappy all the time? do you know what it's like the be angry but you don't understand why your so angry so angry all the time? do you know what it's like to be scared of yourself so scared it makes you cry? do you know what it's like to look in the mirror and a stranger staring back at you? do you know what it's like to hate every part of you? do you? do you know what it's like? do you know what it's like to be me? have a happy home but still feel all alone? do you know what it's like to have tried to take your own life? but still woke up to face another day, another failed attempt of suicide, another day of lonliness of suffering of pain, of silent screams that no-one can hear, they can't see me the way i am, and they'll never understand what i feel, they'll never know me like i know me, they don't, they won't, they never will. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 8th, 2007, 4:43pm I have fallen yet again, Brought into another lie. A story so wonderful and nice, Yet left me wishing to die. I had other choices to choose, But of all of them I chose you. I chose you cause of love, But I guess that wasn't true. I thought that you were right, I felt you were there. I never thought this would happen, I never knew you didn't care. I shall never fall again, Cause I'm making my mind. I'm going to keep searching, But for someone who is kind. I am not another fool, I am not someoneâ??s toy. I shall find true love, Someone to bring me joy. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 8th, 2007, 4:55pm ;D ;D ;D Cupid's little arrow, done hit me in the a** I pulled it out, looked at it, then I threw it back I didn't need a man to complicate my life I wouldn't be content to live as a beggar wife. A man is nice to have around when a job needs done Like fixing things, but... they really aren't much fun Just keep one on retainer, and when the job is through Send his a** apacking, so he won't be crowding you. If it's company you're needing, to talk a little while There's always psysic hotlines, they can bring a smile And if a walk is in the plan, a dog will do just fine He'll gladly welcome you to use him, when you're in a bind. Sometimes it is a cuddle on the couch that you may need But there are pretty kitty cats to keep you company If your toes get cold at night, and some warmth would do Remember Electric Blankets go in the closet when you're thru. If dinner and a movie is a date you find that's rare. Look in the phonebook under 'Rent-A-Date', you'll find one there Can't think of any other reason why a man would do They're much more trouble when they're standing next to you. I used to think a man was all I needed in this time But when I had one around, he drove me out of my mind Always wanting to know what I had to do that day He followed like a puppy lost, and just got in my way |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 8th, 2007, 4:58pm Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here The little one has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in this woman In this girl, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside her, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary Alone, exiled, different and disdained |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 8th, 2007, 4:59pm And so it came to be this isolation that I am I can only look to me to find the way it all began - this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely, or seek happiness at any cost? This never-ending Something that I am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all I have to hide. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 10th, 2007, 3:18pm ;) ;) ;) today is my birth day!!! im just happy coz all the people i love greet me!!!thank you all!!! [smiley=icon_thanks.gif] [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by wildheart41004 on Jan 10th, 2007, 5:20pm Happy Birthday from the wildheart |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 13th, 2007, 6:04pm on 01/10/07 at 17:20:33, wildheart41004 wrote:
[smiley=icon_thanks.gif] wildheart!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 13th, 2007, 6:05pm :( :( :( i miss my .............hu hu hu!!!! :( :( :( |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 14th, 2007, 2:29pm :( :( :( today is the burial of my grand mother...who died last jan.9, we were so sad even we accepted her death the pain is still their!!wherever she is now i know she is happy coz she is now in the hands of our god the father!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by okasantina on Jan 14th, 2007, 5:28pm on 01/14/07 at 14:29:37, bad_day_me wrote:
Condolence for ure grand mother Ligaya :( yes ure right! im sure she is now in a very good place .. just pray for her soul for peace..muah! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by ReeBop on Jan 14th, 2007, 8:05pm I am so sorry for your loss. Yes, she is in a better place and she will always be in your heart wherever you go. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Wicked_Witch on Jan 15th, 2007, 9:23am My condolence, daughter. Im sorry for your loss. Let's pray for her. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Levy on Jan 16th, 2007, 6:44pm :-* my condolences to you ligaya and to your family...i'm sure you lola is happy wherever she is now. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 17th, 2007, 6:11pm on 01/15/07 at 09:23:20, Wicked_Witch wrote:
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 17th, 2007, 6:20pm on 01/16/07 at 18:44:25, Levy wrote:
yes sis, i know she is happy now coz she met my grand father up there!!! it's just that it's hard to accept coz she lives with me and we used to hang alot together.she took care of me since i was a child till i grew up and we just separated when i got married and when i got separated i came home to her and we lived together in 1 house.she is the coolest granny nd im proud that she stayed with me and i took care of her same way as she took care of me. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 18th, 2007, 5:54pm http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q46/bad_day_me/2124379657.jpg http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q46/bad_day_me/2838052785.jpg http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q46/bad_day_me/th3_3.jpg http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q46/bad_day_me/2516038612.jpg http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q46/bad_day_me/3678254213.jpg my collection!!! [smiley=oops.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 18th, 2007, 6:18pm ;D ;D ;D http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q46/bad_day_me/today.jpg another one boring day!!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by CooCHie on Jan 19th, 2007, 4:04am Sorry about your lost Ligaya, my deepest symphaty. BUt first, I want to great you welcome to blogging. Just getting back here again and sorry about the delay welcome ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 19th, 2007, 5:59pm on 01/19/07 at 04:04:29, CooCHie wrote:
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 19th, 2007, 6:01pm >:( >:( >:( why do man flirts when their woman is not around... pwede bang mag mura dito...mainit ulo ko!!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 20th, 2007, 1:58pm http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q46/bad_day_me/ththheart.jpg Out of the mud two strangers came And caught me splitting wood in the yard. And one of them put me off aim By hailing cheerily “Hit them Hard” I knew pretty well why he dropped behind He wanted to take my job for pay Good blocks of oak k it was I split, As large around as the chopping block; And every piece I squarely hit Fell splinterless as cloven rock. The blows thar a life of self control Spares to strike for the common good That day giving loose to my soul I spent on the unimportant wood The sun was warm but the wind was chill You know how it is with an April day When the sound is out and the wind is still, You’re the month on in the middle of May But if you so much as dare to speak, A cloud comes over the sun lit arc, A wind comes off a frozen peak, And you’re two months back in the middle of March. A bluebird comes tenderly up to a light And turns to the wind to unruffled a plume His song so pithched as not to excite A single flower as yet to bloom It is snowing a flake; and he half knew Winter was only playing possum. Except in color he isn’t blue, But he wouldn’t advice a thing to bloosom. The water for which we may have to look In summertime with a witching wand, In every wheel rut’s now a brook, In every print of a hoof a pond. Be glad of water,but don’t forget The lurking frost in the earth beneath That will steal forth after the sun is set And show on the water its crystal teeth The time when most I loved my task These two must make me love it more By coming with that they came to ask. You’d think I never had felt before The weight of an ax-head felt before The grip on earth of outspread feet The life of muscles rocking soft And smooth and moist in vernal heat. Out of the woods two hulking trapms (From sleeping God knows where last night, But not long since in the lumber camps.) They thought all chopping was their of right Men of the woods and lumber jacks, They judge me by their appropriate tool Except as a fellow handled ax, They had no way of knowing a fool. Nothing on either side was said. They knew they had but to stay their stay And all their logic would fill my head; As that I had no right to play With what was another mans work for gain My right might be love but theirs was need. And where the two exist in twain Their was the better right-agreed. But yield who will to their separation, My object in living is to unite My avocation and my vocation As my two eyes make one in sight. Only where love and need are one And the wor,k is play for mortal stakes, Is the deed over really done For heaven and the future’s sakes. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 23rd, 2007, 3:27am ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D too much fun... im worthy this days!! god bless.... [smiley=icon_super.gif] [smiley=juggle.gif] [smiley=love2.gif] [smiley=music-smiley-023.gif] [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] [smiley=icon_thanks.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 25th, 2007, 5:18am So what’s the point in all of this? When you will never change The days have past The weather’s changed Should I be sorry? Could I be sorry? I did it all for you Hoping you would see Your eyes are dull, your hands are clenched Are we ready? But you think about yourself Only but yourself But what about… Un-lonely nights, romantic moments The love What about them Throw it all away You know me well You know it’s wrong Then what is it you feel? You hide behind those perfect smiles It won’t fool me because you already did But you think about yourself Only but yourself But what about… Un-lonely nights, romantic moments The love What about them Throw it all away The perfect dates, the sweetest kisses What about them Throw it all away [smiley=rock.gif] [smiley=bigcry.gif] [smiley=smash.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 25th, 2007, 6:33pm i went to 360 page and i read alot of blogs....some are good and some are annoying... all i can say is...if you people consider me as a real friend and if u want to tell something to me go directly to me and dont used other people to send ur messages...copy/pasting is i hate alot...we were talking and then u start copy /pasting my messages...what a hell is that... is that the meaning of friendship to you? and dont you dare tell me that you forgive me coz i didnt do anything from you.... it's you who started the game and if you are afraid of all that game you started face me... its a free world..i can say whatever i want...and u can do whatever you wanna do..so be with it and shut up!! ;) act as human if u are a human.... [smiley=thinking2.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 27th, 2007, 3:49am ;D ;D ;D ; happy busy day.....keeps me goin.... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 28th, 2007, 6:23am ;D ;D ;D Saturday mornin ..... went to work after 6 hours of working my kids and i went out for some sport hobbies we usually do every saturday and sunday...tennis and basketball... it's a great to spend more time with kids... ;D ;D ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 28th, 2007, 6:25am ;D ;D ;D Sunday morning went to church with kids....then after that im back again to work.... ::) |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 31st, 2007, 1:46pm ;D ;D ;D fun fun fun...work work work... what else should i do..this is my real life... [smiley=icon_super.gif] [smiley=love2.gif] [smiley=book2.gif] [smiley=heartbeat.gif] [smiley=computer.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jan 31st, 2007, 1:50pm ::) ::) wondering why it's hard to please someone.... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 1st, 2007, 2:12pm http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e185/kooliekay1/Love%20Pics/oneguy.gif [smiley=icon_drink2.gif] that's You Hon!!!! [smiley=iloveyou.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 3rd, 2007, 3:02pm WHEN DO I THINK OF YOU? I think of you in the peace solitude and stillness of the early a.m., for you are tranquillity. I think of you on an ocean's front, for you are the roar of the waves, the power of the sea, and the salt in the air. I think of you amidst a crowd and the chorus of city sounds ...for that is my song, and you are the music. You are my first thought of each new day, and the last image I glimpse, as my eyes are closed upon a feathered pillow. In that secret place called sleep, it is you that I search for, through shades of darkness and clouds of cotton. When do I think of you? Every moment of my life. And, when the final sleep does come and if there is thought... it will be of you |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 5th, 2007, 3:59am ;) ;) ;) busy busy busy..... as always!!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 7th, 2007, 3:51pm I then said this prayer for the rest of us . We may be fathers, mothers, and grandparents now, but inside of each of us there is still a child needing love and wanting to be loved. Thankfully, we have a parent who loves us with a love that is both unending and unconditional. We are all Children of God and we are always held in His loving arms as we go through this life. Even if we haven’t always felt loved by the people in our lives we can be assured that His love will always be there for us. May we all feel loved in this life. May we all feel God’s love for us from our first breath until our last sigh. May we feel loved through all the joy we experience and through all the pain we must face as well. May we use that love to choose the good things in life and not dwell on the bad. May we use that love to become more loving ourselves every single day of our lives. May we use that love and share our love to help others feel loved as well. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 7th, 2007, 4:01pm :) We say that beauty is skin deep. But it isn't really. It has very little to do with the skin. True beauty is soul deep. It is a fabric that is woven in the soul and worn in plain view |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 7th, 2007, 4:03pm Positive Thoughts To change everything... simply change your attitude. A friend is a person who knows all about you, but likes you anyway. A survey asked..."Who are the happiest people?" There were four winning answers: A craftsman or artist whistling over a job well-done. A child building sand castles. A mother bathing her baby. A doctor who has finished a difficult operation and saved a life. Please note that money, power, or possessions, plays no part in any of the answers. He who goes out of his house in search of happiness runs after a shadow. Good manners sometimes means simply putting up with other people's bad manners. Do you always want to be right, or do you want to be happy? It is my observation that too many of us are spending money we haven't earned, to buy things we don't need, to impress people we don't like. The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother. To be bitter is to waste precious moments of a life that is too short already. There's no limit to what you can achieve if you don't mind who gets the credit. Only GOD is in a position to look down on anyone. No matter how hard you hug your money, it never hugs back. No one is guaranteed happiness. Life just gives each person time and space. It's up to us to fill it with joy. Your religion is what you do when the sermon is over. Critism never built a house, wrote a play, composed a song, painted a picture, or improved a marriage. Almost all of our unhappiness is the result of comparing ourselves to others. Sign above an office clock: "This clock will never be stolen; too many employees are watching it." Every day we are given stones. What do we build with them? A bridge, or a wall? You wouldn't be worried about what people think of you if you knew how seldom they actually do. Our character is what we do when we think no one is looking. When you have nothing important or interesting to say, don't let anyone persuade you to say it. Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important. If someone remembers your suit and not your smile, you didn't smile enough. The surest way to make yourself happy is to make someone else happy. Be smarter than people... just don't tell them so. Beginning today, treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them all the care, kindness, and understanding you can muster, and do it with no thought of any reward. Your life will never be the same again. "Judge not, and you shall not be judged. Condem not, and you shall not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven." |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 7th, 2007, 4:04pm :) You Will Never Be Sorry... ...for thinking before acting. ...for hearing before judging. ...for forgiving your enemies. ...for being candid and frank. ...for helping a fallen brother. ...for being honest in business. ...for thinking before speaking. ...for being loyal to your church. ...for standing by your principles. ...for closing your ears to gossip. ...for bridling a slanderous tongue. ...for harboring pure thoughts. ...for sympathizing with the afflicted. ...for being courteous and kind to all. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 7th, 2007, 4:05pm :) Why Women Love Men They've got that comfortable place on their shoulder that's perfect for snuggling into while we fall asleep. They're at peace with their bodies, except for maybe some minor anxiety over height, weight, and baldness. They fall in love so hard, once they finally fall. Bravery around snakes, water bugs, bats and flat tires. Their unapologetic lust for a nice hunk of beef or chocolate cake. Their ability to solve problems simply by throwing a ball around. The glimpse you get, when they wear their baseball cap backward of their inner Little Leaguer. How tender they get when they cry, and how seldom they do it. What they lack in talk, they tend to make up for in action. They make excellent companions when driving through rough neighborhoods or walking past dark alleys. They really love their moms. They remind us of our dads. They don't mind accompanying a woman to a party even though she looks like a movie star and they look like the chauffeur. Their near-endless appetite for discussing the ins and outs of work and money - ours as well as theirs. Their genuine ardor for tinkering with toilets, changing oil and assembling gas grills - jobs any intelligent woman can do but would be nuts to volunteer for. They never care what their horoscope, their mother-in-law, nor the neighbors say. They rarely lie about their age, their weight, or their clothing size. How awestruck they are in the face of a homemade cookie. How great their hands look holding ours. Their face is a treasure to behold when they give us a present they picked out. Their ignorance is usually amusing. They give great hugs, (and always melt our hearts when a sweet "I love you honey," is added) Though they often try to hide it, they're very tenderhearted and caring. They have an uncanny ability to look deeply into our eyes and connect with our heart, even when we don't want them to. They don't care whether colors match, but are willing to be concerned if we want them to be. They give us a peek at the little boy inside when they get sick or happy or hurt |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 7th, 2007, 4:07pm :) Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one... hopefully it'll make you feel good. Falling in love. Laughing so hard your face hurts. A hot shower. No lines at the supermarket A special glance. Getting mail Taking a drive on a pretty road. Hearing your favourite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!) A bubble bath. Giggling. A good conversation. The beach Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. Laughing at yourself. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. Running through sprinklers. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Laughing at an inside joke. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realising you still have a few hours left to sleep. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner). Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Having someone play with your hair. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Swinging on swings. Making eye contact with a cute stranger. Making chocolate chip cookies. Having your friends send you home-made cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Running into an old friend and realising that some things (good or bad) never change. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you. Watching the sunrise. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think. Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 9th, 2007, 3:28pm >:( >:( >:( better forget someone who can't take u seriously.... move on .... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 9th, 2007, 4:14pm :-[ tired of loving..tired of hoping...tired of expecting... tired.... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 13th, 2007, 4:47pm :) ::) >:( Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered species of flower? Have I ever told you that I would give everything up, just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel your chest rise and fall with each breath you take, just to know that you are real? Have I ever told you that I dream of you often, I dream of you reaching out and touching my hand, simply to let me know that you are there, and everything is okay? Have I ever told you, have I still yet to tell you . . . that I love you? |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 16th, 2007, 4:41pm IF you could sit with me beside the sea to-day, And whisper with me sweetest dreamings o'er and o'er; I think I should not find the clouds so dim and gray, And not so loud the waves complaining at the shore. If you could sit with me upon the shore to-day, And hold my hand in yours as in the days of old, I think I should not mind the chill baptismal spray, Nor fine my hand and heart and all the world so cold. If you could walk with me upon the strand to-day, And tell me that my longing love had won your own, I think all my sad thoughts would then be put away, And I could give back laughter for the Ocean's moan! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 22nd, 2007, 3:38am :) :) :) :) :) ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 3rd, 2007, 7:31pm Every fight needs mending Every start has an end Like the sunrise and the sunset That’s just how it is Love on borrowed time Will never be yours nor mine I need you like you need me The way we ought to be Oh, it’s good to be true, If our hope and dream come true Wish that I had more Of this borrowed time If only it would last a lifetime This bitterness inside Is an empty space I hide It never satisfies Living my life in a lie Love on borrowed time Will never be your nor mine I’ll just close my eyes And it will be alright |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 3rd, 2007, 7:32pm :( IM SAD ...UPSET AND TIRED..... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by wildheart41004 on Mar 3rd, 2007, 8:03pm on 03/03/07 at 19:32:05, bad_day_me wrote:
Cheer up! [smiley=huepfenicon111.gif] calm down! [smiley=sleeping.gif] and Wake up! [smiley=huepfend003.gif] [smiley=cat36.gif] [smiley=cat36.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 8th, 2007, 2:09am on 03/03/07 at 20:03:27, wildheart41004 wrote:
;Dty .... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 29th, 2007, 4:20am :)back for good... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 5th, 2007, 10:58pm :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)this is what i had now.... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:33pm ::) Just a State Of Mind Happiness is just a state of mind Happiness can be a glass of wine Happiness is just you and me You cant grow it on a tree Happiness was just you and me It was year's ago i know We were different people then The world was younger then Happiness just went away Going down just like the sun Happiness was blinded by the night Now we both cant see That happiness was you and me Happiness was you and me Happiness come back to me |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:34pm ::) Happiness Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get the happiness back I weeps frequently I smiles frequently Happiness is what I want in return Having him support me Gave me a happiness Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get happiness back I wore masks thousand times I pretend and it hurt Having him to take off my mask To reveal the truth out of me Gave me a happiness Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get the happiness back My heart is shattered I grabbed a broom to gather it together I cries Having him glue my heart all together Brought me into happiness once again :D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:42pm Maze of Happiness Happiness Can only be found If you search for it Like a vicious blood hound Happiness Is just like love Just to get it You will push and shove Happiness Is just a door You open it up And you just want more Happiness Grows like trees It gets really big But dies in a breeze Happiness Is what I could never find So I went to the dark To sit and hide :) |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:43pm Perfect World We can realign the stars if you just close your eyes. We can watch the skies like we did before. Happiness is when you wake up in the morning still thinking you are in a dream from the night before. Happiness is when you breathe the perfume of flowers not noticing their backdropp against the luscious carpet of emerald meadows. Happiness is following the intrinsic requests of your heart and soul and happy in the idea that you are doing what your heart desires most. While all around you the mighty world strikes at the portal to your very being, essence of yourself. Happiness is feeling that you’re only a small example of a grand creation yet still feeling higher than the mountains themselves. Happiness is when you smile at yourself in the mirror without thinking of someway to change yourself. Happiness is walking out the house not caring what your appearance is because you don’t care what people think of you. Happiness is knowing that you are loved for you and not some made-up unnatural stranger. To be seen as the real me, not letting anyone put me down or hold me back is what would make me happy. Hence why I smile eternally. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:46pm Crys are various and of many kinds For examples, here are a few The cry of frustration when a housewife's dinner is a flop The cry of sadness of a little girl when her pet kitten died The cry of happiness when a little boy's father gives him a dog The cry of happiness when a little girl's mother gives her a new do; ; The cry of anger when someone has done you a wrong the cry of happiness when you have forgiven someone The cry of happiness when you have been released from debt The cry of sadness when your best friend has passed on Of all the crys in the ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:48pm The gift I remember manythings As my life passes by Happiness, trouble and pain Love, tears, going insane I try to imagine A different life Always happy Never in strife Then I remember And realise My sorrow and happiness Shines through precious eyes I live life to the full As it should be lived No matter what happens That is the gift Trouble, tears, pain Fade away Happiness Is there everyday. :D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:49pm Happiness and success, breathes Reviewing past, analysing present, incompetence is palpable. Happiness is there, mild hopes too. But go down. As I proceed. And someone, in my inner-conscious, remarks then. What have you achieved? To interpret happiness or success. No; No; No. Nothing. Umpteen times, say I. Turbulent present welcomes, the frightened future. And a silver lining, though thin, but pronounce, 'Life is there, still happiness and success, breathes still.' :) |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:51pm Impermanent Youthfulness, Beauty, They will sure pass. Challenges, Bitterness, For sure one will face. Happiness, Sadness, The norms of humans' lives. Proud of the youthfulness and beauty, Enjoy the happiness and assume everyone deserves them, Suffer in bitterness and yell painfully, why me? Don’t drown in the sea of sorrow, While encounter with bitterness in horror, Be calm and aware, there is no total happiness as everybody knows. Don’t be over excited, While successfully achieved and reaping the fruit of success, Be aware, there is nothing could last forever. Be strong, With courage, Life is just impermanent! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:52pm What is your happiness? happiness for some is a buck and a quarter, happiness for other is a son or a daughter. but what is happiness to you? sure you can define, if your feeling is such that you're no longer mine. what is happiness... and how can it be; that there was once happiness, now, no longer seen? paradise we 'shared' twas paradise to me, now the paradise is just that of a flooded dream. time is of the essance, but time is what you need. time to mend a broken heart, or tear it at the seam. words unspoken, one side unheard, all that your feeling, is my number one concern. you thoughts, your feelings this knowledge I yearn, all that I've spoken, but now it's your turn. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:52pm Love Mended God created man and from him woman Then did he not also create love, strife God mends the sprit, but then who mends life Surely, life can be mended like a stitch on a torn pocket Therefore, we see love conceived as a quilt Rent then patched upon patch. If love were life then marriage would be its embroidery Love, the holy sacrament of marriage is torn asunder by jealousies and greed But it is rebuilt piece upon piece, sweat upon tear Built like the Colossus of Agidies Never to fall, never to separate, but to anneal, to mend itself Happiness the sweet babe of life, a mirage of harlequins dancing in the Hall of Doges Surely, sorrow must be the cargo that happiness caries for without bliss would be foreign Is solace the only grail or do we find it in another Happiness unfolded upon the tapestries of life surely is more than a fouls tweet or the clouds parting The inner spirit struggles to the surface, bursting with its import of happiness Yes, and shall they sing the sweet song of birth, but let sorrow tread upon silvery threads The glooms of many Verdun’s, the travesties of a dead Christ. Loves happiness broken and torn asunder by the devils own avarice. Men, stitch, and patch it all back together as Humptie’s soldiers could not Then stand alone; stand together just because of it |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Apr 16th, 2007, 10:54pm Four emotions Hope Happiness confusion Fear, If i tell you there stories I will speak You will hear. Hope, for the goddess Of the sun and the moon Hoping for the chance to shine very soon Hope for the stars that bathe in the sky Hope is what is in dreams What makes you fly. Happiness, for the people that surround your life Happiness comes from your husband or wife Happiness, a voice telling you, your prize It cannot be big It cannot be small Happiness has no size Confusion, a thought that enters your mind It makes you long It makes you search for answer to find. Confusion, makes you think Whats wrong or whats right It may make you follow the voices and search i the night Fear, never leaves It will haunt you evermore Fear draws you back From opening the last door Fear, stops you live But it also makes you think ' Should you jump, is it worth it ' Without fear life would be gone in a blink Four small emotions Given from above Theses four make one This one Is love :( |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Wicked_Witch on Apr 24th, 2007, 3:56am So what's the latest on you, daughter? I think you have been gone a long time too. I hope you can still have some time to share with us here at the Forum. Is congratulations in order or should I say I am sorry? Let me know, ok? Hehehehe! Love ya, daughter! Mwahhh! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Jul 30th, 2007, 8:51am on 04/24/07 at 03:56:22, Wicked_Witch wrote:
its okey!!!! you must learn from your mistakes!!!! life must move on!!! ;) |
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Title: ON LINE RELATIONSHIP!!!! THE HELL!!!! Post by bad_day_me on Jul 30th, 2007, 8:56am Don"t trust too much!!!! That's the lesson i learned.....Don't believed in all what he say or you may fall in despair!!!But anyways I learned my lesson now.... All i can say is ......... GOOD LUCK TO ALL!!!!! ;) |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Wicked_Witch on Jul 31st, 2007, 3:28am Maybe next time you will believe the things I say. Mother always knows best, you know. *winks* |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Aug 13th, 2007, 4:04pm on 07/31/07 at 03:28:59, Wicked_Witch wrote:
yes, mom i will follow all you say!!!! love you |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Wicked_Witch on Aug 28th, 2007, 10:33am I love you too but I wish you would be more visible, daughter. How are you now? Is everything okay? let me know, ok? |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Sep 2nd, 2007, 5:23pm ;) im okey now mom!!! Life is great enjoy it!!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by CeL on Sep 4th, 2007, 9:46am good to see u back here felfek......how's life in the world of onions hehehehe ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Sep 18th, 2007, 3:26pm on 09/04/07 at 09:46:50, CeL wrote:
Hello celfek!!! [smiley=icon_thanks.gif]for the message!!! riight now im bc in my work and havin a hard time togoonline but if i had a chance i log in here than in the chat room! [smiley=juggle.gif] |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Sep 18th, 2007, 3:32pm 8) its my off thats why im here ........ i was sitting front of the door when somebody sent me message...not a good one!!!!kinda sad coz i didnt expect he would said those but i tried to understand him coz he is badly in need ...... just an advice!!!! if you dont believed in what i have said to you...... just leavemy life alone coz i dont need you in my life.... i didnt used you as what you have told to them.... you are the one who used me!!!!! >:( |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Oct 6th, 2007, 4:22pm :) Life is like a book.... To0 many judge you by your cover and the first few pages. In time that book gets old and put away and forgotten. Never knowing to others what you really could offer them. Love, understanding and knowledge a very important ingredient to Life it self. Later on in life, some open those old books. They finally read the complete book and find out this book could of changed so many things in life. If they didn't wait too long, the books pages still come alive with information and can be a learning tool for others to learn from. The sad thing. The book is so old, you can't even read the name on the cover and that life that was, is no longer. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Oct 6th, 2007, 4:23pm In The still of the night, you can hear the waves gently breaking upon the shore, The rays of the moon brings sparkle across the waters edge, till it reaches no more. Stars so bright, they give off the feel they are one with the waters and the land, Only foot prints of Lovers can be seen in the sand. As these lovers talk and leave their foot prints behind, They share with Loving feelings and their future in time. The many days in time and life we must handle with care, Remember those loving days and how we did share. We must share with happy and sad times each day, Remember only sad days will wash your foot prints away. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Oct 8th, 2007, 5:48pm ;D ;D ;D ::) ::) ::) ;D ;D ;D :o :o :o just passin by............... boooooooooooooringggggggggg.... ;D |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Oct 14th, 2007, 12:24pm ;D ;D ;D.... happy as always!!!! |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Feb 25th, 2008, 12:46pm I had a very special teacher in high school many years ago whose husband died suddenly of a heart attack. About a week after his death, she shared some of her insights with a classroom of students. The class was nearly over, and as the late afternoon sunlight came streaming in through the classroom windows, she moved a few things aside on the edge of her desk and sat down there. With a gentle look of reflection on her face, she paused and said, "Before class is over, I would like to share with all of you a thought that is unrelated to class, but which I feel is very important." "Each of us is put here on earth to learn, share, love, appreciate and give of ourselves. None of us knows when this fantastic experience will end. It can be taken away at any moment. Perhaps this is God's way of telling us that we must make the most out of every single day." Her eyes beginning to water, she went on, "So I would like you all to make me a promise. From now on, on your way to school, or on your way home, find something beautiful to notice. It doesn't have to be something you see - it could be a scent - perhaps of freshly baked bread wafting out of someone's house, or it could be the sound of the breeze slightly rustling the leaves in the trees, or the way the morning light catches one autumn leaf as it falls gently to the ground." "Please look for these things, and cherish them. For, although it may sound trite to some, these things are the 'stuff' of life. The little things we are put here on earth to enjoy. The things we often take for granted. We must make it important to notice them, for at any time...it can all be taken away." The class was completely quiet. We all picked up our books and filed out of the room silently. That afternoon, I noticed more things on my way home from school than I had that whole semester. Every once in a while, I think of that teacher and remember what an impression she made on all of us, and I try to appreciate all of those things that sometimes we all overlook. Take notice of something special you see on your lunch hour today. Go barefoot. Or walk on the beach at sunset. Stop off on the way home tonight to get a double-dip ice cream cone. For as we get older, it is not the things we did that we often regret, but the things we didn't do. |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 28th, 2008, 11:57am What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love contiues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything So where is this thing we call Love I dont know the only real love we have comes from above... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 28th, 2008, 11:59am It's Not That Bad Just when you feel like youv'e had enough Just when your life feels just to rough Although these time can really be tough When you seem do nothing but huff and puff The longer you hold out the better you'll be Just put up with this storm and then you will see Your storm will only be for a season To be upset the whole time, there's really no reason What would your good times be without the bad Cause after the bad, just wait a sec here comes your glad No matter who you are, rather brother, sister, mom or dad You can make it through, just remind yourself It's not that bad |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 28th, 2008, 12:00pm Im Living My Life Part of my life is tatoo's, penetentry rules When running yo mouth only seperates the men from the fools Part of my life is bullets, guns, blood, sweat and tears This is the part of my life that I've lived for years Part of my life is dreams, wishes, hopes, happyness Where I could care less about the world and its current happenings Part of my life is lies, deciet, greed, envy, and hate Which so many leaders of our world think is great Part of my life is all the above Cause everyday I see sadness and very little love Part of my life has so much love to give But I'm catching up with death fast, from the life that I live Part of my life is wrong nor right But I need no sympathy, cause I'm living my life |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 28th, 2008, 12:01pm I Dream, Do You Do you have dreams, Well I do I dream of wonderful things I dream of things yet to come I dream of things some may say is dumb I dream of love not just the word I mean real love I dream of of a place where there is no war I dream of a good answer to what we fight for I dream of floating in the clouds free with no worry I dream of a president who can just say sorry I dream of reading a book thats begins with 'what is hate' I dream of a country, thats completely great I dream of life beyond the one we live today I dream of a time when all kids do is learn and play Ok time to wake up to reality I was loving my dream now im mad at me for waking up Life here in the real world can be so crazy I guess the bigger part of me wishes I was stil a baby Some of my dreams may come true I know thats not true and so do you But I will continue to believe my dream will come true Because my dream was so wonderful, so I shared it with you LOL |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 28th, 2008, 12:02pm A guy came to me the other day saying some crazy stuff He said he hate what I do and what i stand for, to not hit him was ruff Why do people tend to not look from outside of the boots I say they need to read a history book on american roots Some of the comments I hear, I see people can be very crazy They dont see the pride in the soldiers I fight with daily Out here where Im at, we are all we got Even tho we know americans back home got our back I wish that guy could have seen the day a lil iraqi boy gave me a flower He said thank you america for your courage and power His english was kind of broken but I knew what he ment to say We made it so at least that one lil boy can come back out and play At my level we dont see saving the world All we see is making a way for some little boy or little girl So think twice when you approach me with somthing crazy to say I fight for so much more than what you saw on the news today So go have sweet dreams and sleep peaceful tonite All will be secure, cause american soldiers will continue to fight |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 28th, 2008, 12:03pm You come in and sit down while looking around I tell you don’t be afraid just relax for this is your night I’ve prepared all day for this one perfect night Topped with music, food, wine and a flickering candle light We eat, drink, laugh, and talk just for starters I began to gaze into your stars stolen from the sky eyes As you lay in my arms looking up at me in utter surprised I stand you up and slowly walk you into my room I began to undress you piece by piece While the aroma of the room puts you at ease I tell you to lie down flat on your stomach Then your fantasy's and fascinations’ begin to run wild Now I have a strong appetite for your love and I want it now Yet the moment is not now so I tell myself to slow down So I begin giving you a full body massage Not just any massage I mean really caressing your every curve Tonight I’m your servant and I’m ready to serve I smell and inhale a deep breath of air from your hair I slowly and passionfully kiss the back of your neck As I go down your body, kissing alot and not missing a spot You moan in acceptance and squirm in the sheets I roll you over in a burst of excitement and delightment I admire your body in its full entirety For a second I pause, A body so beautiful even with flaws I complete the front of you the same way I did your back Paying close attention to areas that I need not mention Your body begins to shiver and I know what that means So I continue to go at it until you and your body screams I can feel you blood pulsating as I slowly raise up You whisper in my ear that you are ready to feel me I waste no time because I'm ready to feel you to A lovely feel of wetness and warmth as I slide into you As we engage in this overwhelming love making I hope you know my body is yours for the taking our minds escapes this physical world to a place all of our own We try all the position our little nympho minds can ponder We are dripping wet so full of sweat You have climaxed many of times Then you tell me your ready for mines Not wanted this to stop but I feel I have no choice I feel you shiver and I join in the fun and now were done Slowly this saga has come to a end I hold you tight as we drift off to sleep I tell you I love you and kiss you good night... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Mar 28th, 2008, 12:05pm Deep Thoughts? ? ? Words pass, past words Dreams of Dreamt dreams Spoken verbs now slurd Gift of the gab, enhanced vocab Vison sought Image found Story herd yet not told Words free no longer bound Invisible messages being seen Hearts exposed no longer froze We tell a tale of a cultured dream We continue to move while standing still Vision beyond a view of the ocean Beneath our feet backward moving hill Look in my eyes its poetry in motion |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by bad_day_me on Oct 8th, 2009, 4:40pm ;D ;D ;D Welcome happiness,,,,goodbye loneliness..... |
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Title: Re: Bad Day's blog Post by Ligaya on Dec 9th, 2010, 9:43pm ;D cant explain why....... ::) |
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